Mr. Huo, you are my insincere words

Chapter 180 Because I Love Him, I Want to Apologize to Him

Xu Changan was not drunk, he felt a shadow shrouded in front of him, he opened his eyes impatiently.

"Xu Changan, we're making a deal. Don't you want Tang Jingran to have a hard time? Stay with me. The person Tang Jingran despises the most is me. If you know the man she loves the most and the illegitimate child she despises the most If you are together with a girl, it is estimated that it will be very broken, murderous, Xu Changan, you should understand this truth."

When Xu Changan heard these words, his slightly drunken eyes suddenly brightened, and only then did he see the woman in front of him clearly.

It was Tang Mengru, that humble illegitimate daughter of the Tang family.

She seldom called him by his first name and last name like this, and always called him Chang'an or Brother Chang'an.

Xu Changan didn't go home, the home with Tang Jingran made him feel sick, and he didn't even want to go back to his parents.

He obviously has a home to go back to, but he feels that he is more pitiful than the stray dogs on the street.

"Xu Chang'an, it happens that I don't like my sister, how about we cooperate?"

Tang Mengru seldom stared straight into his eyes like this, the more she liked someone, the more timid she felt in her heart, fearing that her secret would be discovered by him.

Xu Changan smiled lazily, the spring in his eyes was a bit intoxicating.

Tang Mengru pretended to be calm, secretly bit her lips, "Don't you want to?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she saw Xu Changan answering a call. He didn't know what the person on the other side said. His expression became more and more gloomy, and finally he dropped the phone to the ground with a "bang". .

The phone was broken into several pieces by him, and his eyes were scarlet and terrifying, like a beast that wanted to eat people.

Tang Mengru had never seen Xu Changan like this before. When he was with Shihua before, she only dared to look at him from afar, as if just looking at him from afar was enough.

During the two people's love, Tang Jingran always did some things to disgust Shihua, and then played a pure and innocent little white flower in front of Xu Changan in the blink of an eye.

It's a pity that Shi Hua will ruthlessly expose her schemes every time, making her very embarrassing.

If Xu Chang'an was excluded, Tang Mengru actually didn't hate Shi Hua. When that woman satirized people, she was sharp and unable to refute.

At that time, she always knew about Tang Jingran's plot in advance, but she never reminded Shi Hua, because she knew that she and Shi Hua would not be friends.

Or she was subconsciously hoping that Tang Jingran's stupid plans could really separate the two of them, so that she would have a chance.

In fact, she was the first to know Xu Changan among the three, but she was too inconspicuous as an illegitimate daughter, so Xu Changan didn't notice her.

Later, Xu Changan fell in love with Shi Hua at the first sight, and she was heartbroken for a while, but she never thought of trying to tell the truth and destroy the relationship between the two.

After all, although there is no first come first served in love, there is courtesy, righteousness and shame.

There were still people singing and dancing wantonly in the bar, and the noisy sound stimulated people's eardrums, but Xu Changan and Tang Mengru fell into a complete silence here.

After a long time, Xu Changan raised his head, "You don't regret it?"

Tang Mengru restrained her excitement, bent her lips, "Never."

Before coming here tonight, she knew that this was her best chance, as long as she seized this opportunity, she would be able to stay by Xu Changan's side.

"Then come back with me."

Xu Chang'an got up, with a bit of self-loathing in his eyebrows.

Tang Mengru hurriedly followed him, and took the initiative to wrap his arms around him.

Just as Xu Changan was about to shoot away, she smiled, "You have to put on a show."

His hand paused in the air, and he let her go.

Tang Mengru lowered her eyes slowly, with a sincere smile on the corner of her mouth.

For many years, she longed to stand with him, but when this moment really came, she realized that the tip of her nose was a little sore.

No one knows how humble it can be to love someone, until she saw a sentence one day and found that it was just right to describe herself.

——Seeing him, she became very low, low into the dust, but she was happy in her heart, and flowers bloomed from the dust.

She was rejoicing, but as soon as she turned out of the bar, she saw the man in black not far away.

The man's whole body was shrouded in darkness, and a white wolf beside him was particularly conspicuous. The white wolf's fur was shiny, and it was sitting majestically.

But people passing by will think that it is an albino husky, but it is bigger than the husky.

Tang Mengru's face changed instantly, her fists clenched, she turned her head and said to Xu Chang'an, "Chang'an, you go to the car and wait for me first, I'll be right over."

Xu Changan didn't respond, but his feet were already walking towards the car.

Tang Mengru breathed a sigh of relief, and then walked towards the man, with a hint of impatience on her brows, "Why are you looking for me?"

The man folded his hands and raised his eyebrows, "The number one killer in Europe is actually trapped by love, and he is willing to be trapped in a deep house compound by a stupid woman, just to win a little sympathy from that man, but in the end he doesn't care at all." Don't care about you, you say it's ridiculous?"

Tang Mengru's eyes were extremely sharp, like knives, cutting him one by one.

