uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 68 The End Forever

The wind was too strong, I lowered my head and tears fell.I thought I had forgotten the hurt he had done, but when he stood here and said sorry to me, I found that I never let go of what happened that day—late night, the person I love the most, handed me over to another man.

And he has always known what kind of person Cheng Younan is.

Lin Qiao came over, squatted in front of me, and pointed at the tears that fell out of my face because of the uselessness, "I'm sorry Luo Luo, I have always regretted what I did to you that day, so these days, I even I don't dare to look at you more than once, obviously you are so good, you really like me so much, but because of my fault, it makes you sad..."

His cool fingertips and rare gentle words made people feel even more heartbroken.

I reached out to wipe away my tears, pushed his hand away, and smiled nonchalantly, "Actually, I know that I have been in love with you alone from the beginning to the end. You just need to care about your happiness. You don't have to." Pay for my emotions, whether you like me or not, I am Xiao Luoluo, I have my own life, and I will work hard to go on. I am different from you, and I will not entrust my life to someone who used to be People who have betrayed and hurt themselves. From the beginning, the love for you is blind, isn't it? I don't know you well, I don't even know that you were my father's student, I didn't know that you knew my mother, This kind of blind liking is stupid, seeing clearly Yan Jia's position in your hands is not a bad thing for me."

He obviously doesn't like me, so there's no need for him to feel guilty all the time, not to mention, Cheng Younan didn't do anything to me after he came back that day.

He was the first person I liked and I didn't want to hate him.Respecting him is tantamount to respecting my initial choice. I don't want to think about it after a long time, and make myself feel that I loved the wrong person at that time.So, no matter what he did, I just want to remember that he was my favorite person ever.

He shook my hand, and said to me in his cold voice: "Thank you, Lolo, thank you... for liking me once. Although I once wanted to cherish this relationship, I'm sorry. After a long time There will be someone beside you, I believe, he will be very happy."

I didn't know how to respond to his words, I just watched him leave.It wasn't until he realized that if he left, the relationship between me and him would end forever, so I stood up from the swing uncontrollably, and watched him drift away until he disappeared into the alley, and the past had been erased. Tears fell down again.

When it got dark, Cheng Younan came to look for me, I was still sitting on the swing, my long hair was hanging down like silk, blocking the embarrassed expression on my face.

He asked me: "What's the matter, girl, are you staying here alone?"

I raised my stiff neck and talked to him, my teeth chattering: "I'm cold."

"Then go back!" He stretched out his hand to grab my hand, pulled me up, and complained: "Your mother said that you have been out for a long time and have not returned, so I came to see you. What are you doing here alone? ?”

My hands were very cold, and it was very comfortable to be held in his big hands. I simply stretched out my hands and hugged his arms, "Uncle Cheng, can you kiss me?"

He turned his head and looked at me with a half-smile in his eyes, "Xiao Luoluo, I'm not a cure for your wounds."

I didn't speak, I just felt that the place in my chest was empty, and the wind was blowing back and forth there.

He domineeringly stretched out his hands to wrap around my shoulders, very hard, and asked with some helplessness: "Why is he always able to make you look so sad? Luo Luo, you are such a proud person, Why did you become a different person when you met him?"

After he reminded me, I realized that every time I was hurt by Lin Qiao, Cheng Younan would always see me looking down, so although he didn't see Lin Qiao appearing here today, he knew how to answer without asking thing.

That being the case, I no longer have any scruples, and said to his stern face: "Because I like him!"

Sad because I like it.However, this is the first and last time. In the future, for the rest of my life, I will never love a man who doesn't love me, nor will I love a man who makes me sad.

Cheng Younan listened to my stupid words, put his hands on my shoulders even harder, and he growled unreasonably: "Who allowed you to like him? How is that man better than me and why is he worthy of your love? He loves him to death?"

I don't like the word 'death to death'. I always feel that this word is full of derogatory connotations. I smiled wryly at Cheng Younan and said, "You are so overbearing. Whoever stipulates that I like him must have what he has? And I also Didn't love him 'to death'."

At least, I didn't let him see my sadness in front of him. I watched him go and said something that could save me face in front of him, but he said, 'Thank you for liking me ', which made my heart soften again.

It's not that he doesn't know that I like him, and it's not that he has never cherished this kind of affection. Maybe he really wanted to be with me at that time, but he knew Yan Jia before, and she had already fully occupied him. heart, so even if he wanted to escape, he couldn't.

Moreover, for the things that hurt me, he also apologized, knew his mistake, and felt guilty...

However, he still doesn't love me.

When I got home, he knocked on the door for me, and said to my mother who came to open the door: "The little girl was broken in love. I saw her alone in the park, so I brought her back."

"Breakdown?" My mother's eyes were enough to describe it as horror.

