Chapter 533
"You like playing with women, don't you? So I deserve to be played by you, right? I thought you were really Awang, and I thought Awang had really come back. It turns out that you just pretended to be Awang to play with women ?You must think it's stupid! I must think I'm an idiot, right! So I deserve to be played by you? So, you can spoil me like this? You are a liar and I will never see you again!"
Chapter 120 Nine
Shang Jinghan looked at her crying foolishly, a little at a loss as to what to do, with an expression of astonishment.He opened his mouth to explain, but Su Xiaoxiao pushed him away and ran out of the room.
Shang Jinghan looked at it stupidly, feeling depressed all of a sudden.Then he quickly followed without saying a word, what the hell is going on! .
The night was very quiet, Su Xiaoxiao was walking on the street alone, wearing only a bathrobe, it was really not elegant to look like that.She was sad, as if she was bleeding!
I thought I had found Awang, and I was hanging in front of him like a piece of meat delivered to my door, but there was a person who looked like a dog!She resented fiercely in her heart, why did things turn out like this?
She had been bumping on the street wearing slippers. At that time, it was already late, and there were a few people on the street who looked at her and thought it was very strange, and they all whispered and talked about her in amazement.
This was in Beijing, and she didn't know where she was going, but she just felt very sad and didn't want to go back to the original place, so she just kept walking.
"Where are you going?" A voice suddenly came from behind.
Hearing that voice, she turned her head suddenly as if she had been electrocuted, and it turned out to be Shang Jinghan. It turned out that he had been following behind her.
She looked at him angrily: "What are you doing here?"
"You ran away after slapping me, of course I want to come and see." He said calmly.
"Aren't you willing to be beaten? Then what do you want?" She said angrily, with a sense of fearlessness in her heart.
He suddenly sneered: "Do you think I can do anything to you? Stop making trouble, go back quickly, it's really hurtful to walk on the street dressed like this."
As he walked towards her slowly, Su Xiaoxiao immediately stepped back a few steps and shouted loudly: "Don't! Don't come over!"
Seeing her panic, he stopped in his tracks and said in disbelief, "What are you doing?"
"What are you doing? I told you not to come here! I don't want to meet you again!" She looked angrily.
As if stabbed in the heart by her words, he frowned instantly: "What do you mean by that?"
"what do you mean?"
He approached her step by step and retreated step by step. In fact, she told herself over and over again in her heart not to be afraid. What is there to be afraid of that kind of person?
But he suddenly strode forward and grabbed her wrist. Su Xiaoxiao struggled, but he tried harder.
In an instant, he became angry, squinted his eyes and said viciously: "Don't let me touch you? Then others don't want to touch you. What do you want to do when you walk on the street dressed like this? Come back with me!"
After all, he pulled her and dragged her towards the hotel.
She struggled to the death and shouted, "You are not Awang at all! You liar!"
With an angry cry, he stopped in his tracks, and stared back at her abruptly.Looking at his horrifying eyes, she shrank her neck in fear, tears welling up in her eyes.
"Yes! I'm a liar? So what? You can't escape from me!"
After that, he dragged her away with all his strength.
Chapter 130
In the lobby of the hotel, Su Xiaoxiao had already changed her clothes and walked to the hotel entrance. Just as she walked out of the hotel gate, she saw Shang Jinghan's car parked outside. Come here quickly!
Su Xiaoxiao was heartbroken by this man, how could she take the initiative to take his car?
In a blink of an eye, she saw Brother Shanhu's car parked behind Shang Jinghan's car, she turned around and walked over without saying a word, walked around Shang Jinghan's car and walked to Shanhu's car very proudly.
When passing by Shang Jinghan's side, he stared at her as if he wanted to eat her up in one bite!
But Su Xiaoxiao doesn't care, she is disheartened by this man now, if you show him the color, you really think it is a sick cat that you put on your lips.
As soon as he walked in front of Shan Hu's car, Shan Hu's expression was extremely ugly, and he smirked and said, "I said small, why not. Why don't you take the young master's car!"
"Why! I don't want to!" She said stubbornly, reaching out to open the car door.
Suddenly there was a violent voice from behind: "Su Xiaoxiao, come here!"
Looking back, Shang Jinghan stood behind him and looked at him angrily, his eyes were blood red, with a somewhat gloomy air.
Although Su Xiaoxiao's courage is very small, today she seems to have eaten the gall of a leopard!Let her pass?She doesn't!
"Why should I go there?" She asked dissatisfied.
"I think you dare not come here! Why are you avoiding me? What are you afraid of?" He asked forcefully.
"I am not avoiding you! Why am I not afraid!" She stammered.
"Lie!" she yelled angrily.
Angrily, he raised his foot and strode towards Su Xiaoxiao, like a lion rushing towards him.Although the speed is not fast, Su Xiaoxiao felt his strong and frightening aura early on.
She couldn't help but take a few steps back, her heart beating non-stop, thinking that she was dead and would be forcibly pulled away by him.Here are all his people, there is no one to help him at all!
But he didn't expect that Shang Jinghan had only walked a few steps, and soon he would be in front of him, when suddenly a charming woman in red clothes appeared and grabbed his arm.
Shang Jinghan was very angry, turned his head to look, but found that the person holding his arm was actually Lisa.
In an instant, Shang Jinghan's violent eyes gradually disappeared a lot, and he asked, "What are you pulling me for?"
Lisa smiled slightly, her fiery red mouth was sexy and alluring: "Why are you so angry? You are so young, be careful of acne on your handsome face!"
Lisa smiled charmingly, and touched his chest casually behind her.
From Su Xiaoxiao's point of view, that action was clearly to seduce Shang Jinghan, she purposely turned her head away to not want to see this scene.She is very angry in her heart, and she hates this man very much now, but why does she suddenly feel so sad when she sees such a scene?
no no no!She is not sad!She is not sad at all!
Shang Jinghan looked at her sideways and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it!"
Lisa snickered suddenly, her face flushed: "Why are you still so straightforward? But I like it very much. I just feel lonely on the journey, why don't I take your car back?"
"Didn't you drive here by yourself? Why did you take my car?" Shang Jinghan asked.
"A friend in Beijing borrowed my car just now, so I don't have a car to go back now. How about it? Can I give me a ride?"
Lisa's electric eyes have never been as good as Shang Jinghan, the powerful electricity is almost unbearable even for Su Xiaoxiao.But it is undeniable that this woman is really attractive, Su Xiaoxiao thinks that if she is a man, she will definitely be placed under her miniskirt!
Listening to Lisa's words, Shang Jinghan's first reaction was to turn his head to look at Su Xiaoxiao who was not far away.
Su Xiaoxiao turned her head away in fear of being stared directly at him, so she didn't dare to look directly at him.But the heart was completely chaotic, and started to move irregularly.She pretended not to care about his gaze at all, stumbled to find the car door and quickly got into Shanhu's car.
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Seeing Su Xiaoxiao sit in so quickly, looking at her indifferent but unsteady breathing profile.Shang Jinghan slowly retracted his gaze, gently shook off Lisa's hand, turned around, and said lightly: "Okay, sit up."
Lisa showed a big triumphant smile, then quickly followed Shang Jinghan and held his arm with a shameless face.
Finally set off, Su Xiaoxiao sat beside Shanhu and didn't speak all the time, her face was very pale.What is it like?Obviously she didn't go to take Shang Jinghan's car, why is she so sad that she is dying now?
"Xiao Xiao, what's wrong with you? You look so ugly, are you uncomfortable?" Shan Hu asked.
"No, I might be a little thirsty!" As she spoke, she smirked and took a sip of the mineral water on the side and then pretended to smile.
But in less than 2 minutes, her face returned to its original state.
She had to admit that she liked Shang Jinghan, just like she liked Awang back then.
But what do you want her now?So what if you like it?Will he like himself too?Or does he see himself as a plaything in this way?
When she thought of this, her heart was ashamed and all thoughts became ashamed. When she came, it was so real that it seemed like a long, long time, but when she went back, it suddenly became so fast.
I just fell asleep in the car for a while, and when I was woken up by the mountain tiger, I had already arrived.
He got out of the car in a daze, only to see Shang Jinghan walked into the house holding Lisa's hand.
She stared blankly and suddenly her mood became even worse. What happened?
She stood in front of that big villa in a daze, looking at that indifferent back, suddenly remembered that she should actually come to resign!
Then should we go or not?
In fact, she couldn't bear it in her heart. After all, she still has a lot of affection here. If she leaves here, does it mean that she will never see Shang Jinghan again?
Ah Wang. Where are you?
Whenever I think of it, the tears in my eyes will always be unbearable.
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When he walked to Shang Jinghan's room, his door was open, and there was no one inside, and his uniform was still quietly placed on the bed.
She walked over slowly, sat on the bed, reached out and held a piece of clothing tightly in her arms.
Looking up at everything here, if you want to leave, you will never come back!
she is reluctant
But you still have to go!Otherwise, why stay and sit here?What else can she expect?Shang Jinghan is not Ah Wang at all!
Awang would not be so cold-blooded and ruthless, nor would Awang be so domineering and cruel.
She finally decided to give up, to give up this false fantasy.
Bye now.
With tears in his eyes, he turned and walked out of the room, and when he slowly closed the door, there was a sudden commotion in his ears.
She opened the door curiously and looked inside. It turned out to be the cat from before. It stood on the window sill and stared deeply, as if saying don't go.
Su Xiaoxiao smiled slightly, and said to her: "I'm leaving, and I won't see you again in the future. When it rains, remember to find a place to hide from the rain, you know? I will miss you, You have to take care!"
Chapter 130 Two
The cat meowed fiercely, but Su Xiaoxiao cruelly ignored it, closed the door and strode away.
When I left, I was actually very sad, but there was nothing I could do.
When I went to the HR department to register my resignation, the scene was unusually quiet.Shang Jinghan and Lisa disappeared together, and the master seemed to be undergoing an examination in the hospital.
Coincidentally, I originally thought that someone would come to keep me, but when the time really came, there was not even half a person.
Xiaoxiao sighed helplessly and walked away depressed.
When striding away from that place, the sky suddenly began to drizzle. Instead of taking a bus or taxi, she chose to walk home on foot.
