My Master Jinyiwei

Chapter 95

When Xu Shijin woke up, it was still dim as far as he could see.The eyes slowly lifted up, facing a pair of lowered eyes, dark and gray.After another half hour, Xu Shijin found herself held in Shen Yu's arms, and she was sleeping on his lap as a pillow, while the bumps under her body continued intermittently.

"What day is today?" Xu Shijin asked hoarsely.

Shen Yu looked down at her for a long time, and told her calmly.

Xu Shijin was stunned for a moment, then sat up suddenly, enduring the feeling of headache.She got up in a hurry, and the only gold-encrusted jade hairpin in her hair jingled and fell from between her loose temples.Shen Yu reached out to pick it up, and the cold hairpin fell into his hand.At the same time, Miss Xu's thick black hair like cloud silk was scattered in his palm.

At a glance, Miss Xu's complexion was fair, her eyes were dark, and her hair brushed against her cold cheeks.

She reached out to touch the window, opened it, and the messy snowflakes dancing outside flew in, splashing into her eyes, moist and cold.

Snow fell all over the sky, and the world was dyed gray.

Xu Shijin looked at the goose-feather-like blood that was getting bigger and bigger, and remained silent for a long time.

A gentle and slender hand stretched out from behind and helped her close the window.Xu Shijin turned around, and Shen Yu's face appeared in front of her eyes. He looked at her with a quiet and handsome face, but when she looked over, he showed a slightly mocking smile.He said softly, "What are you afraid of, Xiaojin? We are still on the way to Yejing. Even if you fainted, even if you didn't wake up for three days, I still didn't confront you, didn't say 'do you want to go? Yejing, I insist on taking the opposite path from Yejing'."

Xu Shijin was speechless, she was in a trance, thinking about what happened in Jiangzhou.Judging from the days Shen Yu gave her, she had been in a coma for too long, and even though she had enough heart, she didn't have enough strength.Originally, he didn't focus on Jiangzhou, but now that something happened there, Xu Shijin could only think about it silently and guess.Who made her have too little time to worry about too many things?

Thinking about these things, Xu Shijin lowered his head and didn't respond for a long time.

Shen Yu gradually felt angry, he gritted his teeth, "Don't you have anything to explain?"

Xu Shijin's eyes were quiet, as usual.She whispered, "How can you be so noble? You didn't oppose me because you also wanted to go to Yejing. Yejing gathers the best doctors in the world. Only there may be some hope for my illness. .I am going to Yejing, and you also want to go to Yejing. Why are you going against me?"

She spoke quietly and slowly.

But as soon as she woke up, along with great joy, was great anger.

Shen Yu grabbed her hand and dragged her to him.It hurts when he holds her hand, but he doesn't care at all when he sees her frowning.Shen Yu suppressed his voice, "Yes, you know everything! You know everything! You are so smart, you are the smartest! And I, am I just like a fool, being directed and used by you? You don't Don't you care? Xu Shijin, Miss Xu, do you have a heart?! In your eyes, I, Shen Yu, is just a toy for you to play with, polish, and carve. Don't you care about my heart at all?"

"You have been hiding your illness from me! If you hadn't fainted suddenly this time, how long would you have kept it from me?"

"You're thinking about revenge, and you're thinking about bringing down the prince. What am I? Just because I'm still useful, you keep me by your side?"

"That old doctor was also driven away by you! You feel that you have no hope of surviving, and you don't even care about treatment. You don't sleep at night, sleepless all night, just to prevent me from being suspicious. You never tell me!"

"Xu Shijin, what do you think of me? Are you going to part ways with me when the prince falls, when my use value is gone?!"

"I didn't know that you wrote letters to my mother in private, setting up my future! Xu Shijin, have you ever thought about my feelings?"

"Even a dog, a dog that comes and goes when you call it, has to have feelings for such a long time, right? Our friendship from childhood to adulthood...I care about you so much, I think about you all the time! You But you don't take it seriously! You just want revenge, and you would rather overdraw your life and you want revenge. The only person who cares about your body is me...but even this, you don't tell me."

"Xu Shijin! Let me tell you, I will never use it for you again. When I get to Yejing, I will take you to see a doctor! What revenge, what prince, I don't care, I don't care at all."

