uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 165 Wedding Night 2
I went to your house because of Ye Xuan and Ziqi's affairs. I hate your family's high-ranking attitude, but for you, I have to wrong myself, endure their white eyes, and endure your mother's critical gaze. I know, this is what I owe you. your!
When you said you were with me but gave up on me in a blink of an eye, when your fiancée went to the company to beat me but you didn't do anything, when I tried to make you change your mind in front of so many people but you said bless me to marry When Li Xi, do you know how much my heart hurts?
I rejected Li Xi, went home, and went on blind dates with so many people, but none of them were as good as you, I felt like I was poisoned, and I saw you everywhere.So when Lixi went looking for me, I agreed to marry him, because he is the only person in this world who treats me better than you.

It doesn't matter to you that we're getting married.For him, I desperately wanted to forget you, but I never could. You caused me to keep hurting Lixi all the time.When I thought I had finally forgotten you, you told me that everything was just an agreement between you. At that time, you didn't want to give up on me for your family.I just realized that I hurt you again, I know I'm sorry for you, but I can't hurt Lixi.

He is good to me, but I don't love him, the less I love him, the more I feel that I owe him too much.

It's just that I never thought that I would meet you in such a mess in the hotel, so when something happened, I told myself, if I can't save you, at least I will die with you.

Now I was hurt because of you, it hurts like hell, and you still blame me..."

When I said these words, I really wanted to turn my pain into tears and wipe it all on his expensive shirt, but I didn't have this chance, because I hurt twice when I moved my body.

He held my hand with pain and a smile, careful not to touch the wound on my body, with guilt written in his eyes, "Okay, girl, will I make it if I don't say it?"

I can't remember how long it has been since he cared about me like this. Before, even if he wanted to care about me, I would try to avoid him from a distance, let alone let him see my vulnerable side, but this time, in this catastrophe For the rest of my life, I don't care about others.

I just wish he was there, I just know I love him.

Not long after we finished talking, Li Xi came, and Cheng Younan also suffered some minor injuries, and he happened to be called back to his ward at that time.

Putting the flowers aside, Li Xi looked at me tenderly, "Are you okay?"

I nodded slightly, "Well, I'm fine."

He looked at me seriously, without much smile on his face, "Do you love him that much?"

My heart trembled, and I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, "I'm sorry, Lixi."

"I'm sorry for what?" He raised the corners of his mouth indifferently, "Since I know I'm sorry, but I keep going on. What's more, for him, you don't even care about your own life?"

"I don't want you to worry, I just..."

maybe!Maybe I really love him too much.

"You can meet me at the hotel on any business trip, do you want to tell me how destined you two are?" He interrupted me, his brows furrowed so that he looked extremely tangled, "It's precisely because of this that I don't want him Come to you. As a girl, I want you to be the one who is loved, not the one who works so hard to love him. By my side, at least when something happens, I can be in front of you that."

I listened to what he said with my head down, and saw hot tears falling on the back of my hand.

After staring at me for a long time, he said, "I didn't come here to make you cry."

Even when he said that, I couldn't help myself.

He had no choice but to sit aside and wait for me to finish crying.He stayed with me for a while in the afternoon, then was called away.

After that, Cheng Younan stayed with me in the hospital, but he rarely came here. I don't know what he thinks, after all, our marriage contract still exists.

But this time, I really want to end it, no matter what obstacles I encounter.

When Cheng Younan came in, I was in a daze, and he looked at me, "What are you thinking?"

I replied to him directly: "I was thinking about how much I love you."

Made him very speechless.

When the spring blossomed, I was finally discharged from the hospital with Cheng Younan's consent, but a week later, it was my wedding with Lixi, I went to look for him at home, but he wasn't there, so I called the company, the secretary said he was on a business trip, a week later Come back later.

I can feel that he is deliberately avoiding me, but this is not a solution.

It's just that the more he avoids me, the more I feel that it is an unforgivable thing for me to cancel the wedding with him.

After leaving the hospital, Cheng Younan took me to our home at that time.After leaving Lixi's place, I didn't go anywhere else, and went back there directly.

The flowers in the backyard were incomparably beautiful. I sat on the chair alone, looking at the dark sky and smelling the fragrance of flowers.Cheng Younan, who had just returned to Cheng's house, appeared in front of me, sat next to me, wrapped his arms around my waist, and rested his chin on my shoulder, "Are you looking for Lixi?"

"Yeah." I nodded, looked at him for a few seconds, and then couldn't help but kissed his face.

He enjoyed the kiss with peace of mind, turned the initiative into a passivity, and after taking advantage of me, he asked, "What did you say?"

