Beijing, after all, has nothing to do with me

Chapter 15: Entrepreneurship or guarantee (2)
"You can't say that! How much money can you make just by being a shooter? Most of the money is taken away by game companies and agents. Moreover, if you want to do a good job, you can't do it in your spare time. Climate, anyway, sooner or later we have to do it, it’s better to do it early, Lao Lang and I have the same idea!"

Li Yaoming spoke impassionedly. He lowered his head to look at Tao Jie with an expression of interest. He couldn't help being a little surprised, "Hey, Tao Zi, what do you think? You won't support me, right?"

Tao Jie used chopsticks to pick up the more and more noodles, but she didn't eat a few mouthfuls, "Starting a company, do you have to be busier than before?"

"Of course, not only do you have to write software, but you also have to run around the business. Now that you have done it, you have to do it seriously!"

Just thinking about it is enough to make his blood boil with excitement, and a pair of chopsticks are tightly squeezed in his hands, as if holding a hope of victory.

"Then I don't want to!" Tao Jie expressed her attitude bluntly, stood up thumpingly, and walked to the edge of the sofa.

Li Yaoming stared at her in astonishment, thinking that she was angry with him, "Hey! What are you doing! I am starting a business! Do you understand starting a business? You can earn a lot of money in the future, and if you earn a lot of money, you can buy a big house to live in. Don't you want to ?"

Tao Jie sat on the sofa angrily, raised her head and retorted sharply, "Can you guarantee that you will make a lot of money when you start a company? How many companies closed after a few days after opening?"

"Since starting a business, it is of course risky. How can it be [-]% successful?" Li Yaoming ran into trouble at Tao Jie's place full of enthusiasm. He couldn't help being anxious, and he also left the bowl and chopsticks, walked to her side, and sat down next to her. .

"If I start a company, I may not be successful, but if I don't start this way, I will definitely not succeed!" Li Yaoming slowed down his tone, and his eyes wandered around the room with some emotion. In the past, he always deliberately Avoid paying attention to every detail here, so as not to make himself feel discouraged, but today, he finally has the confidence and strength to face up to the current predicament and try to change it. He feels that because of this alone, Tao Jie should not support yourself.

"Tao Zi, you don't want us to live in such an environment all the time, do you? My efforts are not only for myself, but also for our future."

Tao Jie listened to him confiding so emotionally that she couldn't open her mouth to speak harsh words to hurt him, but this news was indeed too sudden for her. Although she had heard him mention it repeatedly in words before, Tao Jie always thought that He was just expressing his feelings, and it was still too early to implement it. After all, no matter in terms of experience or strength, Li Yaoming and the word "boss" really cannot be equated. This may be because Tao Jie subconsciously compared him with BR. It's because of the comparison with those professional elites who are stronger than him in terms of qualifications and experience.

For example, Betty, such as Mai Zhiqiang, such talents stay in the company peacefully and do not come out to ride the wind and waves, let alone young people like Li Yaoming?Has he accumulated enough experience?Have you experienced the edification of entrepreneurship?
In Tao Jie's eyes, he is like a child who has not yet learned to walk, but wants to participate in a running competition!
And these are not the most important to Tao Jie, because whether Li Yaoming is a programmer or a future big boss, he can't change his weight in her heart. Tao Jie is not such a realistic girl. The prince charming in the movie doesn't need to be rich, as long as she has a warm little nest of her own, she can dress up however she wants; as long as the other party cares enough about herself, she will always be the most important position in her heart, as long as two people can have Enough time to stay together for a long time, Qingqing and I said some private words, just like when we used to be on campus, chatting together, watching movies together, and running to the small park together like madmen on rainy days to soak in the rain...

But in fact, today they don’t really spend much time together, apart from going to work and sleeping, and it can even be said that it is far from enough. Li Yaoming is always in a hurry, either working overtime or on the way back from overtime, countless nights , Tao Jie was lying alone on the bed, waiting for him to come back by the dim light, she couldn't help wondering whether she was deceived by the illusion in her mind.

The eyes of Li Yaoming in front of her were so shining, Tao Jie knew exactly what was igniting them, she wanted to protest loudly, "Don't start a business, don't work overtime, can't you just spend more time with me?"