"No." Xu Shijin's face was too pale. Amidst his angst, her expression was always calm.Her mood didn't fluctuate much.Under Shen Yu's frightened eyes, she said word by word, "Everything is ready, how can I let go? If I want Liu Wang to die, he must die. To me, his death is more important than everything else. .Even if it's you, don't try to destroy it."

"..." He held her hand and let it go, as if in a daze.But soon, Shen Yu held her hand even tighter. He wanted to say something more, Xu Shijin raised the other hand that was not held by him, and pressed it to the corner of his mouth, covering up what he wanted to say.

Xu Shijin said softly, "Shen Xiaoyu, don't be angry, don't say things that make you regret. You know it's not like that, you are very important to me. It's because I'm afraid that you will be sad, and because I know that you care more about my life than I do. I chose to hide it. The road ahead is vast, and I can't see the way. I just want to make you happy within my ability. I will not use you, never."

He looked at her with dark and bright eyes, and his Adam's apple moved.

After a long time, he bent down and put her body in his arms.This is exactly his Xiaojin, always rational, always gentle, and never go with your emotions.She never gets angry with you, no matter how bad you say, she can find the most important thing to listen to.

She didn't want him to be sad, so she concealed her condition from him.But has she ever thought about what to do the moment he found out?

Shen Yu put her arms around her, and begged with a trembling voice, "Xiao Jin, let's leave the prince's affairs alone. Let's go see a doctor for you, okay? I beg you, okay?"

Xu Shijin shook his head and said softly, "Don't leave any regrets in my life. Liu Wang must die, that's the most important thing."

"What about me?!" He grabbed her shoulders, his eyes were reddish, and he said with hatred, "What about me? You have no regrets in your life, so what am I?"

"My only regret." Xu Shijin was still smiling slightly. She raised her hand and stroked his brows and eyes, in a trance and nostalgia, "I can solve everyone's grievances. I leave you alone. Because I still Sorry."

She thought about the correspondence between herself and Shen Yu's mother.Actually nothing important.Shen Yu's mother had pimples towards her, and when she "died", she let go of a lot of grievances.When she learned that she was still alive, Shen Yu's mother couldn't help but write to her.

With the big net of the Shen family and Shen Yu around, Xu Shijin was not too worried about being discovered.And what if it was discovered?She also reported to His Majesty.

How confused Xu Shijin was when he received Shen Yu's mother's letter.She felt uncomfortable and her heartbeat was abnormal. The aunt who took care of her in the old days, the aunt who resented her for many years and did not meet her, and Shen Xiaoyu's mother took the initiative to ask her about it.

Xu Shijin is an extremely rational and restrained person.She talks softly to everyone, but actually doesn't take anyone to heart.But among them, Shen Yu's mother was definitely not included.She thought that her aunt would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.Xu Shijin burst into tears when he received the letter from his aunt.

With a pious heart, she carefully wrote back to Aunt Shen.She used all her talents to make Aunt Shen happy.

Until Aunt Shen asked her in the letter, "Xiaojin, when are you and Yu'er planning to return to Yejing? When are you planning to get married? Hurry up, after all, in Yu'er's generation, compared to his younger siblings, he It's been too many years behind."

Xu Shijin woke up instantly.

Awakened from a dream.

She will not marry Shen Yu.

Absolutely not.

From the moment she found out about her physical condition, no matter how kind Shen Yu was to her, she would not marry him.

Even if it is cured, can it really be cured?The result of Xu Shijin's discussion with the old doctor was too pessimistic.Shen Yu has been misled by her for so many years, how can she continue to mislead him?
He has his own family, he's not alone.Even if it is optimistic, even if Xu Shijin lives well, her identity problem cannot be resolved in the short term, three to five years.Even if the prince is dead, even if all the crimes are blamed on the prince, Xu Shijin has no identity, he still has no identity.His majesty's golden words, the holy words have no regrets, are not just words.His Majesty can allow Xu Shijin to live, but he will never allow Xu Shijin to live under his nose.

After her parents passed away, the Shen family treated her so well.For a while, Xu Shijin felt that the Shen family was like his own home.How could she be selfish, let Shen Yu leave the Shen family, and make Uncle Shen and Aunt Shen sad?

Xu Shijin didn't know how much Shen Yu liked her, how much he loved her.Sometimes she felt that Shen Yu had been waiting for her because it was an obsession.She was not what he remembered, she had ulterior motives, and her methods were vicious.Maybe when he gets in close contact with her, his obsession with her will fade.You will feel that Xu Shijin is nothing more than that.

