Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 213 Hope To Be With You

"Actually, for the past three years, you have sent people to the country of Wu to inquire about her every day, and asked people to send her information back to you. You care about her so much, but you don't let her know... Every year the princess On her birthday, you always go to see her in person, but she doesn't know that this time, you hurt her leg just to save her, if the princess knew about this, she would die of grief."

What words?

What does it mean to send people to the country of Wu every day to inquire about her in the past three years?What does it mean to visit her in person every year on her birthday?What do you mean by hurting her leg to save her?
Yu Qinghua suddenly thought that two days before her birthday this year, she ran out of Shizi Mansion without notifying Wu Yue, and then went to the market in casual clothes. On the way to the market, she seemed to see a masked person , she thought it was very familiar, so she chased after that man's back at that time, and that man seemed to know that she was looking for him, so he ran very fast and soon disappeared.

Yu Qinghua stood blankly in the market, looked around blankly, but couldn't see the masked man, but suddenly heard someone shouting: "Be careful."

As soon as she turned around, she saw a large carriage driving towards her at a high speed. She stood there in a daze and forgot everything. Her legs and feet seemed to be filled with lead, and she couldn't move.

She really thought it was over.

Just as she closed her eyes in resignation and waited to be hit, suddenly a person rushed up and shielded her with his body. The familiar breath flashed across her nose, and before she had time to recognize it, she heard a " "Crack" sound, and then a suppressed snort sounded in her ears.

Yu Qinghua heard pedestrians around shouting: "I've run over someone, I've run over someone."

Then, she lost consciousness and passed out.

When she woke up, she was in Shizi Mansion. She had nothing to do, but she heard from Wu Yue that she was sent back by a man wearing a mask, and that man was protecting her at that time, and was bumped into him. lame.

Obviously, that person was hit badly, but he didn't leave his name or address, and left without asking anything. For this reason, Wu Yue was still worried for a long time.

At that time, although Yu Qinghua thought it was strange, she didn't think too much about it. She only thought it was the smell when she smelled it at the tip of her nose that day, and it was absolutely impossible for her to be alone.

Now think about it again...

Yu Qinghua felt that she no longer knew how to express her emotions, it was so messy and messy that she almost wanted to hit a wall.

"Dong'er...you can go back and rest." The indifferent male voice said.

"Your Highness...don't be like this anymore. If the princess knows this, it won't be easy. Now that your legs can't walk, if she knows that you became like this to save her, she will definitely not have a good time. Besides, Dong'er understands the princess. Even though she was hurt by you and left at that time, there must still be Your Highness in her heart. The two of you have gone through so much, and now, you shouldn't be separated like this anymore. Now, the King of Nanyang is about to fall, what worries do you have? Maybe your purpose of approaching the princess was not pure at first, but later on, you really fell in love with her. You didn't lie to her about this, and later on She said such decisive words, but she didn't want to drag her down, she just wanted to be cruel and keep her away from you..."

"All along, you have said that you are not worthy of a princess. You think that she will not be happy with you. You think that if she knows your true identity, she will definitely leave you..."

"But, you are wrong. I am very clear about what kind of person the princess is. I understand that for the princess, what is the most important thing is you and only you in her heart. No matter you Whoever it is, no matter what identity you stand in front of her, doesn't she always fall in love with you desperately? Whether it's Su Huaci, or Gu Fengwan...she loves you to the extreme, she can't control it at all Dong'er has served the princess by her side for so many years, but she has never seen her like that, as if she has lost herself and is completely obsessed... A princess like this, a princess who loves you so heartily, How could I choose to leave you?"

Dong'er's words rang in Yu Tsinghua's ears, and Yu Qinghua heard everything verbatim, but why, she couldn't understand, really didn't understand, didn't understand at all...

What did she mean by all that?
Why did she say that?
What are his difficulties?
In order not to let her get hurt, why did he choose to force her to leave?Let her stay away from him, make her no longer like her?Everything was designed by him. In fact, he has always been thinking of her, for her good?
Oh, how is it possible, how is it possible...

What's going on, what's going on...

Dong'er, why on earth did she say those words, why on earth was she here, by this person's side, what happened to her, to speak for him?

how could this be, how could this be...

She doesn't understand, she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand anything...

"Ah……"

Faint laughter spread in Tsinghua's ears.

"You said, how can I not understand... It's just that I never thought that one day, I would fall in love with her. Oh, how can a person like me deserve someone to like? If you are good for her , and shouldn't want her to be with me..."

His unique and elegant voice was very confusing, but Yu Qinghua couldn't figure out what he meant when he said it.

