Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 209
Yu Qinghua looked up at him, and saw that his face was full of difficulties: "Do you know how worried we were when we saw you fell down, Your Highness, he rushed out desperately at that time, he yelled Your name, he snatched you from Xiao Qin's arms, his eyes were red with anger, when he handed you over to me, he solemnly asked me to take good care of you and save you back , I rushed here non-stop, took you with me, and didn't even dare to sleep, for fear that something would happen to you when I fell asleep, I was worried all day long, and during your coma, I was guarding you every day, just hoping You can wake up, because, I want you to see our victory, take back Da Shang, exchange for your glory, I want you to experience the joy of that moment, I want you to see those..."

"Now, I finally waited for you to wake up, but you said this, you said, you want to die?"

Yu Weiran's expression became very distressed, and he tremblingly said to Tsinghua: "Do you know how important your existence is? In the past three years, His Highness fell asleep chanting your name every day. He wants to become stronger, he wants to be able to protect you, he wants to give you peace, he wants to take back Dashang, and he wants to bring you back in a dignified way..."

"When everyone wants to save you, you want to give up yourself... How cruel is it for you to treat others like this? How irresponsible is it for yourself? You want to die for nothing How can you do this? Have you ever considered other people's feelings?"

"In the past, you taught me to take myself seriously and work hard for my dreams, but now, what have you done yourself? In my opinion, you are no longer the strong Yu Tsinghua, that woman She will resist no matter what, she will never say a word of surrender or begging for mercy, but you are so spineless, courageless, committing suicide... Heh, this was simply impossible for Yu Tsinghua in the past The thing is, everyone has only one life, so precious, but you have to give it up..."

When it came to the end, Yu Weiran was choked up, he had never been so moved before, such great sadness and joy made his face pale in an instant.

However, Yu Qinghua's words really made him very sad. He tried so hard to make her wake up, but he never thought that after she woke up, she would say such words.

Yu Qinghua froze at what Yu Weiran said, she stayed there with her mouth slightly open, she was so shocked that she couldn't speak for a while.

what is this……

Yu Qinghua was really shocked...

She had never thought about this before, but why is she so shocked when she hears Yu Weiran say these words now?

No one had ever told her this before...

She has already forgotten what she used to be like, yes, what was she like at the beginning?

At that time, she really pretended a lot in her heart, whether it was people or things, whether it was good or bad, she had pretended a lot. Was she really that strong at that time?
Is Yu Tsinghua standing still?
She once cherished and appreciated so much, God gave her such a chance to be reborn again...

But, looking at her now, what has she done?
Nothing, she didn't accomplish anything, she even wanted to commit suicide...

Not only did she not cherish the rebirth she had so hard to come by, but she even wanted to die several times...

What the hell is she doing?
Yu Qinghua, what are you doing...

Yu Qinghua's shock at this moment made her unable to calm down. She stared blankly at the excited Yu Weiran, opened her mouth for a long time, and finally said, "Brother Ran..."

"Sorry……"

Is she wrong?

Are all the previous thoughts wrong?

When she was sad and frustrated, when she felt that she was betrayed by all relatives, when she felt that life was boring...

She wanted to give up on herself so many times, thought of death, wanted to be free...

Is it all wrong?

So, what are all the previous ones?
For so long, she has always thought that she deserves to die, that she should no longer live in this world, that she has no meaning anymore, no interest in life...

But why would she think that way?

She is Yu Qinghua, the Yu Qinghua who is not afraid of anything and can hold up half the sky...

She used to be so high and mighty, but why, why did she become what she was later?
How could she think of seeking death? Such a cowardly approach is what she disdains the most, but why does she have such thoughts?

Who is Yu Qinghua, and what else is she afraid of?

Looking back, there are still so many people around her guarding her and accompanying her, her imperial brother, brother Ran...

Everyone has always been by her side, even if she gave up on herself, they still insist on her as always...

Even if she is no longer that strong, even if she has no ability to protect everything, they still haven't abandoned her...

Now, she herself abandoned herself...

It seemed that in just an instant, she suddenly understood all this...

The question that has been bothering her for a long time, at this moment, everything suddenly becomes clear...

Yu Qinghua, are you a fool...

"I'm wrong……"

Yu Qinghua suddenly let out a low laugh, and she looked straight at Yu Weiran: "I was so wrong..."

What has she been thinking for so long...

It's so silly...

"Tsinghua, you..." Yu Weiran's face, which was flushed with anger, slowly subsided because of her smile, and he looked at her in a daze, a little at a loss.

——Liu Shiyi poured tea for the two emotional people, let them sit together and chat slowly, have a good chat, and clearly and plainly speak out all the knots and depressions in their hearts for so long.

This night, the light in the small bamboo house was lit until dawn...