Xu Shijin can leave, and Shen Yu can return to the family.

This is what Xu Shijin thought of, the best ending.

However, when Shen Yu hugged her, he murmured in her ear, "Xiao Jin, I have never been sorry to you, and I have never bullied you. Why do you want to use it to bully me when you were wronged by others?"

A hideous hole was torn open in Xu Shijin's heart, and the cold wind poured in, causing her to shiver in pain, dripping with blood, and twitching endlessly.

He hugged her body, hot and cold.He begged her hard, "Let's go to the doctor, okay? Leave the prince alone, okay?"

Xu Shijin stretched out his arms and hugged him, embracing his trembling body.Her expression was light, like a blank piece of paper, not knowing what to say.

"Xiao Jin, talk!" He looked at her.

Xu Shijin leaned against his arms, seemingly powerless.She raised her eyes and said, "Not good."

Shen Yu's lips trembled slightly, and his eye sockets became moist several times.He gritted his teeth, Xu Shijin thought that the next moment, he would get angry at her and roar.But he only let out a low laugh, his sobs distorted.He hugged her tremblingly, resting his head on her shoulder.

Silently.

Xu Shijin felt the moisture on his neck and shoulders.He arched his back, his body trembling, and whispered, "Okay. I will always give you what you want. But you have to promise me that after he dies, we will go to the doctor and find the best doctor. You don't want to What are you hiding from me, Xiao Jin."

It doesn't work either.

After the death of the crown prince, Xu Shijin could not stay in Yejing any longer.How could she treat His Majesty as a dead person?The best doctor is the imperial doctor, and the imperial doctor is in the palace, where can he see her?Even if she lived until then, she would still have to leave.

But Xu Shijin didn't say anything.

Her heart throbbed slightly when he was crying, numb and painful.

There were also tears in Xu Shijin's eyes.The carriage bumped and swayed, her chin rested on Shen Yu's shoulder, and she stared at the closed window.

She was thinking, "I seem to like Shen Xiaoyu."

Sadness becomes even more uncontrollable when you think about it this way.

A person's whole life is like this, going around and going around, making countless twists and turns, what can I do?

This heavy snow fell in a mighty way, and the sky and the earth were pure white.The sound of snow and wind intertwined, sweeping across the world, leaving a strange and terrifying silence.

In the increasingly fierce wind and snow, Shen Yan half-kneeled on the ground with the knife in his hand, his eyebrows were lowered, and he said nothing, as if he had no perception of the situation around him.But his five senses are wide open, and he can feel that at the moment when he has no strength to move, the people around him are lining up, adjusting their formation, and forming the most suitable formation for hunting.But his subordinates were stopped more than ten feet away, and they were already at a disadvantage.

When he felt it, the internal force in his body became more and more disordered, the blood was chaotic, and rushed everywhere.Two extreme sensations of hot and cold were produced in his body at the same time.Ant-biting pain also erupted, torturing his nerves.The more the internal force collides, the more severe the pain will be.He gripped the handle a few times, and let go a few times.

Today, I'm afraid it's really bad luck.

He thought indifferently.

His vision suddenly went dark, and his ears couldn't hear the sound.Shen Yan still knelt quietly, showing nothing on his face.When he could see and hear again, he heard Liu Ling sternly ask, "Why are you doing this?!"

Lu Mingshan said calmly, "A Ling, this has nothing to do with you. At this point, there is no end to death between us and Shen Yan. If he lives, we must die. In order to survive, of course we need him to die. "

Liu Ling stood in front of Shen Yan, using her body to shield him from all the imminent dangers.Her face was pale, her eyes widened when she heard the words, and her expression was blank for a moment.

Shen Yan did not ask them to die.

Because of her intercession, Shen Yan said that he could give time to prepare, he could go to Beijing first, and then intercede.

She begged her husband not to let her see her family die in front of her eyes.

But what did she do? !

Shen Yan agreed.

Her father refused!

"Everything has a solution, why do you insist on killing him? Dad, he is your son-in-law! You sit down and talk, and there will be another way. Shen Yan will not do anything to you, really, I promise ! Let him go, he won't..." Liu Ling begged upside down, staggering, and she took a few steps forward.

Her figure swayed twice in the wind and snow, her face was pale and her expression was numb.

