Love is so close, you are so far

Chapter 1 Fatal Encounter (1)
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For me and An He, all the luck and misfortune stemmed from that autumn afternoon...

The little girl's name is Ye Mei, she was in her youth, she was in her prime, and she lost her parents since she was a child.

I thought someone who talked about storytelling was here, and if that’s the case, then you should treat me as a storyteller and listen to me slowly.It is best to make a pot of tea, Longjing is also fine, and jasmine slices are also fine, because the story I want to tell is as long as a few cars, and it is short in a few words, but since it is a story, it is better not to miss some details. You are not listening.

Let’s start with my name, Yemei——Liuyemei, almond eyes, cherry mouth, willow waist, maybe when my parents named me, they hoped that I would grow into such a beauty in the future.But unfortunately, even if I do what they want, it doesn't make much sense, because they both left me when I was less than two years old.Either they went to heaven or they went to hell, at least one of them went to hell, I think so.

For me, they are just some static characters in the photos, or some faint and unfamiliar smiles, other than that, I have no feeling for them.If someone sings to me that only my mother is good in the world, I don't feel much.

I was brought up by my uncle, and my aunt told me that my mother was poisoned to death by my father, and my father committed suicide by taking poison after poisoning my mother.The reason why the father wanted to poison the mother was because the mother had cheated on her and wanted to divorce her father and marry her lover.And the father loved his mother too much to accept this fact, so he made such a move.This should be called a love murder case, but it is not as good as the bizarre twists and turns in the TV series. It is very plain and - not worth it. After all, it is two lives. Life is too short, so it should be cherished.

Judging from the photo, my mother is a very beautiful woman, with thin and slender eyebrows, big and bright eyes, and a variety of charms between her brows. It is inevitable for a woman like her to be pursued by men other than her father, so it is not at all a disaster for a confidante. That's right.If the mother was an ordinary-looking woman, perhaps such a tragedy would not have happened. Of course, if the mother was an ordinary-looking woman, the father might not have loved so deeply and could not extricate himself from it.The hero is short of breath, and the son and daughter love each other. My poor and confused father ended up with a love word.In fact, the father in the photo is not ugly. He is tall and burly, with thick eyebrows and big eyes. He can be regarded as a handsome man. It is estimated that there must be other women who loved his father besides his mother, but his father only loved his mother. This is the relationship between them. tragedy.I can afford it, but I can't let it go.I don't know why my mother cheated on her, and I don't know why her lover is better than her father.

My uncle's family doesn't like me because their family's financial situation is not very good.Uncle and aunt are honest workers, but the factory is not profitable, so life is very tight.After my parents passed away, my uncle and aunt wanted to give me to my grandmother. My grandmother was old and frail, and she lived in my uncle’s house. She had no choice but to give me a thousand and ten thousand reasons why she couldn’t adopt me; my uncle and aunt He also wanted to give me to my mother's lover. After all, it was all because of him, but that ruthless man refused. He also said a thousand and ten thousand reasons why he couldn't adopt me. Later, I felt that my mother was for him Not worth the price paid.My aunt wanted to send me to an orphanage or send me away, but my uncle tried his best to keep me, and my uncle was still a man of conscience.But my uncle's conscience made my aunt very unhappy. She always called me a "broom star", and sometimes called my mother who died underground as a "slut". She resented my mother for adding a burden to her originally not well-off life. And social morality made her have to bear this burden.This is understandable, but when I was young, I thought she was the most vicious woman in the world, like Cinderella's stepmother in fairy tales.

I don't know how I grew up, anyway, I grew up, and I grew up with exquisite eyebrows and eyes, slim, a hundred times, a thousand times or even ten thousand times more beautiful than their daughters, of course, this is my self-feeling, because I absolutely hate their daughter.

Their daughter, my cousin, Ye Ying, is two years younger than me. She has a round face, and when she smiles, her eyes are narrowed into a crescent moon. She is pretty, but I don’t know her. People of moral character say she is very cute, like a doll, or an innocent little princess, but I know what kind of vicious heart she has.She is the most tongue-twisting woman in the world. She chatters all day in front of her mother and exaggerates to tell me about me. For example, if I touch her, she will say that I pushed her to the ground; Comic books, she would say I stole her comic books... and so on and on.I think she should be called Ye Sparrow, or Ye Changtong, Ye... Anyway, she can be called whatever is hateful.

