Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 203 Extraordinarily Sensitive
He violated his original oath, and because of the mission on his shoulders, he had to be the door-to-door son-in-law, and went to a woman he didn't love.

In order to gain power, he went into battle for southern Xinjiang and fought bloody battles.

He even broke away from the original heart of red blood, and everything he did has betrayed the original.

Wouldn't that be more painful to him than killing him?

does it worth?
Yu Tsinghua felt sad...

How could it not be worth it...

In fact, they are all the same, they have survived to this day for the sake of Dashang, and for the sake of Dashang, they can disregard themselves...

Because, when they were born, they were already crowned with such a mission...

She knew what pain and struggle her brothers had gone through in order to wait for this day.

And what about her, what did she do?How much did she do for Dashang?

Yu Qinghua couldn't restrain the sadness in her heart, she stretched out her hand again, and slowly touched Yu Weiran's cheek with her fingertips, looking at the scar, she murmured softly: "This was also left at that time Right." He said that he had returned to Dashang under the orders of the emperor's brother, and subdued all the thieves, so this scar is the proof, it is the proof that he became the king of Yinshan.

Her brothers are really all very powerful.

That way, even if she doesn't have any outstanding features, she should feel much better, right?
Such a person is her brother...

What a pride, what an honor...

When I saw Yu Jinyuan again, it had been more than three years since the two siblings parted and reunited.

Yu Jinyuan has changed, whether it's his appearance or the kingly temperament exuding from his body, he has changed a lot. He is no longer the gentle, kind, ignorant prince brother he knew in Tsinghua University's impression. Now he is , is the king of southern border, and the soul in the hearts of warriors in southern border.

Under the leadership of Yu Weiran, Yu Qinghua went to the inn where they stayed in the capital city of Wu Kingdom. The moment Yu Jinyuan opened the door, Yu Qinghua found that his hands and feet were cold.

"Tsinghua..." Yu Jinyuan's beautiful eyebrows and eyes were coated with a layer of soft light. When he saw Yu Tsinghua, the flashing light in his eyes could not escape Tsinghua's eyes. He was dressed in black with gold trim Long gown, long black hair combed up in an orderly manner, that hairstyle is obviously not the hairstyle of the big merchant man she is familiar with, if she guessed correctly, this is the hairstyle of the man from southern Xinjiang.

For some reason, when Yu Qinghua saw Yu Jinyuan like this, he always felt that there was an indescribable weirdness there.

It seems that everything has changed, it is no longer what she is familiar with, whether it is people or things, it will always change, and now, all the things she once owned are now gone.

She heard that Yu Jinyuan married the princess from southern Xinjiang, and asked Yu Weiran about that woman's character.

Yu Weiran just told her that the princess has a gentle personality, is knowledgeable and reasonable, and most importantly, she loves Yu Jinyuan very much, loves her very much...

For Yu Qinghua, this answer is enough, even if the woman is not Yu Jinyuan's love, as long as she loves him, it will be fine, only in this way, she can safely hand over her emperor brother to that woman .

When Yu Weiran proposed to bring her to meet Yu Jinyuan, she hesitated. She didn't know if she could still be as close as she was to the emperor brother who had transformed into the king of Southern Xinjiang to her present self. I don't know if there is such a gap between them now, after all, these three years have been an insurmountable gap.

Yu Tsinghua understands, in fact, everything has changed in three years, no matter who, no matter how caring and important people are, after such a long time of baptism, they will always become, even she, at this moment, She can't go back to the beginning, she is no longer that proud eldest princess, and she is no longer that high-ranking Yu Qinghua.

For her now, a little funny thing can make her laugh, and she will have a lot of small troubles, but her heart is not as broad as it was before. At that time, she only had that kind of hatred in her eyes and heart, so she put it on. There are too many things, and now, those trivial things have been emptied by her.

People who hate, things that hate, national hatred and family hatred, love and hatred, love and hatred, picking up and letting go, are just a thought.

She has hovered on the brink of death twice, the first time, she understood hatred, and made her choose revenge, but in the end, she still fell into the trap that God had arranged for her long ago; the second time , she understands that life is the most important thing, and she also understands that those illusory hatreds are all vanity, and she was finally abandoned by her. Now, she has transformed into a butterfly, understands the beauty of the world, and has gained a new life.

In this life, she thought, she would never fall into that kind of entanglement again, hatred, everything that made her unable to see clearly, and also unable to recognize those who were good to her.

She is destined to be alone all her life, she can't fall in love with anyone, and she will never fall in love with anyone again. Just like now, there is nothing wrong with being alone and free.

So, she finally came to see Jin Yuan calmly, and when she saw him, she was amazed by his maturity, but at the same time, she was also amazed by his transformation, and suddenly remembered that she was so persistent in wanting to protect the country for him , keep the world, keep the throne...

At that time, she tried her best to protect him well, not to let him suffer any harm, and not to let him be stained by the dirty darkness. She hoped that he could always maintain that gentle and peaceful feeling. Chunliang, to become the king of the great merchants and the king of the people, let him describe the country he wants to shape according to his ambition, and lead the people to the direction in his mind.

She was so careful to hide it from him, she didn't want him to know the truth, she was just thinking, let her bear all the filth, let her take over all the conspiracy, and he, as long as he is good , to be his prince, and then ascend the throne as king.

