Chapter 132


Half a month later, Yang Jintian needed to return to the United States early because of his internship.


The day when Xing Kong started school was not far away, Shen Xinyang wanted the two of them to leave together, and asked Xing Kong to go there earlier and get used to the local life earlier.


Xingkong tidied up—in fact, there was nothing to tidy up. Sister Huan tidied up all her clothes. All she needed to do was eat a good meal and sleep well. The day before she left, she felt sad alone. Great, after walking in Shen's house over and over again, Shen Zhiyao's dogs are obviously not happy. They are so big, but they are very obedient when they see Shen Zhiyao. She has held one before, but it doesn't recognize her very much. It will still bark desperately when it gets close.


It was only a few months, and the dog didn't recognize her at all.


It's the beginning of spring, but she feels desolate wherever she goes.


Walking through the street where the two of them walked before, eating at the restaurant where the two of them ate together before, she finally went to the newly bought house with Shen Zhiyao.


There, the two of them spent three days of laziness and frenzy.Bearing the accusations of the whole world, the two of them lingered all night, as if reluctant to part with the end of the world.


Xing Kong lay there, looking at the form he filled out at the Civil Affairs Bureau, on which he took his hand and wrote his name.But now it is obsolete.


She took the pen and seriously wrote a line on the back: Shen Zhiyao, I actually want to say, you have to wait for me... If you are tired of waiting for four years, then after four years, let me guard you, okay...


She wanted to cry while writing, she was such a tear jar, why did she hate it so much, she said that she was the one who left, and it was herself who was reluctant...


She took the bedside phone and wanted to call it several times, but every time, she stopped after pressing the last number.


Xing Kong finally stuffed the paper under the pillow and put it away, lying on the bed that smelled like him, curled up, and slowly fell asleep.


The four years in the dream passed like flying.


When she flew back, he had his arms outstretched, with a smile that made her warm.


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On the day she left, both Shen Xinyang and Yang Jintian's grandfather went to see her off.


Xingkong felt flattered, Shen Xinyang kept telling Yang Jintian to take good care of her, and even said that even if he went abroad, he still had to be optimistic about Xingkong, and he was determined not to imitate her.


Yang Jintian assured again and again that the way he nodded and bowed was ridiculous.


Xing Kong hugged Shen Xinyang and was very strong and did not cry. When she left, Shen Xinyang said very sadly that she was his good granddaughter.


The starry sky was dying, and he hurriedly dragged his luggage and dragged Yang Jintian towards the entrance, crying while walking, and squeezed Yang Jintian's arm, forcing him, "Comfort me, and say that four years will pass soon. Already!"


Yang Jintian took her luggage over and put her arms around her shoulders, "Don't cry, I'll be by your side, let alone four years, you'll pass 40 years happily."


Staring Sky looked back before clearing the level, and Shen Xinyang kept waving at her. She felt that the feeling of parting was really sad. In four years, she would never find these familiar scenes again, the sky, smiling faces, local accents, relatives, lovers...


With her turning around, everything was completely left behind, and she left alone.


Xingkong wiped away her tears and took a deep breath, she was about to start the journey she had to walk alone.

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In the first few months of going there, Xing Kongguang was overwhelmed with adapting to the language and changing the accommodation environment.


Yang Jintian brought her into contact with different people, allowing her to quickly integrate into that strange environment.After school started, she has basically adapted to it.


To Xingkong's delight, Zhan Lan also came after school officially started.


Yang Jintian has his own business to do in the company, and Zhanlan and Xingkong became a couple. When there is no class, they just go to the library or find a place to chat and walk together.


The school is beautiful and relaxed, and Xingkong feels that he has become a small sponge, continuously absorbing the nutrients thrown by this new world.


When she got through the first year, she was amazed.


This year, she had no contact with Shen Zhiyao at all.She didn't say it, but in fact, she was going crazy thinking in her heart, and couldn't sleep at night, so she secretly took out her mobile phone to check, there were text messages he sent her, and she was in his cooking. Candid photos of him.