It's been a long time since she walked back alone so quietly, and she hasn't appreciated the scenery along the way so carefully for a long time.Walking through that trail, I thought of when I met Awang back then, she rode a bicycle and took him to eat for the first time.
Thinking of his honest and lovely smile, his considerate and gentle temperature, and his fine and smooth black hair.
But then, he just disappeared.
No matter how hard she searches, he won't come back.
After walking for a long time, Xiaoxiao finally came home alone, lying limply on the big bed.
Finally came back, and finally had nothing to do with that place and that and would never have any contact with it again.He is not Awang!He is not the person she is looking for at all, so she doesn't have to be sad or sad.
But why, her heart is still aching?
She stretched out her hands to cover her chest, and sure enough, her heart was beating violently, and every time she beat, her breathing became difficult.
The phone suddenly rang, and when I took it out, it turned out to be a call from Shang Jinghan.
She frowned and hung up the phone cruelly, turned over and continued to lie down.But the phone rang again, and it kept ringing. She wanted to ignore it, but he kept on calling.
She started to make troubles faintly in her heart, why don't she just answer the phone and give him a break?
When he turned over and was about to answer the phone, he suddenly hung up the phone himself.Xiaoxiao was even angrier in her heart, why did she hang up?
Throwing the phone aside angrily, suddenly a text message appeared on the screen.
To see or not to see?
She pondered silently in her heart, logically speaking, she shouldn't have watched it, but she was suddenly curious, what happened?What happened to him?
She slowly took the phone and clicked read.Then only two words appeared on the screen: "Wait for me."
What's the meaning?Want her to wait for him?How to wait?She has left now, how to wait for him?
No, she won't wait for him any longer, and she won't wait for him no matter what.
She exhaled, and sat by the window, watching that the lily plant on the window sill had begun to wither due to neglect.Then the beautiful lilies will wither~
She sighed and picked up the sprinkler on the table and sprinkled some water on the lily. That's right, no matter what it is, it must be carefully prepared.Otherwise, it will always wither!
The same is true for feelings. She has been giving unilaterally, but she has not received anything in return.what's the point?What's more, she still hasn't figured out whether he is Awang or not?
It's ridiculous to think about it!
Some people are mortal, not the death of the person, but the death of the heart.
If a person's heart is dead, is his body still alive?
Su Xiao often thought about this question when she was young. From the first day she met Awang, the innocent eyes of the poor figure in the window looked at her.It seems that after a few lifetimes, they met again.
At that glance, she saw him, with those clear eyes, she looked deeply, almost thinking that she saw the person she missed in her previous life.
is it him?She thought so.
Chapter 130 Three
The flowers will always bloom and wither, Su Xiaoxiao looked at the lily plant obsessively.
Autumn is coming, is she thanking soon?
Suddenly I felt very sad, and suddenly felt that the whole world was turning into sadness.It's time for her to leave, to leave the whole place that makes her sad, but also makes her feel nostalgic. ,
The memories here are too much and the stories are too much, so she feels that it is too heavy, and the heavy feeling is really about to overwhelm her.
wait for him?
What are you waiting for him?What can he give himself?He is not her.
Su Xiaoxiao understood very well.
He is not him.
Otherwise, why didn't he respond when she paid so much?
As night came quietly, she took out all the clothes from the closet, folded them up one by one, and put them into the suitcase one by one, as if she was cleaning up her messy mood.
She has been in this city for so many years, and it is finally time to say goodbye.
So fast, this decision came too suddenly, she almost couldn't accept the suddenness.
But what else could be done?She didn't know, and she also felt that there was no other way, she could only leave, and in this situation, she probably could only do so!
One sat in front of the window in a daze, watching the night turn into dawn.There was nothing around him, and he didn't talk to him.But in the darkness, she vaguely seemed to be sitting beside her.
Turning his head, he looked at the shadows in the darkness. ,
Ah Huang, is that you?She smiled slightly, vaguely feeling like someone was by her side,
That feeling also felt a little creepy, but she wasn't scared.Because it was so lonely, even a ghost could make her feel warm by her side.
At dawn, she picked up her luggage and walked out of the room.Putting on a heavy coat, the weather turned cold, and the autumn wind outside the house was bleak and chilly. Even if no one cared about her, she thought she should take care of herself. ,
Wear thicker clothes, even if you are lonely, you want to live longer.
Because no one except himself will remember those memories of his coming.
has he been here?He came, at least she remembered.
He turned around and locked the door of the room that he had lived in for many years. After this lock, it might never be opened again.
Turn around and look up at the house again.
Goodbye, she smiled deeply, but there were tears in her eyes.This dilapidated house has carried her many, many misses.She thought, maybe she will come back to take a look before she dies!
Finally, after taking such a sincere and careful look, she dragged the suitcase and left. The footsteps were so heavy that she could barely breathe.
In fact, she didn't know where she was going, she just wanted to leave, she just wanted to start a new life.This decision was actually only a moment, but she carried it out so unswervingly.
So silly.
Laughing at herself silently, she got into a taxi and left.
The train station was crowded with people, and Su Xiaoxiao stood alone in the crowd with her bag.Queuing up to buy tickets, I stared blankly at the stop sign above my head.Where should I go?Until now she hadn't figured out where to go.
Is there anything else she can do other than here?
"Miss, may I ask where you want to buy the train ticket to?"
Luckily, Su Xiaoxiao looked up at the stop sign obsessively. The world is so big, where should she go?
After watching for a long time, she came back to her senses and said two words "Yunnan" slowly.
Chapter 130 Four
Yunnan is really far away, and if they are far enough away, they may never meet each other in their lifetime.Thinking of this, she suddenly regretted it, and was about to open her mouth to change the location.
But the lady in front of her had already placed a ticket in front of her.The brand new ticket was bloody in her eyes, she reached out to take the ticket, and then left calmly.
She laughed at herself, why did she choose Yunnan?It's so far away and so strange there, will she meet good people there, or will she feel more lonely?
When I sat quietly in a chair and waited for the ticket, the train departed at 2 noon, and it was only 12 o'clock now.Maybe it was because she didn't sleep well last night, she was actually a little sleepy.
Leaning her head on the seat and closing her eyes slightly, she fell asleep. It was a dream without any troubles. She was deeply trapped in the sea of clouds, nothing but blankness.The dream was simple, but it also terrified her.
That pale dream without any memory was terrifying.
She woke up from the dream almost covered in sweat, and when she woke up, she found that there were people coming and going behind her, and she was not alone.It's just that those people have nothing to do with it, it's just that those people are very strange.
After adjusting my mentality, I turned on my phone to check the time, and found that it was already 1:40.She slept so soundly, she thought faintly.Suddenly, I saw an unread text message on my phone for a day.
When I opened it, it was the familiar number with two words simply written on it.
"where?"
Suddenly she felt very difficult to breathe, and she knew that he must have gone to her house to find her.Find out she's gone, know she's gone.But then what?Will he find her and keep her?
The hot air surged into her chest and rushed into her tear ducts, and her eyes were filled with tears in an instant.
But she still didn't let those tears fall, and the phone she closed vigorously didn't reply.It's just that I left with anxiety in my heart all the time, fidgeting there.
The time is getting closer and closer, the train is probably leaving!She got up cruelly, picked up her bag and walked towards the platform.
But after walking a few steps, suddenly there was a message on the radio that the train was 20 minutes late.The announcer's voice was crisp and sweet. She should have been sad when she heard the news, but she didn't feel so sad, and then felt smooth.
Is God telling her that she should give him a chance?
She stood where she was, when suddenly the phone in her pocket vibrated again.
He took it out and saw that it was Shang Jinghan calling.She hung up without answering, and just put away her phone when suddenly he sent a text message.
It was a few short words again, "Where is it? Answer me." That kind of commanding tone is not what Awang would have, and she knew it.But why can't she still care?
Should give a chance!Not for him, but for yourself.If he really came, it might be a kind of redemption for himself!
She stood where she was, took out her phone and sent three words.
"TRAIN STATION."
What a clear but confusing three words, it is just a simple train station, but it does not specify which train station it is.There are three more train stations in this city, will he find this place?
She asked herself this way, she felt that she was so stupid.Can't let go, can't let go of heart, entangled to death.Why not hug?Why not hold hands?
Are you just afraid of disappointing yourself? ,
Chapter 130 Five
For the first time, she, who was so brave, did a complete coward!
Because I lost Awang and couldn't forget Awang, I couldn't accept a new love!She knew she was a coward!All she knew was that she was a coward!Yes, she is a coward, so what?
Wiping away the tears that accidentally slipped down, he strode out towards the platform, then found a seat in front of the platform and sat down to wait for the train to arrive.There was no sign of the approaching train on the other side of the track, and no sign of the man on the other side of the platform entrance.
She felt as if she was standing on the track of fate, whether to go or stay, whether to live or die, everything in the future seemed to be bet on this moment.
Looking up at the sky, the clear sky in the morning suddenly became a little hazy.The phone suddenly vibrated violently, and when I picked it up, it was a text message from him.
"The train station? What are you doing at the train station?"
Fool, at the train station, of course it is to leave here, to leave you.
She said so in her heart, but her heart hurt like it was about to be torn apart.She didn't reply, closed the phone and waited quietly for the train to arrive.
Maybe that one will come a little sooner?
is it possible?
She turned her gaze to the entrance, and there were people coming and going, but no man who was as imposing, dignified, majestic and handsome as him appeared.
Or will you never find me at all?
Thinking of the possibility of such a situation, she felt heartbroken.
Time flies, and after a long time of entanglement, the train will not be delayed again.A long cry slowly appeared in front of her eyes, and the passengers got on the bus one by one.
She also got up but couldn't take that step for a long time, watching the passengers at the entrance rushing in to get a ride, but she still couldn't see the familiar figure.
He hasn't appeared yet, will he appear again? .
Seeing the crowd crowding into the train, the conductor also began to urge them, yelling for everyone to get on the train quickly.
But he still didn't come
There are too many people, too many strangers who don't know each other.She couldn't find a familiar shoulder to rely on.She felt a little empty, a little tired, and even a little lonely.
