uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 132 Final Chapter 2
I couldn't help laughing when I heard this.How old is he?

Cheng Younan is gone, Yan Jia is back, and I have accompanied her to many places, but I am not alone at all, even when I died two years ago, I never thought that one day I would listen to her get along with her in such a way.

She stayed for a short time, and left within a few days. One night before she left, she slept in bed with me and chatted. I asked her, "Have you ever gone to see Lin Qiao?"

She didn't speak for a long time, the light in the room was off, and I couldn't see her face clearly, so I didn't ask any more questions.

When I started my internship in the second half of the year, I joined Xiaojiu's company. At this time, she was already a leader in the company. I worked under her, but this made me very uncomfortable. After breaking up with Lixi , I seldom interacted with her. Until now, the two of us seem to be getting more and more strangers. When I saw her, I still felt so unhappy in my heart.

If it wasn't for her, she wouldn't be forced to hurt Lixi at that time.

However, she treated me very well, as if nothing had happened before, she also took good care of me at work, and helped me with everything, which made it difficult for me to be too indifferent to her.

When she got off work, she invited me to dinner, but I shied away a few times, but I still followed her. Maybe, sometimes, being a human being, you really can't let your own thoughts go.

During the meal, she drank some wine, finally took off her previous mask, and smiled at me: "You hate my sister so much! Do you think Cheng Younan treats you very well now? You can't do it with Lixi When you are truly happy, why not let go of everything and follow your own heart."

"But now, I'm with Cheng Younan, and I can't be really happy." It's not because he treats me badly, but I still don't understand whether I walk with him because of love or just because of Did I force myself to stay by his side that night?
Because I gave him my body, I gave him my whole life. Even I don't know if such a decision is ridiculous.

When he came back last week, he had some drinks and tried to be intimate with me, and I said no.I don't even remember how many times I rejected him. Although it seemed ridiculous, I just didn't want the tragedy to repeat itself. He was a little disappointed, but in the end he kissed me and said, "Lolo, shall we get married? I'm tired, really want a home."

Although he didn't say a word about it when we met the next morning, it made me have to think about my future - would I marry him?

When I liked Lin Qiao before, although I was very young, I always thought that I could stick to it for the one I love for the rest of my life. However, when the word "marriage" was really in front of my eyes, it made me panic.

When she came out of the restaurant at night, Xiao Jiu was a little drunk, she kept telling me Luo Luo was sorry, I did not do well in this matter, and then hiccupped.

I called Xue Hao to pick her up, and after seeing her off, I saw Li Xi.After drinking some wine, he looked a little drunk. He came down from the restaurant upstairs, staggered towards the car he parked there, took the key to open the door, did not open it for a long time, and the key fell on the ground...

Seeing him drinking like this and still driving, I couldn't help but walked over to him.

This man has been the source of my uneasiness and indecision, and until now I can't let go of how we were separated in that way.Because of Cheng Younan's narrow-mindedness, I didn't dare to see him alone these days, lest that man get jealous again and put me under house arrest. This is what I'm most afraid of, especially when he is angry, there is absolutely no reason to say it.But now, nothing can stop me from walking towards Lixi.

Helped him pick up the keys from the ground, and then supported him who was teetering, "Are you all right?"

He blinked, looked at me, and said softly, "Lolo."

"You drink like this and drive, don't you want to live?" I stared at him, angry at his irresponsible attitude towards me, "Do you always make yourself like this?"

Although she always looks perfect and self-sufficient in front of me, the Han Lixi that Tang Zhen once said should be like this right now?

He smiled, took the key from my hand, leaned heavily on the car door, his beautiful eyes were like stars falling from the sky, "I'm still thinking, should I tell you!"

"What?" I listened carefully.

Because he drank too much wine, he had to speak to me slowly: "I'm leaving, maybe I won't come back after I leave, after all, I can't always follow Younan... ..." Then he paused, "Lolo, I want to set myself free."

Although I didn't understand his last sentence, I understood what he was going to tell me, "That is to say, in the future, we may never see each other again, right?"

The world is so big, after passing by, who knows if there is a possibility of seeing each other again?Of course, it would be a different matter if I married Cheng Younan.

He nodded, and in his innocent eyes, there was a kind of sadness that never showed in front of me, "I have always been by your side, and I am always afraid that Younan will treat you badly, but after these days, it seems that he is very good to you , he told me that he would marry you, so, I thought, it's time for me to quit..."

