Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 148
She couldn't be with him, couldn't hold his hand openly and openly, talked to him about her love, cooked wine and drank with him, couldn't hold hands with him, never parted from each other , There is no way to be like the world, telling him loudly that you want to be with him forever, and you want to be in his arms forever...

She can't do it, she can't do it...

She can't marry, she can't marry someone else...

Because, he won't marry her, he can't marry her...

If so, if she married someone, and that person would not be him, then what would she do?
She will die, will die...

How could she marry someone, how could she marry someone else, how could she abandon him and marry someone else...

He can't marry her, he can't marry her, so what if he can't marry her?

So what?

As long as she doesn't marry, as long as she stays where she is...

She is willing to stand in the same place all the time, she is willing to watch his back all the time like this, she is willing to do this, she is willing to be that person who cannot be known by the world, she is willing to do this, she is willing to be for him, and not marry anyone.

She was afraid, she was afraid... Feng Wan, Feng Wan... She was obsessed with this name in her heart, and suddenly she was full of courage, she was so rebellious, so fearless, just for this, just not to marry anyone , if forced her, she thought, she would definitely be shattered, definitely...

"You, you..." Yu Chongxuan was irritated by Yu Qinghua's attitude, he just glared at her angrily, pointed at her, but couldn't say a word.

Wu Yue consciously mocked, smiled helplessly, and then said to Chongxuan: "Since this is the case, no matter how much Wu Yue said, it would be unintentional... Please don't get angry, just talk to the princess nicely, Wu Yue will leave now. .”

Yu Chongxuan showed a slightly better expression towards Wu Yue, and said: "My son, please go back first, what happened today really made your son laugh, please go back and have a rest, don't just pay attention to your unhappiness because of what happened today."

Wu Yue nodded with a wry smile, and got up: "Thank you, Your Majesty, for your concern. Wu Yue is fine. Originally, Wu Yue himself was too sentimental and had nothing to do with the eldest princess. Wu Yue knew that he couldn't get into the eldest princess's heart, so he would resign himself to the difficulties." Retire, please don't blame the eldest princess because of Wu Yue."

Yu Chongxuan sighed slightly when he heard the words: "My son has a heart, but my daughter is not blessed."

Wu Yue shook his head again and didn't say much. Turning around, he saw Yu Qinghua's unshakable, stubborn expression of seeing death as home, kneeling there with his back straight. For some reason, his heart was so... the pain...

It was a feeling like a world away, the kind of pain and emotion engraved into the muscles and bones, which made him unable to breathe smoothly for a moment. Looking at her beautiful and beautiful face, he almost shed tears, and he didn't know What happened to me, and where did this familiar feeling come from.

Obviously, he didn't have a deep relationship with her. To him, she should have been just a stranger. He was the prince of Wu, but she was the eldest princess of the enemy country.

He and her should have nothing to do with each other, they should have nothing to do with each other.

But why, why every time he sees her, he feels a heartbreak that hurts to the bone, and the feeling of wanting to hold her in his arms?

What's wrong?what happened to him?
The heir of King Wu who has always been unrestrained, and Wu Yue who has never touched a single leaf among thousands of flowers, what happened this time?
Why is he like this?

When did it start?

He remembered, as if it was from the first time we met, from the first time he saw her, from the time when that beautiful face was imprinted in his eyes...

The moment we first met, his heart was together almost instantly, the pain made him overwhelmed, the pain made him want to cry, the pain made him want to pull her in front of him and question him, he wanted to Ask her, he wants to ask her... what he wants to ask her, he doesn't know...

What happened to him?
No source, no warning, what happened to him?
Had he known her since long ago?Did he already have her?Has he loved her for a long time?Did he...was he acquainted with her in the previous life?

Why, he actually felt that he had known her for a long time...

If it wasn't the acquaintance in the previous life, if it wasn't the love of the past, then why did he feel a pain in his bones when he first saw her?Why does he have so many feelings for her?Why did he just want to cry when he saw her?Why...why did she make him so at a loss, making him look like a moth to a fire, even though he knew she was a very hot fire.He still wants to fly towards her obsessively, until he dies.

What's even more frightening is that he can't control himself, he can't control himself at all... What's wrong with him, what is it...

Wu Yue, Wu Yue, are you stupid too?

Yes, yes, he is stupid, he must be... If not, why would he become like this, would become like this...

Yu Tsinghua, who are you?Who is it, and why did I become like this, make me like this, so unbearable...

Wu Yue has always known that Yu Tsinghua's side will never lack excellent men. He has always known that, so he never thought about what he would do with her. He never imagined that one day, she would be with her. When he is together, she will marry him, have children with him, live with him, stay with him, never leave each other...

He didn't think about it, not because he didn't want to think about it, but because this dream, this idea was too beautiful, he didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid, before he could think about it, this perfect dream would still be broken, and he couldn't With such pain, he could not face such cruel reality.