But she has come to this point, what other choice does she have?Can she not go?
Can't do it!
She took out her mobile phone and pretended to be strong and sent him a text message with a few simple words.
"I'm leaving, treasure."
While sending the message, the conductor urged her to get on the train. The moment she stepped on the train, she sent the message.The screen of the mobile phone showed that it had been sent, and suddenly there was a clear and short ringtone that the mobile phone received the text message.
That ringtone is so familiar, so familiar!
She turned her head abruptly, and there was a tall man in a black coat who was looking for something in a panic among the vast crowd.He looked left and right at the people around him, but there were too many people and he couldn't see anything, so he only had a blank face.
Su Xiaoxiaoduo wanted to say "I'm here, I'm here!" ! !
But the train started, she stood on the steps to the train, she jumped down and hugged him tightly when she thought about it.But the train had already started, and the conductor kept urging her to get into the carriage.
But her gaze has been locked on that figure, he is still looking, is he still looking for himself?
In an instant, with tears in her eyes, she rushed to the car and found a seat by the window, staring closely at him outside the window.
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He himself is so close, so close, but separated by so many people.He couldn't see her, but she could only look at him.
The train moved forward rapidly, and the figure was getting farther and farther away from him.She kept watching with tears in her eyes, her figure getting smaller and smaller and blurred.
The phone kept ringing, and it was he who had been on the phone.It was his number, and when I looked back, I could still see him anxiously calling on the phone.It's just getting blurry.
Holding the vibrating mobile phone with both hands, her hands began to tremble unknowingly, and she left trembling more and more, her heart also trembled more violently.
In the end, she still couldn't bear to answer the call, and when the call was connected, she heard the excited roar on the other end.
"Su Xiaoxiao! Where are you? Tell me, where are you now!!! Talk quickly! Talk!"
When she heard that voice, she who had been able to maintain her composure suddenly burst into tears.Tears fell like a fountain, she really wanted to say goodbye to him in person, but she couldn't do it now.
She can put her hand over her mouth and try not to let the other person hear that she is crying.
But the voice was too loud, no matter how she tried to cover it up, he could still hear it.
"Are you crying?" His voice became hoarse, with a little distress.
Hearing his caring voice, she couldn't stop it anymore, she covered her mouth hard and didn't want to make any sound, but she couldn't stop it, she really couldn't control it.
"Where are you? Tell you where you are now? Have you gotten into the car yet? Tell me, where have you been? Where am I going to look for you! Talk fast! Talk!!!"
He said excitedly, then blindly followed the train and ran as hard as he could.
At that moment, she suddenly didn't want to leave, she suddenly wanted to stay.She couldn't control herself anymore, that depressive and sad feeling entangled her whole heart!
She hung up the phone abruptly, because she knew that it was impossible for her to speak normally like this.After hanging up the phone, she poked her head out of the car window.
Shang Jinghan was running to catch up with the train, and the running figure plunged into her body like a bayonet.
But the figure was getting smaller and smaller, so when he saw the protruding head, he chased after it even more excitedly.
Even though he couldn't see her clearly and didn't know who that person was, he seemed to have a sixth sense, and he knew that that person was Su Xiaoxiao.
Su Xiaoxiao held the glass window tightly with her hands, and opened her mouth slightly, but she couldn't cry all the time.She exhausted all her strength and desperately but only shouted three words. ,
".Let's go back!"
She yelled out that voice with all her strength, as if she yelled out her heart and soul.
Yes, if she shouts yes, go back!She couldn't bear to see him chasing herself so desperately, it broke her heart even more than if she was chasing her.
In this way, she will regret it, and regret her decision even more!She didn't want to regret it, even if she was going to regret it, she absolutely didn't want to see such a scene!
So go back!If we are destined, we will meet again. If we really miss her so much, she will not be able to bear the miss, and we will definitely meet again in this life.
The train speeded up with a loud and long whistle, and Shang Jinghan had already run to the end of the platform, watching the train go away, even the last long tail gradually disappeared on the ground.
Chapter 130 Seven
The weather was cloudy, and it was pouring down with drizzle. He stood there dazedly, holding the mobile phone in one hand, and holding on to the resignation letter she left behind.
He frowned tightly, the rain was not heavy, but it was so cold that it made him chill again and again.
The train went away, and Su Xiaoxiao sat on a window seat.She bought a pack of instant noodles to fill her stomach, and looked at the scenery outside the window, so vast.
What city is this again?she does not know.
I passed through too many cities along the way, many people got off the bus and many people got on the bus in large and small places.
The place she is going to is called Yunnan, which is far, far away from here.
She didn't know when it would be her turn to get off the car, and what kind of people and things she would meet after she got off the car.
It's just that once she remembered that Shang Jinghan was chasing the car like a fool, she felt a chill in her heart.
That look, that looks exactly like Awang
She was so anxious that she was about to be twisted into a ball.
Stop the sad mood and continue eating instant noodles.
When I finished eating the instant noodles, I looked up, and it was already dark outside the window.In a blink of an eye, it was dusk again, and the time passed too hastily.As she watched the egg-yellow sunset slowly descending, her vision suddenly softened.
The phone received a text message saying.
"Where have you been?"
where to goShe didn't know, and she didn't know where she was going?A temporary decision, a temporary location, and a temporary departure.
She felt that she was simply masochistic, leaving that place and escaping the so-called sadness.But he abused himself alive, making his already incomplete heart full of scars.
But now there is no turning back, and we can only take one step at a time.
After thinking for a long time, she decided to reply to the text message. This time she didn't want to write a few simple words, but wrote a lot of words.But when she really wanted to start writing, she couldn't write anything.
How should I write?What should I say?What should I tell him?
My head went blank, I obviously had countless threads entangled in my heart but I didn't know how to express it.After staring at the phone in a daze for a long, long time, she replied with a few short words.
"I went to a place far away, so you don't have to look for me. When I figure it out, I'll look for you. Wait for me."
The phrase "wait for me" was what he kept telling her.She didn't know that his waiting had different meanings from her waiting.
But she turned against the customer, but he believed it was true.
So when he received the text message, he was silent for a long time, and his heart was calm for a long time.
Because she told him to wait, even though he was calm on the surface without ups and downs, in fact, he felt a lot more relieved in his heart.Because she asked him to wait, there was hope.The heart that has been hanging has gradually loosened.
A moment later, she received a text message on her cell phone.
"I will wait for you."
It was just four short words, and after finally calming down, her eyes turned red again.In fact, she didn't have to leave, it was just a conscience condemnation.
Going to a strange place to meet some strange people and see some strange scenery, she thought that maybe she would understand some right and wrong at that time, and then come back to look for him more maturely.
In this life, we will definitely meet again.
After driving straight ahead for more than ten hours, she was exhausted and fell asleep lying on the seat.Maybe it's because the off-season of tourism is not a holiday, so the compartment is very deserted.
In her sleep, she dreamed of many things from the past, those things were far away, so far away.Grandma, mom and dad, sisters and sisters, and a brother.
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Asleep and asleep, suddenly woke up by a commotion, rubbed his eyes and opened his eyes, the small carriage was actually full of people!It turned out that there were so many people on the train at this station.
The carriage was mixed with smells from all sides, and the smell was so strong that one wanted to do evil.She turned her head and looked out of the window. There were high mountains connected to each other. The high mountains had turned yellow and lost the brightness and splendor of spring and summer.
Winter is coming so soon.
Fortunately, she is about to leave. I remember seeing Yunnan as a beautiful and moving place with spring all the year round on the Internet.I don't know what it will be like when she goes there?
Suddenly feeling a little thirsty, I got up and squeezed through the surrounding crowd to buy a bottle of water to drink.
I got up and squeezed through the crowd with my mobile phone. Those people came from all corners of the country and traveled all over the world just like I went.
She found the water dispenser, took a disposable cup and took half a cup of hot water and half a cup of cold water.She didn't like water that was too cold or too hot, so she raised her head and dipped the liquid into her stomach.
I only felt the bitter taste, and my heart was already numb and unconscious.
Suddenly the phone rang again, put down the cup and looked down, it was his call.
Why is he still calling?Didn't you make it clear?
Still hesitating in my heart whether to accept or not?
Suddenly a burly man squeezed over from behind and bumped into her violently.How could her weak body withstand the impact of such a big man.
She was hit hard against the wall of the car, and she lost her grip on the mobile phone for a moment, and fell into the pool next to her with a thud.
She was so scared that she panicked and rushed over, the phone was still ringing in the water.She didn't know where the strength came from, pushed the man who was blocking her away, and fished out the phone from the water.
But when she picked up the phone, the screen was blank.Even though it's still ringing.
Su Xiaoxiao pressed the answer button tremblingly, and heard the person on the other end of the phone ask anxiously: "Is it Xiaoxiao? Is it you?"
She didn't dare to speak, but just called out softly, "Hello."
Then the screen of the phone went black, and there was no movement at all.She looked at the phone in her hand obsessively, is it just that broken?
Tears dripped down from her eyes, and she frightened the man who bumped into her beside her.
Tears couldn't stop falling, but she hated herself crying in front of others, she was too useless like that.
She was never a wimpy woman.
Wiping away the tears, the complexion on his face was still very bad, and he squeezed back to his seat from the crowd.
She was silent again, looking at the night scene outside the window, looking down at the broken cell phone in her hand.
This time, he really won't harass himself anymore.
But why is she more sad?
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The time to get off the train was at noon the next day. She dragged her luggage and followed the bustling crowd out of the carriage.After walking for a while, I stood on that strange land in Yunnan.
That unreal feeling occupied her whole heart, where exactly is this place?
She asked herself over and over again in her heart, the passers-by around her were coming and going, no one looked back at her, everyone was strange and terrifying.
She felt exhausted after working around the train for so long.Dragging a heavy suitcase and walking aimlessly, she has no idea where this is or where she is going now.
It was just walking like this alone, and the noisy voices in her ears penetrated her body, and she seemed to be transparent.
That day, she happened to be wearing a long blue dress with black and messy hair.The weather in Yunnan was very good that day, and peach blossoms bloomed beside the path she was walking on.
