Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 111 Why Are You Teasing Her Again?

Different from the previous life, it seems that everything has changed quietly.

However, this change made her unable to control it at all; because it was not within her cognition.

Why is this so?
Why is this happening?

No one came to tell her, no one came to answer for her.

At this moment, she is so confused and at a loss.

She didn't know how to move forward, she couldn't tell what she was doing at the moment.

"Princess, princess?" Along the way, Yu Qinghua was in a state of distraught. When he arrived at the Duke of Wu's mansion, Dong'er called her several times, but she didn't respond.

Dong'er is at a loss, why her princess went to Jixianju, and she seems to have a lot of worries when she comes back, it is really unpredictable.

"Princess, princess? We're here." Dong'er couldn't help reaching out and gently pushing Yu Tsinghua twice after saying this.

This time Yu Tsinghua finally came to his senses.

Looking at Dong'er with embarrassment, he asked, "What's wrong?"

Dong'er flattened her mouth: "Princess, I don't know what you are thinking. When you came out of Jixian's residence, you looked out of your mind. It's all here at the mansion. You haven't noticed that Dong'er called you." You didn't even hear so many voices. Hmph, seeing you like this, Dong'er is really going to die of anger."

After listening to Dong'er's words, Yu Qinghua frowned unconsciously. What's wrong with her? It's always like this. If this trend continues, maybe one day, she will really become an idiot.

Self-deprecating smile: When did she fall to this level in Tsinghua University?Can't even see your own heart clearly?What is she confused about?What the hell is she thinking?
Hehe, really, she doesn't look like her anymore.

Sometimes, even she herself doesn't know what she is doing.

Yu Qinghua, you are really going crazy.

She said so to herself.

Do you still remember what your first thoughts were?

In her previous life, she died with hatred in such a posture, and in this life she turned around again. She finally understood everything, she wanted revenge, she wanted to change everything, she wanted everyone who had wronged him to be punished accordingly, and she wanted to stop everything that caused him to suffer. The things she regretted unceasingly happened, she wanted to abandon that cowardly and humble self, she wanted a brand new Yu Tsinghua, wanted to make herself stronger, and wanted to give a safe environment to the people she wanted to protect.

She thought a lot, and thought about all the things she didn't dare to think about in her previous life.

Because she is familiar with history, because she knows what will be waiting for her next step after this step.

She had come back to this world with such confidence.

Originally, everything should develop according to what she wanted. Originally, she should know everything well.

It was supposed to be like this, but God played tricks on her again.

The mother and concubine died, and the process changed, and everything after that seemed to be different from the previous life.

Su Huaci suddenly intervened in her life, and Gu Fengwan, an untraceable monk with hair, was always connected with her inexplicably.

She and Xiao Qin will eventually separate.

All of this seemed to show her that everything had changed.It has become no longer familiar to her, it has become impossible for her to guess what will happen in the next moment, it has become unpredictable for her, and it has become unprepared.

All of this seems like God is playing with her, giving her a new life, but not giving her the ability to know the future; isn't she still the same as before?

So, what exactly is she here now?
Nothing can be done, nothing can be changed, what is she doing?
Bewildered?Are you intimidated by the unknown in front of you?
Is this her still the original one?Can she still be the noble and invincible emperor back then?
Why is she fussing about this here?Why should she bother with those trivial matters?Why did she become so indecisive?What is she afraid of?
Yu Qinghua suddenly realized that the current her is about to become not her.

Just thinking about it is terrifying, if it continues like this, what will happen to her?What will happen in the end?
Is this what she wants?Is this what she wants to see?

If it is really like this, then she would rather not have been reborn.

She doesn't want to be like this, she doesn't want to be like this.

She is Yu Qinghua, the noble emperor's daughter Yu Qinghua, the father's eldest daughter Yu Qinghua, the eldest princess of a great merchant and Qinghua, who is the most proud and most powerful Yu Qinghua.

No one can stop her from moving forward, no one can change her original intention.

No matter who it is, no matter if it is Su Huaci or Gu Fengwan, Xiao Qin or Wu Yue; no matter who it is, it cannot make her heart shake in the slightest.

It seems that her heart has been idle for long enough, damn it, she has to wake up early, she can't be like these days anymore, she doesn't want to feel that state again.

Yes, she is Yu Tsinghua, and she is not someone who can be easily swayed by others. She must recognize this fact, which belongs to the most persistent part of her heart.

After thinking about everything clearly, Yu Qinghua suddenly laughed, and in an instant, he put aside all the pictures in his mind, Su Huaci's, Xiao Qin's, Gu Fengwan's, and Wu Yue's...

Now, these people have all disappeared from her heart.

Finally relieved, Yu Qinghua smiled at Dong'er indifferently, and said: "Let's go in." After finishing speaking, regardless of Dong'er's surprise, he directly walked into the gate of Duke Wu's mansion.

After thinking about everything clearly, Yu Tsinghua, who had already made up his mind, had a good night's sleep, and woke up early the next day, full of energy.

Yu Qinghua sat in front of the dressing table, letting Dong'er's skillful hands work on her hair.