"Do not……"

"It is precisely because Dong'er knows everything between you and what kind of person you are that she wants you to be together. Dong'er also understands that if the princess knows this, she will definitely be with you regardless. Together, because she has always been with you in her heart, and has never forgotten..." Dong'er's voice was low, with a hint of tranquility, and Yu Qinghua listened to their conversation in a daze, but she had already forgotten why she would here.

"I am an unclean person. I have never thought of being with anyone in my life. Heh, I was born to be a joke... How could you imagine that when the old man I called Aon trembled with his dirty hands When his hand touched my body, how I looked at him coldly, I never resisted from the beginning to the end, because I knew that it was my life, and I couldn't escape."

His voice was deep and indifferent, but there was a hint of inexplicable meaning in it, Yu Qinghua's eyes widened when he heard it, and he even forgot to breathe.

"Born, I was destined to be a deceitful evildoer. This is what Ah Weng told me. To me, it doesn't matter, because this life was given to me by him, and he allowed me to survive. Therefore, this The body is not mine, but his. If he wants it, I will give it to him... I have never seen my mother, huh, no, it should be said that in my memory, there is no concept of mother. A ridiculous woman, after sleeping with her father's male favorite, she was put under house arrest by her father and fed medicine until she gave birth to a filthy child and died of bleeding, oh, and I am the filthy child..."

"I have wondered since I was a child, why everyone has parents, but I have nothing, Ah Weng told me that I was born alone, I have no parents, so I will never ask such stupid questions... …Ah Weng, that man is extremely dirty, I can still remember his obscene face, his skinny appearance, but he always drools at my body, heh, it’s really disgusting.”

"Actually, I hate him, so after he died, I ordered someone to stomp him and feed him to the dogs... He wanted me to recognize my father, um, it was his male favorite, he The man I used to like the most, so he taught me the disguise technique and asked me to learn the charm technique. The mask I made is the appearance that man likes the most. It is said that it is the appearance of my mother..."

"I took over A Weng's Anxiangmen. In fact, I didn't have to do what he thought, but I still went. Naturally, it was not for him, but because, in my In my heart, in fact, I also hope that the man will die."

"Hehe..." The laughter was so indifferent, so light that it hurts the heart.

"What is the meaning of my life in this world? I can't find a satisfactory answer, so when I tried to charm that man, he who used to hate being other people's favorite boy could not resist the temptation and climbed onto me. Even though he clearly knows that I am the son of him and that woman, his biological son, but this is nothing to him, doesn't he still miss my room every night? "

"I've thought about it, I don't want him to die like that, since he likes the body he created himself, then give it to him, but I want him to get what he wants most, rights, throne... …This is what he wants most. In the past, he could climb onto Aon’s bed for power, an Israeli. Now, I help him climb to the highest point, but when he stands on that highest point, I will pull him down, and I will let him know what is the worst."

"And Ah Weng, in order to thank him for his kindness in nurturing me, I will fulfill his wish and bury this man he loves most next to him, so that they will be entangled to death... Heh, now, I It's almost over..."

After quietly telling these things, Yu Qinghua outside the hall was already stunned. She no longer knew what she had heard...

Was this man, really, the man she knew?

Is it that noble, indifferent, coquettish, wicked... him?
How could it be, how could it be like this...

After all, what is going on?

Who can explain to her what these things are and what they are...

"Heh... Tell me, can I continue to stand by her side like this? Can I still allow her to live forever? I am not what she thinks, no matter who it is, whether it is Gu Fengwan or Su Hua. Ci, that's not me. The real me is extremely dirty, so dirty that I don't even want to touch myself. How can such a disgusting person, such a dirty person, still be by her side? I can make her like it, fall in love with it, oh, it’s really disgusting, if she knows that I am such a person, I don’t know, will she go crazy.”

"Tomorrow, after everything is over, I will leave here. At that time, I will never appear in front of her again, and you will wait here for her. You don't need to say anything. She is already very good now, so there is no need to intervene." Entering my world, this place is too dirty, too filthy, not suitable for her..."

A faint voice sounded quietly, however, he smiled lightly and said, "Heh...it seems that I have said too much. After living for so long, this is the first time I have said so much. Go back and rest. Guard me here, I will take care of myself, these three years, I will trouble you."

"Your Highness..." Dong'er's eyes were red. She looked at the man in front of her. Although she knew what he said, she still felt sorry for him. How could there be someone like this?He was able to say those things so indifferently. How long has he persisted like this?

He, I'm afraid he has never exposed these things in front of others, has he?
(End of this chapter)