It was already the twelfth lunar month in the big city where she originally lived, but there were flowers everywhere here.Because Yunnan is a place like spring all the year round.
She suddenly felt that her mood was not so depressed. After walking for a long time, she didn't know where she went.
Suddenly looking up, a towering snow mountain was reflected in front of his eyes.
What a nice view.
She sighed these two words faintly in her heart, that kind of fairyland-like grace was beyond words, like a sacred and inviolable goddess.When she saw that snow-capped mountain, she, who had never been superstitious, suddenly had a very pious feeling.
A slight smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, because at this moment, she had already decided to go to that snow mountain and live at the foot of the mountain.
That snow-capped mountain didn't feel too far away when I saw it at the time, but when I really wanted to reach it, I found that it was so far away from me.
On the way, she kept asking the locals the way to take the snow-capped mountain, then changed the car several times, and walked the wrong way twice, and finally she finally arrived at the foot of the snow-capped mountain.
The ground is full of flowers at the foot of the snow-capped mountain, but the top of the mountain is covered with snow.What a magnificent and magical sight that is!
Standing on the flowers all over the ground, she looked up at the white snow all over the mountain, and the dazzling sunlight made her vision much blurred.
She sighed in her heart at the uncanny workmanship of nature.
It seemed that there was a force pulling her, and she couldn't help but want to worship.
So she knelt down to the top of the snow-capped mountain, prostrating respectfully.
She said silently in her heart, "Please bless Ngawang to be safe and sound."
Yes, that's what she wanted.When she saw this majestic snow mountain, she already understood a truth.
This world is too much, she is so small, how dare she expect so many things?
She has no world to worry about now, Shang Jinghan is safe and sound, she has no desires, but Awang, she has not found it until now.
Where is Awang?
She can't let it go, that's all!
God, if you really exist, if you can really hear my words, my calling, then can you listen to me one more time?
My life is already like a cripple, my body is not crippled and my heart is dead.But I still resent the past, please forgive my momentary obsession, please forgive my greed and desire again and again.
I am a woman with no luck, I am a woman with bad luck and no future.I am so low, so cheap, so dirty.
But that child is different from me, Awang is a kind and pure boy, he is sunny and innocent.
He shouldn't have met her, shouldn't have been with a ginseng like her.He should not suffer more and should not linger in misery in this world.
God, if possible, I would trade my life for his ten years of smiling face.In exchange for every innocence and innocence of him.
The majestic snow-capped mountain was silent and unmoved, only the woman at the foot of the mountain knelt down with tears in her eyes.
I bow deeply, calling out from the bottom of my heart.
God, please forgive my greed, I just hope that I can see him one more time after I leave this world.
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Maybe after many years she is no longer in this world, maybe after many years she will forget many, many things.
Maybe.,,,,,, maybe not at all maybe.
She found a simple house on the side of the mountain and lived there. She didn't have much money, so the house wasn't pretty, and the location was as simple and generous as she is now.
She doesn't have many activities on weekdays, she just goes out for a walk occasionally.I don't know when she started to believe in Buddhism. Whenever she was free, she followed some people to the temple to worship.
Burning a bouquet of incense piously and prostrating in front of the Buddhist hall, the gentle sandalwood fragrance smelled even more pleasant to her.
Looking at the Buddha statues in front of her, she suddenly began to believe that all these gods existed.
They were standing in the sky looking at her, as if Ah Huang was also looking at herself in the sky.
She believed that it was a truth, she believed that both grandma and Ah Huang were looking at her in the sky.She was smiling at each other, and they would visit her every night while she was asleep.
They are not far away from themselves, they are in the sky, turned into stars, guiding her way far away.
Every night before she went to bed, she would not close the window, always lying on the window and shaking her head looking at the stars in the sky.She firmly believes that what is far away from her is the bright and brilliant eyes of someone close to her.
One morning when she woke up, she saw the rising sun outside the window.The sun rises from the other end of the snow-capped mountains, and the scenery is so beautiful.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door, and she opened it in a daze.
The person who came was Sister Zhang who lived not far away, and she brought herself some unfinished bacon at home.Su Xiaoxiao was very happy and felt happy.
The people here can be very simple or brutal. When I first came here, because of my cold temperament, everyone didn't treat her very well.
But after a few times everyone went to the temple to offer incense and worship Buddha together, this caused their previous life to collapse.
I thought that the people here are quite barbaric, and I thought that it would not be easy for me to live here in the future and go there.
But I didn't expect that everyone is actually pretty good. If you get along well with them, they will love you heart and soul.
Looking at Sister Zhang, she said that she just got to know her a lot and didn't have a good relationship with her sisters, but as long as there are some good things left in her house, she will move them in immediately.
Xiaoxiao smiled, watching Big Sister Zhang drinking water in sips of tiredness at her home, presumably the bacon was too heavy, and it was a bit difficult for a woman to carry so much bacon.
Sister Zhang sat down with Xiao Xiao and chattered together, Xiao Xiao smiled slightly, and responded to what she said.She was so excited, Xiaoxiao just felt very satisfied seeing her like that.
After talking at her home for nearly half an hour, Sister Zhang finally thought about leaving, thinking that there was still a child who could only crawl in her home, two daughters who were reading novels, and an eldest son who was in high school. She responded that she should go back and prepare to cook!
She ran away in a hurry, seeing how she still didn't forget to turn around to let Xiaoxiao go to her house for dinner while running away, Xiaoxiao smiled.What a beautiful person, such a beautiful heart is tightly wrapped by fierceness.
Everyone is probably like this!Always wrap the heart tightly, and always have to tear the layers of thorny shells with hands.
When the last layer was peeled off, I finally saw that sincere and beautiful heart, but I knew that those peeled hands were already scarred and dripping with blood.
Putting the bacon sent by Sister Zhang into the cook, she really didn't know how to thank these talents.
I cooked hot porridge and put some bacon sent by Sister Zhang.Put some in bowls, save one bowl for breakfast, and send the others to them later.
Sitting quietly in front of the window drinking porridge, looking at the majestic and sacred snow-capped mountains outside the window.
In the blink of an eye, it has been more than a month since I came here.Time flies too fast, and she always feels that she is not even ready for anything, but it has already flown by.
A cool breeze blew in, and some specks of beauty flashed in the eyes.She rarely watches TV, and since she broke her mobile phone when she came here, she didn't even buy a mobile phone.
It was just a sudden movement in my heart, and I picked up the remote control beside me and turned on the TV.Turning around, she was drinking porridge while watching TV. She has been here for so long, even though it is so peaceful and peaceful, she still misses the outside world in her heart.
The news station has been broadcasting news about Sino-Philippine relations, saying that the relationship is getting worse, how it is so close, and how the situation is critical.
It's just that it doesn't matter to them for a month, how they have already disturbed each other.
Not only did she sigh in her heart, but after the news, a huge familiar face suddenly appeared on the screen.
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When that face appeared, she tightly held the bowl in her hand, and her heart beat accordingly.
She should change the channel quickly, but she can't, she can't control herself.
The news anchor on the TV plausibly reported: "The president of XX company caught the criminal who leaked the company's secrets. The company's secretary-general, Ms. Lisa, was brought to court some time ago and was sentenced to imprisonment this morning."
She was trembling, staring at him obsessively, always feeling a bit chilly looking at Shang Jinghan's face.
So familiar, yet so far away.
Immediately afterwards, the anchor of the TV station continued to broadcast: "Relevant personnel broke out. Although the company has resolved the biggest crisis, President Shang Jinghan was diagnosed with an incurable disease by the hospital, and his life was in danger. According to the company staff, President Shang It is true that I have not been to the company for several days, this situation has caused everyone to start talking, is this rumor true?."
With a "click", the bowl fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
She didn't manage the tears in her eyes for a while, and they just dripped down from the sockets like this.
She didn't know why she was crying, why she was crying, but the sad heart was very strong.
incurable disease?Is that a disease?What kind of disease is that?What is dead?Why is there no cure?
Isn't he very rich?Isn't he very rich?Why does he still suffer from some incurable disease?
Impossible, impossible, how could he have some incurable disease?Impossible!
She was thinking in a panic, she was at a loss and even she felt a little scared. After staying here so peacefully for so long, she thought that her heart would no longer be impetuous, but she didn't expect that she would still do it for her own sake. One of his rumors became so unreasonable.
Why can't I shut myself up all of a sudden?
Shang Jinghan, you are truly terrifying!You are nothing short of a demon!
After the news was over, she stared blankly at the TV for two hours, not knowing what she was expecting or worrying about.
He sat stiffly in the TV and just stayed there. Afterwards, the TV kept broadcasting the news, and then turned off the TV after buffering.
He calmly cleaned up the bowl that he had broken on the ground. Although he didn't eat a few mouthfuls, he seemed to have no appetite at all.
So the time of being in a daze began again. Originally, there were still many things waiting for her to sit down. She also started to do it slowly, but as she was doing it, thinking about the news that she didn't know if it was true, she felt a twinge of pain in her heart. .
At night, she slept alone on the bed, looking at the night sky outside the window.This place is always so peaceful, she always thought that the tranquility here still infected her from the inside out, so now she should be an unusually quiet person.
But she was wrong, and now she has tossed and turned all night because of a piece of news that she didn't know whether it was true or not.
In that night, for the first time, she felt that life was so powerless and uneasy.She felt so physically and mentally exhausted that she realized that her mind was full of the pictures of him on TV this morning.
When did he take that photo?Was it at a press conference?Or is it a private life captured by reporters?
How is he doing now?Is he still happy now?
She thought over and over again in her heart, feeling more and more uneasy.
In the middle of the night, she still showed no signs of falling asleep, she couldn't help getting up, pulled away and waited, looking at the dark night sky, she suddenly froze.
What happened to her?Why is this so?
Why can't she even sleep?
Sitting and thinking for a long time, she didn't know that her eye bags were very, very serious.I didn't think about making a cup of tea for my tired self, and I didn't think about watching TV or listening to music.
She just took out a postcard that had been dusty for a long time from the drawer.I picked up the pen and wanted to write something on it, but I thought about it several times and wanted to write it, but I dare not write it.
