Palace scheming: Empress Leng Palace
Chapter 376
Chapter 376
"Qing'er..." Yun Qing closed his eyes and stopped looking at Yun Tianhai, Ren Xuanyuanze gently embraced him and turned to leave, but it was the first time in his life that Yun Tianhai called out the title that she had never expected in her life so sincerely.
Qinger, Qinger!Heh, if I heard it when my mother was still there, how good would it be?
It's a pity that my mother has already passed away in grief; and I have been looking forward to it for so many years, and since I heard his false title from the day I returned home, I have long been cold and dead and no longer look forward to it.
"Qing'er, don't go, let Dad take another look at you, okay?" Suddenly there was a soft sound behind him, Yun Qing's heart skipped a beat, and Xuanyuan Ze who was beside him quickly stopped and led her back head.
"Yun Tianhai!".
"Father..." Yun Qing suddenly felt cold hands and feet, looking at the old man with a sharp dagger stuck in his chest, a large piece of bloody clothes that was quickly dyed red deeply irritated her eyes.
"Qing'er, let Dad see you again, okay?" Yun Tianhai looked at Yun Qing who was finally willing to turn his head a little weakly, with a painful smile on his old face, trying hard to have the last time before he died. , and it was also the first time to take a serious look at this child of himself and Yu Fei.
From her birth to growing up, he was obsessed with refusing to recognize her.During the holidays, other children will receive gifts and praises from me, but she is the only one who is always deliberately forgotten by me.
In fact, every time, he would see her looking at him with expectant and lonely eyes, and every time, he could feel her disappointment and sadness.
But he chose to ignore, even deliberately ignored the guilt towards Yu Fei and her, constantly using Yu Fei's infidelity to make himself hate her, their mother and daughter.
Only now do I realize that I was really wrong.What he intentionally hurt was not only Yu Fei and Qing'er, but also himself.
He was wrong. Ever since he heard what Situ Xianyu said to him that night, he has been reflecting on his actions. Is it worth doing so much?
Even if he is imprisoned here, what he recalls the most is not his life's glory and final failure!It was a short and flashy dream of acquaintance, love, and falling in love with Yu Fei.
For more than two months, he has not known why he is still alive until today. It seems that as long as he does not die, he can not regret everything that happened.
Don't regret the neglect of Yu Fei, don't regret the manipulation of Yun Qing, and don't regret the crazy act of wanting revenge on Xuanyuanlie because of his paranoid love and hatred.
Heh, if life could be repeated, how much he wished someone could hit him hard on the head back then!Either kill him, or wake him up.
He really deserves to die. After living for so many years, he doesn't know how he should live, and what is he living for?
Even if it was revenge, without Yu Fei by her side, everything would feel so empty.
"Father...why are you doing this?" Yun Qing walked stiffly in front of Yun Tianhai step by step, watching him stretch out his hand, trying to hand the blood jade in his palm to her eyes... The weak and regretful voice made Xuanyuan Ze beside him couldn't help sighing:
"This piece was the only token I gave your mother back then, and she never left it... But, since that time, I have never seen this thing again... Even when I was cleaning up her belongings... At that time, I never found out. Therefore, selfish me, I have deepened my resentment towards her, and once believed that she had thrown away the things I gave her... ".
Yun Qing looked at the bright red blood jade silently, and heard Yun Tianhai's words that were no longer fluent at the moment, tears blurred for a while: "I'm sorry, Qing'er, it was father who wrongly blamed your mother and hurt you... It's father's fault. Even if father dies, he can't make up for what he owes you... Qing'er, it would be great if father knew that you were my daughter. The woman father loves the most in his life is your mother; He was supposed to be the most beloved child of your father and your mother, the child who was supposed to live the happiest life in the world... ".
