uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 145 He Wants to Regret the Marriage 2
The silver thread on his head is an unstoppable spirit, and the stern light in his eyes.

Those who came to celebrate their birthdays were all important people who would never see them in their dreams.

I dragged Ziqi through the living room, feeling as if I had gone to the wrong place. What I didn't expect was that the eyes of Mrs. Cheng, who was sitting in the distance, fell on me and Ziqi.That cold and tough gaze made me look down at Ziqi uneasily, not daring to meet his gaze.

After I lowered my head, I was extremely discouraged. Just looking at the old man from a distance would make me feel powerless, let alone face him in real life?

I thought I had enough courage to walk into Cheng Younan's world, but looking at those unfamiliar faces that represent power, my heart gradually began to feel isolated and helpless.

Cheng Younan was busy greeting the guests. Under the light, I saw his figure and realized that he was so far away from me. When I was helpless, I wanted to reach out but couldn't hold him.

A feeling of despair welled up in my heart...

This world that really belongs to him will not belong to me no matter how you look at it.

That old man once even forced his daughter to marry a well-matched person, not to mention his precious grandson, how could he allow Cheng Younan to marry me, a little man with no family background and no back?
"What's the matter, Luo Luo?" Li Xi, who was still busy just now, walked in front of me somehow.He seemed to be able to sense my helplessness, and looked at me tenderly, "Are you not used to it?"

I nodded uneasily.

He smiled and said to me, "It's okay. I was not used to these people when I first faced them. I always felt that I was not in the same world as myself. Gradually, it got better."

I knew he was trying to comfort me, but it didn't feel the same at all.

He is the young cousin of the Cheng family, he is a blood relation of their family, no matter where he grows up, he is a member of this family, but what am I?
In their eyes, they are just people who want to climb high branches.

I smiled at him, deliberately acting as if nothing happened, I didn't want to rely too much on Lixi at this time.

After all, I'm already with Cheng Younan, so what right do I have to rely on him?

He is a real person, even if he wants to act like he doesn't care, he is not an animal without emotion and blood, no one can do it without heartache or sadness, and he will not become an angel with broken wings just because of you .

So, even if he can't help but want to care about me, I don't want myself to depend on him, or let him share the sadness or pressure that I have with Cheng Younan.

His grandfather was sitting there, looking aloof, when he looked at me, he also saw Li Xi who cared about me.

In fact, I'm not sure whether he is looking at me. I may be wrong. He is actually looking at someone else. After all, there are so many people here today, so there is no need for him to keep staring at me. An eye-catching little girl.Maybe, he still doesn't know that Cheng Younan wants to cancel his wedding with Ruan Xiwei because of me?Or, what he has been looking at is Ziqi beside me?After all, Ziqi is from their Cheng family, isn't he?

The little guy raised his head and asked me, "Auntie, why doesn't mom come?"

I bent down and said to him: "Because your mother is still in the hospital, but she should be discharged soon, right?"

Ye Xuan's condition has improved a lot. In the past half month, Cheng Younan also accompanied me to the hospital to see her.

These days, Ziqi has gradually gotten used to the life of Cheng's family, and he will no longer cling to me as before. This can be regarded as lightening some of the burden for me, and I don't have to go to Cheng's house for him all the time, and face Mrs. Zhang doesn't like my face.At this time, she didn't treat me like it was just for Ziqi at the beginning. After all, in her eyes, I was the one who came to snatch her son and destroy her son.

It's just that Ziqi got used to the Cheng family, which is also what I'm worried about. In this case, Mrs. Cheng will have no reason to return Ziqi to Ye Xuan, right?
But Cheng Yixuan, I don't know what kind of mentality he has, he often goes to the hospital to take care of Ye Xuan.His cold attitude made it difficult to see whether he wanted to reconcile with Ye Xuan.

However, even if he intends to reconcile, it is almost impossible, right?

Li Xi looked at me and asked: "Working in the company, do you feel okay?"

I nodded, "Thank you, very good."

A week ago, I went to his company, he seemed to be busy after he arranged the position for me, and I didn't see him again until today.

Although he wasn't here, he asked a senior from the company to take me there, and he got started very quickly. What's more, I, Xiao Luoluo, am not an idiot, am I?

The only thing that depresses me is that Ruan Yunfei is also in the company, and is in the same department as me.

Although her personality has become a little restrained, she just likes to sing against me, which hasn't changed at all.The day I saw her in the company, I immediately felt that my enemy was narrow. After that, I was despised by her almost every day when I met her.

However, her pride, her waywardness, and her unpleasant personality are not without reason.

The Ruan family can be regarded as a family with status in this area, otherwise, it would be almost impossible for Ruan Xiwei to marry Cheng Younan, and Mrs. Cheng alone would not agree.

