my own sweetheart

Chapter 167 Former Lovers
"Don't go out to eat. Look, Auntie has cooked a few dishes, which are enough for you all to eat. Come, come in and eat." Xia Zhiwan took the lunch box into the living room and sat down, unpacking it and saying hello Seeing Lin Zixuan and the others come over, "Zixuan, what are you doing in a daze, quickly call your two friends over to eat together."

"Wow! You look very appetizing!" Mu Yuchen was already hungry. When he saw the exquisite and attractive food in the lunch box, he immediately moved over and sat down next to Xia Zhiwan. "Aunt Xia, your chef It's so good!" Mu Yuchen couldn't wait to pick up a piece of meat and put it in his mouth, but before he could touch his mouth, he was knocked down by Lin Zixuan, who came quickly.

"Zixuan! What are you doing! The dishes are all gone!" Mu Yuchen looked up angrily and stared at Lin Zixuan.

Lin Zixuan blankly glanced at Xia Zhiwan who was also looking at him puzzled, then lowered his head and grabbed Mu Yuchen, "Let's go out to eat!"

Xia Zhiwan was a little embarrassed, she stood up and said softly, "Zixuan, I asked your father to make these dishes according to your taste, so you can just eat them here?"

Mu Yuchen interjected, "That's right! Don't waste Aunt Xia's heart!"

Lin Zixuan came over with a cold look, and Mu Yuchen shut his mouth, "Okay, listen to you!"

Lin Zixuan looked at Xia Zhiwan, and said lightly, "Thank you, but I want to eat western food now." After Lin Zixuan pulled Mu Yuchen, who kept his eyes on the lunch box, out of the ward, Su Luoze smiled apologetically at Xia Zhiwan She smiled, and followed her out. In the living room of the ward, Xia Zhiwan was the only one left standing there awkwardly. After a long time, she looked at the bento boxes and bent over to cover them one by one. Xia Zhiwan looked at the soup in the box, and sighed, "It's a waste of so many dishes. I wonder if Zilin can drink the soup?"

Just when Xia Zhiwan was about to enter the inner room with a bento box, a person came in at the door and stopped her and said, "She can't eat anything except liquid food now!"

Xia Zhiwan heard the voice sound familiar, she turned her head with a smile and said, "That's it, thank you for reminding me!" When she saw the face of the person standing in front of her, Xia Zhiwan unconsciously let go of the lunch box, " Why is it you?" Standing at the door was Mu Qinghua who had met in the park downstairs of the hospital during the day.

With a bang, the bento box fell to the ground, and the light yellow soup splashed all over the floor.

"I, I'm going to get a mop to clean it up." Xia Zhiwan walked quickly towards the door, but was blocked by Mu Qinghua who was standing at the door. Don't bother you, Mrs. Lin!"

Xia Zhiwan looked up at Mu Qinghua, seeing that Mu Qinghua had been staring at her, she quickly lowered her head and asked, "Are you here to check Xiaoxue's condition?"

"Yes!"

Xia Zhiwan took a step back, lowered her head and said anxiously, "Then please come in."

Mu Qinghua didn't say anything. After entering the living room, he went straight into the inner room, walked to Xiaoxue's hospital bed, and checked the situation. At this moment, Xia Zhiwan had already packed the bento boxes one by one. When Mu Qinghua walked out of the inner room When she came out, Xia Zhiwan was carrying her bag and getting up to leave.

"You? Are you going back?" Mu Qinghua walked up to Xia Zhiwan and sat down, just blocking Xia Zhiwan's way out.

"Well, yes!" Xia Zhiwan turned her head away and walked to the other side.

"Zhi Wan!"

Hearing Mu Qinghua's shout, Xia Zhiwan trembled and stood there. She thought that Mu Qinghua must have forgotten her after so many years, but she didn't expect him to remember her.

Mu Qinghua turned his head to look at Xia Zhiwan, who was standing with his back to him, and said, "What's wrong? You're married, and you forgot your old friends?" Seeing that Xia Zhiwan was still silent, Mu Qinghua lowered his head, and continued with some self-mockery , "Now you are the wife of Lin's consortium, but I am just a little doctor. Is it because of this? Is it because I can't give you the happiness you want so you didn't wait for me?"

"No! It's not like this!" Xia Zhiwan turned around and looked at Mu Qinghua excitedly, with tears in the corners of her eyes.

Mu Qinghua met Xia Zhiwan's gaze, and his eyes were already stained with ruthless frost, "Then tell me, what is the reason? What is the reason that made you leave me like this? Do you know that I am still waiting for you?" looking at you?"

"I, I have no choice!"

Xia Zhiwan sat down on the sofa, calmed down her emotions, and then said slowly, "Not long after you went abroad to study, I found out that I was pregnant, and that was our child, so, no matter what, I decided to have a baby." I gave birth to her, but as the days went by, my belly became more and more obvious. Seeing that I could no longer hide it, people around me pointed at me every day. At that time, I hid in the house all day long. I dare not go out, if it wasn't for Ah Niu who secretly came to take care of me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to survive long ago!"

Mu Qinghua threw his head back against the wall angrily, "So, you married A Niu for this reason?"

Xia Zhiwan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, took a breath, and said slowly, "The child is about to be born! I can't let her be born without a father. I can be wronged, but the child is innocent! There is nothing I can do about it." At least give the child a complete home."

Mu Qinghua growled, "At that time, why didn't you come to me? I can return to China and give you a title!"

Xia Zhiwan chuckled, looked at Mu Qinghua with some hatred and said, "Looking for you? Do you know that when I went to your house, I was kicked out without even entering your house! I even sent someone to give you a The check said it was a hush money, how ridiculous! What did you think of me as a doll that your Mu family threw away after playing! It was also this check that harmed our whole family!"

Mu Qinghua's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked, "What happened?"

"At that time, after A Niu got the check, he entered the casino under Biere's instigation. Since then, he has become addicted to gambling. Not to mention losing all his belongings, he even lost his life in the end. At that time, those debtors came to the door. That day, I ran away from the back door with the child in my arms. When I fled to an alley, I hid the child there. People distracted me, that day, I don't remember how long I ran, or even how I got rid of those people, when I woke up, I was at Lin's house."

Mu Qinghua was stunned. For so many years, he always thought that Xia Zhiwan couldn't wait for him to leave, but he didn't expect so many things to happen after he went abroad, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I made you wronged!"

Xia Zhiwan avoided Mu Qinghua's ignorant eyes, and turned her face away, "What's the use of talking about these things now, everything is over."

Mu Qinghua grabbed Xia Zhiwan's shoulder and said eagerly, "No, Zhiwan, there is still time, we can still meet, it must be arranged by God, it is God who let me meet you again, let me make up for what I owe you .”

(End of this chapter)