Every time she thought he couldn't bear it, she took it out and looked at it for a while, and then she was afraid that she would lose control, and forced herself to stop such behavior.


One year passed in the busyness of Xingkong, and the second year they began to choose a major. Xingkong hated the boring financial trade. She learned pottery making on her own initiative. At this time, she began to thank Shen Zhiyao for forcing her when she was young. I went to learn to draw——


The summer vacation before the start of the second grade is very long, Zhan Lan is still full of part-time work and study, when Xingkong is alone, he goes to the library, leaning on the big bookshelf that reaches the roof, sitting for a whole day.


Sometimes she can see the news about Shen Zhiyao, and she really wants to hide the newspapers and periodicals with his photos and news, and she doesn't like others to talk about him, flip through it, or even touch him.


But I also feel that I am funny, if I really do this, I am afraid that I will be rejected by the library from now on.


She watched him successfully dealt with the infrastructure projects in South Asia, and felt that he seemed to be more free-handed. Before she was by his side, he couldn't even walk away for an hour.


Xing Kong watched his career flourish and was happy for him.


Before the start of that semester, she sent a letter to her grandfather, which contained her experience of the year and some photos of her.


She said that sometimes in the exam, she had to read hundreds of pages of textbooks overnight and remember the main points. The girls in the school were so relaxed, wearing bikinis and basking in the sun on the grass. She also said that she is very fulfilled now. happy……


When writing these words, Xingkong actually wanted to cry again. She picked out the photos she liked and stuffed them into the envelope. She sat on the ground in the library and read a book, she had lunch at the teacher’s house, and she was in the dormitory. I started studying all night.


The letter was sent out, but there was no reply. She actually called home a few times, and she got through twice. The first time was a servant. It seemed that no matter how busy she was, I said hello to her, and said that there was a guest at home who wanted to be busy, so I hurried. Hanging up the phone, Wu Zhiyu picked up the other time. Xingkong didn't know that she was already living with her grandfather, and her attitude towards her was still not very good. Hang up.


After that, Xingkong hardly contacted her family anymore. After the second year of school, she started a completely different study. There were more and more complicated things to learn, such as historical literature and art painting techniques, and she was so busy that she could fall asleep every day.


Sometimes she would dream of Shen Zhiyao, she lived like this this year, I don't know how he got here, did she think of her once or twice and couldn't fall asleep?

Xingkong's only mobile phone, which can relieve the pain of missing, was stolen by a thief shortly afterwards.


She went to buy materials with her classmates that day, but someone robbed her bag in the alley. She hadn't exercised for a long time, but she chased that person for several streets like crazy that day. In the end, the person couldn't run anymore. Unexpectedly, she was so thin and weak that she could run so well, and he was not reconciled, so he threw her bag from the bridge into the river in a fit of anger.


The eyes of Xingkong ran black for a while, and he rushed to the bridge to see that his bag had been washed away by the river.


She lay on the bridge and hadn't cried for a long time, but she couldn't help crying in front of the rushing river.


She didn't know what she was crying for, she was not alone here, there were Zhan Lan, Yang Jintian, and many new friends, but she suddenly felt that she was so small and helpless by herself, she was paralyzed On the ground, looking up at the foreign sky, she suddenly realized that at this moment, she was no longer needed by anyone.


This is the second year, Xingkong began to learn to face loneliness seriously, facing the life of only one person.


The weeping of that gaffe completely cheered her up.


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[Later, there were 100 words plus changes for monthly tickets of 120 and [-].If there is a change in the rice in the early morning, then watch it in the morning~ Look at the person who has a monthly pass in his pocket but doesn’t give it to me with my dysmenorrhea eyes, be careful, I will call you dysmenorrhea to find you~~~╭(╯ ╰)╮】


(End of this chapter)

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