It's just that all of this has nothing to do with Ruan Xiwei in the morning, she is just Miss Ruan Jiatang.The Ruan family sisters are the jewels held in the palm of their hands. From birth, the two sisters have not suffered any hardships until Ruan Yunfei was 13 years old. With their father's departure, the company fell to their uncle - that is, In the hands of Ruan Xiwei's father, the two sisters had nothing. When they were homeless, she followed Sister Xinran all the way, and loved all the hard times until she found the big tree Cheng Younan for shelter.

Because of his love for Sister Xinran, Cheng Younan has always cared for Ruan Yunfei like a younger sister, and never made her suffer. When I accidentally injured her at school, he did not hesitate to show up to make me lose my job.

Born like a princess, even if she fell from the clouds, she never restrained her pride.

And all these years, what Sister Xinran wanted to do the most was to take back what belonged to the sisters from her uncle.So she was with Cheng Younan, and always wanted to marry him... The reason, besides love, was to get back what belonged to her through him.

Cheng Younan seemed to have always known what she was thinking, so he never thought of marrying her.She has something that he admires, but he also hates her impure feelings.

Cheng Younan is such a proud person, how can he allow himself to be a tool in the eyes of others?

Until he broke up with her because of me.Back in this city, she found a new backer, and he finally decided to get married, but the person he married was her cousin.

The reunion between me and Cheng Younan was not accidental, but someone's plan behind the scenes. My appearance was just to help her ruin Cheng Younan's wedding with Ruan Xiwei.After all, if Ruan Xiwei became Mrs. Cheng, her road to take back the Ruan family would be even more tortuous.

Each of us living in this world has what we want, what we want to protect, as well as our own dreams and goals. In the eyes of others, we seem to live an easy life, but only we know what it feels like.

I know it's not easy for her, but she uses me to make people despise her.

When I was talking to Lixi, I happened to see Tang Zhen and Ruan Yunfei coming in together. The two of them are together. This is something I only learned after I joined the company.It's just that in the middle of this, Ruan Yunfei can be felt somewhat depressed.

With Tang Zhen, she doesn't seem very happy... That's right, the person she liked from the beginning was Li Xi, and Tang Zhen was just interfering.

But, how can everything go well in this world?As willful as she is, sometimes she has to bow to fate.

"Brother Lixi." Standing beside Tang Zhen, she greeted Han Lixi cautiously, her voice was low, and she didn't even dare to look directly at Lixi's face.

Tang Zhen hugged her waist, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, baby, didn't you want to see your brother Lixi? Now that I see you, you can't even look at him with your head down?"

Ruan Yunfei bit her lip, raised her head and glared at Tang Zhen, then turned and left, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Let her go, Tang Zhen didn't stop her, turned to look at me, and smiled wickedly: "Luo Luo, long time no see. Are you planning to bully Li Xi again?"

His words reminded me of the time when I broke up with Lixi, which made me more or less embarrassed.Tang Zhen is a person who is annoyingly straightforward sometimes, but it can be seen that he treats Li Xi very well, and even protects his rights and interests all the time.

This friendship came from the fact that not long after Lixi returned home, the Tang family was in crisis and came to ask for help. Lixi helped their family to intercede in front of his grandfather.

Under the shock of losing his home just now, and coming to a new environment, he hardly made any demands on these strange family members, so at that time, Mr. Cheng was almost responsive to his requests.For him, it was just a matter of lifting a finger, but Tang Zhen always remembered it in his heart.

Hearing the unkindness in Tang Zhen's words, Li Xi looked up at him, and he quickly shut up.He pretended to look away, and then said: "I saw someone I know, please talk slowly, I'll go say hello first."

Li Xi seemed to be afraid that I would be paranoid, so she explained, "Luo Luo, don't take his words to heart."

I nodded, but because of Tang Zhen's appearance, I remembered the words he said to me the night I broke up with Lixi, staring into Lixi's eyes, I couldn't help but want to look into his heart, "Lixi, If you are unhappy, you don't have to keep pretending in front of me. The more you are like this, the more I can't even say sorry. "

"Since you can't say it, then you don't need to say anything." He smiled softly, and when someone called him, he wanted to leave, "I'll go get busy for a while."

"I'll take my kids and go outside for a walk." If I stay here again, I feel like I'll be poked into a hornet's nest by Mr. Cheng's gaze.

Cheng Younan couldn't get away, he was so busy, how could he care about me?
Although it was night, it was a bit hot outside, I took Ziqi out, and saw Ruan Xinran and Ruan Xiwei who were fighting.

The dark dress was on Ruan Xinran, beautiful but unassuming.She looked at her cousin standing in front of her, and couldn't help laughing, "I said, Cheng Younan is not yours, Ruan Xiwei, after so many years, you and your father owed me, so you should pay back."

(End of this chapter)