Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 220 Gu Feng was born late in life as a seductive goblin

who am I.

This is a doubt that I have had since I was very young. I don't know who I am, and I don't know my identity.

Oh, maybe this is really a very strange thing.

I was brought up by A Weng. Speaking of the old man A Weng, although in my opinion, he has never been serious, but in front of outsiders, he will always be the respected sect master.

Ah Weng taught me to read for the first time and taught me three words: Gu Fengwan.

He said, this is my name.

Gu Fengwan...

Oh, I finally have a name.

A Weng is the head of the sect, and he single-handedly established an intelligence gathering place with a high status in the Jianghu, named Anxiangmen.

When I was young, A Weng taught me martial arts with his own hands. He told me that in the future, I will take over the Anxiangmen, and in the future, my mission will be very heavy.

He never mentioned my parents to me. I asked him about this when I was very young. I asked him why I don’t have a father and a mother. Why do other people’s children have them? The children who played with me There are parents, every time when it gets dark, their mother will come and ask them to go back to eat, and I am the only one standing there watching them leave. At that time, I felt a pain in my heart, I don’t understand, Why does everyone have parents, but I don't.

I remember that after I asked Ah Weng this question, he was very angry. He slapped me to the ground. Ah Weng, dare not say a word again.

A Weng looked at me coldly, and then said in a deep voice: "From now on, please remember that you are a child without father and mother, and you don't need parents. You are born alone. I hear you asking stupid questions like this, and I'll let you know how awesome it is."

I was really terrified at the time, and I didn’t understand why Ah Weng suddenly lost his temper. In my impression, he always had an unruly smile, like an old urchin, but he never got so angry at me. Even so, for some reason, I firmly believe that what he said must be true, and he will do what he says, and if I go against his will in the future, then he will definitely make me die. .

I nodded in panic, my eyes must be full of fear.

Ah Weng saw me like this, immediately frowned, and said coldly: "Put away your useless face, you have no bones, so, in the future, how can I safely hand over the Anxiangmen to you? Look at your appearance, from now on, you will go to the mountains to practice every morning, and you are not allowed to play with those boys, you are no longer a child."

I didn't know what rebuttal was, I just nodded my head blindly.

Except for that room, I was so frightened that my legs were weak, and I went to the mountain the next day. Since then, I have never played with those children again. A Weng said that I am no longer a child, but I remember that I It was only six years old.

I didn't ask about my parents again, because A Weng said that I don't have parents, he said, I was born alone...

Although, I really don't understand why I was born alone without a mother, so where did I come from?
What is the relationship between me and Aon?
These questions have been going on for a long time, and I have gradually forgotten them, and gradually I will not think about them, let alone ask them.

When I was 14 years old, I came down from the mountain, and A Weng took me to the Anxiang Gate, where I met the masters of each hall, and I became their young master.

I began to appear in people's field of vision as the young master of Anxiangmen. There are four halls in Anxiangmen, namely: Yalan Hall, Qionghua Hall, Lengmei Hall, and Haitang Hall.

A Weng handed over Hallmaster Yalan and Haitang to me, and asked them to obey me directly.

The master of Hall Yalan's name is Lan Bi, she is an extremely stable woman, you don't need to worry too much about talking to her, generally speaking, as long as you ask her to do something, she will do it for you quickly.

Hong Ling, the master of Begonia Hall, is a fiery woman just like her name, with a very cheerful personality, even a little weird.

I've never had a problem with them, but to them, I'm the boss, and they have to obey me.

I don't know if my temperament is too deserted, but one day I passed the hall and heard Hong Ling and Lan Bi talking about me.

Hong Ling said that I am too cold-hearted, and I don’t even have a smile on weekdays, but from the outside, I can’t see my true intentions at all. She said that I am too indifferent, maybe because I have deep scheming.

I asked myself, probably since I went up the mountain, I haven’t really smiled. With an expressionless face, it saves a lot of unnecessary trouble, at least it can serve as a warning to others to keep away from strangers. effect.