"He's not here." I frowned, worry unconsciously written on my face, "He's on a business trip and will be back in a week."

Just when he came back, it was my wedding with him.

He told me at those times that he would tie me by his side, so he knows that I have made up my mind now, and he is not willing to let me go?I never knew that he was such a stubborn person. At this time, really, there is nothing I can do about him.

Cheng Younan's kiss landed on my face again, but he quickly withdrew like a superficial touch, "It's okay, don't think so much, eat first."

As he said, he walked to the living room and put the packed things on the table in front of me one by one.All the dishes are cooked by the chef of the Cheng family.

During the days in the hospital, I felt that I hadn't eaten well.Especially for physical injuries, the doctor said that many things should not be eaten, otherwise it will leave scars.

Thinking of this makes me especially depressed. After all, I am also a big girl, right?The body has not been seen completely by others, and I don't want to be seen ugly and embarrassing by others.

So I can only endure and endure. Although I have always had a heavy taste, I was forced to eat some light food. After being hospitalized, the scars on my body were not completely healed, but I lost a lot of weight.Looking at the food he brought here today that was finally normal, I looked at him timidly, "Is it edible?"

He nodded, "Well, yes."

"Won't there be scars?" Although I felt that I was so hungry that my chest was pressed against my back, but the instinct of a woman's beauty in the subconscious still made me a little worried.

The simple combination of black suit and white shirt made people unable to take their eyes off him, he sat across from me and smiled wickedly at me, "It's okay, even if it looks ugly, only I can see it from now on. "

I'm sweating! "Rogue, this is it!"

Speechlessly turning his gaze away, his face immediately became hot.

He couldn't help but look at me, "Okay, let's eat."

Under the night sky, amidst the fragrance of flowers, and in the blurred lights, this quiet and long-lost atmosphere makes people feel at ease. I can't help but think of the things I have experienced these days, only to realize how hard-won this ordinary thing is. Happiness.

After dinner, I sat in the living room with him and watched TV for a while, which was broadcasting news about the Diaoyu Islands.

I'm a little sleepy. Recently, I either eat or sleep in the hospital every day. At night, I get extremely sleepy. I stand up and walk upstairs, "Look for yourself, I'm going to take a shower and go to bed first."

"I'll go too." He turned off the TV and went upstairs with me, but he never followed me in after sending me to the door. I don't know when this domineering and powerful man became such a gentleman, which made me feel quite Not used to, "Aren't you coming in?"

"You go take a shower first, and I'll get you the ointment."

After he finished speaking, he left, and I remembered the scars on my body. I seemed to understand the reason why he was so afraid of me, but the mischievous factor spread in my body. I looked at him, smirked, and gently Close the door and go take a shower.

The moment I took off my clothes in the bathroom, I saw the burn marks on my body. Although it was gradually healing and the doctor said it was fine, no one could guarantee that there would be no scars until it got better.

I plucked my hair irritably, people said that they were not married yet.

After struggling, I started to take a shower, and when I came out, Cheng Younan had already returned.

I lie on the bed, waiting for him to apply the ointment on my back.The atmosphere became ambiguous as he painted, I suppressed a smile and began to blame him, "What are you thinking?"

He looked away uncomfortably, and handed the ointment to my hand, "You can rub the rest yourself."

I stretched out the scarred arm in a playful way, and said coquettishly, "No, just let you wipe it."

He seemed to have reacted, "Girl, are you provoking me on purpose?"

I curled my lips innocently, and looked at him with a suppressed smile, "So that's all you think about me?"

In order to prove his restraint and how pure his thoughts towards me are, he took the ointment over again, squeezed out some and wiped it on my arm. Ear, "I'll clean you up when your health is over."

Seeing his embarrassed appearance, I couldn't help laughing.

After laughing, I couldn't help but think of the day in the hotel when he was drunk and kissed me as someone else. I didn't think so at the time, but now I think about it, I can't help but despise him, "Why do you treat people like girls?" So casual?"

He looked at me puzzled, "What's wrong with me?"

"Why do I feel that you haven't changed your habit, taking advantage of others and wanting to sleep with them when you see any girl? If it wasn't me that day, wouldn't it be the same for you to meet a girl who looks like me casually?"

He didn't quite understand what I was talking about, so I leaned into his arms and reminded him, "What happened that day at the hotel."

That's the saddest guy I've ever seen.

He grabbed his sleeve and told him, "Don't drink like that in the future, and don't kiss other women again. Hey, you've been free for most of your life, so you should wash your hands for me, right?"

(End of this chapter)