Of course, sometimes I am really unfriendly to her, pushing, grabbing, scolding, even beating, I have done these actions to her, but she forced me to do these actions, she scolded me, I can't let her Scold me, she hit me, why didn't I fight back when I was able-bodied, she showed off the delicious snacks that my aunt bought her in front of me, why didn't I grab it, I didn't think about whether to live with others, if I thought about it, I would have starved to death .I was born with the courage not to be afraid of suffering and not afraid of death, so Ye Ying and I fought constantly, but we were evenly matched. If my aunt didn't help her, there would never be a winner between us. After getting a few seals, she tore off a few handfuls of my hair. It is a miracle that I didn't become lame when I grew up.Of course, Ye Ying didn't turn into a big face, the child's strength is still limited.

My aunt was very dissatisfied with my performance and said I was a white-eyed wolf.In fact, when she looks at me, the whites of her eyes are obviously much more than when I look at her, so she looks like a white-eyed wolf.Of course, I didn't say these words, I can only bury them in my heart, otherwise she will be more fierce to me.

Except for his bravery in adopting me and my education, my uncle is usually very useless, as useless as dough being kneaded by my aunt.All the money in my uncle's pockets never exceeded 100 yuan, and my aunt took away the family's financial power.Controlling the economic power means controlling everything, so of course the person calling the shots in this family is the aunt.

If my aunt is the domineering Wu Zetian, my uncle is the incompetent Li Zhi, Ye Ying is the arrogant and domineering Princess Taiping, and I am the pitiful Shangguan Wan'er, even worse than Shangguan Wan'er, at least Wu Zetian admires Shangguan Wan'er's talent, but my aunt doesn't pay attention to me no matter whether I have talent or not. She can't wait for me to go to those garment factories in Guangdong to make buttons after finishing nine years of compulsory education.But I happened to go to high school and university after finishing the nine-year compulsory education.I know where my way out is, so I study a hundred times harder than Ye Ying, and pass every exam smoothly. My aunt asked me to drop out of school several times, but my uncle tried his best to protect me. He thought my parents' genetics were better than his and his. Auntie, I will be more promising than Ye Ying.So I didn't drop out of school. I am very grateful to my uncle for this, although I don't like him very much on weekdays. A man who is pinched by his wife is really unlikable.

In addition to leaving me a love tragedy and a life of being dependent on others, my parents also left me two boxes of books and a piano. The books belonged to my father and the piano belonged to my mother.Sometimes I think that if there were no accidents in their marriage, I might grow up in a good environment, maybe I would become a well-educated lady, which should be better than what I am now.

When I was growing up, I read my father's books and learned to play the piano.A college classmate of my mother taught me the piano for free. She is a gentle woman. I often imagine her as my mother. Unfortunately, she has her own children. After all, her love for me is limited.

After graduating from high school, I was successfully admitted to a conservatory of music, and since then I have left the house of my uncle, whom I dislike.

University life is very comfortable and enjoyable, unless you consider the cost of living and tuition.

In my junior year, the stupid Ye Ying fell off the single-plank bridge of the college entrance examination. In fact, this was already in my expectation. Everyone knows that the stupid bird flies first. Since he is born stupid, he should work harder, but Ye Ying doesn’t understand. With these principles, as soon as I opened the book, I dreamed of mandarin ducks and butterflies with Zhuang Sheng. I have held hands with N boys at a young age. How can I be admitted to university like this?But my aunt was not convinced. Since the foster child was allowed to go to college, her biological one would have to go to college no matter what, so she asked Ye Ying to study at her own expense.But Ye Ying didn't know her mother's painstaking efforts. She still didn't study hard in college, and played harder, and the money was wasted. She asked her family for money in various names every now and then. My aunt was afraid that her precious daughter would be wronged. I tightened my belt and saved money to send money to Ye Ying. As a result, the life of my uncle's family became more and more difficult, and my financial situation became more and more tense. I had to work harder to earn money, earn tuition fees, and earn living expenses.

However, it is not easy to work part-time. It is difficult to find a suitable job. The current employment environment is already bad, let alone a student like me.Even if I find it, I may not be able to do it for a long time. It's not that I don't insist, but that they fired me.No one has been a tutor for more than half a year. Nowadays, children are so delicate that they don’t regard you as a teacher at all, let alone respect. If you say something to him, he spits in your face and calls you like he’s calling them. When you go to a restaurant to wash dishes and serve dishes, the restaurant is full of little girls from the countryside who look at you coldly and want to eat you in one bite; when you go to a bar or nightclub to play the piano, there are always some flies and mosquitoes in your ears. Buzzing; the most depressing thing was that one summer vacation I applied for a job as a shopping guide in a clothing store. I even lost money when I got the money, and I was so angry that I wanted to jump off the building... All kinds of hardships are really indescribable.

But no matter how hard and difficult it was, I always went to school and worked intermittently, and I didn't let myself be free, and I didn't go hungry because my aunt didn't send me living expenses, but I just didn't go hungry.