(End of this chapter)
"You like playing with women, don't you? So I deserve to be played by you, right? I thought you were really Awang, and I thought Awang had really come back. It turns out that you just pretended to be Awang to play with women ?You must think it's stupid! I must think I'm an idiot, right! So I deserve to be played by you? So, you can spoil me like this? You are a liar and I will never see you again!"
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Shang Jinghan looked at her crying foolishly, a little at a loss as to what to do, with an expression of astonishment.He opened his mouth to explain, but Su Xiaoxiao pushed him away and ran out of the room.
Shang Jinghan looked at it stupidly, feeling depressed all of a sudden.Then he quickly followed without saying a word, what the hell is going on! .
The night was very quiet, Su Xiaoxiao was walking on the street alone, wearing only a bathrobe, it was really not elegant to look like that.She was sad, as if she was bleeding!
I thought I had found Awang, and I was hanging in front of him like a piece of meat delivered to my door, but there was a person who looked like a dog!She resented fiercely in her heart, why did things turn out like this?
She had been bumping on the street wearing slippers. At that time, it was already late, and there were a few people on the street who looked at her and thought it was very strange, and they all whispered and talked about her in amazement.
This was in Beijing, and she didn't know where she was going, but she just felt very sad and didn't want to go back to the original place, so she just kept walking.
"Where are you going?" A voice suddenly came from behind.
Hearing that voice, she turned her head suddenly as if she had been electrocuted, and it turned out to be Shang Jinghan. It turned out that he had been following behind her.
She looked at him angrily: "What are you doing here?"
"You ran away after slapping me, of course I want to come and see." He said calmly.
"Aren't you willing to be beaten? Then what do you want?" She said angrily, with a sense of fearlessness in her heart.
He suddenly sneered: "Do you think I can do anything to you? Stop making trouble, go back quickly, it's really hurtful to walk on the street dressed like this."
As he walked towards her slowly, Su Xiaoxiao immediately stepped back a few steps and shouted loudly: "Don't! Don't come over!"
Seeing her panic, he stopped in his tracks and said in disbelief, "What are you doing?"
"What are you doing? I told you not to come here! I don't want to meet you again!" She looked angrily.
As if stabbed in the heart by her words, he frowned instantly: "What do you mean by that?"
"what do you mean?"
He approached her step by step and retreated step by step. In fact, she told herself over and over again in her heart not to be afraid. What is there to be afraid of that kind of person?
But he suddenly strode forward and grabbed her wrist. Su Xiaoxiao struggled, but he tried harder.
In an instant, he became angry, squinted his eyes and said viciously: "Don't let me touch you? Then others don't want to touch you. What do you want to do when you walk on the street dressed like this? Come back with me!"
After all, he pulled her and dragged her towards the hotel.
She struggled to the death and shouted, "You are not Awang at all! You liar!"
With an angry cry, he stopped in his tracks, and stared back at her abruptly.Looking at his horrifying eyes, she shrank her neck in fear, tears welling up in her eyes.
"Yes! I'm a liar? So what? You can't escape from me!"
After that, he dragged her away with all his strength.
Chapter 130
In the lobby of the hotel, Su Xiaoxiao had already changed her clothes and walked to the hotel entrance. Just as she walked out of the hotel gate, she saw Shang Jinghan's car parked outside. Come here quickly!
Su Xiaoxiao was heartbroken by this man, how could she take the initiative to take his car?
In a blink of an eye, she saw Brother Shanhu's car parked behind Shang Jinghan's car, she turned around and walked over without saying a word, walked around Shang Jinghan's car and walked to Shanhu's car very proudly.
When passing by Shang Jinghan's side, he stared at her as if he wanted to eat her up in one bite!
But Su Xiaoxiao doesn't care, she is disheartened by this man now, if you show him the color, you really think it is a sick cat that you put on your lips.
As soon as he walked in front of Shan Hu's car, Shan Hu's expression was extremely ugly, and he smirked and said, "I said small, why not. Why don't you take the young master's car!"
"Why! I don't want to!" She said stubbornly, reaching out to open the car door.
Suddenly there was a violent voice from behind: "Su Xiaoxiao, come here!"
Looking back, Shang Jinghan stood behind him and looked at him angrily, his eyes were blood red, with a somewhat gloomy air.
Although Su Xiaoxiao's courage is very small, today she seems to have eaten the gall of a leopard!Let her pass?She doesn't!
"Why should I go there?" She asked dissatisfied.
"I think you dare not come here! Why are you avoiding me? What are you afraid of?" He asked forcefully.
"I am not avoiding you! Why am I not afraid!" She stammered.
"Lie!" she yelled angrily.
Angrily, he raised his foot and strode towards Su Xiaoxiao, like a lion rushing towards him.Although the speed is not fast, Su Xiaoxiao felt his strong and frightening aura early on.
She couldn't help but take a few steps back, her heart beating non-stop, thinking that she was dead and would be forcibly pulled away by him.Here are all his people, there is no one to help him at all!
But he didn't expect that Shang Jinghan had only walked a few steps, and soon he would be in front of him, when suddenly a charming woman in red clothes appeared and grabbed his arm.
Shang Jinghan was very angry, turned his head to look, but found that the person holding his arm was actually Lisa.
In an instant, Shang Jinghan's violent eyes gradually disappeared a lot, and he asked, "What are you pulling me for?"
Lisa smiled slightly, her fiery red mouth was sexy and alluring: "Why are you so angry? You are so young, be careful of acne on your handsome face!"
Lisa smiled charmingly, and touched his chest casually behind her.
From Su Xiaoxiao's point of view, that action was clearly to seduce Shang Jinghan, she purposely turned her head away to not want to see this scene.She is very angry in her heart, and she hates this man very much now, but why does she suddenly feel so sad when she sees such a scene?
no no no!She is not sad!She is not sad at all!
Shang Jinghan looked at her sideways and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it!"
Lisa snickered suddenly, her face flushed: "Why are you still so straightforward? But I like it very much. I just feel lonely on the journey, why don't I take your car back?"
"Didn't you drive here by yourself? Why did you take my car?" Shang Jinghan asked.
"A friend in Beijing borrowed my car just now, so I don't have a car to go back now. How about it? Can I give me a ride?"
Lisa's electric eyes have never been as good as Shang Jinghan, the powerful electricity is almost unbearable even for Su Xiaoxiao.But it is undeniable that this woman is really attractive, Su Xiaoxiao thinks that if she is a man, she will definitely be placed under her miniskirt!
Listening to Lisa's words, Shang Jinghan's first reaction was to turn his head to look at Su Xiaoxiao who was not far away.
Su Xiaoxiao turned her head away in fear of being stared directly at him, so she didn't dare to look directly at him.But the heart was completely chaotic, and started to move irregularly.She pretended not to care about his gaze at all, stumbled to find the car door and quickly got into Shanhu's car.
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Seeing Su Xiaoxiao sit in so quickly, looking at her indifferent but unsteady breathing profile.Shang Jinghan slowly retracted his gaze, gently shook off Lisa's hand, turned around, and said lightly: "Okay, sit up."
Lisa showed a big triumphant smile, then quickly followed Shang Jinghan and held his arm with a shameless face.
Finally set off, Su Xiaoxiao sat beside Shanhu and didn't speak all the time, her face was very pale.What is it like?Obviously she didn't go to take Shang Jinghan's car, why is she so sad that she is dying now?
"Xiao Xiao, what's wrong with you? You look so ugly, are you uncomfortable?" Shan Hu asked.
"No, I might be a little thirsty!" As she spoke, she smirked and took a sip of the mineral water on the side and then pretended to smile.
But in less than 2 minutes, her face returned to its original state.
She had to admit that she liked Shang Jinghan, just like she liked Awang back then.
But what do you want her now?So what if you like it?Will he like himself too?Or does he see himself as a plaything in this way?
When she thought of this, her heart was ashamed and all thoughts became ashamed. When she came, it was so real that it seemed like a long, long time, but when she went back, it suddenly became so fast.
I just fell asleep in the car for a while, and when I was woken up by the mountain tiger, I had already arrived.
He got out of the car in a daze, only to see Shang Jinghan walked into the house holding Lisa's hand.
She stared blankly and suddenly her mood became even worse. What happened?
She stood in front of that big villa in a daze, looking at that indifferent back, suddenly remembered that she should actually come to resign!
Then should we go or not?
In fact, she couldn't bear it in her heart. After all, she still has a lot of affection here. If she leaves here, does it mean that she will never see Shang Jinghan again?
Ah Wang. Where are you?
Whenever I think of it, the tears in my eyes will always be unbearable.
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When he walked to Shang Jinghan's room, his door was open, and there was no one inside, and his uniform was still quietly placed on the bed.
She walked over slowly, sat on the bed, reached out and held a piece of clothing tightly in her arms.
Looking up at everything here, if you want to leave, you will never come back!
she is reluctant
But you still have to go!Otherwise, why stay and sit here?What else can she expect?Shang Jinghan is not Ah Wang at all!
Awang would not be so cold-blooded and ruthless, nor would Awang be so domineering and cruel.
She finally decided to give up, to give up this false fantasy.
Bye now.
With tears in his eyes, he turned and walked out of the room, and when he slowly closed the door, there was a sudden commotion in his ears.
She opened the door curiously and looked inside. It turned out to be the cat from before. It stood on the window sill and stared deeply, as if saying don't go.
Su Xiaoxiao smiled slightly, and said to her: "I'm leaving, and I won't see you again in the future. When it rains, remember to find a place to hide from the rain, you know? I will miss you, You have to take care!"
Chapter 130 Two
The cat meowed fiercely, but Su Xiaoxiao cruelly ignored it, closed the door and strode away.
When I left, I was actually very sad, but there was nothing I could do.
When I went to the HR department to register my resignation, the scene was unusually quiet.Shang Jinghan and Lisa disappeared together, and the master seemed to be undergoing an examination in the hospital.
Coincidentally, I originally thought that someone would come to keep me, but when the time really came, there was not even half a person.
Xiaoxiao sighed helplessly and walked away depressed.
When striding away from that place, the sky suddenly began to drizzle. Instead of taking a bus or taxi, she chose to walk home on foot.