"Lixi."

He said: "Of course it's not all because of this. More importantly, I feel that I should do something serious instead of doing nothing like this. I always have to share something for my dad. What do you think?"

After saying this, he passed out drunk, leaned against the car, and fell asleep peacefully. I originally wanted to call someone to pick him up, but in the end, after thinking about it, I helped him into the car and sent him off by myself. he goes back.I just learned how to drive during the summer vacation. I don't think I should be so lucky to go to heaven together.

After all, with Cheng Younan's personality, if Li Xi died together without his consent, he would not make people peaceful.

All the way to Lixi's house safely, I helped him get off the co-driver, and then walked to his house, he was still the same as the one I knew at the beginning, he was very obedient after drunk, neither noisy nor noisy, like a big child.Put him on the bed, help him take off his coat, and then turn on the air conditioner to blow him for a while.

Helped him get everything in order, and wanted to leave, but the moment he turned around, he heard him say: "Lolo..."

Just like the year I met him, on my 19th birthday, when I sent him home, he did the same, calling this name.It's just that at that time, the person he was yelling at was not me.After such a long time, the same scene was staged again, but the feeling was already different.

This name, probably, is destined to be a catastrophe in his life.

I turned around and looked at him lying quietly on the bed, thinking that after he left, we might never see each other again, so I sat on the sofa unconsciously.

Three years?From meeting him to now.

On the drawer in his room, there is a broken watch. I broke it when I first met him. Once when I went to the mall with Xiaojiu, I saw it and knew the value of this watch. Whether it is for the past or for the present Xiao Luoluo, it is not within the ability to pay.

From this watch, I can't help but think of many things:
When I lost my job because of Cheng Younan, he followed me out of the hot pot restaurant and took revenge on the boss who was blind to money;

I was drunk, and he sent me home, but because he was afraid of disturbing me, he sent me to Sister Xinran, and asked Sister Xinran to call home for me;

It was he who introduced me to the Four Seasons Pavilion;

When he learned that Cheng Younan was pestering me, he got angry with his friend for the first time;
On that street, in his car, the night we spent together for the first time, that was the first time I heard him call Luo Luo, but foolishly thought he called me.If Lin Qiao was not still in my heart at that time, I would have fallen into his gentle ravings from the moment he called me "Luo Luo";
When Ruan Yunfei took photos of me kissing Cheng Younan and brought them to him, he agreed to accompany Ruan Yunfei to find Sister Xinran, and helped me get those photos back;

When Cheng Younan took Yan Jia away, when he knew that I was going to be with Lin Qiao, he ignored me for a long time because he was angry, but when he learned that I had an accident in the bar, he rushed over immediately;
He obviously doesn't like Lin Qiao, but when he saw Lin Qiao who came to look for me after sending me home, he deliberately made Lin Qiao jealous...

All in all, there wasn't a single thing he didn't handle flawlessly.

If a person does one thing well, it's easy, but if he does everything well, then how much thought has he put into it, or what a gentle man he should be?

Obviously I'm not outstanding, and even though I planned to be with him, I still broke his heart in the end.He never blamed me.

That night, I sat in his room for a long time, looking at the man sleeping peacefully on the bed, and filtered all my memories with him.

Although I couldn't find the feeling of a lover when I was with him, but when I found out that I was really going to lose him, my heart was so painful.

In the past year and a half, although we were very calm when we met, I never dared to forget the harm I caused him.I want to appear happy in front of him, I don't want him to feel that he sacrificed himself and I am not happy with Cheng Younan.

However, if he leaves, there is only one possibility for me to see him, and that is to marry Cheng Younan... But this is obviously the last thing I want to see.

The next morning, he left his house very early, and he was still awake when he left.I walked all the way back. When I got home, Cheng Younan was sitting in the living room. Hearing the sound of the door opening, he raised his head lightly, "Where did you go all night?"

After walking for such a long time, my feet hurt so much, I took off my high heels, and stepped on the comfortable carpet with bare feet, "Xiao Jiu, I had dinner with her last night, and I didn't come back after drinking some wine. Thought you weren't there."

Judging by his appearance, he should have come back early in the morning.

Seeing that he was silent and did not speak, I took my shoes and walked upstairs, "I'll take a shower first."

When he got to the room, he began to take off his clothes. He only undid two buttons of his jacket before he opened the door and walked in.

(End of this chapter)