Liu Ling never admitted that Shen Yan was the "son-in-law" of King Guangping, and she never made Shen Yan change her name to call her father "father-in-law".She hated the family, and she didn't want to communicate with the family.She also told Shen Yan that this was the last time, and she didn't want to go back to Jiangzhou again.

Liu Ling's mother died when she was young.

After that, she never shed a single tear in front of King Quang Binh, and she never begged King Quang Binh for anything.When she was a teenager, she had a disagreement with King Quang Binh, and was beaten by King Quang Binh with a whip, but she carried it on, without a tear or begging for mercy.

But today because of Shen Yan, her pride persisted and collapsed.

King Guangping looked at her, but said in a low voice, "A Ling, you didn't understand. Shen Yan will not let us go, he will let you go. He will not save us, he will only save you. Dad was also You have to understand Dad. Come here, you are still Dad’s daughter. Dad doesn’t want to do anything to you, so don’t force Dad.”

Liu Ling stared at him blankly, as if she didn't know him.

She suddenly smiled miserably and covered her face.

She said angrily, "Shen Yan didn't do anything! You guys are going to kill me! How dare you say that you have no choice but to put yourself on the side of justice... Shit! It's all bullshit! I understand you? I understand you too much! The chicken crowing, the dog stealing, the ungrateful, the unrepentant, is talking about you! It is talking about each of you!"

She hated, "I was wrong... I begged him to let you go! He actually softened his heart... He is so stupid, he actually softened his heart! How I regret it, you bastards don't deserve to live at all! You should go Die! All die!"

"Liu Ling!" King Guangping's face turned blue.

Princess Guangping was a little uneasy and said, "A Ling, your father is also doing it for your own good..."

"Don't call me 'A Ling'! Don't call yourself my 'father'!" In the snowstorm, her icy eyes swept over the faces of these people one by one.Her voice was full of anger and sadness, extremely hoarse, "I don't have a father like you! You should have died long ago! On the day my mother died, you should have died!!"

The harshness, sarcasm, and vulgarity in the words made the faces of Guangping Wang and his wife ugly for a while.

"Shut up!" King Guangping shouted loudly.

Liu Ling looked at them with hatred and disgust, ridicule and contempt, "I really regret that when I was young, I didn't kill you, but let you go. Let you live to this day, but I want to force my husband to death!"

"You!" King Guangping was so angry with her, he took a step forward, but was stopped by Lu Mingshan beside him.

Lu Mingshan's expression was cold, far quieter than that of Guangping Wang and his wife.He looked quietly at Liu Ling opposite, "My lord, Ah Ling is just delaying time and trying to get Shen Yan to escape. My lord should not be fooled. A Ling is still young, so I may not understand your intentions, my lord. Then slowly teach it. Right now, the more important thing is to kill Shen Yan!"

"Lu Mingshan!" Liu Ling looked at him with much resentment in her eyes.

Lu Mingshan smiled indifferently, "A Ling, let me tell you the truth, it is useless for you to delay the time. The medicine you give is the medicine that makes the martial arts practitioners' internal energy disorder. The more you use force, the stronger the poison in your body. Previously, people from Yigu country The assassination was just to give Mr. Shen a warm-up, so as to give him time for the poison to develop. Once the poison dissipates, it will quickly invade the internal organs. Even if he can still move now, what will he do? Shen Yan is a dead end today. .”

The angrier Liu Ling looked at him, the more Lu Mingshan felt a sense of revenge.

He has been suppressed by Shen Yan for so long, now that the time, place and people are harmonious, it's all on his side!No matter how powerful Shen Yan is, he is still going to die!
Liu Ling's whole body was cold, thinking about that glass of wine in her mind.

She brought it to Shen Yan herself!

She handed it to him herself!

If it was given by someone else, Shen Yan would be vigilant.He alone was not wary of her, and he became more and more used to her messing around around.

If she hadn't handed him the wine, he might not have thought about drinking it...

Liu Ling turned her head and looked at Shen Yan's expression with a pale face.He half knelt on the ground, never moving, not saying a word.His side face was quiet and resolute.

"My fault...it's all my fault...it's my fault..." Liu Ling murmured, her tears fell silently.All the strength in her body was pulled out, making her slump on the ground, powerless to rely on.She trembled all over, and fell into great despair.

She killed the person she loved the most...

She is like a disaster...

Liu Ling sat paralyzed on the ground, the snow fell between her brows and hair, and the tears in her eyes made her vision hazy.

