Beijing, after all, has nothing to do with me

Chapter 28
Let me go, let me go!He pushed the other side, and drove away the entangled siblings in disgust. Countless hands were wrapped around his body like vines, and he couldn't get rid of them no matter how much he pulled.
Suddenly, he discovered to his horror that the person obsessed with him, with a slight smile in his paranoid eyes, turned out to be himself!
"Go away!" He was terrified to the extreme, roaring like a wild beast, and then he woke up.

The sunshine is as monotonous and boring as in the dream, but he is not lying on the sea, everything he sees is so real that he can touch it, including Tao Jie who is standing stupidly beside the cabinet.

He secretly breathed a sigh of relief, his heartbeat gradually eased, he propped up half of his cheek with one hand, looked at her from a distance, and asked in a daze, "What are you doing?"

Tao Jie didn't answer him, she just stared blankly at herself, Li Yaoming gradually realized that something was wrong, her breathing seemed to be very short, and her body was trembling uncontrollably.

"You... what's the matter?" He sat up in amazement, and suddenly found that the mobile phone she was holding was his own, and suddenly he woke up, his heart sank!
After a brief silence, Li Yaoming suddenly rolled up from the sofa like a gust of wind, and rushed towards Tao Jie like putting out a fire, "Look what my phone is doing!!"

When he snatched the phone, his eyes were eagerly projecting onto the screen——

It is a newly opened text message interface, just reading the first few words is enough to make him feel as if he has been poured by ice water, and his whole body is instantly cool!
"Master, I've made it clear. No matter what your attitude is, I will give birth to this child. I love him very much..."

Li Yaoming's mind exploded, the sky and the ground collapsed.

At this moment, he hated everyone.

"Why did you peek at my phone?" He wanted to use his anger to cover up the weakness that surged up in his heart.

If she didn't do this, he believed that he would handle this matter well, as if it had never happened. However, Tao Jie, who he always thought was innocent, broke all his expectations.

"Do you think that if I didn't see it, it means nothing happened?" Tao Jie stared into his eyes and said word by word.

Her eyes were like a sharp knife, piercing into Li Yaoming's eyes with a sharp edge. He felt the pain, and suddenly turned his head away, and said dejectedly: "I'm sorry."

He was like a deflated ball, frustrated and limp, apologizing as if waking up from a dream, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect this to happen, I..."

"Have you been with 'her' from yesterday to this morning?" She continued to stare at her with a knife-like gaze.

This kind of look appeared in Tao Jie's eyes, Li Yaoming felt very strange all of a sudden, and also felt a little jealous from it.

"I……"

"You just have to say 'yes' or 'no'!" Tao Jie interrupted him suddenly, her voice still trembling.

"...Yes." He said the word weakly. Now that she had discovered it, it would not be wise to deny it desperately or resist stubbornly, "She told me that she had it, I, I wanted her to take it away...it was originally , was originally a mistake..."

Her eyes were red, but there were no tears. She was obviously irritated to the extreme, but what Li Yaoming saw was only the appearance. He didn't know that at this moment, Tao Jie felt as if someone had stabbed her heart with a knife. Swipe and pull, and blood is gurgling out!

This is Li Yaoming who she has been in love with for five years, eager to get married, and who foolishly chased him to Beijing to follow!
She was so tired of chasing him, but even though she was so tired, she didn't dare to give up easily, but he cheated so easily!
She turned around gently, and suddenly rushed towards the closet with a violent speed. Li Yaoming was stunned for a second, and hurriedly flew over to stop it, as if he had only woken up from his sleep until now.

"Tao Zi, I, I don't care about her, I don't care about her. It's really just... me, I was drunk that night... It was the day of the business trip. You had trouble with me that morning, and I felt very uncomfortable. Later, Xiao Yang, she stayed by my side all the time, I drank a lot of wine, and then for some reason..."

Under Li Yaoming's incoherent explanation, Tao Jie turned out her navy blue suitcase without saying a word, spread it out on the nearby dining table, and then took out her clothes from the closet one by one, and threw them away. go in.

