My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 67

The surrounding crowd is bustling, men and women, all in the background.Liu Ling and Shen Yan faced each other and had nothing to say.In the dark, everything seems to have been expected, the past and the future come at the same time with a bang, and all kinds of things come into view.And when they stood together, there was nothing more to say.

Liu Ling often thought that what she pulled Shen Yan to go was a road with no future in sight.

She often put her thoughts behind her again: Forget it, she doesn't want a future.

Now, through so much turmoil and chaos, the young man stands tall and looks at her from a step away.What else do I need to say?

As relieved.

Liu Ling turned her head to the side, suppressed the uncontrollable joy in her heart, forced herself to be calm, and set her eyes on a jade bracelet at the booth next to her.She said, "Shen Yan, you can buy it for me, and then I will go with you."

Shen Yan glanced at her, "No."

"..." Liu Ling almost didn't bring it up: did he really come to reconcile with her?

The servants in front rushed over to call her in a panic, "Young Master, it seems that you are arguing with someone in front, go and see..."

Looking forward for a while at Liu Runping who couldn't see anyone, and for a while looking back at Master Shen who was calm and composed, Liu Ling was afraid that if she stepped forward, Shen Yan would leave behind.When she was in a dilemma, the attendants urged her several times, Liu Ling glanced at Shen Yan several times, and then saw the bracelet on the stall, she suddenly had an idea.

She moved nimbly, and in the eyes of the peddler who had no time to react, she stuffed the bracelet into her bosom, turned around and left.Amid the hawker's hasty "Hello", she only had time to turn around and wink at Shen Yan, "Don't look for me, ask him to pay."

From this, she was able to guarantee that Shen Yan would come to her again.

There was only the peddler who was calling for a long time behind him, and Mr. Shen with a face of "...".

Now Liu Ling is concentrating on solving the trouble Liu Runping caused her. Walking into the quarreling crowd, when the child happily ran towards her, Liu Ling put on a cold face, "What's the fuss? Why move your mouth when you can move your hands?"

"Elder sister, you seem to be in a good mood?" Young Master Liu Runping has a keen sense.

Liu Ling raised her lips.

Light snow turned into heavy snow, everyone felt cold, but Liu Ling felt really warm.The coldness of the whole winter was dispelled within this hour.

When she saw the ferocious face, she thought the frown and frown were so cute; seeing Liu Runping's little movements while being arrogant while pulling her, it was the first time that she felt that this child was really beautiful, and she was very similar to her; The falling snow feels like flowers are blooming; seeing the gloomy sky, I think it is so soft and bright, illuminating the flowing water and distant mountains, spring blossoms and autumn leaves.The world is so beautiful, so beautiful that she wants to sing a song.

...In less than an hour, it turned out that this was indeed a hallucination of hers.

Liu Ling resolved the dispute between Liu Runping and others. Liu Runping quarreled so much that she was annoyed, so she sent the servants to play with Liu Runping. She turned around and planned to go to Shen Yan alone.Talking to Mrs. Shen, her body is very safe, and the servants only make her feel redundant.

As soon as Liu Ling turned her head, the conscientious yamen servants stood behind her, making her raise her eyebrows.The leader was a newly transferred little leader who couldn't read the eyes of the people around him, and was loyal and meticulous, "My girl, someone told you not to pay for something, please come with our people. "

This is the first time Liu Ling has encountered such a thing since she grew up.

Her face was slightly woody.

I have nothing to love, and I don't want to say anything.

When she saw Shen Yan sitting on the ground in the temporary cell, Liu Ling laughed back angrily.She completely forgot the conflict with Shen Yan before, and only remembered his ruthlessness.Rushing over, Liu Ling was not affected at all under Mr. Shen's strong pressure, and asked him with a stiff face, "Do I have a deep hatred with you? You would rather involve yourself than pay for me?"

"I never promised to help you pay."

"You! You... Uh, you don't have any money, right?" Liu Ling recalled asking him to buy a bracelet for her at the beginning, but he also said "No".

"..."

Shen Yan turned her head to see Liu Ling sitting next to him, looking at him and smiling silently.Facing his seemingly indifferent eyes, she snorted restrainedly, turned her head away, and chuckled to herself again.

The two really ignored each other.

Liu Ling is the princess of Changle, and Shen Yan is the master of Jinyiwei Qianhu. No one dares to let the two of them stay in the cell because of their identities.But I don't know if it was bad luck, after Liu Ling revealed her identity, she couldn't find anything on her body to show her identity proof, which attracted suspicious eyes from the other party and annoyed her.

Shen Yan sat by the side and watched the whole process.When the yamen servant turned to question him, Liu Ling didn't say a word, and Shen Yan didn't reveal his identity.

But Liu Ling saw the badge hanging on his waist.

She coughed, and her eyes fell on it, and she saw Shen Yan lowered her head along her eyes, took a look, and calmly put the waist card into her sleeve.

Liu Ling didn't speak, but thought in her heart: Is he accompanying her in his own way?

But he didn't say it, and she didn't know what he meant.