Lu Mingshan said, "Shen Yan, you'd better just catch him without a fight. You're like this, are you waiting for rescue? How could Jin Yiwei notice it so quickly? Even if he did, there's no way someone from the palace will arrive! You are doomed to die today. It's better to be happy."

He was triumphant, and the gloom of the past year seemed to slowly dissipate at this moment.

Hearing Shen Yan's low laughter, his expression froze suddenly, and he looked up coldly.

Surrounded by the crowd, the young man slowly stood up.The Xiuchun knife in his hand was raised horizontally, and the light dazzled everyone's eyes.This knife drank the blood of countless people, and its light was cold.Standing among the crowd, Shen Yan said softly, "If you want to take my life, it depends on your ability!"

As soon as the words came out, the fierce wind rushed towards him and snatched away the person closest to him.Shen Yan moved suddenly, without any slowness, and the shadow of the knife in his hand slashed across a person's neck very quickly.He turned around and pulled himself up a few feet, using a knife in his hand to show off his aura and let out a murderous aura.

This breakout, relying on one's own strength, just lost several people.

Looking at the ghostly figure of the young man, King Guangping and Lu Mingshan felt chills in their hearts.This person must not stay!The kung fu of the Jedi's counterattack made them furious!
"Quick! Kill him! Whoever takes the head of Shen Yan will be rewarded!" King Guangping said loudly.

Lu Mingshan sneered: Shen Yan is seeking his own death!Even though he couldn't use martial arts, he still forcibly broke through!Sooner or later he will die of poison!Just let yourself see how long this person can last!
Being hunted down by a group of people, Shen Yan was indeed poisoned. He killed people fiercely, but he was stabbed in the shoulder by an arrow, and his figure shook. When he landed, he was pointed at by dozens of swords on the ground, completely embarrassed .Everyone worked hard, and every breakthrough Shen Yan made was strictly guarded by them.Even if Shen Yan's martial arts are strong, he would not want to escape.

Liu Ling saw her lover staggered back under the siege of the crowd, several times his movements were slow and he was injured.On his body, there were gradually many wounds, large and small, with thick blood.

Holding her head, eyes full of tears, Liu Ling staggered and stood up.

She looked at the killing that was gradually going away from her, and wiped away the snow and tears from her face.As if she had made an important decision, she ran to the killing center, to the exhausted young man.

She called him, "Shen Yan! Shen Yan!"

Her shout was so far away, yet so near.

Shen Yan, who was stabbed from the back by a long knife, turned over and fell to the ground, her body trembling slightly.Sometimes he was in a trance, and sometimes his mind was distracted, which was caused by poisonous hair.But when the girl's cry came, he raised his thick eyelashes and looked at the girl who was running towards him.

Her long hair spread out in the wind.Her sleeves fluttered in the snow.Emaciated and pale, she ran to him.

She called him, and the voice came to his ears instantly from a distant barren land.

His face was pale and bloody, and the hand holding the knife trembled slightly.

"Stop her!" Princess Guangping panicked when she saw that Liu Ling had gone crazy and ran to the killing center.She grabbed her husband's hand and shouted hastily, "Stop! Stop! Don't hurt Ah Ling! Ah Ling, come back quickly!"

But Liu Ling is crazy, she has no one in her eyes, only the man who affects her whole life.

In the heavy snow, her gaze met Shen Yan's.

His eyes were slightly anxious: Don't come over!Stay away from me, don't come near me!

Liu Ling shook her head, firmly shaking her head: No!I want to be with you!Whether it is life or death, I will be with you!
Shen Yan pursed her lips, eyes mournful, speechless: You...

Liu Ling's tears fell, and she looked at Shen Yan pleadingly: Please, don't leave me behind.shall we be together?I'm with you, okay?

She was telling him: I will never separate from you!

Love is a grand and barren feast.The truest feelings are so deep that there is nothing to say, and they are so tenacious that they are indomitable.I love you so much, like you so much.Religion is obscure and difficult, and everything changes in an instant. Only my heart for you, in the vast sea of ​​people, wants to go to you, but it will not change.

They looked at each other for the last time, long and affectionate.

He stared at her, she shook her head, stumbled, staggered, threw herself into his arms, shook her head firmly and quietly - I won't leave you...

"My lord! Don't hurt Ah Ling!" Princess Guangping held her husband's hand tightly.