In the end, both of them were sleepy, and when Liu Shiyi went into the room to look again, he saw Yu Qinghua lying on the bed, and Yu Weiran was half leaning on the chair, both of them were sleeping soundly.

After reading it, the knot was untied, and both of them could sleep well.

——Two days later, Yu Weiran received a letter from Yu Jinyuan, saying that the army had already entered thirty miles outside the capital city, asking them to join them now.

Yu Qinghua and Yu Weiran each rode a horse. At this time, after many days of rest and recuperation, most of Yu Qinghua's injuries have healed, and she has regained her vitality. Ever since she and Yu Weiran talked about everything that day, she There was finally a smile on his face.

"Tsinghua, it's time for us to get on the road. Let's meet His Highness and the others now, and then we will step into the capital city together." Yu Weiran smiled at Tsinghua, and raised the reins casually.

Yu Qinghua smiled back at him: "Okay."

Liu Shiyi, who was standing by the side, looked at the two of them indifferently, and said in a gentle voice: "Go, don't come back, every time you come, I will have no clean life to live, very annoying."

Hearing this, Yu Qinghua and Yu Weiran looked at each other and smiled.

Yu Weiran laughed and said: "Don't worry, don't worry, I will never bother the genius doctor again. After this farewell, I don't know when we will meet again, so I will leave now. The genius doctor should also take care of himself."

Liu Shiyi only snorted coldly when he heard this, and then said "hmm~" in a nasal voice, and he was right to answer.

Both Yu Qinghua and Yu Weiran waved their hands at Liu Shiyi, then turned around and raised the reins, a wave of dust flew up, and the figures of the two had already walked far away.

Liu Shi also stood there watching the two of them drifting away, slowly raised the corners of his lips, then turned around and returned to his bamboo house.

"We're going back..."

At this time, on the avenue not far outside the capital city, Yu Jinyuan was riding on horseback, looking sideways at Yu Qinghua, his face was full of tenderness and endless emotion.

Yu Qinghua looked back, and behind him were those brave and skilled fighters, all of them were ready to go, and they were full of heroism.

I'm going back, I'm going back soon, big merchants, the capital city, the imperial palace...

There is the homeland where she was born and raised, where she was originally, where she was born, left, then reborn, and left again, and now, she is back again...

Here, there are too many memories of her.A memory that she can't forget, that she can't let go of...

She thought that she would never be able to return here in this life, she thought that she would never be able to set foot here again...

Unexpectedly, now, she can come back here, can still come here...

"elder brother……"

Yu Qinghua's voice also trembled.

"Brother, thank you..."

As she said this, there was a strong warmth between her brows and eyes. Yu Jinyuan looked at her with a smile and said, "Silly girl, thank you."

"Thank you for doing so much, thank you for doing this for Dashang, for protecting the legacy left by your father, for me, and for the people you care about...Thank you for letting me know that I am protected , thank you for allowing me to come back here again in this life..."

She spoke slowly, her expression was so gentle, and her voice was full of emotion, which made Yu Jinyuan slightly stunned.

After a long time, he came back to his senses, looked at her with tenderness in his eyes, and said softly: "Really, silly girl...why do you thank me? I should do these things. I am a man, and I am your elder brother." , also, is also the son of my father, His Royal Highness the Prince of Dashang, I must learn to be responsible, I must support everything, I must protect you, and protect the foundation left by my father... These are all things I do as a person. Man, I should do it, why do you thank me, once, I still need to rely on your protection to live, I have always let you bear all this alone, I feel very ashamed..."

"Tsinghua, you are my sister. I should protect you. No matter what time it is, you should stand behind me instead of standing in front of me. Do you...understand?"

Yu Jinyuan's words refer to Yu Tsinghua's reddish eyes...

Yes, there are so many people around her who care about her, so why is she not satisfied?In the past, what was the reason for those persistence and bravery?

Oh, it seems that she is really stupid...

"Well... I got it, brother. From now on, I will never do such stupid things again. I will entrust my life to you for safekeeping. I will bother you about anything, and I will never hide it from you again." You're gone, and you won't be brave anymore, from now on, you have to protect me." While speaking, Yu Qinghua smiled slightly, then flicked his horsewhip, and with a sound of "drive", he galloped away.

"Come and chase me, let's see who of us can get to the capital first." Yu Qinghua's voice came over, and Yu Jinyuan laughed and chased after me. Behind her, the army marched forward, Kyoto, she coming……

At that time, the King of Nanyang was about to ascend the throne, but the two armies fought and they were defeated. Now, the general situation has been settled, and all the troops of the King of Nanyang are left with the soldiers and horses in the capital city.

The ministers of those forces had already grasped the situation. When the news of Xiao Qin's defeat came, they knew that the Nanyang King's situation was over. He was already waiting at the city gate and opened the city gate for them.

(End of this chapter)