Facing the bronze mirror, Yu Qinghua saw himself in there, his skin was like creamy fat, and his face was like a peach blossom, what a good appearance!
Yu Qinghua slowly stretched out his hand to caress her face gently. When she moved, the person in the mirror also moved, but Yu Qinghua suddenly became confused. Is this her the real her?Is the person in the mirror really her?So, who is she?Why did she come to this world?For what?The emotion welling up from the bottom of her heart made Yu Qinghua very puzzled. She felt that she seemed to be unable to distinguish between reality and illusion at this moment.

He sighed helplessly again, finally turned his face away and stopped looking at the bronze mirror, but the depression in his heart could no longer be shaken off.

A quarter of an hour later, Yu Tsinghua finished washing up, and then he walked towards Mrs. Su's yard with Dong'er.

These days, she has to get up early every day to greet Mrs. Su, and it has become a habit now.

When she reached the corner of the corridor, she saw a white dress again, and at that moment, she looked there again uncontrollably.

Gu Fengwan's long hair was tied up, he pointed a string of rosary beads, his eyebrows were lowered, and he stood there with a very calm face, staring at her with clear eyes, as if waiting for her to pass by.

There was only a flash of stiffness on Yu Tsinghua's face, but she soon returned to normal, and then she put on a gentle and generous smile, and said calmly, "Why did Master Wuchen get up so early?"

"Wait for you." The light tone was different from the enchanting one that night, but it made Yu Qinghua's heart skip half a beat.

She pretended not to care and said: "Oh? What is Master Wuchen waiting for me?"

Her eyes seemed to glance at him inadvertently, but she saw the corner of his mouth slightly raised, and said: "Farewell."

farewell?

Yu Tsinghua frowned subconsciously, he said goodbye, did he mean to leave?
As if knowing what Yu Qinghua was thinking, Gu Fengwan's smile gradually dissipated, and she heard him say in a nice voice: "Since I have met the princess, the poor monk will not stay any longer and leave."

While speaking, Gu Fengwan twirled the rosary slightly with his fingers, then turned around, his long black hair was blown up by the morning wind, and before she could see clearly, his figure had already disappeared in the depths of her eyes.

really gone?

A trace of disappointment appeared in her heart, Yu Qinghua smiled wryly, it seemed that she would spend some more time to completely cut off contact with him.

"Dong'er, let's go."

Yu Qinghua withdrew her gaze, no longer looked at the place where Gu Fengwan left, but walked towards her grandmother's residence with a smile.

She lived in Duke Wu's mansion for more than half a month, and the day when she left Tsinghua University and Jiji was coming soon, so she naturally couldn't live here any longer.

Although Mrs. Su was very reluctant to part with her, knowing that she shed tears when she was going back to the palace, she still had to go back.

After packing all the luggage thoroughly, Yu Qinghua also felt a sense of reluctance in his heart under the scene where the whole of Wu Guogong's mansion was sending him off.

Yu Qinghua turned his head and looked at the people in Wu Guogong's mansion one by one.

The leader is Mrs. Su, she is looking at herself with eyes full of tears at the moment, Yu Qinghua stretched out her hands to hold Mrs. Su's hand, and said softly: "Grandma, Tsinghua is going back, no matter what, please You have to keep your health, Tsinghua University will come back to see you when you have time."

While talking, Mrs. Su's face was moved again, she said: "You can go back at ease, my old lady is used to being alone, these days you have been with me enough, it's just that you suddenly Once I leave, I'm still a little bit reluctant, it's all right, you don't have to worry about my old lady, as long as it takes a while, it will be fine."

Having said that, Yu Qinghua could see her strong support, and for a while, he didn't know what to say.

Yu Qinghua looked at his grandfather. Although Old Master Su did not appear to be bursting into tears like Mrs. Su at the moment, it was not difficult to see that he was also pretending, just like a man with a strong appearance like him, in fact The heart is the weakest.

Yu Qinghua bowed to Lord Su, and said: "Tsinghua is leaving, please take care of yourself, old man, and don't drink too much alcohol, it will hurt your health."

Old Master Su forced a smile, and said: "You can go back at ease, don't worry about me, my old bones are still strong."

Seeing what he said, Yu Qinghua couldn't say anything more, so he could only smile with him.

At this time, the eldest uncle Su Yuheng and the younger uncle Su Yuhen, who had been standing aside for a long time, came forward with a smile. The eldest uncle Su Yuheng was still so gentle. He looked at Yu Tsinghua for a long time before he became gentle. He said: "Hua'er is already grown up, so I don't need my uncle to worry about it anymore. Once I go back this time, I will become a big girl. It's a pity that my uncle is busy with many things, so I'm afraid I won't be able to watch you perform the coronation ceremony with my own eyes."

After finishing speaking, he sighed alone: ​​"I think back then, when your mother was as old as you, I was the one who watched her perform the crowning ceremony. In just a blink of an eye, you have grown so big, really, ah .”

Amidst Su Yuheng's emotions, Yu Qinghua also revealed a trace of sadness. Presumably, her eldest uncle must have thought of her mother, Su Jinxi, again because of seeing her.

(End of this chapter)