It's been a long time since she walked back alone so quietly, and she hasn't appreciated the scenery along the way so carefully for a long time.Walking through that trail, I thought of when I met Awang back then, she rode a bicycle and took him to eat for the first time.
Thinking of his honest and lovely smile, his considerate and gentle temperature, and his fine and smooth black hair.
But then, he just disappeared.
No matter how hard she searches, he won't come back.
After walking for a long time, Xiaoxiao finally came home alone, lying limply on the big bed.
Finally came back, and finally had nothing to do with that place and that and would never have any contact with it again.He is not Awang!He is not the person she is looking for at all, so she doesn't have to be sad or sad.
But why, her heart is still aching?
She stretched out her hands to cover her chest, and sure enough, her heart was beating violently, and every time she beat, her breathing became difficult.
The phone suddenly rang, and when I took it out, it turned out to be a call from Shang Jinghan.
She frowned and hung up the phone cruelly, turned over and continued to lie down.But the phone rang again, and it kept ringing. She wanted to ignore it, but he kept on calling.
She started to make troubles faintly in her heart, why don't she just answer the phone and give him a break?
When he turned over and was about to answer the phone, he suddenly hung up the phone himself.Xiaoxiao was even angrier in her heart, why did she hang up?
Throwing the phone aside angrily, suddenly a text message appeared on the screen.
To see or not to see?
She pondered silently in her heart, logically speaking, she shouldn't have watched it, but she was suddenly curious, what happened?What happened to him?
She slowly took the phone and clicked read.Then only two words appeared on the screen: "Wait for me."
What's the meaning?Want her to wait for him?How to wait?She has left now, how to wait for him?
No, she won't wait for him any longer, and she won't wait for him no matter what.
She exhaled, and sat by the window, watching that the lily plant on the window sill had begun to wither due to neglect.Then the beautiful lilies will wither~
She sighed and picked up the sprinkler on the table and sprinkled some water on the lily. That's right, no matter what it is, it must be carefully prepared.Otherwise, it will always wither!
The same is true for feelings. She has been giving unilaterally, but she has not received anything in return.what's the point?What's more, she still hasn't figured out whether he is Awang or not?
It's ridiculous to think about it!
Some people are mortal, not the death of the person, but the death of the heart.
If a person's heart is dead, is his body still alive?
Su Xiao often thought about this question when she was young. From the first day she met Awang, the innocent eyes of the poor figure in the window looked at her.It seems that after a few lifetimes, they met again.
At that glance, she saw him, with those clear eyes, she looked deeply, almost thinking that she saw the person she missed in her previous life.
is it him?She thought so.
Chapter 130 Three
The flowers will always bloom and wither, Su Xiaoxiao looked at the lily plant obsessively.
Autumn is coming, is she thanking soon?
Suddenly I felt very sad, and suddenly felt that the whole world was turning into sadness.It's time for her to leave, to leave the whole place that makes her sad, but also makes her feel nostalgic. ,
The memories here are too much and the stories are too much, so she feels that it is too heavy, and the heavy feeling is really about to overwhelm her.
wait for him?
What are you waiting for him?What can he give himself?He is not her.
Su Xiaoxiao understood very well.
He is not him.
Otherwise, why didn't he respond when she paid so much?
As night came quietly, she took out all the clothes from the closet, folded them up one by one, and put them into the suitcase one by one, as if she was cleaning up her messy mood.
She has been in this city for so many years, and it is finally time to say goodbye.
So fast, this decision came too suddenly, she almost couldn't accept the suddenness.
But what else could be done?She didn't know, and she also felt that there was no other way, she could only leave, and in this situation, she probably could only do so!
One sat in front of the window in a daze, watching the night turn into dawn.There was nothing around him, and he didn't talk to him.But in the darkness, she vaguely seemed to be sitting beside her.
Turning his head, he looked at the shadows in the darkness. ,
Ah Huang, is that you?She smiled slightly, vaguely feeling like someone was by her side,
That feeling also felt a little creepy, but she wasn't scared.Because it was so lonely, even a ghost could make her feel warm by her side.
At dawn, she picked up her luggage and walked out of the room.Putting on a heavy coat, the weather turned cold, and the autumn wind outside the house was bleak and chilly. Even if no one cared about her, she thought she should take care of herself. ,
Wear thicker clothes, even if you are lonely, you want to live longer.
Because no one except himself will remember those memories of his coming.
has he been here?He came, at least she remembered.
He turned around and locked the door of the room that he had lived in for many years. After this lock, it might never be opened again.
Turn around and look up at the house again.
Goodbye, she smiled deeply, but there were tears in her eyes.This dilapidated house has carried her many, many misses.She thought, maybe she will come back to take a look before she dies!
Finally, after taking such a sincere and careful look, she dragged the suitcase and left. The footsteps were so heavy that she could barely breathe.
In fact, she didn't know where she was going, she just wanted to leave, she just wanted to start a new life.This decision was actually only a moment, but she carried it out so unswervingly.
So silly.
Laughing at herself silently, she got into a taxi and left.
The train station was crowded with people, and Su Xiaoxiao stood alone in the crowd with her bag.Queuing up to buy tickets, I stared blankly at the stop sign above my head.Where should I go?Until now she hadn't figured out where to go.
Is there anything else she can do other than here?
"Miss, may I ask where you want to buy the train ticket to?"
Luckily, Su Xiaoxiao looked up at the stop sign obsessively. The world is so big, where should she go?
After watching for a long time, she came back to her senses and said two words "Yunnan" slowly.
Chapter 130 Four
Yunnan is really far away, and if they are far enough away, they may never meet each other in their lifetime.Thinking of this, she suddenly regretted it, and was about to open her mouth to change the location.
But the lady in front of her had already placed a ticket in front of her.The brand new ticket was bloody in her eyes, she reached out to take the ticket, and then left calmly.
She laughed at herself, why did she choose Yunnan?It's so far away and so strange there, will she meet good people there, or will she feel more lonely?
When I sat quietly in a chair and waited for the ticket, the train departed at 2 noon, and it was only 12 o'clock now.Maybe it was because she didn't sleep well last night, she was actually a little sleepy.
Leaning her head on the seat and closing her eyes slightly, she fell asleep. It was a dream without any troubles. She was deeply trapped in the sea of clouds, nothing but blankness.The dream was simple, but it also terrified her.
That pale dream without any memory was terrifying.
She woke up from the dream almost covered in sweat, and when she woke up, she found that there were people coming and going behind her, and she was not alone.It's just that those people have nothing to do with it, it's just that those people are very strange.
After adjusting my mentality, I turned on my phone to check the time, and found that it was already 1:40.She slept so soundly, she thought faintly.Suddenly, I saw an unread text message on my phone for a day.
When I opened it, it was the familiar number with two words simply written on it.
"where?"
Suddenly she felt very difficult to breathe, and she knew that he must have gone to her house to find her.Find out she's gone, know she's gone.But then what?Will he find her and keep her?
The hot air surged into her chest and rushed into her tear ducts, and her eyes were filled with tears in an instant.
But she still didn't let those tears fall, and the phone she closed vigorously didn't reply.It's just that I left with anxiety in my heart all the time, fidgeting there.
The time is getting closer and closer, the train is probably leaving!She got up cruelly, picked up her bag and walked towards the platform.
But after walking a few steps, suddenly there was a message on the radio that the train was 20 minutes late.The announcer's voice was crisp and sweet. She should have been sad when she heard the news, but she didn't feel so sad, and then felt smooth.
Is God telling her that she should give him a chance?
She stood where she was, when suddenly the phone in her pocket vibrated again.
He took it out and saw that it was Shang Jinghan calling.She hung up without answering, and just put away her phone when suddenly he sent a text message.
It was a few short words again, "Where is it? Answer me." That kind of commanding tone is not what Awang would have, and she knew it.But why can't she still care?
Should give a chance!Not for him, but for yourself.If he really came, it might be a kind of redemption for himself!
She stood where she was, took out her phone and sent three words.
"TRAIN STATION."
What a clear but confusing three words, it is just a simple train station, but it does not specify which train station it is.There are three more train stations in this city, will he find this place?
She asked herself this way, she felt that she was so stupid.Can't let go, can't let go of heart, entangled to death.Why not hug?Why not hold hands?
Are you just afraid of disappointing yourself? ,
Chapter 130 Five
For the first time, she, who was so brave, did a complete coward!
Because I lost Awang and couldn't forget Awang, I couldn't accept a new love!She knew she was a coward!All she knew was that she was a coward!Yes, she is a coward, so what?
Wiping away the tears that accidentally slipped down, he strode out towards the platform, then found a seat in front of the platform and sat down to wait for the train to arrive.There was no sign of the approaching train on the other side of the track, and no sign of the man on the other side of the platform entrance.
She felt as if she was standing on the track of fate, whether to go or stay, whether to live or die, everything in the future seemed to be bet on this moment.
Looking up at the sky, the clear sky in the morning suddenly became a little hazy.The phone suddenly vibrated violently, and when I picked it up, it was a text message from him.
"The train station? What are you doing at the train station?"
Fool, at the train station, of course it is to leave here, to leave you.
She said so in her heart, but her heart hurt like it was about to be torn apart.She didn't reply, closed the phone and waited quietly for the train to arrive.
Maybe that one will come a little sooner?
is it possible?
She turned her gaze to the entrance, and there were people coming and going, but no man who was as imposing, dignified, majestic and handsome as him appeared.
Or will you never find me at all?
Thinking of the possibility of such a situation, she felt heartbroken.
Time flies, and after a long time of entanglement, the train will not be delayed again.A long cry slowly appeared in front of her eyes, and the passengers got on the bus one by one.
She also got up but couldn't take that step for a long time, watching the passengers at the entrance rushing in to get a ride, but she still couldn't see the familiar figure.
He hasn't appeared yet, will he appear again? .
Seeing the crowd crowding into the train, the conductor also began to urge them, yelling for everyone to get on the train quickly.
But he still didn't come
There are too many people, too many strangers who don't know each other.She couldn't find a familiar shoulder to rely on.She felt a little empty, a little tired, and even a little lonely.