But she couldn't express such an idea because it was impractical.

"You really want to make money that much?" She stared at him and asked sullenly.

Li Yaoming laughed, "Are you stupid? Of course you want to make money to start a business!"

"What's the use of asking for so much money? Just enough money to spend."

Li Yaoming raised his hand to touch her forehead, and said in surprise, "I don't have a fever, why are you talking nonsense!"

Tao Jie turned her head violently and escaped from his palm, frowning fiercely, she really wanted to say to him, "You just have a fever!"

"Think about it, if we want to buy a big house and improve our current life, which one doesn't cost money?"

"I mean, we can work hard now, and we can save money to buy a house, and we don't have to start a company ourselves."

"Ha! Taozi, aren't you so naive!" Li Yaoming sneered, "This is Beijing, there are a lot of people who want to buy a house by working part-time, but there are a few people who can easily buy a house, I don't want to be a house slave! Yes, migrant workers can’t afford big houses, let alone villas!”

"When did I say I was going to live in a villa?" Tao Jie said unhappily.

"Yes, even if you don't live in a villa, it's still hard to buy a big house with two dead wages! Tao Zi, what are you thinking? What are you worried about?" Li Yaoming looked at her anxiously, he was eager to get rid of her. There was recognition in his eyes, but Tao Jie's eyes flickered, but he couldn't find what he expected.

Tao Jie put aside the possibility of his entrepreneurial failure for now, "If you succeed, we will live in a big house as you wish, then what will happen next? What will you do?"

Li Yaoming looked at her inexplicably, "What should I do? Of course I should do it well!"

"and then?"

"What then?"

"Are you still planning to keep a little secret, keep a few outhouses or something?"

At this moment, Li Yaoming suddenly realized what she was worrying about, his nerves suddenly relaxed, and he smiled and said: "So you are worried about this! I will promise you now - absolutely not!"

Tao Jie just looked at him and didn't speak, her heart was in a mess, and she knew that she was a little unreasonable, but her intuition told her that Li Yaoming's starting a business was unreliable, and she didn't think highly of him at all.

But, obviously, she was unable to persuade him to give up.

Seeing Tao Jie remained silent, Li Yaoming became nervous again, and shook her arm lightly, "What on earth are you thinking, please tell me."

"I think the conditions for you to start a business are not mature now." Tao Jie said slowly, and Li Yaoming's face darkened suddenly. This is not what he wanted to hear. He has been waiting for this day for a long time, and it can even be said that he is from Beijing. Got it on day one.

"However, if you feel that you must do it," Tao Jie paused, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "then you can do it."

Li Yaoming was overjoyed, he hugged Tao Jie recklessly, "Tao Zi, I knew you were the best for me!"

Tao Jie struggled in his arms a few times, her face was a little ugly, she was sad that Li Yaoming ignored her feelings, "Can't you wait for our life to be more stable, at least buy a house before we become independent? We are already very independent in Beijing. Floating, no roots, and now I have to take risks, I don't like this kind of life at all..."

"No! The business opportunity is fleeting!" Li Yaoming interrupted her decisively, "If you think about it, you have to do it, so as not to regret it in the future! As for the house, haven't I said that when you succeed in starting a business, you can buy it in whatever size you want." Can!"

Tao Jie didn't speak any more, she suddenly felt the intimate distance between herself and Li Yaoming was lengthening, and his excited and bright face became a little strange.

"By the way, Tao Zi." Li Yaoming put his arms around her, but he hesitated in his words, "I discussed the matter of the company with Lao Lang, and we plan to work together."

"...Mmm." Tao Jie reluctantly listened.

"But even so, we still have to get some money out... Well, you know that the company must come first..."

Tao Jie's waist straightened all of a sudden, "How much do you want?"

There was no obvious sullenness in her voice, Li Yaoming felt relieved, and scratched the back of his head, "How much have we saved in our account now? It must be seventy or eighty thousand?"

"How much do you want?" Tao Jie asked again, with a forbearing tone.

Li Yaoming hesitated for a moment, "It's probably...all out."

Tao Jie couldn't hold back any longer, shook off his hand, and stood up abruptly, facing Li Yaoming, her chest heaving violently, "What did you say when you gave me the passbook? You said it was for buying money." The house! Now you want to use them for nothing! Li Yaoming, do you really mean what you say?"