Maybe it really has been going on for a long time, and I have long been used to showing people indifferently like this. In fact, nothing can surprise me, and it is even more impossible to be overjoyed and sad.

Lan Bi didn't express anything when she heard Hong Ling's words, but said to her: "Master's matter is not something we can discuss indiscriminately."

I still left without a trace. In retrospect, in the eyes of everyone, I was an indifferent person.

When Ah Weng taught me other things, he also began to complain about me. He said that such a cheerful person like him, how could he teach me such a cold-faced person who does not understand the world, ah... It seems that I have not been happy for a long time , except when I was very young, I really laughed when I played with those children. Since then, I have never found anything that can make me laugh happily.

A year after I came to the Anxiangmen, Ah Weng began to teach me the disguise technique.

This is an exclusive secret technique that has long been lost in the Jianghu. In today's Jianghu, no one except Ah Weng knows this secret technique anymore.

In fact, for me, it doesn't matter what I learn, as long as Ah Weng wants me to learn, then I will learn, I will not have expectations, nor will I refuse.

I have learned the disguise technique with Ah Weng for two years, and I have learned all he knows. I made a mask, which is an extremely coquettish face, although Hong Ling and the others said that this face is not as good-looking as the deity However, they would rather I wear that mask, they said, that face just looks good, at least not as boring as myself.

I have been wearing that mask for a long time, facing the mirror, looking at the people there, the enchanting corners of my eyes make my heart flutter, I don't know what it feels like, in short, it is very weird.

Later, A Weng asked me to take this face to the place of fireworks, he said, to let me be contaminated with those dusty atmosphere and tactful accidents.

I didn't understand at the beginning. When I went to a brothel for the first time, when I was hugged by a woman in scantily dressed clothes, I couldn't restrain the disgust in my heart. I missed and beat her to death.

Later, I made troubles in the brothel again and again, Ah Weng helped me settle it time and time again, and then helped me change to another one. If things go on like this for a long time, I might end up being romantic in such a place and deal with it with a smile. From being hugged by women at the beginning, I felt disgusting and weird, to later it was natural, I got used to it, I let it go, and even I would do something to them, which would always make the group of women tremble with laughter.

With that monstrous face on my face, I feel like my whole person will change accordingly. My speech, style, and behavior will all change a lot.

Hong Ling said, when I put on the mask, I really liked women, I was simply a natural seductress.

I smiled and raised the corners of my eyes, and replied to her: "Really?"

Hong Ling would stay there in a daze, her eyes slightly glazed over.

At this time, I thought, I might really be a goblin, but because of another identity, a face has been trapped in my body, unable to come out. Only when I wear this mask can I be liberated.

During this period, I don't know how many women I have met, because I can't remember clearly, I practiced myself on them, and slowly, I became a well-known playboy, a romantic and suave young master.

At this time, Ah Weng suddenly fell ill on the bed for some reason, and I thought he might not be able to survive the next moment and was about to go home.

Sure enough, Ah Weng asked me to see him very soon. When I went to see him, he was already dying of illness, his face turned pale and haggard.

I looked at him indifferently, waiting for his last words.

He reached out to touch my face, but I stood there, but he couldn't reach me no matter what, I didn't move, let him look at me close at hand, but he couldn't get it.

After working hard for a while, he finally gave up and laughed. His thin face became as embarrassed as a withered ghost.

He said: "You, you changed back to this face..."

I didn't say a word, just looked at him. In fact, I knew that he wanted to see me use my original face to see him for the last time, not that extremely enchanting face.

"Really, it really looks like..." A Weng gasped and said, what does he mean by like, I don't know, and I can't tell.

"Come on, come to see me, don't you want to know what I have to say to you, tell you..." A Weng asked me, I just lowered my eyes slightly, still looking at him expressionlessly.

"Ha... You are so annoying... Not cute at all..." Seeing that I didn't answer him, A Weng laughed on his own.

It's really ugly to laugh.

"Aren't you, didn't you always ask me, who are your parents... I want, I'm going to die, so, tell you..."

He said this suddenly, but in fact, I was not interested at all.

