The medicine of rebirth

Chapter 131 Yuning Jinzhou Purse First Order Subscription (23)
Su Banxi didn't expect that even Ning Chen, who had never met before, could discover this problem in such a short period of time. Now it's not true to hide it, nor to say it, so Su Banxi had no choice but to remain silent, but smoothed Ning Chen's hair with her hands. But the movements gradually slowed down, and he took a deep breath and asked lightly: "Then Ning Chen, tell me, when did you find out? And you are so sure that I was not happy in life before? I am not afraid that you will say that and the two of us will talk again." Can't it go on like this?"

This time it was Ning Chen's turn to stiffen his body. Perhaps it was because Jin Zhou's physical illness kept Ning Chen's atrium being hit again and again, so he recklessly asked that question, but now take it back or say I'm sorry it's too late, I also imitated Su Banxi's silence, but the hand holding Su Banxi refused to relax, making Su Banxi grit her teeth and blushed before she asked Ning Chen to let go.

"No, you will leave me as soon as you let go of your hand. I will never ask this question again, Xixi, can you forget it?" The voice of infinite prayer made Su Banxi's heart soften again and again, and finally it was still soft and warm The voice made Ning Chen calm down, "Okay, I won't leave you, I'm just a little out of breath from being strangled by you, if you keep strangling me, you will really lose me, let go and let's have a good talk Let's talk about it."

Su Banxi, who knew why Ning Chen lost control of her emotions, didn't care at all about being treated like this. She was just worried about Ning Chen. It was probably a habit to say that. Sure enough, no matter how long she stayed here, her original indifference His temperament is still a bit irreversible.

Ning Chen also knew that the two of them would not be able to talk properly if this continued, and he repeatedly assured that Su Banxi would not leave him, so he let go of his hand reluctantly and anxiously, but his eyes were fixed on Su Banxi, lest he let go of his hand Afterwards, Su Banxi rushed out the door, so he would really cry on the spot.

Moved a chair to sit on the side of the kang, Su Banxi patted the top of the kang to signal Ning Chen to go and sit down, Ning Chen hesitated for a while, but went to sit down, but was a little restless, Qingjun's face was full of pitiful Wronged and uneasy, more fearful, Su Banxi looked at the expression on his face and sighed. It is difficult for people like Ning Chen, who have been subjected to infinite stimulation and shock in childhood, to have a sense of security in their hearts. Knowing everything or not having everything, they will be as restless as Ning Chen is now, fearful but not knowing what to do.

"To be honest, I almost forgot how I lived in the past. I can't say I'm unhappy. It feels like I've forgotten what it means to be happy and happy. I'm busy saving people every day. Looking at those The bodies of the patients who were tortured by the disease became thinner and thinner. Watching them die gradually, there was some fluctuation at first, but the people who work there don’t have any sadness and discomfort. They are all worn out, because people who die every day There are too many. Sadness and sadness have long been abandoned when we step into the hospital. We are doctors, people who treat patients, and we must devote enough patience and experience to patients, no matter what their final result is Life or death, I am one of them, there are endless operations every day, endless patients, there are painful groans in my ears, white cloths cover their bodies, and take them away here The last breath left in the world, people are so fragile, I should be happy, but I don't know what I should be happy about, what to be happy about."

Ning Chen stared blankly at Su Banxi who showed such a self-deprecating expression for the first time but seemed indifferent, the emotion between her brows and eyes was very light, even when she talked about the past, there was no ups and downs in her eyes, a bit like Like telling other people's stories, Su Banxi like this is terrifying, but it's also so unbearable to feel distressed.

(End of this chapter)