One autumn afternoon in my senior year, I had just finished a tutoring job for two months, and the lady boss fired me.The reason is that she found that her fat as a pig husband was too attentive to me, and she blamed me for seducing her husband.I am really wronged. When such a man lifts my shoes, I think he dirty my shoes, even though my shoes are not famous brands.And to be honest, if he really has unreasonable thoughts about me, I'm still afraid.Thinking of me as beautiful as a flower, young and young, wouldn't it be too worthless if I was ruined by such a pig?

After I came out of that house, I was very depressed. I was not in a hurry to go back to school by car. I strolled on the road to relax. In addition, although I was fired, I had my salary in my pocket. I was more confident when I looked at the things in the shop window. .Although I don't buy anything except books, and of course I mean books on sale, and the ones that are heavily discounted.

Shaking, wobbling, I couldn't help but be attracted by a bookcase in the window when I passed a furniture store.Although the bookcase looks simple in style, it has a simple and elegant charm, which deeply attracted me.

The bookcase is inlaid with glass doors, so that no dust will fall on the books. How nice it is. The door knocker seems to be made of copper, which looks very simple. The layout of the bookcase is also very well designed. It can hold various books .In a trance, I seem to see it is placed in my room, my books that have been lying under the bed are placed in the bookcase, they are like poor people living in low-rise small houses living in high-end apartments , extremely happy, smiled at me.

The furniture store has two floors, the decoration is antique and grand, and the bookcases placed here are not comparable to the bookcases sold in ordinary home furnishing markets.Of course, I know in my heart that I absolutely cannot afford this bookcase, but this cannot affect my appreciation and yearning for it. God knows how much I long for a bookcase.

I like reading books, my father left me two boxes of books, and I bought a lot of them myself, so I have four boxes of books, which are placed under the bed in the room I share with Ye Ying, while my uncle lives on the first floor, on the ground floor. It is easy to get wet, and books are also easy to break. I am worried, but there is nothing I can do, so I have always dreamed of having my own house in the future. Even if I rent it, I must first buy a good bookcase so that those books have a good home.

"Hey, what are you looking at?" At some point, a steady baritone sounded behind me, interrupting my fantasy.

I was startled, and when I turned around, I saw a man's face.His facial features are sharp and angular, as if they have been carved with knives and axes, giving people a sense of fortitude and sternness.His forehead is wide, his eyebrows are thick and black, his eyes are bright and clear, the corners of his mouth are slightly upturned, and his hair is very clean.He has a tall and straight figure, slightly thin, but still masculine. His well-fitting dark blue suit is covered with a white shirt, which looks neat.The autumn sun shone warmly on him, and his body exuded a mature and stable aura. I seemed to be enveloped by this aura. For a while, I was in a daze and couldn't breathe. What a man. smelly man!
"What are you looking at?" he asked again, and there was a faint smile in his eyes, which was very nice.

I came back to my senses and stammered, "Oh, I, I'm looking at the bookcase." For some reason, I was a little nervous. Is it because of the man in front of me?Don't know, if yes, why should I be nervous because of him?If not, then what am I nervous about?I can't tell, but I'm a little nervous anyway.You know, I'm not afraid of anything, I didn't expect to be a little nervous in front of him.

He glanced at the window, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "That bookcase is pretty good, isn't it?"

"Yeah." I nodded.

"Do you like it very much?"

"Ah."

"You seem to have been standing here for a while, why don't you go in and have a look?"

"Oh, me, I'm just looking around, I don't buy." I was a little flustered, how dare I go into this kind of furniture store, at most I just stand outside the window and admire through the glass like now.

"Who said that if you don't buy it, you can't go in and see it?"

"No, yes, I don't want to go in."

"why?"

"I can not afford it."

He smiled again at the corner of his mouth, and was about to say something when his cell phone rang. He glanced at me, turned around to answer the phone, and then left, getting into a black car parked in front of the furniture store Here, the car paint looks like a mirror, he is a person of another class.

Just when he started the car and was about to leave, a golden leaf fell from the tree and landed on the roof of his car, calm and serene, giving people a dignified beauty.As beautiful as autumn leaves when you die, I think that's what it should be.

The black car carrying the golden leaves disappeared from my sight, and I left the furniture store.

Afterwards, I recalled that bookcase from time to time, recalling the breath emanating from that man, and I realized what is elusive and unattainable. The black car made me very clear that I couldn't reach him, he was driving Flowers on the other side, that river I can't cross.There was an indescribable feeling in my heart, and at the same time I was melancholy. I thought I would never meet him again, and I didn't even know his name.In the sea of ​​people, the meeting and parting of two people can be so hasty, but in the haste, I just remembered him, and I felt a little melancholy.

Later I realized that there is a reason for me to remember him, and there is also a reason for those melancholy

(End of this chapter)