A moment of joy, a moment of anger, and doubts about myself.

Shen Yan What does this mean?
If he wanted to get her back, did he really intend to make her lose face and beg him?

Even if she made a mistake first, does she really need to bow her head every time?

Liu Ling's face turned pale, holding on to that tone, she didn't speak to Shen Yan.

The two of them shared weal and woe in silence for less than an hour.The princess couldn't find anyone, so the servants were of course anxious.Jiangzhou was regarded as Liu Ling's territory, and Yang Ye and the others quickly determined the location of the princess, and came to the Yamen to take the princess back.Only at this moment did Shen Yan stand up and announce his name.

One is the princess, the other is Jin Yiwei, the identities of the two really startled the stern and selfless little leader, and couldn't figure it out: How could they do such a thing as buying things without paying?Don't you feel ashamed?

While letting them go, he condemned the two people with his eyes, and in the indifferent eyes of the two, the upright little yamen servant couldn't help but taught them, "The life of the common people is not easy, it is difficult for them to do business, it is the same as losing it." Things must be lost. With the identities of Princess Shen and Mr. Shen, they really shouldn't tease the people, they should..."

He said so much, but he didn't see any emotion on the faces of Liu Ling and Shen Yan.

Yang Ye and the others were embarrassed when they heard this, and felt very ashamed.But looking at the princess of his family, with a calm face, that thick-skinned... is exactly the same as the calm and composed Mr. Shen next to him.

Liu Ling turned her head and said to Yang Ye, "Go back first, I have something to do."

Yang Ye nodded, they were quite used to being dismissed by the princess.Before leaving, Guard Yang asked casually, "What's the matter with the princess?" He didn't intend to hear the answer.

Unexpectedly, Liu Ling was in a good mood, so she answered him, "I want to embrace nature."

"..." Yang Ye's face froze, and he laughed dryly, feeling that he shouldn't ask such a question.

The attendants left, leaving only Liu Ling and Shen Yan face to face.They really had a tacit understanding, Liu Ling turned around, and Shen Yan followed.Just like the answer Liu Ling gave before, to embrace nature... well, just walk around without a purpose.

They went from many people to few people, from preoccupied to relaxed and freehand.

The snowflakes are falling, and if we go on, it will be dark.

"Liu Ling, I think we need to talk."

"Talk about what?"

"Talk about your family, I never ask, are you going to keep talking?"

"Are you blaming all the reasons on me?" Liu Ling paused and turned to look at him.

"No, we have come to this point, I think I have more reasons. You are right, I have no time to accompany you, and you are the one who compromises. Maybe this is your angry words for rejecting me, and you don't think so Like, but it's the truth. I thought, maybe I should make some changes."

Liu Ling originally thought that Shen Yan had the same strong personality as her, and they would quarrel.But his attitude softened suddenly, which made her startled, dazed and puzzled, "What change?"

"I'll look for you back, can't you see the reason?" He asked quietly.

Heart and mouth like a bunny bumping wildly, the answer is ready to come out.Liu Ling shook her head calmly, "I can't see it."

Shen Yan looked at her for a long time with deep eyes.

Liu Ling stared blankly at the scenery in a daze.His eyes were cold, and she was not very warm.Even if the withered flowers in her heart bloom one after another, it is not a matter of a moment.

She still has no longing and expectations.

When he came, she was very happy; when he didn't come, she didn't feel so sad that she wanted to die.

The moment she voluntarily let go, Liu Ling's heart was already withered.Day and night reincarnated over and over again, she just watched silently.The sun in her life has gone down and out of sight, so what can she expect?

Shen Yan said, "I love you."

Liu Ling raised her lowered head slowly.

Shen Yan said, "I will marry you."

Liu Ling raised her eyes and met the dark eyes under his thick long eyelashes.There is a deep, dark to the extreme, but also full of tenderness.

Liu Ling's face was still expressionless, but her eyes were brightened.

Shen Yan walked towards her, looked into her eyes, and said softly, "I beg you to say something, Liu Ling."

Shen Yan seldom said such direct words to her, this was the first time he expressed his wishes so bluntly.She thought she would never hear it for the rest of her life.I thought it didn't matter if there was such a thing or not.Then when she heard it, she realized that it was related.

Liu Ling was silent and smiled.Sad, pitiful, and deeply affectionate.

Shen Yan asked her, "Do you love me?"

Liu Ling lowered her head and smiled weakly and tiredly, "What do you think?"

"Liu Ling, how much do you love me?" He asked.

"The sky is cold, the mountains are high and the water is far away, and the road is far away. As long as you don't kill me, I will love you." Liu Ling kept her head down, not looking at Shen Yan.She seemed powerless, but she was determined.

Liu Ling asked Shen Yan again, "Then how much do you love me?"

Shen Yan looked at her.

He looked at her all the time, but Liu Ling never knew it.He turned around for her, stumbled and turned around for her, and gave up his usual principles of being a human being.She could only see his harshness on the surface, but when she couldn't see, he made a lot of sacrifices to love her.