"Father, these things are already in the past. I don't hate you... If you hadn't let me enter the palace, I would never have met Ze, my daughter's bosom lover who can accompany the prime minister in this life." Yun Qing's beautiful eyes drooped slightly, I couldn't bear to look at Yun Tianhai's old face full of regret and pain, and couldn't bear to hear him uttering words of repentance before he died.
This feeling can be treated as a recollection, but it was lost at the time.
His life has gone wrong, and he can never turn back, but even so, he is still his biological father.
I remember that my mother had been looking forward to him and thinking of him before she died!And kept telling myself over and over again that he was my father, and I had to be obedient and respect him when I grew up.
"Qing'er, don't you blame your father?" When Yun Qing said the word "daughter" softly, Yun Tianhai's slightly cloudy eyes lit up slightly, looking at Yun Qing's face that resembled Yu Fei, he couldn't bear it. Can't help reaching out to caress.
Her child, the daughter they had together, but until now, it was the first time he had touched her so closely.
Having grown up so big, he has not fulfilled his responsibility as a father, and he has never hugged her.
"Resentment!" Yun Qing raised his eyes and looked at Yun Tianhai indifferently. Seeing his eyes hurt, he smiled lightly: "If you were not my biological father, then I would not blame you. But you are, you It's my real father. How easy is it to say that you don't complain about the harm you have done to me? But father, just like mother back then, even though she is full of sorrow, she still loves you deeply...
And I, no matter how much I complain about my father, you will always be my father.Resentment and love are often out of my choice.Before I came here, I thought I hated you... I hated you for my mother, and for myself.But at this moment, I hope that my father can live well and make up for the father's love that I have lost for many years... ".
Speaking of this, Yun Qing couldn't stop the tears she had been holding back all this time.Touching Yun Tianhai's palm, it was warm and warm, but it also warmed his heart that hadn't enjoyed warmth for a long time, and made him smile lovingly and kindly:
"Qing'er, when dad heard what you said, he died without any regrets. If there is an afterlife, dad must be your dad again, love you and pamper you once again, and never let you get hurt in the slightest again." father...Qing'er...".
(End of this chapter)
"Qing'er..." Yun Qing closed his eyes and stopped looking at Yun Tianhai, Ren Xuanyuanze gently embraced him and turned to leave, but it was the first time in his life that Yun Tianhai called out the title that she had never expected in her life so sincerely.
Qinger, Qinger!Heh, if I heard it when my mother was still there, how good would it be?
It's a pity that my mother has already passed away in grief; and I have been looking forward to it for so many years, and since I heard his false title from the day I returned home, I have long been cold and dead and no longer look forward to it.
"Qing'er, don't go, let Dad take another look at you, okay?" Suddenly there was a soft sound behind him, Yun Qing's heart skipped a beat, and Xuanyuan Ze who was beside him quickly stopped and led her back head.
"Yun Tianhai!".
"Father..." Yun Qing suddenly felt cold hands and feet, looking at the old man with a sharp dagger stuck in his chest, a large piece of bloody clothes that was quickly dyed red deeply irritated her eyes.
"Qing'er, let Dad see you again, okay?" Yun Tianhai looked at Yun Qing who was finally willing to turn his head a little weakly, with a painful smile on his old face, trying hard to have the last time before he died. , and it was also the first time to take a serious look at this child of himself and Yu Fei.
From her birth to growing up, he was obsessed with refusing to recognize her.During the holidays, other children will receive gifts and praises from me, but she is the only one who is always deliberately forgotten by me.
In fact, every time, he would see her looking at him with expectant and lonely eyes, and every time, he could feel her disappointment and sadness.
But he chose to ignore, even deliberately ignored the guilt towards Yu Fei and her, constantly using Yu Fei's infidelity to make himself hate her, their mother and daughter.
Only now do I realize that I was really wrong.What he intentionally hurt was not only Yu Fei and Qing'er, but also himself.
He was wrong. Ever since he heard what Situ Xianyu said to him that night, he has been reflecting on his actions. Is it worth doing so much?