I scolded this man who deliberately caused trouble for me in my heart, and quickly put on a rock-like appearance to dispel my mother's hesitation, "No, Mom, don't listen to Uncle Cheng's nonsense."

After finally dispelling his mother's worries, as soon as he entered the door, he saw the gifts brought by Lin Qiao and his mother.

I don't want my mother to know that I have someone I like, and I'm even more afraid that she will know that person is Lin Qiao. Although I don't know what she will think of such a relationship, Lin Qiao is also my teacher.

After sending Cheng Younan away, my mother closed the door and said to me who was sitting on the sofa in a daze, "Aunt Lin said, let's go to her house to play tomorrow."

I frowned, "No."

"Why don't you go? What's the matter with your child? People come to your house to play and bring things. Isn't it right to pay a return visit?" Mom was a little angry, and Cheng Younan's words made her suspicious, "Lolo You don't really have a boyfriend, do you? Seeing that you ran out so happily yesterday, are you going to meet your boyfriend?"

"No, no, no! Mom, can you stop listening to the nonsense of that man upstairs? He said I'm broken in love, so I'm broken in love? How does he know that I'm broken in love? Why don't you move your head and think about it? Plus Who is he? Why do you believe everything he says?" He really didn't want to mention Lin Qiao's matter, so he said harsh words to his mother unconsciously.

My mother seldom saw me with such an attitude, and started nagging endlessly, "Uncle Cheng is a good person, and he will help you with your homework when he has nothing to do. He also cares about you, so don't be ignorant."

"What do you mean I don't know what is good or bad? That means someone has plans for your daughter!" My mother regarded him as a good person even though he was a wolf. Ouch, this awareness of prevention is really bad. Fortunately, there is such a daughter as me.

"Come on! If he has plans for you, your mother will write the name backwards." This poor woman, she didn't believe what I said at all.

"..." I looked at him speechlessly and remained silent for a long time, "Where does your trust in him come from?"

My mother handed me the freshly peeled apple, smiled and explained: "Don't be convinced, I work in the restaurant every day and meet all kinds of people. The top man would be interested in a girl like you who has nothing and is not beautiful?"

I really wanted to vomit blood, and bit her hard to give me an apple, "Mom, are you my own mother? You said I'm not pretty! I was born by you, okay? Others can say it, but you can't!"

My mother looked at me innocently, "What does it matter to me that you are not beautiful? How did I fail to give birth to you? Beauty is not only based on your face, but also on your temperament. It will be the same when you have more experience." .”

It's rare for my mother to say such philosophical words, but I'm still not reconciled, "I was angry with him when he bullied me this morning while you weren't here."

My mother looked at me and was stunned for a few moments, but she still didn't believe it, and always felt that I was lying to him, "Then why didn't you say that?"

"..." I was speechless, feeling that my life was really hopeless, "Why don't you think that he is looking at me young? Your daughter is a young girl who is not yet 19 years old. Just because she is young, he is also Should you be interested in me?"

"Stop talking to me and go to sleep." Sadly, I found that I was completely ignored by my dearest mother.

I leaned in front of her and hugged her, "Mom, there really is a big bad wolf living upstairs in our house, so don't believe what he says in the future."

"Then are you going to Aunt Lin's house tomorrow?" She looked at me.

I froze for a moment, "No."

Anyway, ginger is still old and spicy, so I went around for a long time and came back.

My mother was not being stubborn either, and went to Lin Qiao's house at noon the next day.As soon as she left, Cheng Younan came down.

When I was doing things, he leaned against the window and watched me.

"I said you have something wrong!" Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore, "I stay at your house because your house is warm. What good does it do you if you stay in my house all the time? It's cold and there is no heating here."

He said lightly: "There is you."

Every time he said something like this, I had nothing to say, so I just kept my head depressed and continued to do my work.

After I didn't talk to him for a while, he pulled me into his arms from behind, breathing clearly in my ears, "Lolo, when spring comes, I want to give you a house full of flowers in front of your door."

I was overwhelmed by his words, "Damn, have you watched too much of Grandma Qiong Yao's TV?"

He immediately let go of me, his eyebrows were tangled together, "Xiao Luoluo, are you a girl?"

"What nonsense is this?" I glanced at him disapprovingly, and continued to mop the floor.

He was silent for a while, leaned against the window again, and continued to look at me. After a while, he came up with a worse idea than before: "Then I'll buy the hot pot restaurant you worked for as a gift, anyway. That boss treated you so badly before, so it’s a small punishment for him, and then sell the surrounding shops. Girls, being a flower shop is the best. Dealing with flowers will make you more beautiful in the future. Anyway, every day you You also have to work hard part-time, it is better to run your own business, and when you make money in the future, just return the money to me."

(End of this chapter)