King Guangping hesitated for a while.

Lu Mingshan beside him hurriedly said, "Hurry up! Shoot the arrow!"

The next moment, his eyes were cold.Because he saw that Liu Ling threw herself into Shen Yan's arms, but the next moment, Shen Yan dragged Liu Ling to stand up abruptly.His hand pinched Liu Ling's neck all at once.He shouted, "Who dares?!"

"Shen Yan...you let Ah Ling go!" King Guangping hesitated.

Liu Ling was held hostage in front of Shen Yan, and neither of them moved.

Lu Mingshan's face froze for a moment, and he forced a smile, "Shen Yan, stop acting, you won't do anything to Ah Ling. She is your wife, your lover..."

"Really?" Shen Yan said lightly.

The strength in his hands increased, and Liu Ling's face in his arms turned blue and white.

"Stop! Shen Yan, don't be foolish!" Princess Guangping scolded.

Lu Mingshan's expression also became hesitant: he actually didn't understand the relationship between Shen Yan and Liu Ling.He judges others by himself, if he is threatened by others to kill his lover, he himself doesn't mind at all.If Shen Yan is cruel, she won't mind...but Ah Ling can't die.

She is Princess Anhe, the daughter of King Quang Binh.

Shen Yan is dead, and Liu Ling is also dead... Yejing will never believe their words.

King Guangping suddenly lowered his face and said in a dark voice, "Back..."

After all, Liu Ling was his daughter, and when he didn't want to kill Shen Yan, he killed his daughter too.

"Shen Yan you..."

Before he could finish speaking, Shen Yan suddenly changed hands, picked up Liu Ling, and rushed back.Looking again in the blink of an eye, they have gone ten feet away, getting farther away from themselves.King Guangping and Lu Mingshan were furious and shouted, "Catch up! Kill Shen Yan! Don't let Shen Yan escape!"

All the guards galloped away, all with a clear mind.Shen Yan must die.If you let the tiger go back to the mountain, all the people present today will die.

The snow in the sky fell even heavier at this moment.

The sky was gloomy, and the clouds were plumb, heavy and heavy.The wind and snow surged violently, and the road in front of me was vast. In the heavy snow, there was a sense of sadness and desolation.In the vast white world, an extremely fast figure flitted out, flying through the sky like a phoenix.At the end of the road ahead, a cliff lay in front of him, and the black shadow staggered and fell.

"Shen Yan... Shen Yan! Are you okay?" The two fell to the ground, and Liu Ling hurriedly got up and hugged the young man.She reached out to touch his face, but touched a hand of blood.She wiped off the bloodstains on his face, but the blood couldn't be wiped off no matter what.He closed his eyes, in her arms, his breath was cold.

Liu Ling's hands were shaking.

She looked back, flustered and out of breath.

The people behind are about to catch up, are they destined to be unable to escape?

Her tears fell on the young man's face.

Shen Yan opened his eyes and looked at her.

He gave her a weak smile, "I'm out of strength."

Without strength, what awaits him is a dead end.

Liu Ling shook her head and hugged him tightly.Her tears mixed with snow and dripped on his face.

She looked up and saw the cliff.

After staring at it for a long time, she smiled in a trance, "It doesn't matter, even if we die, we are still together."

"Liu Ling, listen to me." Shen Yan shook his head lightly in her arms, he reached out his hand, wanting to touch her face, but he couldn't lift it up.His hanging hand was held by Liu Ling, and pressed against the girl's face.Shen Yan looked at her with nostalgia, touched her beautiful face with her hand, and sighed in her heart.

He said, "Don't die with me. Liu Ling, this is my only plea to you."

Liu Ling's eyes widened, her complexion changed drastically, and she looked at him.

She shook her head, more tears fell.

The person in her arms said, "I never begged you, Liu Ling. You live, live well. Don't die with me. Everything changes, you can't control it. You have to grow up and take care of me." Don't do anything unworthy of yourself..."

"It's not worth it! Where is it not worth it?!" she cried, with a look of madness on her face, "I want to be with you, and I don't care about anything."

Hearing this, he became anxious and opened his mouth to speak, but the wind rushed in and he coughed loudly.His face became even more bloodless, and more blood oozed from the corner of his mouth.Liu Ling hurriedly wiped it for him, but she couldn't clean it up no matter what.She hugged him and cried, desolate and sad, bewildered.

