Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 132
Yu Qinghua hugged him tremblingly, hugging him so hard, so tightly, she was in his arms, the two of them were close to each other, Gu Fengwan's pleasant smell was always lingering on the tip of her nose, never Disperse.

"Qingqing..." he called her, his voice was no longer as calm as water, but it was charming.

"Qingqing..." He called her again and again, but she trembled even more, tears gushed out like a spring, and she couldn't stop.

"What should I do, what should I do..." Yu Qinghua said with tears in his voice.

"It's over, it's over... I have nothing to do, what to do, I don't know what to do..." She cried, her voice trembling.

"This way, this way...it's already like this..."

"How would you know, how would you know...I like you so much...how would you know...I really like you...but I don't want to like you, I don't want to...what to do... I don't want to like you..." She opened her mouth almost without hindrance, Yu Qinghua was crying and talking, her trembling was no longer slight, she couldn't control the tears gushing out, she Her voice was almost hoarse, and she cried like this: "How can this happen, how can this happen...I don't want to like you...but how can this happen...What to do, what to do...I'm done, It's over... I'm going to die, I'm going to die... I'm done..."

"You know, you know, I like you... But you don't know, you don't like me, why do you treat me like this, why do you touch me, why do you call me Qingqing, why do you treat me like this ...you don't like me, you don't like me, why do you treat me like this...you don't know anything, you don't know anything...you don't know how much I don't want to like you, how much I don't want to...but I control I can't control myself, I can't control..."

"I miss you, I miss you, I miss you every day and night, I miss you like crazy... I miss your breath, I miss your smell, I miss your face, I miss everything about you... Crazy, crazy, I'm crazy...but it's not going to get better, I'm crazy, I can't control myself...I'm dying, I'm dying...I forget what to do, I forget who I am, Forget everything, I'm dying..."

"Gu Fengwan, you are a monster... why did you appear in front of me, why did you bewitch me like this? Why did you turn me into this... why, why... what should I do, what should I do... you Tell me, what should I do..."

Yu Tsinghua's voice came out again and again, crying again and again, she completely abandoned herself, completely confused, she was crying, shouting, her hair was messy.

"Qingqing..."

Suddenly, Gu Fengwan's clear voice came out, interrupting her chaotic and incoherent speech.

"Good." He murmured softly, stretched out his slender fingers and slowly stroked her cheek, he looked at her gently, his voice seemed to come from a distant time and space: "Qingqing..."

Yu Qinghua obeyed him like this, she stopped crying, she even forgot to breathe, only those tears kept flowing.

His fingers gently wiped her cheeks, and the tears were wiped away. He looked at her as calmly as water, without blinking.

"Are you really happy with me so much?" His voice was soft, as if he was asking, but also as if he was whispering, making people just immersed in it and unable to extricate themselves.

"In front of you, are you thinking of me so much?" Further, he opened his mouth like this.

"Really, are you going to die already?" He pressed on step by step, and every word he said made her feel at a loss.

"Qingqing..." a charming voice called her.

"Tell me, huh?"

Gu Fengwan's fingers slowly touched Tsinghua's cheeks gently, she was so dazed that she didn't know how to respond.

"Hey, tell me." He spoke again.

"Are you really happy with me so much? Tell me." Although the voice was extremely soft, it was also full of irresistible toughness.

"I...I..." Yu Qinghua's lips trembled, Lilac's uvula trembled slightly, she didn't know how to answer him, she didn't know how to answer.

"I... um..."

Yu Qinghua replied at a loss: "I want to escape, but I can't escape, I can't escape..."

"Heh." Gu Fengwan smiled lightly.

"Qingqing, don't think about escaping anymore, you won't be able to escape... Just be happy with me like this..." He groaned softly like this, and the corners of his mouth turned up a bit.

"I don't want it, I don't want it..." Yu Qinghua said tremblingly.