But the man was not afraid, he reached out and touched the white wolf's head, "It's best to keep your affairs secret, if the master finds out, do you know what the consequences will be? Not to mention you, even your man will die , Tang Mengru, don't say you don't know his methods, he is cold and heartless, and he hates his subordinates being fettered by these things."

Speaking of that man, Tang Mengru's face showed a tinge of horror, she looked around, her forehead was covered with cold sweat, "Master, he came to the capital?"

Seeing how scared she was, the man frowned, "Well, she hasn't been around for long, and she's already separated from me. I didn't say anything about you."

Tang Mengru was visibly relieved, a little thankful, and said, "Thank you."

The man snorted coldly, "Don't thank me, we have been friends for so many years, I have no reason not to help you, but I can help you once, but I can't help you the second time, the master has a keen mind, if you continue to be stubborn, he will find out It's a matter of time, he rescued you back then, not to let you waste time on a man."

"But I love him"

"Then you should leave him all the more, or he will die, and it will be an ugly death."

Tang Mengru didn't deny it, she lowered her eyes slightly, "I know, it won't be long, I just want to be by his side for a while, you came to see me, what's the matter?"

"It's good that you can figure it out for yourself. If you have time, help me keep an eye on a woman named Shihua."

The man said lightly, with a trace of sadness in his brows, he always felt like he had seen Shi Hua's face before, but he could never remember it.

Keep an eye on Shihua?

Shi Hua and they are not from the same world at all, why are you staring at her all of a sudden?
"What do I need to do? Kill her?"

The man patted White Wolf's head, and the corners of his mouth curled up, "No, I think she's useful, you just need to keep an eye on her, and you don't need to do anything."

Tang Mengru nodded, turned around and walked towards Xu Changan with big strides.

And the man also left here with the white wolf.

Xu Changan has been waiting in the car, like a walking dead, staring at the front with empty eyes, he didn't come back to his senses until the car door was opened.

Tang Jingran sat in his co-pilot, his eyes moved, touching the long-lost emotion.

When he was in college, in order to prevent Shi Hua from discovering his identity as a kid from a rich family, in the beginning, he rode a broken bicycle to pick her up every day.

She sat on the back seat, hugging his waist tightly.

Later, his identity was accidentally exposed, so he simply drove to pick her up. Shi Hua was not a jealous woman, but asked him seriously on the first day in the car.

"Chang'an, can I be the co-pilot in the future?"

He agreed without hesitation, even if Shihua wanted the stars in the sky, he would pick them off and give them to her.

Xu Changan's eyes were red, he was afraid that Tang Mengru would find him in a mess, so he quickly turned his head away, "Can you sit in the back?"

Tang Mengru paused, and when she understood, her face became dull, "Okay."

The man's co-pilot seat is indeed reserved for his lover.

Tang Mengru sat in the back without saying a word, and didn't bother to ask him why, she just wanted him to drive, when she looked up, she found Xu Changan crying.

He probably thought she couldn't see it, so he didn't cover it up.

But she clearly saw his tears in the rearview mirror, silently hanging on his face.

Her heart also tugged, she opened her mouth, but finally closed it slowly.

In fact, she has always wanted to tell him the whole universe, but she often opened her mouth like this, but couldn't spit out half a star.

The air in the carriage was silent, Xu Changan couldn't restrain his grief, so he sat quietly in his seat without stepping on the gas pedal.

And Tang Mengru didn't make a sound to disturb him, and kept staring at him who was silently crying in the rearview mirror.

It was also at this moment that she realized that the person she wanted to meet after traveling across mountains and rivers would not remember her at all, he would only remember the people he wanted to meet after traveling across mountains and rivers.

Xu Changan cried silently for a while, blinked his sore eyes, and said hoarsely, "Sorry, sand got into my eyes just now."

Tang Mengru didn't expose his lies, but replied gently, "It's fine."

Xu Changan stepped on the accelerator, and the car moved slowly.

Tang Mengru looked at the scenery outside in a daze, probably because the air in the carriage was too dull, she took the initiative to find a topic, "Chang'an, thank you for helping me all the time."

She was a little transparent in the Tang family, she belonged to the kind of person who disappeared for a few years without anyone noticing. In these years, she was in the Tang family all the time except by the master's side.

Because as long as she was in the Tang family, she could always see Xu Changan.

She has been self-abuse since she was a child, and likes to leave various scars on her body, but after meeting Xu Changan, she had the idea of ​​​​confiding for the first time.

The servant who took care of her felt sorry for her and loved her. How she wished that Xu Changan would love her like this.

She also waited, because Xu Changan really helped her a lot at that time.

Because she loves him, she often wants to apologize to him, because her love is very heavy, and there are always many unpleasant emotions in it, such as despair and self-pity.

She was sinking in the mud alone, and she loved him so much she wanted to drag him down too.

"It's just a hands-on effort."

Xu Changan's voice was calm, and he had completely recovered his emotions at this moment.

(End of this chapter)