But she has come to this point, what other choice does she have?Can she not go?
Can't do it!
She took out her mobile phone and pretended to be strong and sent him a text message with a few simple words.
"I'm leaving, treasure."
While sending the message, the conductor urged her to get on the train. The moment she stepped on the train, she sent the message.The screen of the mobile phone showed that it had been sent, and suddenly there was a clear and short ringtone that the mobile phone received the text message.
That ringtone is so familiar, so familiar!
She turned her head abruptly, and there was a tall man in a black coat who was looking for something in a panic among the vast crowd.He looked left and right at the people around him, but there were too many people and he couldn't see anything, so he only had a blank face.
Su Xiaoxiaoduo wanted to say "I'm here, I'm here!" ! !
But the train started, she stood on the steps to the train, she jumped down and hugged him tightly when she thought about it.But the train had already started, and the conductor kept urging her to get into the carriage.
But her gaze has been locked on that figure, he is still looking, is he still looking for himself?
In an instant, with tears in her eyes, she rushed to the car and found a seat by the window, staring closely at him outside the window.
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He himself is so close, so close, but separated by so many people.He couldn't see her, but she could only look at him.
The train moved forward rapidly, and the figure was getting farther and farther away from him.She kept watching with tears in her eyes, her figure getting smaller and smaller and blurred.
The phone kept ringing, and it was he who had been on the phone.It was his number, and when I looked back, I could still see him anxiously calling on the phone.It's just getting blurry.
Holding the vibrating mobile phone with both hands, her hands began to tremble unknowingly, and she left trembling more and more, her heart also trembled more violently.
In the end, she still couldn't bear to answer the call, and when the call was connected, she heard the excited roar on the other end.
"Su Xiaoxiao! Where are you? Tell me, where are you now!!! Talk quickly! Talk!"
When she heard that voice, she who had been able to maintain her composure suddenly burst into tears.Tears fell like a fountain, she really wanted to say goodbye to him in person, but she couldn't do it now.
She can put her hand over her mouth and try not to let the other person hear that she is crying.
But the voice was too loud, no matter how she tried to cover it up, he could still hear it.
"Are you crying?" His voice became hoarse, with a little distress.
Hearing his caring voice, she couldn't stop it anymore, she covered her mouth hard and didn't want to make any sound, but she couldn't stop it, she really couldn't control it.
"Where are you? Tell you where you are now? Have you gotten into the car yet? Tell me, where have you been? Where am I going to look for you! Talk fast! Talk!!!"
He said excitedly, then blindly followed the train and ran as hard as he could.
At that moment, she suddenly didn't want to leave, she suddenly wanted to stay.She couldn't control herself anymore, that depressive and sad feeling entangled her whole heart!
She hung up the phone abruptly, because she knew that it was impossible for her to speak normally like this.After hanging up the phone, she poked her head out of the car window.
Shang Jinghan was running to catch up with the train, and the running figure plunged into her body like a bayonet.
But the figure was getting smaller and smaller, so when he saw the protruding head, he chased after it even more excitedly.
Even though he couldn't see her clearly and didn't know who that person was, he seemed to have a sixth sense, and he knew that that person was Su Xiaoxiao.
Su Xiaoxiao held the glass window tightly with her hands, and opened her mouth slightly, but she couldn't cry all the time.She exhausted all her strength and desperately but only shouted three words. ,
".Let's go back!"
She yelled out that voice with all her strength, as if she yelled out her heart and soul.
Yes, if she shouts yes, go back!She couldn't bear to see him chasing herself so desperately, it broke her heart even more than if she was chasing her.
In this way, she will regret it, and regret her decision even more!She didn't want to regret it, even if she was going to regret it, she absolutely didn't want to see such a scene!
So go back!If we are destined, we will meet again. If we really miss her so much, she will not be able to bear the miss, and we will definitely meet again in this life.
The train speeded up with a loud and long whistle, and Shang Jinghan had already run to the end of the platform, watching the train go away, even the last long tail gradually disappeared on the ground.
Chapter 130 Seven
The weather was cloudy, and it was pouring down with drizzle. He stood there dazedly, holding the mobile phone in one hand, and holding on to the resignation letter she left behind.
He frowned tightly, the rain was not heavy, but it was so cold that it made him chill again and again.
The train went away, and Su Xiaoxiao sat on a window seat.She bought a pack of instant noodles to fill her stomach, and looked at the scenery outside the window, so vast.
What city is this again?she does not know.
I passed through too many cities along the way, many people got off the bus and many people got on the bus in large and small places.
The place she is going to is called Yunnan, which is far, far away from here.
She didn't know when it would be her turn to get off the car, and what kind of people and things she would meet after she got off the car.
It's just that once she remembered that Shang Jinghan was chasing the car like a fool, she felt a chill in her heart.
That look, that looks exactly like Awang
She was so anxious that she was about to be twisted into a ball.
Stop the sad mood and continue eating instant noodles.
When I finished eating the instant noodles, I looked up, and it was already dark outside the window.In a blink of an eye, it was dusk again, and the time passed too hastily.As she watched the egg-yellow sunset slowly descending, her vision suddenly softened.
The phone received a text message saying.
"Where have you been?"
where to goShe didn't know, and she didn't know where she was going?A temporary decision, a temporary location, and a temporary departure.
She felt that she was simply masochistic, leaving that place and escaping the so-called sadness.But he abused himself alive, making his already incomplete heart full of scars.
But now there is no turning back, and we can only take one step at a time.
After thinking for a long time, she decided to reply to the text message. This time she didn't want to write a few simple words, but wrote a lot of words.But when she really wanted to start writing, she couldn't write anything.
How should I write?What should I say?What should I tell him?
My head went blank, I obviously had countless threads entangled in my heart but I didn't know how to express it.After staring at the phone in a daze for a long, long time, she replied with a few short words.
"I went to a place far away, so you don't have to look for me. When I figure it out, I'll look for you. Wait for me."
The phrase "wait for me" was what he kept telling her.She didn't know that his waiting had different meanings from her waiting.
But she turned against the customer, but he believed it was true.
So when he received the text message, he was silent for a long time, and his heart was calm for a long time.
Because she told him to wait, even though he was calm on the surface without ups and downs, in fact, he felt a lot more relieved in his heart.Because she asked him to wait, there was hope.The heart that has been hanging has gradually loosened.
A moment later, she received a text message on her cell phone.
"I will wait for you."
It was just four short words, and after finally calming down, her eyes turned red again.In fact, she didn't have to leave, it was just a conscience condemnation.
Going to a strange place to meet some strange people and see some strange scenery, she thought that maybe she would understand some right and wrong at that time, and then come back to look for him more maturely.
In this life, we will definitely meet again.
After driving straight ahead for more than ten hours, she was exhausted and fell asleep lying on the seat.Maybe it's because the off-season of tourism is not a holiday, so the compartment is very deserted.
In her sleep, she dreamed of many things from the past, those things were far away, so far away.Grandma, mom and dad, sisters and sisters, and a brother.
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Asleep and asleep, suddenly woke up by a commotion, rubbed his eyes and opened his eyes, the small carriage was actually full of people!It turned out that there were so many people on the train at this station.
The carriage was mixed with smells from all sides, and the smell was so strong that one wanted to do evil.She turned her head and looked out of the window. There were high mountains connected to each other. The high mountains had turned yellow and lost the brightness and splendor of spring and summer.
Winter is coming so soon.
Fortunately, she is about to leave. I remember seeing Yunnan as a beautiful and moving place with spring all the year round on the Internet.I don't know what it will be like when she goes there?
Suddenly feeling a little thirsty, I got up and squeezed through the surrounding crowd to buy a bottle of water to drink.
I got up and squeezed through the crowd with my mobile phone. Those people came from all corners of the country and traveled all over the world just like I went.
She found the water dispenser, took a disposable cup and took half a cup of hot water and half a cup of cold water.She didn't like water that was too cold or too hot, so she raised her head and dipped the liquid into her stomach.
I only felt the bitter taste, and my heart was already numb and unconscious.
Suddenly the phone rang again, put down the cup and looked down, it was his call.
Why is he still calling?Didn't you make it clear?
Still hesitating in my heart whether to accept or not?
Suddenly a burly man squeezed over from behind and bumped into her violently.How could her weak body withstand the impact of such a big man.
She was hit hard against the wall of the car, and she lost her grip on the mobile phone for a moment, and fell into the pool next to her with a thud.
She was so scared that she panicked and rushed over, the phone was still ringing in the water.She didn't know where the strength came from, pushed the man who was blocking her away, and fished out the phone from the water.
But when she picked up the phone, the screen was blank.Even though it's still ringing.
Su Xiaoxiao pressed the answer button tremblingly, and heard the person on the other end of the phone ask anxiously: "Is it Xiaoxiao? Is it you?"
She didn't dare to speak, but just called out softly, "Hello."
Then the screen of the phone went black, and there was no movement at all.She looked at the phone in her hand obsessively, is it just that broken?
Tears dripped down from her eyes, and she frightened the man who bumped into her beside her.
Tears couldn't stop falling, but she hated herself crying in front of others, she was too useless like that.
She was never a wimpy woman.
Wiping away the tears, the complexion on his face was still very bad, and he squeezed back to his seat from the crowd.
She was silent again, looking at the night scene outside the window, looking down at the broken cell phone in her hand.
This time, he really won't harass himself anymore.
But why is she more sad?
Chapter 130 Nine
The time to get off the train was at noon the next day. She dragged her luggage and followed the bustling crowd out of the carriage.After walking for a while, I stood on that strange land in Yunnan.
That unreal feeling occupied her whole heart, where exactly is this place?
She asked herself over and over again in her heart, the passers-by around her were coming and going, no one looked back at her, everyone was strange and terrifying.
She felt exhausted after working around the train for so long.Dragging a heavy suitcase and walking aimlessly, she has no idea where this is or where she is going now.
It was just walking like this alone, and the noisy voices in her ears penetrated her body, and she seemed to be transparent.
That day, she happened to be wearing a long blue dress with black and messy hair.The weather in Yunnan was very good that day, and peach blossoms bloomed beside the path she was walking on.