"I can't, I can't, I can't like you anymore, I can't be like this anymore...I don't want, I don't want...I don't want to like you anymore, I don't want to..." She said this like sad, but His hands were tightly wrapped around his waist, and he refused to let go no matter what.

"Qingqing..." Gu Fengwan's slender fingers brushed across her forehead, his voice was like a seductive fairy.

"How about being with me?" Gently, he said indifferently.

She raised her head abruptly, just like that, froze there.

He said: How about being with me?
He actually said that, he actually said that?
How could he, how dare he say that?

But, it's true, it's true, he said to her like this, "It's good to be with me." He knows that she won't regret it even if she dies immediately with just his words.

He also knows that when he speaks to her like this, it is tantamount to pushing her to perdition. She may, because of these words, never be able to turn around from now on; he also knows that when he speaks to her like this, she will Unable to bear it, she will think that she is dreaming, everything in the dream is beautiful, everything is gratifying and joyful, but once she wakes up from the dream, there is nothing left, no beauty, no joy , nothing left, only endless darkness and bitterness left.

So, how could he say such things to her, how dare he say such things to her?

Does he know that in this case, since he said it, he has no right to take it back?Does he know that in this case, since he said it, he will really do it?He knew that, since he said it, it was already too late, and he could no longer repent...

Gu Fengwan, you can't take it back, you can't regret it...

Me too, I won't make you regret anymore...

He said, "How about staying with me?"

Yu Qinghua hugged him tightly, tears of joy filled the corners of her lips, she said: "You can't regret it...you can't regret it...you can't regret it if you say that..." She hugged him with all her strength, as if she was afraid that he would disappear. She cherished him so much, was so afraid, and was so at a loss.

"You can't regret it, you can't..." The voice whispered, repeated, saying the same words over and over again.

Gu Fengwan was hugged so hard by her, the corners of his brows were gentle, and he said softly: "Qingqing, be careful with your arms."

But Yu Qinghua didn't seem to hear half of it, and continued to hug him tightly with the arm that was bandaged by him just now, Gu Fengwan smiled lightly, worrying about gains and losses for her.

"I don't know who you are." After a while, Yu Qinghua finally opened his mouth, his voice sounded very displeased.

Gu Fengwan hesitated for a moment, then smiled and said, "What does Qingqing want to know?"

Yu Qinghua raised her head and looked at him. Her eyes were swollen from crying, and she could still see some blurred shadows. Now, she couldn't see clearly. She squinted her eyes and pointed in his direction: "You are Gu Fengwan .” She spoke like this, her voice was firm and unquestionable.

Gu Fengwan helplessly raised the corners of his lips: "Well, I'm Gu Fengwan."

Yu Qinghua shook his head in dissatisfaction, and said firmly again: "You are Gu Fengwan."

Gu Fengwan smiled lightly: "I am."

Yu Qinghua bit her lower lip lightly with her white teeth, exerted a little force, and finally said in a muffled voice: "You are Gu Fengwan...you are Gu Fengwan, you are just Gu Fengwan..."

Speaking of this, she hugged his arm slightly harder again, and he heard her hoarse voice say again: "You are Gu Fengwan, you are just Gu Fengwan...you are not Wuchen...I hate Wuchen ...You are Gu Fengwan...just Gu Fengwan..."

Hearing this, Gu Fengwan was stunned. He looked at her fixedly, at her dissatisfied, bored, at her so stubborn, repeating over and over again that he was just Gu Fengwan, she said He is not Wuchen, she said she hates Wuchen...

Are you afraid...

Afraid that he is Wuchen, afraid of facing Wuchen...

Is that right?

He is Gu Fengwan, he is just Gu Fengwan... Is this what she wants?

She was so curious about everything about him, but she didn't ask anything about him, and she only had one wish, that is, that he was just Gu Fengwan...

As long as this is all right?

For some reason, Gu Fengwan only felt a sudden feeling in his heart that he had never felt before, such a strange stalk in his heart, which never dissipated for a long time.

(End of this chapter)