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Chapter 463 I Don't Believe, I Don't Need It

"no--"

Li Mingxi shouted completely subconsciously.

Then he raised his head and met Shang Hui's blood-red eyes.

He looked at her with deep eyes, as if looking at the love of his life, and his strong affection seemed to swallow her up.

But not.

Li Mingxi didn't know why when she learned about this shocking thing, her subconscious reaction was no, it wasn't true.

At least in her opinion, no.

"Xixi, you trust me,... trust me, okay?" Shang Hui's voice was almost pleading.

"I can't believe you..." Li Mingxi forced herself to calm down. She tried to recall the way Xu Ji taught her, tried to adjust her breathing, then put her hand into the bag, and found out the previous Xu Ji from inside. The bottle of medicine that was prescribed to her.

She carries it all the time.

She quickly poured two pills from the medicine bottle, stuffed them into her mouth and swallowed them. After a while, she felt that the difficulty in breathing was relieved.

"Shanghui..." Li Mingxi quickly thought about what she wanted to say in her mind. She thought she would be confused, but unexpectedly, her thoughts were quite clear: "I don't know how to like someone. I don't know how to like someone. The liking these years has been messed up. I used to like a good and gentle boy like Gu Nanzhong, but when I later found out that he was actually duplicity, those so-called heartbeats disappeared in an instant. "

"I also like... Dr. Xu. I used to admire him because I had such an excellent boyfriend, and I was always complacent by myself. He smiled at me occasionally, and my heart couldn't stop. But I really like him and love him. It was in the past two months, after I felt his care and tenderness, that I felt the meaning of liking for the first time."

She never thought about what would happen to those who cared about her or who she cared about if one day she left and disappeared.

Then she saw it.

She felt it.

She saw how Xu Ji looked for her with a glimmer of hope after she left, how he took care of her parents for her, respected her family, respected everything she had cared about, even better than what she did.

And how after discovering her identity, not only did not expose her, but instead covered her step by step, respecting her choice, and even when she was determined to end her life, she caught her without hesitation. she.

In fact, from the moment Xu Ji jumped down with her, from the moment she woke up in the hospital, from the moment she learned that Xu Ji was safe and sound, her idea of ​​giving up her life was no longer so strong, even...she had already I'm trying my best to give up this idea.

Different from the slight greed in the past, she wanted to live but couldn't live in pain, this time she really wanted to live hard, no matter whether it would still be painful or not, she wanted to try hard again, Try to survive.

Do something meaningful.

It's not because of the mistakes that others have made on her, and she can't get out of being immersed in the darkness.

"But Shang Hui... I have never felt like you." Li Mingxi took a deep breath, and said the rest of the words: "When you were young, you always had a cold face, as if you were I don't want to be close, I am also a child who was spoiled by my family, if you don't want to be close, why do I have to be close to you?"

"But at that time, you were still considered a qualified elder brother in my heart, so when the two families mentioned marriage, I didn't object. I have known you since I was a child, at least you are a kind person who will protect me and tolerate me, I think it is not impossible for us to give it a try and try to tolerate each other."

"But you refused. You refused so simply. You even said that you have a girlfriend you love so much and you must have her. Shanghui, I have never lacked anything since I was a child. I have liked Gu Nanzhong for so many years, even if it is difficult to understand." , can let him go decisively after he is with Qin Shuang, because it is impossible for me to accept a man who likes other women, this is true for him, and of course it is also for you."

"And for so many years after that, I felt embarrassed and didn't contact you, and you also didn't contact me again to avoid suspicion. We did know each other since we were young, but the time we didn't contact later, compared to the time we used to know and get along, is only Much more."

"You said that the person you like is me...but all these years, what you have done is to give up on me, not to contact me, not to care about anything about me, and to forcibly turn me into another person when I was most afraid ,... You know that I hate Shang Ying so much, but you just used your power to protect Shang Ying, but you never thought that I was the victim. Appearing in front of me is for my own good, then have you ever thought about what I want?"

"You know how worried I am about my father's illness, but you hide the news from me. In order to achieve your goal, let me marry you at this juncture, and give me medicine on the wedding day^... "

"Shang Hui, if these are what you like," Li Mingxi's voice was exceptionally calm: "Then I don't believe it, and I don't need it."

(End of this chapter)