Even if he is imprisoned here, what he recalls the most is not his life's glory and final failure!It was a short and flashy dream of acquaintance, love, and falling in love with Yu Fei.
For more than two months, he has not known why he is still alive until today. It seems that as long as he does not die, he can not regret everything that happened.
Don't regret the neglect of Yu Fei, don't regret the manipulation of Yun Qing, and don't regret the crazy act of wanting revenge on Xuanyuanlie because of his paranoid love and hatred.
Heh, if life could be repeated, how much he wished someone could hit him hard on the head back then!Either kill him, or wake him up.
He really deserves to die. After living for so many years, he doesn't know how he should live, and what is he living for?
Even if it was revenge, without Yu Fei by her side, everything would feel so empty.
"Father...why are you doing this?" Yun Qing walked stiffly in front of Yun Tianhai step by step, watching him stretch out his hand, trying to hand the blood jade in his palm to her eyes... The weak and regretful voice made Xuanyuan Ze beside him couldn't help sighing:
"This piece was the only token I gave your mother back then, and she never left it... But, since that time, I have never seen this thing again... Even when I was cleaning up her belongings... At that time, I never found out. Therefore, selfish me, I have deepened my resentment towards her, and once believed that she had thrown away the things I gave her... ".
Yun Qing looked at the bright red blood jade silently, and heard Yun Tianhai's words that were no longer fluent at the moment, tears blurred for a while: "I'm sorry, Qing'er, it was father who wrongly blamed your mother and hurt you... It's father's fault. Even if father dies, he can't make up for what he owes you... Qing'er, it would be great if father knew that you were my daughter. The woman father loves the most in his life is your mother; He was supposed to be the most beloved child of your father and your mother, the child who was supposed to live the happiest life in the world... ".
"Father, these things are already in the past. I don't hate you... If you hadn't let me enter the palace, I would never have met Ze, my daughter's bosom lover who can accompany the prime minister in this life." Yun Qing's beautiful eyes drooped slightly, I couldn't bear to look at Yun Tianhai's old face full of regret and pain, and couldn't bear to hear him uttering words of repentance before he died.
This feeling can be treated as a recollection, but it was lost at the time.
His life has gone wrong, and he can never turn back, but even so, he is still his biological father.
I remember that my mother had been looking forward to him and thinking of him before she died!And kept telling myself over and over again that he was my father, and I had to be obedient and respect him when I grew up.
"Qing'er, don't you blame your father?" When Yun Qing said the word "daughter" softly, Yun Tianhai's slightly cloudy eyes lit up slightly, looking at Yun Qing's face that resembled Yu Fei, he couldn't bear it. Can't help reaching out to caress.
Her child, the daughter they had together, but until now, it was the first time he had touched her so closely.
Having grown up so big, he has not fulfilled his responsibility as a father, and he has never hugged her.
"Resentment!" Yun Qing raised his eyes and looked at Yun Tianhai indifferently. Seeing his eyes hurt, he smiled lightly: "If you were not my biological father, then I would not blame you. But you are, you It's my real father. How easy is it to say that you don't complain about the harm you have done to me? But father, just like mother back then, even though she is full of sorrow, she still loves you deeply...
And I, no matter how much I complain about my father, you will always be my father.Resentment and love are often out of my choice.Before I came here, I thought I hated you... I hated you for my mother, and for myself.But at this moment, I hope that my father can live well and make up for the father's love that I have lost for many years... ".
Speaking of this, Yun Qing couldn't stop the tears she had been holding back all this time.Touching Yun Tianhai's palm, it was warm and warm, but it also warmed his heart that hadn't enjoyed warmth for a long time, and made him smile lovingly and kindly:
"Qing'er, when dad heard what you said, he died without any regrets. If there is an afterlife, dad must be your dad again, love you and pamper you once again, and never let you get hurt in the slightest again." father...Qing'er...".
(End of this chapter)
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