Thinking about it now, she was really stupid back then.

Hehe, that night, Han Tao also derogated her to nothing, which made her almost collapse. Looking back now, he always sees through before her, understands more than her, and also knows better about Jin Yuan. The most appropriate way is to make him understand that all, all choices are left to him, not by her to make choices for him.

Now, is the best proof.

Without her to stop him, Yu Jinyuan has transformed into a king, a king who can deter everyone and convince the soldiers and the common people.

"elder brother……"

Yu Qinghua called out this long-lost address softly, and suddenly felt a surge in his chest.

Yu Jinyuan didn't say much, just looked at Yu Qinghua silently, then, with a soft smile, reached out and stroked the hair on her forehead, and said softly, "Okay..."

Just one word contained all his thoughts and feelings for her.

It's great, she's living a good life; it's great, she still recognizes his brother; it's great, he still has this younger sister; it's great, he can protect her now...

There are too many things to say, Yu Jinyuan doesn't know where to start, he can only keep everything in his heart, and just use this word instead, as if just looking at her like this is enough .

Yes, that's enough...

In the past three years, he has experienced so much, what else is there for him to be dissatisfied with?
In fact, now they also understand that things are different, and everything can't go back to the beginning, but he has been working hard all the time, trying to find their past, the things that they kept giving up.

At that time, the two brothers and sisters were alone in the room, and Yu Jinyuan fixedly looked at Yu Qinghua's Qingcheng face, who had fallen out early, and said softly with relief: "Look, Wu Yue really took good care of you. it is good."

It's not just good, it's really good.

Yu Qinghua remained silent, and Yu Jinyuan smiled: "You are already so old now, hehe, it seems that it's time to find a good family, not to mention the past, now you can match my precious sister There is only this prince of Wu, you treat him..."

"Brother Huang..." Yu Qinghua knew what Yu Jinyuan wanted to say next, so she interrupted him before he finished speaking.

Yu Jinyuan looked at Yu Qinghua, waiting for her to speak.

"Brother Huang, how are you getting along with your sister-in-law?"

Yu Jinyuan was surprised, he didn't expect Yu Qinghua to speak so suddenly.

After his expression faded, he said: "Well, very good, your sister-in-law is a very good person, so..."

"So, you are very happy?" Yu Qinghua looked straight at him without any flicker.

Yu Jinyuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded slowly: "Mmm..."

Are you really happy?
He didn't dare to say anything for sure. His wife, the princess of Southern Xinjiang, he didn't love her, but he didn't hate her either. Although there was no joy to speak of when he was with her, he respected each other like a guest, and the relationship between husband and wife was as smooth as water.

He felt that it was good to be able to do this now, at least, that woman, she was very obedient to him, never going against his will, and obedient to him in everything.

This is already good, already, good...

"Really, you are very happy..."

Yu Qinghua whispered softly: "So, now, do you even want to take advantage of me?"

what……

Yu Jinyuan's froze expression looked a little pale, he couldn't believe it, he just heard what she said just now?
Use, she said he used her...

How come, what use...

"Tsinghua, you, what are you talking about... What are you using, I..."

Yu Qinghua ignored Yu Jinyuan's justification, and just looked at him with a chuckle, and there was a trace of transparency in his eyes that were as clear as water, which made him uncomfortable.

"I heard what my brother said... Now, the king of Nanyang is about to ascend the throne, and you have established your position in southern Xinjiang. At this time, it is the best time to take advantage of the chaos and go back. And you are coming to Wu this time. You want to ask Wu Guo for help, don’t you?”

At this point, Yu Qinghua's expression became strangely gentle to the apex, she looked at Yu Jinyuan, and said in a manly voice: "Brother, are you very unconfident? So, you want to betroth me to Wu Yue... is that right?" ?”

So, this is the result of letting him make his own decision. He is no longer the pure and kind person he was before, and he is no longer her gentle and good brother. Now, she can be his bargaining chip, hehe...

After hearing Yu Tsinghua's words, Yu Jinyuan was horrified for a moment. He frowned and said in a hurried voice: "Tsinghua, why do you think so?"

When had he ever thought of this?How could she think of him like this?
If so, what has become of him?

Send your dearest sister to get married as a bargaining chip in exchange for rescue?
In her heart, he was already so unbearable...

In fact, when he said that, he was willing to betroth her to Wu Yue, and he didn't think about it at all. He just hoped that she could live happily, so he entrusted her to him. However, regarding what she said, He really didn't think about it.

"Heh... If you don't have that kind of thinking, then why do you need to ask more questions, why do you have to support Wu Guo? Have you forgotten that Da Shang and Wu Guo are inextricably opposed? Others will take it away, but I don't want you, His Royal Highness, who has the blood of a great merchant, to rely on Wu Guo to send troops to help you attack the capital."

Yu Tsinghua's words were resounding, and her expression was full of resentment.

Yu Jinyuan was shocked, he had never thought about this, he was not as thorough as his sister.

That's right, as His Royal Highness the Crown Prince of the Great Merchants, how could he seek help from the State of Wu, and then lead troops to attack the Great Merchants?

(End of this chapter)