"Your mother, your mother...hehe...she, she is my daughter..."

Hearing this, I turned pale suddenly facing him.

"Your father is that beast in clothes, Nanyang King..."

Speaking of this, he laughed even deeper: "Hehe...your father, back then, I loved him deeply...I loved him so much, loved him so much, for him, I could do anything for him, he wanted I can bring him whatever he wants... At the beginning, he was kicked out by his family, if I didn't take him in and help him, how could he be appreciated by the emperor, and how could he become the king of Nanyang... This bitch, this bitch, actually wants to run away from me, ha...he actually got involved with my shameless daughter, it's in vain that I treat him so well..."

"You know, you know how angry I was when I saw the two of them in bed...I loved him so much, but this bitch crawled out of my bed and into that woman's bed ...He actually keeps saying that he loves that woman...Hahaha...I love him so much, I wish I could dig out my heart to him, but what about him..."

"So, so I took the two of them apart..."

Speaking of this, A Weng looked at me with a look of madness, which made me feel sick, but I still stood there without moving.

"I let that bitch go...hehe, you must think I'm kind and want to let him go? No, you're wrong...haha, it's not so easy for me to take advantage of him...just let him be happy first Two days... I knew your mother was pregnant with you, so I let her give birth to you safely... But, I had already put other things in the anti-fetal medicine she drank every day... until the day of labor , you can come into the world safely, but she will die in an avalanche... This is the end of her betrayal of me, this is the end of her shameless seduction... If I want her to die, she will not be able to see you..."

"I raised you and taught you everything. When you were 14 years old, I sent you to the Land of Fireworks to learn all kinds of charms... Hehe, do you know why all this is?"

I know, but I just looked at him coldly, this old man who raised me up, this old man I always called A Weng...

"Zuzu... That night, your taste was really ecstasy... It's no different from your father... Haha, I tasted you first on his behalf... My slave who has been trained so hard, let you serve He, would you like it?"

I seem to remember...

Since when did I stop laughing...

On that day, it was my 14th birthday. A Weng took me to his bathroom. He took off my clothes with his own hands. His hands full of calluses kept stroking my body back and forth. I stood quietly the whole time. There, my body was already icy cold...

There, I seemed to be experiencing an extremely long nightmare, and I couldn't wake up at all...

After that night, I never laughed again...

It was also from that time that when I saw this old man again, I turned my head indifferently. I just felt that if I looked at him more, I would feel dirty...

It's just that I forgot all of these...

Oh, have you forgotten, or don't want to remember...

"Go, I have already arranged for you... Your father, he must have been waiting for you for a long time... Just use the disguise technique I taught you, use that face... that face looks very much like your bitch A mother, he, will definitely like it... Hehe, it must be very pleasant to have a son who has the same face as that woman..."

"Hahaha……"

A Weng's flute suddenly stopped, and I stood there quietly, looking at him without a trace of expression.

His thin cheeks froze because of laughing, his veins were bulging, his eyes protruded, and his whole body was so ugly that it made people want to vomit.

I showed a smile, he is dead after all...

"Anyway, thank you for keeping me alive."

I whispered to his popping eyeball, then turned around and walked out, and told Hong Ling who was standing at the door: "Chop it up and throw it to the dogs."

I knew my voice must be very cold, because even I could feel the coldness, I shook my shoulders lightly, and then walked away, I felt dirty where this person lived.

A fire, burned here.

I ordered Hong Ling to make a half mask and put it on my original face. From then on, I will use this face to show people.

I went to see that man’s grave with a newly made mask. I always felt that it was a kind of charity for him to keep me alive. Although, in my opinion, he had never been kind. His whole life was dirty. Dirty.

What was buried in the grave was the body of a dead dog. Because the dog ate him, it could only lie here in his place at this moment.

No matter what, I always want to thank him for letting me know how I came to this world. I also have parents, unlike what he told me before, I was born alone.

This is the only thing I owe him. When his wish is fulfilled, I will not owe him any more. If he wants me to do something, I will do it. He should also know this, so I dare Take it easy on me.

(End of this chapter)