Emperor's Girl Allure: Monk Lord, I won't marry

Chapter 59 You Are Fine

In a small room of more than ten square meters, among the piles of firewood, scattered messy clothes, a white satin-like body lying in the middle of the mess, as if lifeless, with long hair hanging loose It covered most of the body, however, it still couldn't cover up the little purple marks on the body.

Large and small hickey scars were scattered all over that body, and what was even more frightening was that among those hickey scars, there were even dozens of scars of different shades and sizes. Among these scars, It can be seen that there are not only knife scars, but also burn scars, marks of being whipped, and those bound by chains...

These scars were so numerous that even Yu Tsinghua couldn't tell how they were formed.

Almost all of a sudden, when Yu Tsinghua was able to control it occasionally, tears burst out.

As if hearing a noise, that person turned around slowly: "Why are you back again, isn't it enough? I can't do it today, you..." He seemed to have misunderstood the person, he took her for that man So, when he turned around to see who was coming, he was shocked.

His eyes were a little cloudy, and he just met her, who was hazy with tears.

His slightly parted lips showed his fear, his hesitation, his helplessness, his shame and indignation, and his arrogant self-esteem.

He never expected that at this very moment, he would meet her, this tall princess, this princess who made him feel ashamed and angry and wanted to die immediately.

After a long time, finally, after he closed his eyes fiercely, all his expressions returned to calm.

"Heh, heh..." With his eyes closed, he laughed softly.

The laughter was so piercing in Tsinghua's ears, she couldn't control herself, she couldn't stop the tears from falling down even more fiercely.

"You, did you come to see my joke? That's right, you are such a noble person, and I am so dirty and lowly, but what does it matter? I have long been used to it, I am used to it. It's no big deal, hehe It's no big deal..." He closed his eyes tightly, his slender eyelashes trembling constantly, but his voice sounded so fearless, so...seeing through everything.

What kind of pain does a person have to go through to become so fearless? What kind of insult does a person have to go through to be so indifferent?
Who knows, does anyone know?

He knew it, and she knew it too.

Wasn't she in her previous life just like him today? After being abandoned, trampled, and used like that, she has already died physically and mentally.

Isn't the him in front of him a microcosm of her in the previous life?

Because of the pain that no one can understand, because of the sadness that no one knows, because after all the hardships, my heart has long been ashamed.

He and she are the same person, that's why she pays special attention to him; that's why she loves her so much; that's why she understands his suffering and all his sufferings.

This person, this person, is just like her...

"You've seen it all, so go away after reading it. I'm like this, but it will make you feel dirty. Hehe, dirty, I'm dirty."

"No, you're not, don't say that about yourself, don't say that about yourself, brother..." Yu Qinghua said subconsciously, her voice was a little hoarse, and she called him: brother.

Opening his eyes suddenly, Yu Weiran looked at Yu Qinghua who was full of tears in disbelief, he stared at her in a daze, he looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to see through her.

But, "Brother? Heh, it's so funny, brother, hehe, are you laughing at me or scolding yourself? Hehe..."

Yu Weiran looked at Yu Qinghua with a sneer on his face, almost no trace of sadness could be seen on his face, but his words made Yu Qinghua extremely sad to hear.

"Why are you doing this, why? I didn't laugh at you, I didn't look down on you, why you just don't believe me." Yu Qinghua burst into tears: "Why are you like this, why are you like this, you are, you are me My brother, you are the eldest son of the emperor of Dashang. You are obviously just like me. You are obviously the son of a high-ranking prince. You are the son of the emperor. But why is this, you, how can you be like this, so... ..." It hurt her so much.

Why did a prince who was supposed to be a high-ranking prince, a prince who was clearly a distinguished one, fall back to such a situation where he relied on his own body to be courteous and courteous under the rude guards.What did he have to go through to accept such humiliation calmly.

"Oh, prince, prince, it's really good. I am a prince, a prince, is that so, is that so. Prince, what can a prince do, prince." Yu Weiran murmured to himself, his relaxed expression just made people Yu Qinghua became more and more sad, and his appearance would only make her feel more distressed.