Does Liu Ling know that if she insists on marrying to the ancient country of Yi, he would rather not marry all his life and stay with her.He made an agreement with Xu Shijin, and he asked His Majesty for instructions, willing to escort Liu Ling to the ancient country of Yi as a Jin Yiwei.He is willing to cooperate with His Highness and obey His Highness's plan, just to protect Liu Ling.Wherever she is, he follows her.

He has always insisted that Jinyiwei will never be involved in the battle for the crown prince.Once standing in line, His Majesty's trust will be reduced little by little, but it may not be able to gain the trust of the next generation of kings.So Jin Yiwei has always only served His Majesty.And for Liu Ling, Shen Yan's principle is also gone.

Not only that, but a lot more.

He was stepping back step by step, pushing himself to a dead end step by step.But except for himself, except for a few chess players like Xu Shijin, no one could see clearly.Everyone only saw his restraint, his silence, and his sudden regret...

In order to love Liu Ling, he has paid far more than what he can say.

Shen Yan firmly believes that love should be equal, and when she pays too much, it is often sorrow that outweighs joy.The burden to people is far more than the joy.

But to himself.He couldn't do it.

He likes this person, he steps back step by step, and every step back is a step closer to the abyss behind him.So he was hesitant and unwilling at first.But he couldn't let it go.

If he likes this person, he will give everything to make her happy and try his best to get her.

Liu Ling said that she loved him, that she would love him unless he killed her.But for Shen Yan, for him——

Snowflakes fluttered in the sky, Shen Yan raised his hand, wiped the water from his brows and eyes, and said in a gentle tone, "I love you, even if you kill me with a sword, I also think you just wiped your gun and misfired. for the reason.”

"...!" Liu Ling trembled and raised her head.

She was embraced by the person in front of her, caught off guard, her chin was lifted and her lips were blocked.

He has so many rules and regulations, but as long as she says, he will pull down the fence for her and protect her to go out.

She should trust Shen Yan.

In the evening, Liu Ling returned to the palace with Shen Yan.She was hesitant at first, but Shen Yan said, "Don't be shy, I can come."

But when they arrived at the gate of the mansion, Lingxi Lingbi, who had been waiting at the gate, saw the princess and rushed up immediately.Seeing that the princess brought Mr. Shen back together, the two daughters were anxious, "Princess, you don't know. The prince was very angry when he found out about your meeting with Mr. Shen. The princes and concubines are waiting for the princess in the main hall, it's not easy to explain because of the posture."

Again.

Liu Ling was exhausted, and every time she felt better, that couple would come to trouble her again.They didn't have a moment to make her a little more comfortable.And they keep taking care of her in the name of loving her. After so many years, they have never understood that Liu Ling doesn't need them to take care of her. She just needs everyone to ignore each other and live in peace.

Liu Ling cheered up, turned to look at Shen Yan, and wanted to say to him, "Why don't you go back".It's okay for her to be wronged, she doesn't want Shen Yan to be wronged with her.

Shen Yan said, "No, I have something to talk to your father about."

"What are you talking about?" Liu Ling asked, "What is there to talk about with him?"

Shen Yan pondered for a moment, then whispered, "Talk about something about your family."

"..." Liu Ling's eyes were blank for a moment.

She looked at him, unable to understand what Shen Yan meant.She was silent for a moment, then asked, "Can I sit in?"

"...OK," Shen Yan looked at her, and when he went all the way in, he reached out his hand to stop her, and was silent for a moment, "Forget it, don't go."

"Do you want to talk to them about me?" Liu Ling asked quietly, she was very smart, and under Shen Yan's abnormal eyes, she already understood everything.The matter that made Shen Yan undecided, the negotiation with King Guangping could only be related to her, Liu Ling.She asked, "What are you going to talk to him about? About my marriage?"

"……more than."

"About my bad relationship with them?"

"more than."

"Talk about the fact that I made my grandfather sick?"

"more than."

"And talk about the murder of their husband and wife when I was young?"

"It's still more than that."

"...That means, you even have to talk about the truth about my mother's death that year." Liu Ling raised her head and met Shen Yan's eyes.

"Yes." Shen Yan's eyes were complicated, but his words were concise.When he decides something, he will definitely do it.

Liu Ling didn't speak for a while.

Until Shen Yan asked her, "So, do you still want to listen?"

"Why don't you listen?" Liu Ling said indifferently, her face was pale, but she didn't take a single step back, "I won't leave you alone to face them. I'm not as fragile as you think."

"..."

Liu Ling smiled suddenly, "It's been so many years... This is the first time someone wants to investigate those things. I have thought countless times that someone would take care of our family affairs, and I have hoped that someone will help me. But our family's affairs are so chaotic. , His Majesty would not take the initiative to ask. I didn't expect that the person who would ask is actually you."

"I really fell in love with an amazing person," she said.

The truth that has been buried for many years, and no one cares about it for so long, will one day be dug up from the dirty and wet soil.

How much did Shen Yan know?

Liu Ling was really curious.

(End of this chapter)