Li Yaoming's face turned pale immediately, and he stood up, his burly figure immediately overwhelming Tao Jie in terms of momentum.

"Tao Zi! Changes are worse than plans. I'm not using the money to gamble or go whoring. I'm using it to start a business!"

His eyes were bloodshot as he stared at Tao Jie, his patience had run out, and he was suddenly very angry, feeling that Tao Jie was simply unreasonable, he was being careful with her, and begging her to be perfect was nothing more than trying to win a better relationship for the two of them. For a bright future, how could she justly accuse herself!

The two were suddenly at war, like two roosters in the arena, glaring at each other!

But this kind of scene didn't last long. After all, Tao Jie was not an aggressive rooster. Hot tears rolled down from his eyes, turning things around in an instant.

"You, don't cry!" In front of Tao Jie's tears, Li Yaoming's arrogance suddenly disappeared, and he sighed in his heart. Women can use tears as weapons, but what should men do?
Helping Tao Jie to sit back on the sofa, Li Yaoming finished his good words, and Tao Jie's anger slowly subsided, but she still sobbed and said: "I don't dare to buy new clothes now, and I have to calculate in advance every time I go to the supermarket." Money, keep accounts conscientiously every month. I do this because I want to save money and buy a house as soon as possible? If we don’t have our own house in Beijing, my parents will definitely not agree to our marriage. Then I will come to Beijing What's the point?"

Li Yaoming was disheartened to listen to her confide, but felt a bit harsh about her parents' theories, and muttered vaguely: "There are too many people in Beijing who haven't bought a house to get married. You can buy it after you get married!"

Tao Jie wiped away her tears, "Then why don't you find someone else?"

"Just talk about it, what are you in a hurry for?" Li Yaoming sighed helplessly.

Tao Jie was also very wronged, it wasn't that she was snobbish, but she and Li Yaoming really couldn't get married in the current situation, if she let her mother know what kind of life she lived in Beijing, she would be furious, why talk about marriage?
"I don't want to make the relationship with my parents stiff. If I get married, I must first get their blessing." Tao Jie didn't want to say these words, so she could only say so plausibly.

This day gradually passed in the process of trivial quarrels and reunions.

At night, the two were lying on the bed, each having their own concerns, and Li Yaoming was extremely distressed. Without funds, the company would not be able to open up. We couldn't let all the old wolves pay, so what qualifications would he have to be the second boss?

But Tao Jie's attitude is also very clear, "If you want to use the money to start a company, I have no objection, but the premise is that I leave Beijing."

She didn't say anything more decisive, but what it means to leave Beijing is self-evident.Li Yaoming didn't expect Tao Jie, who was always gentle and innocent, to have such cold thoughts, and he was chilled for a moment.

Tao Jie, who was lying beside him with her back to him, was also in a bad mood.

Thinking back on the few months since I came to Beijing, Li Yaoming seemed to be taking all the ideas except sweet words, and he always let it go, until today, he still wants to take the money that he has kept here. After returning home, Tao Jie suddenly realized her position in his heart.

She doesn't really value the money, but it's definitely the bottom line she has to stick to.Even though Li Yaoming finally compromised with her and stopped asking her for money, and even stopped discussing with her about starting a company, Tao Jie still felt that the relationship she was always proud of had changed a bit.

The gap between ideal and reality is so large, which makes her deeply disappointed.

Perhaps, she should not have come to Beijing.

Thinking of this, Tao Jie felt hesitant again, because this thought rushed into her heart more than once, and tortured her true self again and again. Is it worthwhile for her to come to Beijing?

She turned over and saw that Li Yaoming was also facing away from her. There was a large hole in the back collar of his cotton pajamas. Tao Jie once mentioned buying him a new one, but he refused to take it, "Anyway Just wear it when you sleep, it doesn't matter."

Tao Jie looked at the black hole, feeling very sad. She thought, maybe she really shouldn't be so harsh on him.

However, her intuition still prevented her from sincerely supporting him in his so-called entrepreneurship.

Is it because he has no confidence in his abilities?Tao Jie herself couldn't tell.

(End of this chapter)