uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 153 Leaving So Soon 2
His voice was very loud, and he asked me coldly: "Are you really planning to marry Lixi?"

I nodded, "Yes."

"But didn't you want to be with Younan before? You gave up on him in such a short period of time?" His shrewd eyes stared at me, as if he could see into people's hearts, "Since you don't love Lixi, Just don't play with his feelings."

I am silent.When I stood in front of this old man again, I couldn't even breathe.

When I saw him, I remembered the painful past: he was the one who forced me to separate from Cheng Younan, forcing us to this point.However, for Lixi's sake, I stood in front of him again and endured his critical gaze.

I looked at him, and tried my best not to be overwhelmed by his aura and courage: "I'm not bored enough to stand in front of you again and be looked down upon by you just to play with his feelings."

"So you mean it?" He looked at me with sharp eyes, "Even if you see Younan again, you will put all your heart on Lixi?"

This smart old man, he said these words on purpose, just to see my wavering, and then let Lixi see clearly how unsteady my feelings for him are, hoping that he can just give up on me.

However, no matter when, I never thought of playing with Li Xi's feelings. From the moment I decided to come back with him, I decided to stay by Li Xi's side wholeheartedly!Anyway, it is impossible for me and Cheng Younan, since I can no longer love him, why not work hard to make the person who loves me the most in this world happy?

I thought about working hard for him, thinking about saving him, and accompanying him to face his family, but he said: If you want to marry Lixi, I wish you all...

Love is never a one-sided thing, if he chooses to give up, where should I work hard?
I looked at Li Xi at the side and nodded, "Yes, I am sincere."

It's just something I didn't expect, Cheng Younan walked in from the outside as soon as he finished speaking.It seemed that this was the effect that Old Master Cheng wanted. He looked at the calm Cheng Younan and said to him, "Li Xi said that he wants to get married."

Cheng Younan didn't look at me, his expression was still so calm and indifferent, after hearing what his grandfather said, he raised the corner of his mouth, "Really? This is a good thing, congratulations Lixi."

Old Master Cheng looked at Li Xi and patted him on the shoulder. He was not in good health, and he was a little tired when he spoke, "I always wanted to watch the day Li Xi got married, but I couldn't give his mother's , Now compensate him. Although I am not satisfied with the person he picked, since he insists, I have nothing to say."

Cheng Younan raised the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, "No matter what it is, grandpa, as long as you think it's okay."

Old Master Cheng's face slowly darkened, and he looked at him, "Younan, do you hate Grandpa for being too partial?"

He raised his head and said with a smile, "Why? I didn't think clearly at that time, but these days I have already thought clearly. As the eldest son of Cheng, I should shoulder my own responsibilities. As for Li Xi, he is younger than me, and he really likes Luoluo, unlike me who just has a playful mentality, isn't it normal for you to want to help them?"

He said it very indifferently, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him. I don't know whether he is too good at acting or what he said is simply the truth.

Although these words may be just to deal with his grandfather, it still makes people feel a little sad to hear him say it.

Old Master Cheng's body was weak, and he coughed badly after sitting for a while, so he asked Li Xi to take him back to rest.I don't know if he intentionally left me and Cheng Younan here alone.

I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, I just lowered my head.

He was sitting there with no emotion in his voice, "Are you really planning to marry Lixi?"

"Didn't you say that if I marry him, you will bless us?" I raised my head, trying not to let him see my heartache.

There was finally such a wave in his eyes. I thought he was sad or sad, but who knew he said: "If you marry him just because of what I said and want to get angry with me, then that's a big deal." No need. This is your lifetime happiness, I hope you can think about it clearly. "

I just froze for a moment, then couldn't help laughing, "You think too much. I won't joke about my feelings. I said that I really want to be with him. Since you are sure that you want to give up From that moment on, I also decided to give up on you."

I won't be so stupid as to hold on to an impossible love and stick to it. When people are alive, they always need a goal. Otherwise, can that still be called living?At best, it's the walking dead.

Cheng Younan didn't say anything, didn't look at me, stood up and went out, and lit a cigarette for himself in a corner where I couldn't see.

No one knows what he is thinking in his heart, except himself.

It's like when I read old newspapers at night, I realized that he had canceled the wedding with Ruan Xiwei. All that happened within a week of my leaving the city. Ruan's company changed ownership overnight. Everything returned to the Ruan family sisters.

No one knew how all that was done, the only thing they knew was that on that day, Cheng Younan announced the cancellation of his wedding with Ruan Xiwei.