It was already the twelfth lunar month in the big city where she originally lived, but there were flowers everywhere here.Because Yunnan is a place like spring all the year round.
She suddenly felt that her mood was not so depressed. After walking for a long time, she didn't know where she went.
Suddenly looking up, a towering snow mountain was reflected in front of his eyes.
What a nice view.
She sighed these two words faintly in her heart, that kind of fairyland-like grace was beyond words, like a sacred and inviolable goddess.When she saw that snow-capped mountain, she, who had never been superstitious, suddenly had a very pious feeling.
A slight smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, because at this moment, she had already decided to go to that snow mountain and live at the foot of the mountain.
That snow-capped mountain didn't feel too far away when I saw it at the time, but when I really wanted to reach it, I found that it was so far away from me.
On the way, she kept asking the locals the way to take the snow-capped mountain, then changed the car several times, and walked the wrong way twice, and finally she finally arrived at the foot of the snow-capped mountain.
The ground is full of flowers at the foot of the snow-capped mountain, but the top of the mountain is covered with snow.What a magnificent and magical sight that is!
Standing on the flowers all over the ground, she looked up at the white snow all over the mountain, and the dazzling sunlight made her vision much blurred.
She sighed in her heart at the uncanny workmanship of nature.
It seemed that there was a force pulling her, and she couldn't help but want to worship.
So she knelt down to the top of the snow-capped mountain, prostrating respectfully.
She said silently in her heart, "Please bless Ngawang to be safe and sound."
Yes, that's what she wanted.When she saw this majestic snow mountain, she already understood a truth.
This world is too much, she is so small, how dare she expect so many things?
She has no world to worry about now, Shang Jinghan is safe and sound, she has no desires, but Awang, she has not found it until now.
Where is Awang?
She can't let it go, that's all!
God, if you really exist, if you can really hear my words, my calling, then can you listen to me one more time?
My life is already like a cripple, my body is not crippled and my heart is dead.But I still resent the past, please forgive my momentary obsession, please forgive my greed and desire again and again.
I am a woman with no luck, I am a woman with bad luck and no future.I am so low, so cheap, so dirty.
But that child is different from me, Awang is a kind and pure boy, he is sunny and innocent.
He shouldn't have met her, shouldn't have been with a ginseng like her.He should not suffer more and should not linger in misery in this world.
God, if possible, I would trade my life for his ten years of smiling face.In exchange for every innocence and innocence of him.
The majestic snow-capped mountain was silent and unmoved, only the woman at the foot of the mountain knelt down with tears in her eyes.
I bow deeply, calling out from the bottom of my heart.
God, please forgive my greed, I just hope that I can see him one more time after I leave this world.
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Maybe after many years she is no longer in this world, maybe after many years she will forget many, many things.
Maybe.,,,,,, maybe not at all maybe.
She found a simple house on the side of the mountain and lived there. She didn't have much money, so the house wasn't pretty, and the location was as simple and generous as she is now.
She doesn't have many activities on weekdays, she just goes out for a walk occasionally.I don't know when she started to believe in Buddhism. Whenever she was free, she followed some people to the temple to worship.
Burning a bouquet of incense piously and prostrating in front of the Buddhist hall, the gentle sandalwood fragrance smelled even more pleasant to her.
Looking at the Buddha statues in front of her, she suddenly began to believe that all these gods existed.
They were standing in the sky looking at her, as if Ah Huang was also looking at herself in the sky.
She believed that it was a truth, she believed that both grandma and Ah Huang were looking at her in the sky.She was smiling at each other, and they would visit her every night while she was asleep.
They are not far away from themselves, they are in the sky, turned into stars, guiding her way far away.
Every night before she went to bed, she would not close the window, always lying on the window and shaking her head looking at the stars in the sky.She firmly believes that what is far away from her is the bright and brilliant eyes of someone close to her.
One morning when she woke up, she saw the rising sun outside the window.The sun rises from the other end of the snow-capped mountains, and the scenery is so beautiful.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door, and she opened it in a daze.
The person who came was Sister Zhang who lived not far away, and she brought herself some unfinished bacon at home.Su Xiaoxiao was very happy and felt happy.
The people here can be very simple or brutal. When I first came here, because of my cold temperament, everyone didn't treat her very well.
But after a few times everyone went to the temple to offer incense and worship Buddha together, this caused their previous life to collapse.
I thought that the people here are quite barbaric, and I thought that it would not be easy for me to live here in the future and go there.
But I didn't expect that everyone is actually pretty good. If you get along well with them, they will love you heart and soul.
Looking at Sister Zhang, she said that she just got to know her a lot and didn't have a good relationship with her sisters, but as long as there are some good things left in her house, she will move them in immediately.
Xiaoxiao smiled, watching Big Sister Zhang drinking water in sips of tiredness at her home, presumably the bacon was too heavy, and it was a bit difficult for a woman to carry so much bacon.
Sister Zhang sat down with Xiao Xiao and chattered together, Xiao Xiao smiled slightly, and responded to what she said.She was so excited, Xiaoxiao just felt very satisfied seeing her like that.
After talking at her home for nearly half an hour, Sister Zhang finally thought about leaving, thinking that there was still a child who could only crawl in her home, two daughters who were reading novels, and an eldest son who was in high school. She responded that she should go back and prepare to cook!
She ran away in a hurry, seeing how she still didn't forget to turn around to let Xiaoxiao go to her house for dinner while running away, Xiaoxiao smiled.What a beautiful person, such a beautiful heart is tightly wrapped by fierceness.
Everyone is probably like this!Always wrap the heart tightly, and always have to tear the layers of thorny shells with hands.
When the last layer was peeled off, I finally saw that sincere and beautiful heart, but I knew that those peeled hands were already scarred and dripping with blood.
Putting the bacon sent by Sister Zhang into the cook, she really didn't know how to thank these talents.
I cooked hot porridge and put some bacon sent by Sister Zhang.Put some in bowls, save one bowl for breakfast, and send the others to them later.
Sitting quietly in front of the window drinking porridge, looking at the majestic and sacred snow-capped mountains outside the window.
In the blink of an eye, it has been more than a month since I came here.Time flies too fast, and she always feels that she is not even ready for anything, but it has already flown by.
A cool breeze blew in, and some specks of beauty flashed in the eyes.She rarely watches TV, and since she broke her mobile phone when she came here, she didn't even buy a mobile phone.
It was just a sudden movement in my heart, and I picked up the remote control beside me and turned on the TV.Turning around, she was drinking porridge while watching TV. She has been here for so long, even though it is so peaceful and peaceful, she still misses the outside world in her heart.
The news station has been broadcasting news about Sino-Philippine relations, saying that the relationship is getting worse, how it is so close, and how the situation is critical.
It's just that it doesn't matter to them for a month, how they have already disturbed each other.
Not only did she sigh in her heart, but after the news, a huge familiar face suddenly appeared on the screen.
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When that face appeared, she tightly held the bowl in her hand, and her heart beat accordingly.
She should change the channel quickly, but she can't, she can't control herself.
The news anchor on the TV plausibly reported: "The president of XX company caught the criminal who leaked the company's secrets. The company's secretary-general, Ms. Lisa, was brought to court some time ago and was sentenced to imprisonment this morning."
She was trembling, staring at him obsessively, always feeling a bit chilly looking at Shang Jinghan's face.
So familiar, yet so far away.
Immediately afterwards, the anchor of the TV station continued to broadcast: "Relevant personnel broke out. Although the company has resolved the biggest crisis, President Shang Jinghan was diagnosed with an incurable disease by the hospital, and his life was in danger. According to the company staff, President Shang It is true that I have not been to the company for several days, this situation has caused everyone to start talking, is this rumor true?."
With a "click", the bowl fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
She didn't manage the tears in her eyes for a while, and they just dripped down from the sockets like this.
She didn't know why she was crying, why she was crying, but the sad heart was very strong.
incurable disease?Is that a disease?What kind of disease is that?What is dead?Why is there no cure?
Isn't he very rich?Isn't he very rich?Why does he still suffer from some incurable disease?
Impossible, impossible, how could he have some incurable disease?Impossible!
She was thinking in a panic, she was at a loss and even she felt a little scared. After staying here so peacefully for so long, she thought that her heart would no longer be impetuous, but she didn't expect that she would still do it for her own sake. One of his rumors became so unreasonable.
Why can't I shut myself up all of a sudden?
Shang Jinghan, you are truly terrifying!You are nothing short of a demon!
After the news was over, she stared blankly at the TV for two hours, not knowing what she was expecting or worrying about.
He sat stiffly in the TV and just stayed there. Afterwards, the TV kept broadcasting the news, and then turned off the TV after buffering.
He calmly cleaned up the bowl that he had broken on the ground. Although he didn't eat a few mouthfuls, he seemed to have no appetite at all.
So the time of being in a daze began again. Originally, there were still many things waiting for her to sit down. She also started to do it slowly, but as she was doing it, thinking about the news that she didn't know if it was true, she felt a twinge of pain in her heart. .
At night, she slept alone on the bed, looking at the night sky outside the window.This place is always so peaceful, she always thought that the tranquility here still infected her from the inside out, so now she should be an unusually quiet person.
But she was wrong, and now she has tossed and turned all night because of a piece of news that she didn't know whether it was true or not.
In that night, for the first time, she felt that life was so powerless and uneasy.She felt so physically and mentally exhausted that she realized that her mind was full of the pictures of him on TV this morning.
When did he take that photo?Was it at a press conference?Or is it a private life captured by reporters?
How is he doing now?Is he still happy now?
She thought over and over again in her heart, feeling more and more uneasy.
In the middle of the night, she still showed no signs of falling asleep, she couldn't help getting up, pulled away and waited, looking at the dark night sky, she suddenly froze.
What happened to her?Why is this so?
Why can't she even sleep?
Sitting and thinking for a long time, she didn't know that her eye bags were very, very serious.I didn't think about making a cup of tea for my tired self, and I didn't think about watching TV or listening to music.
She just took out a postcard that had been dusty for a long time from the drawer.I picked up the pen and wanted to write something on it, but I thought about it several times and wanted to write it, but I dare not write it.
(End of this chapter)
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