Li Yaoming watched her do all this in despair, the tears dripped down her face unknowingly, but she didn't seem to realize it at all, she just concentrated on cleaning up her own things.Li Yaoming suddenly collapsed, he gave up explaining, rushed forward and hugged Tao Jie, "Tao Zi, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I was wrong! But I really never liked her! You have to believe me , I was momentarily confused!"

Tao Jie's heart seemed to be gouged out by something, and her entire chest was empty. She sneered when she heard a voice that didn't resemble her own, and then said, "What else can you say, she doesn't even care about your child?" Now, do you think it's still interesting to apologize to me now?"

"Tao Zi, don't go, I love you." Li Yaoming put his chin on the top of Tao Jie's head, who was temporarily unable to move, and said in a hoarse voice, infinitely sad.

Tao Jie wanted to laugh, but the tears flowed even crazier.

"No, Li Yaoming, you don't love me." She replied quietly, "The person you love is actually only yourself."

Tao Jie dragged all her belongings and came out of the hut where she had lived for more than half a year. The tears on her face were not dry yet, and the wind blew them tightly onto her face, giving her a sense of reality. .

Autumn in Beijing is the most beautiful season, but the sun did not show up that day, and the dark clouds shrouded the city, making it difficult to tell whether it was morning or dusk.

Perhaps, there will be a pouring autumn rain soon.

Li Yaoming lowered his head and silently followed behind her. After a while, he called her softly, "Tao Zi—"

Tao Jie didn't look back, she focused on the road under her feet, and walked cautiously to the intersection step by step.

Since she was a child, her father warned her that the more important things happen, the less she can panic, and the more she must see the road under her feet clearly. She feels that she has done it today.

Actually, it's not that difficult.

Her heart was heavy and full, and Tao Jie knew that there was a lot of sadness there, but it didn't break out for a while, only a dull numbness.

"Where are you going?" Li Yaoming was still asking questions from behind, his voice full of weak pleading, "If something happens to you, how will I explain to your parents?"

Tao Jie moved the corner of her mouth and smiled.

"Come back with me, I'll go out to live, okay?" He continued to plead, "Tao Zi, I'm begging you."

Tao Jie ignored it and continued to walk forward, and soon reached the intersection.

A taxi came from a distance, Tao Jie waved to it, the driver drove close to her and stopped.

Li Yaoming stretched out his hands from his trouser pockets, and ran up, wanting to make one last effort, "Tao Zi, Tao Zi, wait!"

Tao Jie pushed away his useless hand on her shoulder, forced the suitcase onto the back seat of the car, then opened the front door, and got in.

"Where are you going?" the driver asked her.

Tao Jie paused for a moment before reporting the name of a hotel.

For the first time, she realized that her job was also beneficial. In order to arrange trainees from all over the country, she knew the hotels, guesthouses and even restaurants in Beijing very well.

It's just that she didn't go to any hotel that signed an agreement with BR, but chose a small but clean chain hotel.

What to do next, Tao Jie didn't have any thoughts in her mind, she just didn't want to see Li Yaoming again, she felt very tired, she wanted to have a good sleep, other things, I'll talk about it later.

Thinking of it this way, my mind became dizzy, and my heart beat too fast.

"Huh? Why is that young man still following you?" The driver suddenly stared at the rearview mirror and muttered.

Tao Jie suddenly turned around to look, and there was indeed a car behind them biting them tightly.

"Ignore him." She bit her lip and told the driver.

There is an indescribable feeling spreading in my heart, bitter and sour.

Since when did the distance between her and Li Yaoming gradually widen, and it finally reached the point where it was difficult to be in the same place.

At the entrance of the hotel, Tao Jie got out of the car. The feeling of dizziness was getting worse. She gritted her teeth and pulled out the suitcase with support.

Tao Jie was registering at the front desk, and she felt a sense of emptiness on the soles of her feet. She subconsciously touched her forehead with her hand, and her forehead was very hot.

Li Yaoming stood five or six meters away from her, wandering uneasily. In public, he didn't dare to go up to talk to Tao Jie again, so he could only watch her from such a distance.

