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Chapter 177 Confession (1)
Ruoxi's face was pale, she covered her chest with her hands and trembled, and said a few words with difficulty, "Don't touch me..." Then her body softened.

He hurriedly put his arms around her waist, sweating profusely.

"How are you? Don't scare me!" Seeing that Ruoxi hadn't fainted, it seemed that she was just exhausted from fright, so he hurriedly hugged her to the bed.

Ruoxi wanted to resist but couldn't exert any strength, she turned her head stubbornly to express her disgust for his touch!He regretted it so much when he saw it, he really wanted to slap himself hard.

He put Ruoxi under the quilt, and poured a glass of water over, but Ruoxi turned her head and didn't drink, just kept crying.

"Don't cry, please? I really feel sorry for you!" He begged from the sidelines, saying small things that he had never said in his life, "You can even scold me and beat me, so don't cry yourself out!" He saw When she saw Ruoxi's tears, she felt heartache, and she was in chaos for a while.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong!" He repeated this sentence many times, but Ruoxi kept turning her head away from him, tears kept streaming out.

How can he be so scary?How could he treat himself like this?Ruoxi's mind is full of his ferocious and terrifying face, as well as his lack of pity and hesitation when he hurt herself!In her previous life and present life, she had never experienced such an experience.The situation just now couldn't get out of her mind, and her body was trembling slightly.Although her body is perfect, her spirit has been raped!

She hates, fears and even hates Lin Yixuan!The kindness to her was just a disguise, and his moodiness was his nature.The temper of a big man in his bones can't be changed, he doesn't care about women's feelings.In his heart, he had never really respected her!But she was full of extravagant expectations for such a him, and even gave her sincerity. She felt that she was too naive.

"Stop crying, okay?" He held Ruoxi's face, and lovingly wiped away the tears on her face, but those godless eyes were like springs, and tears gushed out from them.

He was so distressed by those tears, he didn't know how to repent, "Forgive me, I really didn't mean to hurt you! It's just... just... oh!" He sighed heavily, his frowning brows seemed to hide With unspeakable difficulties.

Ruoxi didn't want to listen to his explanation at all, she feebly pushed away his hand that was caressing her face, and said hoarsely, "I don't want to hear it!"

But he grabbed Ruoxi's hand, put it on his chest, stared at Ruoxi's eyes and said, "I'm sick here, it's all because of you!"

Ruoxi couldn't break free, she slowly turned her head to meet his eager, enthusiastic and guilt-ridden eyes, and the hatred in her heart suddenly decreased a bit.She secretly scolded herself for being cheap, and was almost raped by him, but her heart softened because of his eyes.She doesn't like herself like this!

"Second Master has never been unable to get something, but I have been hanging on your appetite, giving you the desire to conquer and a sense of novelty. If Second Master doesn't dislike this stinky skin, take it. In the future, my concubine will I will put myself in the right position, and the second master doesn't have to be aggrieved. Women are nothing more than fat or thin, and it doesn't matter if the lamp is blown!" Her voice was extremely cold, and there was no trace of emotion in her eyes, which made Yixuan's heart ruthless It hurts.

"I don't allow you to ruin yourself like this, you are different!" He said distressedly, "Why can't you feel my sincerity, what I want is not your body, but your heart! The more I I find more and more that there is a small world in your heart, but there is no place for me. I am tortured by this conclusion, and I am so moody that I don’t even like myself. I asked you that night, can I be the only one in my heart? You didn’t for a long time Answer, my heart immediately fell into hell, as if being put on fire and tormented continuously. It was the first time in my life that I was so frustrated and sad, and felt that everything had become colorless. At that moment, I really wanted to question you, Who is in my heart? But I am cowardly and dare not, how ridiculous, what scene have I never seen? But I am afraid to hear your answer! Tell yourself in your heart, you are just one of my women, there is nothing rare, I I also have my pride! I can hear you moaning in pain, all the pride becomes unimportant, I just want to relieve your pain. At that moment I knew that I fell in love with you deeply. Whether it is happiness or pain It's because of you, your words and eyes can send me to heaven, and you can also send me to hell! Do you really not have me in your heart? Even just a little bit!" He looked at Ruoxi with more eyes points begging.

Ruoxi's dull eyes gradually became brighter, and tears poured out again.

He hugged her in a panic, "What's wrong? What did I say wrong again? Hit me, hit me!" He took Ruoxi's hand and beat his chest.

Ruoxi cried more and more, her body trembled and sobbed, she looked extremely pitiful.

"Damn it!" He cursed himself in a low voice, held her tenderly in his arms, and apologized softly while stroking her back, "Hey, don't cry! You want to make my heart hurt to death Is it all my fault, I'm not human! I lost my mind after a few glasses of wine, and did such a beastly thing, it must hurt you and scare you! I will never do this again, You believe me. If I do such a bastard again, I will be struck by lightning!"

After hearing his confession, Ruoxi's hatred had long since disappeared, only grievance and anger remained.Now hearing him begging for mercy and swearing again, he couldn't help feeling sad, raised his small fist and beat his chest hard.

"How could you treat me like this? Woohoo..." she cried and slapped.

Seeing her venting to himself, Yixuan's heart that had been hanging in his throat was slightly relieved.He followed Ruoxi to have a good time, not dodging or blocking, but lovingly wiping the tears on her face.

"Let my husband find a duster, so as not to hurt my lady's hand!" He said softly, the deep affection in his eyes seemed to melt Ruoxi.

Ruoxi's heart softened when she heard this, she stopped her hands and turned her head away.She bit her lip and was angry with herself, how could she forgive his rude behavior just because of his few kind words!Shouldn't she just ignore him?Shouldn't we just stop dreaming from now on?Why did Kexin tremble when she heard his sweet words?
"Xi'er!" He called out affectionately, lightly held her chin and turned her face away, "No matter what you think in your heart, I want to tell you that I only have you in my heart! On the first day I saw you From the beginning, there is only you here! No one has ever walked into my heart, you are the first and the last!"

After hearing this, Ruoxi's eyes flickered, and finally asked after a while: "What about Sister Liu?" After speaking, she raised her eyes to look into his eyes, and unconsciously picked her up.

"Her?" Yixuan didn't seem to expect that she would ask Liu Yan, and replied in a daze, "I only have respect for Liu Yan. She gave birth to my children and helped me take care of the inner courtyard. She has done nothing for so many years." There is also hard work. Before I met you, I thought that husbands and wives were nothing more than that, and women were nothing more than that! But when I met you, everything changed! I will always think about being good to you, thinking about how to make you happy, and thinking involuntarily I want to get close to you. I made several excuses, just to take a look at the place where you appeared; I was eager to get close to you, but I was afraid to scare you away; I know. Do you know? I almost thought that I was inhumane, and suddenly I lost interest in women! It was only later that I found out that it was you I was longing for all the time, and other women could not arouse my reaction at all. You said that if you want to get your heart Just use my heart and body to exchange, in fact, I gave it to you a long time ago! Before we got married, I haven’t touched a woman for more than three months. Every day I hug you and dare not move, do you know how uncomfortable I am? ?”

(End of this chapter)