After a long time, Yu Qinghua stood quietly, her vision began to blur, she didn't know what she should do, she didn't know what she should do to make him feel better.

"When I was young, in the dark and cold cold palace, there were mice jumping up and down on the bed. Every time I would be scared and cry for a long time, and then my mother would hold me tightly in her arms. Warm, hehe, so I can fall asleep quickly. Many nights like this, my mother and I have lived like this." Yu Weiran spoke suddenly, so that Yu Qinghua did not dare to make a sound, she quietly Listen to him talk about him, in such a flat tone.

"Later, a very beautiful woman came to the palace. She seemed to like to bully my mother very much. She had people beat her and torture her. Every day, she would send a few eunuchs and maids to execute the sentence on her behalf, or to drop candles. Or pinch your fingers, or stuff mice or bugs into her mouth, ha ha."

"Do you know how we got through it? You definitely wouldn't know, my mother, such an arrogant person, actually, actually wanted to keep me. Hehe, she would be willing to commit herself to a lowly guard."

"A bodyguard, a person like my mother, actually has to please him in exchange for the safety of our mother and child. Can you imagine how my mother sold her body? How would you know, But I know, I have seen countless times how my mother pleases him under his body, how she is abused by him again and again."

"But, I can't help it. Seeing my mother suffer such humiliation, I can't do anything. I can only live in such a humble way under the protection of my mother. Until, until my mother, until her face It was scratched, and I knew she had lost the ability to move. Until then, I really had no choice. In order to protect my mother, to pay for her medicine, and to continue to live on, I—— climbed up that A man's bed, ha, I'm like this, without dignity, stripped off my clothes, and lay under that man's body, so despicable, so! Haha, I'm so shameless, so low, so dirty , I just want to live, in this way, pigs and dogs are not as good as living."

"Prince, ha, prince, what is a prince? What am I? I am nothing, I am nothing, I am nothing." Yu Weiran suddenly shouted violently, his voice seemed so excited , he has been holding back and covering up all the time, but now, now he is crying out in such pain.

He suppressed it for a long time, he was sad for so long, and for the first time, the first time he spoke like this, he said everything out.

Yu Qinghua only felt moved, she suppressed the sudden infinite grief in her heart, she raised her foot, and walked towards him step by step.

One step, two steps, three steps... Yu Qinghua gently leaned towards Yu Weiran, and when he got closer, Yu Qinghua looked slightly sideways at his embarrassed body, and she took a piece of firewood from a pile of firewood beside him. Cover him with a loose shirt.

"That man, I'll take care of it."

After staring at him for a long time, Yu Qinghua spoke softly. Facing his exquisite face, she raised the corners of her lips: "Will you help me? Will you, stand by my side?" It was not a question, but a gentle tone , at this moment, Yu Qinghua's smile seemed so reassuring, she watched him quietly, motionless.

Yu Weiran paused for a long time, and finally moved the corners of his lips: "Why, why, do you treat me like this?"

Yu Qinghua frowned: "Because——you are my brother."

Hearing the word "Brother", Yu Weiran's muddy pupils gradually became clear, and he smiled inexplicably: "Brother, how nice."

"If standing by your side can make people feel at ease, then will you make such a promise?"

The slightly raised tone of voice showed a trace of hope, and Yu Qinghua felt it.

"Give yourself to me, and your mother to me. As long as you don't worry, I will make you feel at ease." The soft tone sounds so reassuring, Yu Ran slowly After closing his eyes, he moved the corners of his lips slightly: "Then, let me sleep for a while, I'm so tired."

After speaking, he started to breathe gently, and Yu Qinghua quietly watched his delicate eyebrows and beautiful face, and smiled from the bottom of his heart: Don't worry, I, Yu Tsinghua, will never let you suffer like this again .Your enemies, I will bring them all to you one by one, and you will execute them yourself.

In the small room came the sound of thin breathing, Yu Weiran was already asleep, but Yu Qinghua didn't move, she just stood by his side, looking at his sleeping face.At the same time, her eyes began to look coldly outside the door, she would never let that man go.

(End of this chapter)