common color

Chapter 702
"Never leave?"

"Never leave!"

"Life and death go hand in hand?"

"Life and death go hand in hand!"

"It's great to meet you in this life!"

"No, it's great to meet you in this life!"

The snow was still falling, and the cold wind blew out the candles in the house, but the two people snuggling together never cared.As long as two people who love each other are together, there is light in the dark, and the trivial things in life are happiness.

They still have a long way to go side by side, and they still have endless worries, but everyone can foresee their happiness!Because there is love!

My name is Yan Zixu, the surname Yan is the surname of the emperor, yes, I am the eldest prince of the current emperor.My mother and concubine is Concubine De, a gentle and dignified woman, my father probably likes her.Because I can often see my father in the palace of my mother and concubine, and my father often eats in the palace of my mother and concubine, and I sit by the side, that is the happiest time in my memory.

Later, the number of father's visits became less and less, and I heard from the court ladies that I have a royal brother.I know that the emperor's younger brother is my younger brother, but he was not born to my concubine, and his arrival took away my father's love for me.

I was not convinced, and before I saw the emperor, I hated him in my heart, and secretly cursed him that he had better live a short life.Because the father stayed in the mother's palace at night, he was invited away in the middle of the night, saying that the second prince was ill.Hmph, it sounds like a sick child, and it's best not to survive the full moon.

Unfortunately, not only did he survive in good health, his father also held a grand full moon for him and gave him the name Zimu.That day I met my emperor brother, a white and fat baby.Father Huang smiled and said to me, you are the emperor's elder brother, and you must take good care of your younger brother in the future.

take care of?Why should I take care of him?Aren't there still eunuchs and court ladies?Although I said this in my heart, but in front of everyone, I still happily and happily agreed.Look, I have been a duplicity child since I was a child!
From now on, every year and holidays, I will see the annoying face of the emperor's younger brother. Fortunately, he can only be hugged by the nanny as a child, and he will not endorse the emperor to make the emperor happy like me.

However, it didn't take him a few years for him to grow up, and he also likes to follow my ass the most, and he can't be chased away, it's annoying.The biological father said that he was innocent, mischievous and cute, and asked Concubine Hui not to be too attached to his temper.Father has never praised me like this before, which made me feel even more jealous.

Once, he stuck to me to play again.Taking advantage of the maids and eunuchs around me not paying attention, I pushed him to the ground and then turned around and ran away.

Hearing him calling out to Brother Huang in pain, I ran even faster without looking back.Back in the palace, Concubine Hui was there.After a while, the eunuch came back holding him, his knees were bleeding.

Looking at the bright red color and the painful expression on his face, I was a little scared.

Concubine Hui seemed to be frightened too, she yelled for the imperial doctor, and the maids and eunuchs knelt down together.

He cried very sadly, I think it should hurt.I know that I got into trouble this time, and I must suffer.Unexpectedly, he pursed his lips and said that he ran and fell.Concubine Hui immediately punished the serving maids and eunuchs, but I escaped.

He interceded with the people around him with a small face, and his father happened to catch up with him, praised him for his honesty and kindness, and rewarded him with a string of Buddhist beads.

Originally, I was still grateful to him, but after listening to my father's words, it all turned into jealousy and resentment.

When no one was around, the concubine mother had a long talk with me.It turned out that my mother and concubine knew what I was thinking.She told me that my father will not be the only prince, but now I have the second brother, and in the future there will be the third and fourth brothers... It is impossible to monopolize the favor of the father!But you can find a way to get the most love from your father, it's a stupid way to just push people down.The mother and concubine also asked me to think about why the emperor's younger brother was praised by the emperor.

I thought about it all night and finally figured it out. The mother and concubine knew that I was pushed to the emperor's younger brother, and the emperor also knew about it.No wonder he looked at me with reproach. Didn't he say he wanted to see if I knew how to repent?

For the first time, I felt that I was not smart, and it was too easy to be seen through by others.I took the golden sore medicine to find the second brother, and apologized to him that I didn't sleep well all night, and I didn't like him because he took away my father's love, but I felt distressed and afraid when I saw him hurt.Especially yesterday he didn't confess me, which made me feel ashamed and moved. I will be a good emperor brother and take good care of him in the future.

I don't know if he can understand me, but I'm talking to my father.Sure enough, when Father saw me again, his eyes were a little more kind, and I knew that I had made the right bet this time.

Since then, I've learned to hide my emotions and what's really on my mind.He speculates about the thoughts of the people around him every day, especially his father.I study hard, I am not afraid of hard training in martial arts, I am generous to my servants, I am respectful to my elders, and I am kind to my younger brother.

It may be that I was too impatient and fell off my horse while practicing riding and shooting.I was in a coma for three days and three nights. I really thought I would die, but I survived.After more than a year of intensive care, I was able to practice martial arts again, but my mother and concubine were still very worried, and she always reminded me ten thousand times.

The father often said that the emperor of the ancestors was able to stabilize the country with martial arts and culture, and he was an emperor through the ages.Although I don't dare to compare with the holy ancestor, I want to be the prince of Wen Tao Wu Lue, and become the pride in the eyes of my father.Falling off a horse is nothing, the more difficult things are, the more I have to overcome them.

Sure enough, the emperor praised me when he saw my actions, and also said that the sky will send a great task to the people, and it will be hard work.I was secretly happy when I heard it, but I didn't dare to show it on my face.Because I know that the father likes the younger brother very much, and he is the best at acting like a baby and saying nice things.

I had planned to have many brothers, but they didn't show up.The one who grew up with me has always been the Second Emperor Yan Zimu, and he has long been no match for me.

As I got older, I learned a lot more.My maternal grandfather was Ding Bohou, and the second imperial brother's maternal grandfather was just a small sesame official; my mother and concubine were born noble and were the head of the four concubines, and his mother and concubine were just a small family jade, which was difficult to be elegant; the empress was weak and unable to bear children , we are all concubines, but I took up the word "long".I try my best to play a brother who loves my younger brother, because I know that Yan Zimu is not my opponent at all!

I grew up psychologically twisted like this, wearing a hypocritical mask to everyone.

In a blink of an eye, I was already thirteen.The concubine mother arranged for me a palace lady, although I didn't say it clearly, but I knew that she was waiting for my intercourse.

Afterwards, the emperor quietly asked me how I felt, how the maid was doing, and so on.I smiled without saying a word, but I couldn't help being disdainful in my heart.

What does this feel like? It's just a necessary process.That court lady was no different from the maid who waited on me to wash and dress me. I don't even remember her face.Compared with any court lady, what excites me more is that I am finally a man!
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