Lolita encounters a beautiful man with a black belly: PK my devil school grass

Chapter 363
Turning around, she left.With countless pain, with countless self-blame, with countless scars.

After that, she spent every night alone again. In the middle of the night, she sat alone at the table and created. She was the same, the things were the same, the stars in the sky were the same. Looking back, there was no big yellow dog looking at her. .

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She touched the glass bottle on her neck, looked at the stars in the sky and smiled slightly, but tears wet her eyes inadvertently.

Have you heard such a legend?

When a life you are attached to is ruthlessly taken away by God, as long as you leave a hundred tears on his grave, God will be moved and let him turn into another new life to bring you out of sorrow.

Su Xiaoxiao never believed it, she spent every day indifferently.

Until the new life given by God came to her world again.
The crowded home suddenly became so empty and so quiet.

Su Xiaoxiao sat alone at the table, looking at the snow-white paper with a pen in her hand, but couldn't draw anything.After careful consideration, I lightly draw something on the paper, but then erase it vigorously.

The company that signed the contract in the morning sent her a letter of rejection. Since Ah Huang left, her paintings have never received any appreciation.

She could only work hard, but she couldn't draw what she wanted in her heart.

Draw and erase, erase and redraw.Her head is empty, whenever she is tired, she will hold the glass bottle on her chest silently, look up at the sky, and when she looks back, there is no familiar figure.

Maybe it's too sad, she's trying to cheer herself up, and she doesn't even have a friend around.Strangeness is so powerful, loneliness is so powerful, and emptiness is so powerful.

I went to the pet market several times, and every time I saw those animals, I wanted to take them back, but every time the scene of Ah Huang being bumped to death would appear in my mind.

She was the one who killed Ah Huang, and she couldn't accept that another life would die because of her.

She seemed to be abandoned by the world, lonely and indifferent.

Finally, that day, she still received an email from the company.

Their signing contract was terminated, because her paintings could not be sold at all and could not make any profit, so her contract was terminated.

Sitting on the sofa sluggishly holding the letter, but didn't know who to tell my inner sadness.Crying alone and laughing alone is the silliest and saddest thing in this world.

In this way, Su Xiaoxiao spent the whole winter alone. She didn't go out all winter and locked herself at home.Because even if the weather is nice one day, she wants to go out for a walk, but every place she goes to feels strange.

No memories, no acquaintances.Those people don't want to do anything with me, and they can't give me a little warmth.

During the Chinese New Year, every household is setting off firecrackers.The landlady rarely kindly invited her to dinner, but when she entered the house, she saw a dozen people sitting at the table.

She smiled, ate a few mouthfuls, then went downstairs and left, returning to her cold home.

One season of winter passed, and another season of spring came again.

If she calculated correctly, it happened to be 100 days after A Huang passed away.

She had been sitting in front of the TV all day, and suddenly she felt a little hungry. When she opened the refrigerator, she found that there was no food in it.

It seemed that the food reserve was used up, so I ran to open my wallet, and there were only a few coins and one or two big bills in the wallet.

She counted casually, and now she still has 213 yuan in her belongings, and before she knew it, the money was spent again.

She sneered helplessly, and she had returned to her down-and-out life.

He cruelly took out two big bills and took out one, and then changed into clean clothes.

The weather on this day is very good, just like the day she picked up Ah Huang 5 years ago.She opened the door, the sun was so dazzling that she couldn't open her eyes, she hadn't seen such a bright sun for a long time since she didn't go out for a long time.

(End of this chapter)