How could he fall in love with her?How could he fall in love with her?
He didn't know, he really didn't know, he didn't know why he became like this, he became like this, he couldn't figure it out, he couldn't see through it...

From the first time they met, he knew that he was destined to be crazy about her for the rest of his life.

But it was very strange, strange that he didn't find it abrupt at all, he actually took such a change for granted, as if it had been going on for a long time, and there was never anything wrong with it.

It seems that he loves her so obsessively, loves her, guards her, there is nothing wrong, it has been a long time, he seems to have loved her like this, loved her, guarded her since a long time ago... …

It's really strange, where does this feeling come from?

Why exactly?
He doesn't know, he doesn't know anything...

He only knows that he is willing, he is willing to do this, he is willing to do this for her, for her, he is willing to do anything, even if it means asking him to die, even so...he is willing.

But it's strange, it's really strange, vaguely, he always feels that he really seems to have died for her once, that he was really willing to die for her, he will not be afraid, he is willing to die.

Where did that feeling of absurdity come from?After all, where did it come from?

Why did this happen, why did he have these strange feelings, what happened to him?
Ever since he met her, he has been crazy, completely crazy...

When he heard that she was going to break off the engagement with Xiao Qin, his first reaction was to be excited. As Xiao Qin's friend, it seemed that he was very unreasonable and really unmannered, but he couldn't deny that he was so happy , almost cried with joy, but he was so happy...

But after he was happy, he started to worry again. How could he never imagine that even without Xiao Qin, she could still have someone else, and she would still marry someone else. If so, how could he be happy?
She won't be his, he won't marry him...

He thought so.

However, suddenly, he had a bold idea, who said she would never marry him?Who said she wouldn't be his?Who said she wouldn't be with him?
No one said that, only he himself has always thought so. He has always imagined himself outside her circle, but he has forgotten that if she does not leave that circle, he can still enter. If she does not come, he will be alone. Then he can go to her.

After thinking it over clearly, he was really overjoyed and excited, which means that he is also qualified to pursue her now?

It's like this, it's like this...

Therefore, ever since Yu Tsinghua entered the Anguo Palace for Qingxiu, he has been waiting, waiting, waiting for the day when those three months are over, waiting for the difficult three months to pass, and he will immediately set off to enter the palace. palace……

He counted the days day by day, day by day really felt like years, and finally, let him spend these long three months.

He went to the palace with great excitement, and he went to propose marriage to her.

He waited for this day for a long time, and he was also worried for a long time. He thought about countless results, some good and some bad, but all of them turned into bubbles when the real moment came. Reality was shattered into a million pieces.

She said so sternly that she didn't want to marry him, her words were like sharp knives, slashing in his heart again and again, leaving wounds that could never heal again.

The reality is actually more cruel than imagined, she is so absolute.

Now, he stared deeply at her beautiful face again, the pain in his heart became deeper and deeper, until the pain made him almost faint, he finally came back to his senses, tried his best to restrain himself from looking at her, and then, He lifted his foot, passed her, and walked straight to the gate of the palace.

Behind him, the one he passed was the person he would never be able to touch, even if that person was the one he loved with all his strength.

In the Hall of Supreme Harmony, Yu Qinghua knelt on the ground, and the seat of honor was her father, the emperor of the great merchants, Yu Chongxuan.

At this moment, Yu Chongxuan looked at Yu Qinghua full of anger, and he asked her sullenly: "Are you still determined to break off the engagement with Xiao Qin?"

Yu Qinghua nodded heavily, his voice was neither humble nor overbearing, and he replied very clearly: "Yes."

Yu Chongxuan took a deep breath, tried to suppress the anger in his chest, and asked her: "Why?"

why?
Yu Qinghua suddenly raised her head and looked at her father with an extremely helpless expression. She looked at her and smiled faintly. She said, "Father, do you love your mother?"

She said: Father, do you love your mother?
As soon as this remark came out, Yu Chongxuan immediately froze where he was. He looked at her, staring slightly, looking a little at a loss. He didn't know how to answer her question.

Xier...

This person who made his breathing hurt just thinking about it... Does he love her?
Love……

nature is love...

If not, he would not have tortured her for so many years, and he would not have tortured himself for so many years... Knowing her departure, he suddenly woke up, and he realized how much he loves her, how much he loves her... Unfortunately, it was already too late ...

He failed her in this life, and it was destined to become an indelible regret in his heart. That regret turned into a surge of grief, which made him unable to breathe smoothly day and night.

"You, why would you ask such a question?" Yu Chongxuan said with a look of annoyance after sweeping his unnatural face.

However, Yu Qinghua only smiled slightly. She looked at him and said, "Father, you love your mother..."

She knew that his father loved her mother and queen.

Yu Chongxuan frowned slightly when he heard this, and angrily said: "What do you want to say?"

(End of this chapter)