She wailed at him, "Shen Yan, don't be so cruel...I want to be with you. Don't abandon me..."

"Have you forgotten what you said?" The man in his arms closed his eyes and said with difficulty, "You said it."

Liu Ling was stunned, remembering what she said at that time.

They talk about life and death, wantonly.That's because... She never thought that Shen Yan would leave before her.

She said convincingly, "Of course. You are dead, and I will not keep festivals for you. It is not easy for me to live, and I should let myself live. I will get married and have children, and that has nothing to do with you. If you walk out of my life, I will bid you farewell."

In the dark light and shadow, Liu Ling looked at Shen Yan.She has a handsome face and pretty eyebrows.She loves him so much, she is so reluctant to part with him.

Liu Ling thought of Shen Yan's indifferent words, "Who knows."

Yes, life, death, who knows what's going on when we get to the front.

Heavy snow covered her head, and with the smell of his blood in the wind, she threw herself into her arms.

Liu Ling was in a trance.

Her tears kept falling.

Shen Yan said, "I beg you! Liu Ling, the only time I beg you!"

Liu Ling lowered her head, she cried and shook her head, "No!"

She kept crying, crying so hard that Shen Yan's heart was pierced.Shen Yan raised his face to look at her with difficulty, the snow cut his face like a blade.Just not moving, his breathing is already difficult.His body began to tremble, the pain caused sweat to drip from his forehead, and his cheeks twisted from the exertion of endurance.

He endured great pain, but was waiting for a promise from Liu Ling.

"Shen Yan, you can't do this!" Liu Ling covered her mouth.

He said softly, "Listen to me... Throw me off the cliff, maybe I have a chance... Don't let me die in their hands, and don't jump down with me. Liu Ling, don't make me hate you."

Liu Ling looked at her, her whole body was shaking, touching his face, she was also shaking.

She looked at her lover, deeply.

Severe pain followed her, and she was emotional and pained.She hugged him tightly when she heard footsteps approaching behind her.

She lowered her head and looked at her lover affectionately.

She showed a trance smile, desolate and powerless.

She probed and looked into the abyss.

She was crying and trembling, she pushed Shen Yan down the cliff with all her strength.

The snow hit her so hard that she couldn't lift her arms.She wanted to scream, to yell loudly, but she just shed tears, stretched out her arms stiffly, and pushed Shen Yan down with a blank expression on her face.Little by little, with blood, he left her sight.

She lowered her eyes and looked at his face, like falling into the depths of a white cloud.See him getting farther and farther away from her.

She sat in front of the cliff, thinking about the past, when he hugged her and sat on the cliff, watching the clouds roll and the clouds relax, and thousands of birds fly.

But now she was sitting in front of the cliff, she poked her head out, but he didn't want her to follow.

Her tears, following his figure, fell down.

Sitting in front of the cliff, she wanted Shen Yan to hold her, but she pushed him down with her own hands.She looked around and couldn't find him.

In the vast snow field, she was stubborn and resolute, and ran towards Shen Yan.But why expended effort, but farther and farther away from him?She loves a man firmly and keeps running towards him.Why did she push him off the cliff with her own hands in the end?

The road ahead is so vast that I can no longer see clearly.

Liu Ling looked down, she vaguely thought——

"If memory could be chosen, it would be fine. If I don't beg him, let him kill those people. And I want to stay on that starry night. I said, 'This is what Mr. Shen gave me', and I stood In the wind, Shen Yan was standing next to me. He stretched out his hand and pointed to the sky full of stars. Those stars gradually lit up in his hands. That was the beginning when I really fell in love with him, and he also fell in love with me. He said to me , don’t be afraid, he will always be with me.”

Don't be afraid, he will always be with me.

I was there, but he wasn't there.

Thousands of miles away, Xu Shijin looked at the heavy snow and thought vaguely——

"It would be great if the memory could be reversed. I haven't divorced Shen Xiaoyu yet, and the breakup that year didn't happen. I stood in the yard, watching the flower farmers plant flowers. When I turned around, I saw Shen Xiaoyu behind the flowers, showing half of his face, and rushed He smiled slightly. At that time, I didn’t fall in love with anyone else, and we were still innocent teenagers. I want to go over, hold his hand, and ask him, why don’t we start over.”

Why don't we start over.

I wanted to start over, but it was too late.

(End of this chapter)