When the iceberg is sweetened by me

Chapter 76
Speaking of which, Bei Yan couldn't control her expression.

She is afraid that she seldom shows her fragility in front of others, and now it is difficult to control her emotions. Her head hangs lower, and she uses words to relieve her little embarrassment. She also talked a little about her past life:

"The grandma who adopted me used to clean the temple and cook for the nuns inside."

"Later, my grandma passed away, and I took on these jobs in the temple. The reward given to me by the temple is that Master Zen taught me many things."

As she said that, she wiped the corners of her eyes, smiled enviously at Mencius, and said, "It's fun to be in the temple, because there are many nuns who are about my age there, most of them have become monks since they were young because of their rough fate. Although I am not a monk, I feel like sisters with them."

"They like to eat my cooking. I can make more than a dozen flavors of wild vegetables. The temple has a long table that is the same as that of Brother Meng's house. It is not as beautiful as Brother Meng's house. We always sit around the table I ate before."

"When eating, what they like to do the most is to recite scriptures faster than anyone else. I have also participated in it, but I am not as good as them. I bit my tongue... I don't know who will do their fasting now... "

Speaking of this, the child couldn't go on talking, and the meal was hard to swallow.

She put down the bowl and stood up: "Brother Meng, I haven't washed my hands before eating, I'm going to wash my hands."

After Mencius nodded, she got up and went to the bathroom in her room.

Meng Zixian then quietly followed.

The child didn't close the door. He stood at the door of the bathroom and didn't hear any movement or the sound of running water.

At that moment, Meng Zixian was hoping that he would not recover from his illness like this time before.

Bei Yan went for a long time.

When she came back, her fingers were thinly bandaged with gauze, and there was no trace of her sadness on her face.

She sat down, first raised her hand to make Mencius look enviously, and said, "I have reapplied the medicine. Brother Meng's house is very warm. If you apply the medicine to your hand a few more times at this temperature, it will get better sooner."

Her expression is so calm and composed, and her eyes are clear and free from dust, as if she has not entered the world.

But if she pretends to be strong like this, the more people will feel... Distressed.

"It's sad, why do you hide?" Meng Zixian pointed out the key point suddenly and abruptly, "It is not a shameful or wrong thing to show weakness."

"And... you're just missing it."

Beiyan's little hands that had just picked up the food paused slightly, and then a broad-minded smile appeared on her face, "No..."

Said that she raised her eyes to stare at Mencius's envious eyes, and said softly: "In the world, people come and go alone, live and die alone, there are definite fates for friends, relatives, and husbands and wives. My friends and I At the end of the fate, I will remember it, but I understand that longing will also increase people's troubles."

"If I want to go on in this floating world with a light heart, I need to let go. When dealing with powerless things, I can only follow fate."

The purpose of these words is actually that sentence: letting go does not mean forgetting.

Because of her words, Mencius fell into deep thought.

If one day he doesn't have a marriage with her, and she doesn't pester him, and chooses to find her new fate, will she also use such a Buddha-like expression of enlightenment to remember him so easily and heartily? Put it down lightly.

At this moment, he felt that for those who wanted to monopolize the Buddha, the Buddha's merciful life was very cruel.

(End of this chapter)