Mr. Huo, you are my insincere words

Chapter 502 Sweet Married Life (Forty)

"Bang!!"

Fu Xichuan closed the door and drove the car out.

Liu Lian stood where he was, with the corners of his mouth curled up. He wouldn't care if he heard this once, but what about two or three countless times?
He is a man, no matter how humble his love is, he still has a bottom line in his heart. His trust in Huo Jiusi will gradually disintegrate.

Liu Lian has been quietly observing Fu Xichuan since high school, so she knows him quite well.

Therefore, she believed that the love between the two would not last long, and Fu Xichuan couldn't wait for the day to propose!
Fu Xichuan parked the car downstairs in the apartment, and instead of going upstairs in a hurry, he leaned back and sat here quietly.

"Xi Chuan, you are her boyfriend, but you haven't taught her how to fall in love."

These words were like a thorn, piercing into his heart without hesitation.

Fu Xichuan rubbed his chest, feeling a little sore at the tip of his nose.

In fact, he was very scared when he found out that he was in love with Huo Jiusi, because the marriage of his parents' generation taught him betrayal, coercion, and oppression.

When his father domestically abused his mother, he could only escape the beating by hiding in the closet.

Dad gambled, cheated, and he saw him bring a strange woman home more than once, all of which left a shadow in his heart.

He always felt that he was not qualified to fall in love with someone. His love was strong and suffocating.

Huo Jiusi is a child who grew up in a happy family. Her views on love come more from her parents, so she is independent and strong.

Fu Xichuan covered his face, only feeling pain.

He found that no matter how hard he tried, he still couldn't get rid of the shadow left by his parents. This is the sorrow left to him by his original family, and it is an incurable pain.

No matter how rich he is materially, he is inferior in soul.

In this world, lucky people spend their whole lives being healed by their childhood, and unlucky people spend their whole lives healing their childhood. He belongs to the latter.

In this relationship, Huo Jiusi was innocent, she was the one who was forcibly pulled into the quagmire, so he blamed himself and felt guilty, but he couldn't let go.

Shen Shu told him that day that the reason why the moon was willing to shine a little light on him was because she was gentle and kind, not to make him wishful thinking that he could pluck the moon by stretching out his hand.

In fact, he really wanted to refute the other party. This point of view is incorrect.

All the efforts he made were to get closer to the moon. Even if he failed in the end and the moon was still far away, he became a person who had seen the light. It was better than living in the mud all his life.

Fu Xichuan coughed twice, covered his face tightly with his palms, and let out a whimper.

He also knew that his love was too low and strong, what he gave her was his loneliness, his darkness, his heart's thirst, he tried to impress him with confusion, danger, and failure, like a desperate gambler.

"Knock knock knock."

Someone knocked on the car window, one after another.

Fu Xichuan quickly raised his head and looked over with scarlet eyes.

Huo Jiusi stood just outside the window, looking at him with a smile, "Xichuan, why did you park the car here for so long?"

It turned out that she saw it upstairs, so she walked down.

Fu Xichuan was like a child whose secret had been discovered. He wiped his eyes in embarrassment, and then opened the car door, "Jiu Si, I just miss you a little."

Huo Jiusi turned his head to look at him, and stretched out his hand to test his forehead, "Do you have a fever again? Didn't you just see him during the day?"

"I just think about it every minute. I started thinking about it as soon as you left."

He grabbed her hand, and the two walked upstairs.

Huo Jiusi followed behind him, looked at his shoulder, and smiled slightly.

When the two returned to the room, Fu Xichuan didn't care about other things, pressed her against the door panel, and began to kiss her.

Huo Jiusi couldn't move, he could only slowly reach out and put his arms around his waist.

Fu Xichuan seemed to have obtained some kind of acquiescence, and eagerly broke through the last line of defense, and put his head on her shoulder in satisfaction.

"Xichuan, are you in a bad mood?"

Fu Xichuan didn't speak, and buried his face in her neck.

After tossing and tossing for about an hour, he carried him to the bed, turned over and planned to continue.

Huo Jiusi was already a little tired, and raised his neck, "I'm a little tired, let's stop here tonight."

Fu Xichuan tightened his grip on her instantly, looked up at her, "Jiu Si, did I put a lot of pressure on you?"

Huo Jiu wanted to turn over, but was held down by him, unable to move, "No, you are fine."

"Really?"

His tone was full of hope, and his eyes slowly widened.

Huo Jiusi smiled, and rubbed his head with his hands, "Well, Xichuan is fine, and it is because you are fine that I am with you."

"Nine thoughts."

Fu Xichuan hugged her, the corners of his mouth curled up, and the tails of his eyes raised, "Jiusi, I'm very happy that you think so."

Huo Jiusi looked at the ceiling and put his arms around his neck.

She is not a fool, she can feel that Fu Xichuan is extremely unconfident in love, his clinginess, his suspicion all mean that he is not confident.

"Jiusi, I'm actually not good. When I knew I liked you, I thought, I'm going to ruin you, I'm going to dirty your body, I'm going to make you stay with me for the rest of your life, My heart is always suppressed and tumbling with dark thoughts. In fact, since I was a child, there are many boys who want to confess to you, but I don’t like them, so I fought with them and beat them away. I’m afraid They come to pester you, and they are also afraid that you have a boyfriend. What I said in the villa that day was false. I don’t want to let you go. I want to possess you for the rest of my life. Jiusi, sometimes even the rain hits you I'm all jealous, I think everything about you is mine."

These words that he suppressed for a long time finally spoke out.

That's right, his love has always been like this, it's so heavy that it's hard to breathe.

Huo Jiusi put his hand on his head, patted it lightly, and said nothing.

In fact, she knew that Fu Xichuan drove away those boys who came to confess, but she thought that this brother was just trying to protect her, so she just turned a blind eye.

Later, Fu Xichuan confessed to her that she was really flustered, the first time she was so flustered, so she couldn't wait to escape abroad and cut off all contact.

She thought that he would soon forget that he was still a high school student at that time, and the depth of love he could have was nothing more than the ignorance of his youth.

But I didn't expect that he would persist for so long.

"Jiusi, can you make our relationship public? It's called love when we are together publicly. If only two people know about it, it's flirting."

His tone was aggrieved, and while rubbing against her, he said coquettishly, "Are you okay? Jiu Si."

Huo Jiusi also has weaknesses, and her weakness is that she can't bear Fu Xichuan's showing weakness and acting like a baby.

(End of this chapter)