Maybe Ruan Xinran was plotting all this early in the morning?
It's just that because Ruan Xiwei and Cheng Younan are going to get married, she has to worry about the Cheng family, so it's impossible for things to develop to this point without Cheng Younan's help.

It's just that he has already separated from me. Is it interesting to cancel the wedding with that woman?Didn't he say it himself, his wife, Cheng Younan, just needs a display?
Li Xi came over, looked at the old newspaper in my hand, and laughed, "That was all a long time ago."

"Really?" I looked at him and saw him sitting on the couch next to me.

The two of them just sat like this for a while, chatted casually about some irrelevant things, and then went back to their rooms to sleep. Later, when I heard Lixi answer the phone, he got up, and he had already changed his clothes when I opened the door to go out.

"Where are you going so late?" I followed him downstairs, in such a hurry, as if something had happened.

He glanced at me and said, "Luo Luo, go to bed first! I'll go to the hospital."

"Who is sick? Your grandfather?" I can't think of anyone except Mr. Cheng.

Li Xi nodded, "Just sent to the hospital."

Without further ado, he left.I was lying on the bed alone, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.Li Xi only came back in the morning, and he looked a little tired after staying up all night. Fortunately, he said that his grandfather was fine.

In the afternoon, when Lixi and I went to the hospital, the old man was lying on the hospital bed, and Cheng Younan was sitting in front of the hospital bed, quietly flipping through those old photo albums, on which there were many figures of the grandfather who loved him so much when he was a child. Because of that favor, he developed an arrogant and domineering personality, always thinking that there is nothing he can't get that he wants.

When Lixi and I walked in, he just raised his head and looked at us indifferently, his eyes were deep, his lips were tightly pursed and he didn't say anything.

Until the person on the hospital bed reacted, he leaned over, eyes full of worry and pain, "Grandpa."

It wasn't him that the old man called, but: "Lixi."

Li Xi walked over and squatted beside the bed, "Grandpa."

The old man stretched out his old hand to hold his hand, not as tough as before. Because of his illness, he had to speak very hard, "Grandpa's life... the most sorry people are you and your mother, every time you dream ...All I saw was her appearance when she left, it was my fault that she suffered so much and left so early..."

"Grandpa." Li Xi comforted him, "Don't think so much, those things are over."

Old Master Cheng closed his eyes, but held Li Xi's hand tightly, as if he had used all his strength to complete the sentence, "Grandpa has no regrets in living to this age, the only regret is that you are not happy... Before leaving, grandpa wants to see you get married and have children, and the one you want to marry must be the one you love the most..."

Because of him, his own daughter was unhappy, but now he can't wait to pin all his happiness on his grandson.When he said this, I inadvertently saw Cheng Younan turn his gaze to the other side, while his hand was tightly holding the photo album, and his white knuckles were revealing his pain.

He walked out of the door quietly, I took a look at Li Xi who was talking with his grandfather, and couldn't help but follow him out. Standing outside, I heard Cheng Younan ask the doctor, "How many days does he have?"

The doctor sighed helplessly, "Up to three months. Mr. Cheng, we have tried our best."

After all, he is already ninety years old, so he can't stand any hardships.

After the doctor left, he leaned against the corridor, sighed deeply, and did not speak.

Three months later, his relatives will leave him, and no matter how hard he tries, he can't change the status quo.I wanted to go over and do something for him, but thinking about my current status, I gave up this idea.

My wedding with Lixi was scheduled for two months later, I don't know why it was booked so urgently, but if you think about his grandfather's matter, you can understand it, right?

Perhaps, Li Xi just wanted to fulfill his grandfather's wish, to marry the person he loves the most before Mr. Cheng leaves, to show him a happy life, to end his last concern, and to let him leave when he left. My little daughter is no longer so guilty.

What I didn't expect was that Cheng Younan was in charge of the wedding matters.He and Li Xi are still like good brothers, it seems that he doesn't mind me marrying Li Xi at all, it seems that he will not suffer at all.I was sitting alone in the yard wearing a thick winter coat, looking at his car parked at the door, and thinking of him coming over to discuss the wedding with Li Xi after get off work, I thought it was a little ridiculous.Why him?Why him?Should he at least express his anger and pain?Why put on such an indifferent look?

I thought my heart would no longer be affected by him, but when the facts were in front of me, I still felt a little heartache.

Finally, he walked out. The black overcoat on him did not look bloated at all, but instead made people have to look up to him like looking up to a god.Suddenly, he came up to me, lowered his head to look at me, and asked in a cool voice: "I'm getting married, are you happy?"

(End of this chapter)