After completing the formalities, Tao Jie bent down and pulled up the box pole, and walked towards the elevator. He completely regarded Li Yaoming as air. I couldn't bear to leave her here and ignore her.

After entering the elevator, Tao Jie turned around and pressed the floor number. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Li Yaoming rushing towards him. He was caught in the middle of a group of tourists. The leader seemed to be a tour guide. He yelled at her in a friendly manner, "Please wait." one time."

Tao Jie had no choice but to leave first, so she reached out and pressed the door open button to hold the door for them.

People rushed in, and the leaders expressed their thanks like Tao Jie. She responded with a stiff smile. Li Yaoming was the last one to enter the door.

Tao Jie lived on the twelfth floor. After the elevator rang, she hurriedly squeezed out from the inside. Li Yaoming helped her resist the elevator door that might close at any time, and she let out a "chuck" sound without raising her head. slipped out.

Walking in the somewhat narrow corridor of the hotel, Tao Jie's discomfort became more and more serious. She felt chest tightness and shortness of breath, and bursts of terrible dizziness hit her mind, as if an invisible hand was pushing her maliciously. Push it away, to make her fall and make a fool of her.

"No, you must not fall down here!" She gritted her teeth, opened her eyes wide, and tried her best to distinguish and find her own room number.

"1205, 1207, 1209... 1215, here we are, right in front!" She was overjoyed and quickened her pace.

Standing still in front of the door of 1215, Tao Jie inserted the room card into the lock bar, while turning her face slightly, she saw Li Yaoming walking towards her.

"I won't let him into my room!" she thought bitterly in her heart.

"Guka—" the door was locked, and at the same time, Tao Jie's eyes suddenly went dark, her feet went limp, and she fell silently onto the carpet...

Before she passed out, she seemed to have heard Li Yaoming shout anxiously, "Tao Zi!"

When she woke up, the first thing Tao Jie saw was Li Yaoming's tense and anxious face. There was an indescribably stuffy and dry air in the room, which made Tao Jie feel even more uncomfortable.

"How are you? Do you want some water? You seem to have a fever!" Li Yaoming held her face and asked repeatedly.

"I, I want to vomit." She uttered these few words with difficulty, Li Yaoming picked her up without thinking, walked into the bathroom, and put her head down on the sink basin, "You vomit, it's okay, I will support you!"

The food eaten at noon was violently churning in her stomach, rushing out like a rebellion, trying to throw away her useless body.

Li Yaoming reached out and turned on the faucet to wash away the filth she spit out, "Did you eat your stomach?" He asked with concern.

His voice contained a homely taste, as if nothing had happened between the two of them, and he was still entitled to care about her as always.

This realization made Tao Jie furious. She pushed him away desperately, and regardless of her weak body and dripping sweat, she pointed at him with trembling fingers and shouted angrily: "Don't think that just a few nice words can make you do what you did. Write off all the dirty things! I'll tell you clearly now, Li Yaoming, it's over between us! It's over! Get the hell out of here, the farther the better!"

Not feeling it was enough, she casually picked up the towels and rolls from the shelf and threw them at him!
White things flew past Li Yaoming's eyes like snowflakes, he didn't dodge, but none of them hit him.

While she was panting, Li Yaoming bent down, silently picked up the things she threw at her, and restored them.

Seeing his helpless appearance, Tao Jie cried sadly, she is not a wicked woman, she can't control her heart, she understands that she still loves him.

Li Yaoming hesitated for a moment, stretched out his hand to embrace her, and hugged her into his arms.

"I hate you, Li Yaoming!" She cried with infinite grievances, but she no longer had the strength to push him away.

"I know." Li Yaoming replied sadly, "I'm sorry." He also shed tears.

The two cried in the crowded bathroom like children who did something wrong but didn't know how to make it up.

In the end, Li Yaoming said: "I'll talk about other things later. I'll take you to the hospital first, okay. You have a fever."

"I..." Tao Jie said intermittently in a hoarse voice, "I want to go home."

(End of this chapter)