uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 82
He didn't even need to look at me, he knew I was looking at him, put his eyes on his book, and called my name in his lazy voice, "Lolo, don't think I don't know that you are secretly looking at me."

I raised the book in my hand to cover my face, "Why, I'm reading a book!"

After hearing what I said, he raised the corners of his pretty lips, "Then come here and let me see what you're looking at."

I walked over with the book that could prove my innocence, and handed it to him.He looked at it, smiled slightly, and asked, "Have you finished reading?"

I shook my head, "No, it's so thick, I'll have to look at it for a few days to finish it."

He didn't make excuses, he looked at me meaningfully, and at the same time said solemnly: "That's right, you've been looking at me most of the time, and you can't finish watching me for a while."

I sighed in my heart, it turned out that Lin Qiao also had thick skin sometimes.I had to change the subject, "Are you thirsty? I'll get you a glass of water."

Then he ran out the door quickly, and his helpless and gentle laughter came from behind him.

"Lolo, can I see what's in your table?" Lin Qiao asked in the room while I was pouring water.

I didn't seem to have anything in the drawer, so I just let him go. I thought proudly in my heart: It's rare that he would be curious about my things. This also proves that my position in his heart is becoming more and more important, right?
After these days, I can no longer see the shadow of Yan Jia in his eyes. Every time I look at him, it seems that the person I saw at first is back again.

I poured water and wanted to take it in for him, but the phone rang, and it was Xiao Jiu who hadn't seen him for a long time.

I brought water to Lin Qiao who was in the room, and went out to meet Xiaojiu alone.Xiao Jiu has been telling me to introduce the man she likes to me. She has been talking about this matter since last year. It is a rare opportunity today to leave Lin Qiao alone for a while, and then hurried to meet them When we met, she was still sitting there alone. I walked over, sat next to her, and looked around. I didn't see any man who was similar to what she might introduce to me.

After waiting for a while, I started to despise her, "Xiao Jiu, I'm busy!"

Keep Lin Qiao at my house and ask him to watch the house for me. I can't just stay outside like this all the time.

"Wait, he'll be here soon." Xiao Jiu said patiently.

When I was looking left and right, I saw Xue Hao enter the coffee shop. I wondered what he was doing here, but I didn't think about it. In the end, the person sitting opposite me and Xiao Jiu turned out to be him.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him puzzled.

"You guys know each other?"—this was Xiao Jiu's surprised voice.

"My cousin, I kiss my cousin." I pointed to Xue Hao and explained, then looked at Xiao Jiu in disbelief, "My God! You don't like Xue Hao, do you?"

This is really true, love does not distinguish between family status, let alone education.

I didn't dare to tell him that Xue Hao used to wash cars. As for what kind of work he is doing now, I don't know.Although I felt like I was cheating Xiaojiu because of my conscience, but I want to be honest, maybe Xue Hao will kill me.

Xiao Jiu said: "Luo Luo, you really don't look like your cousin at all."

"Yeah." I'm definitely not like him, after all, we're not real siblings.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Jiu said: "He is very handsome, but you are a little..."

I vomited blood and said, "You are beauty in the eye of the beholder! Look at everyone is Prince Charming."

Xue Hao sat aside and was speechless by her and me, "Did you two invite me to watch you chat?"

I laughed and didn't speak.This person is really hard to say. After he met Cheng Younan's bad luck, he unexpectedly picked up a peach blossom as big as Xiaojiu. Although she was a little gossip, Xiaojiu was really beautiful, and she was about to graduate soon. She will become an excellent talent and a pillar of society. Although she is not sure where she works, she will definitely not go to the car wash like Xue Hao, so, no matter what point, Xue Hao has climbed her.

In front of girls, Xue Hao is quite shy. When I came out of the coffee shop, I asked him, "How much does Xiao Jiu know about you? Have you started dating?"

"Luoluo..." He looked at me hesitantly, wanting me to help him lie to Xiaojiu, but also felt a little embarrassed, "Can I not tell her about my affairs?"

"But she will always know." To some extent, Xiao Jiu is quite a realistic person. If she knew that Xue Hao had graduated from high school and had been in prison, she would definitely have other ideas.No one can guarantee that she will say something like, your cousin is more handsome than you.

"But, I will work hard. I just need to start working hard now and be the him in her mind? What I need now is time. You and her are friends again, so..."

There was hesitation in his eyes, maybe he also knew that it was shameless for me to lie to my own friends with him like this, but I could tell from his eyes that he didn't want to miss her.

Probably because I have always felt ashamed of him, I, who used to disdain some of his behaviors, unexpectedly agreed to him.Xiao Jiu went to the bathroom and came out, saw Xue Hao and me standing at the door, and smiled.

"I'm going home first. I still have some things to do at home!" Let the two of them play however they like. I don't want to stay here as a light bulb. Of course, the more reason is because I help Xue Hao cheat After leaving Xiaojiu, I feel a little guilty in my heart.

When we got home, Lin Qiao was still sitting on the chair by the window with his back to me.I walked over and looked at him with a smile, "What's wrong?"

I found that his expression was different from when he just left, a little cold, but also a feeling of uneasiness in the bottom of my heart.

He stretched out his hand and handed me a piece of paper, his voice was icy, "I saw it from your drawer."

It was the letter left by Cheng Younan. I threw it away, but then picked it up and put it under the box.

He just wanted to see the decorations in my drawer, he never expected to see such a thing, right?
A cold smile came from his mouth, "Is this true? In order to fulfill me and you, he took Yan Jia away..."

I didn't speak, I really didn't know what to say about this matter, Cheng Younan took Yan Jia away, that's not what I meant.I want to stay with him when he is helpless because I love him.Because I love him, I would rather ignore Han Lixi's objection and just want to be with him.

But now, this letter seems to have caused him to misunderstand something, "If you don't want to see this piece of paper, I'll just throw it away."

The things that shouldn't be kept in the first place are all my own fascination for a while.

"No, it's rare that he has done so much for you, so it's okay for you to keep it." Lin Qiao didn't seem to want to continue, "Lolo, I'm going back first, I feel a little uncomfortable."

I called him who was about to go out, "You are not feeling well, you can lie on the bed for a while, and I can find medicine for you. Haven't I been taking care of you these days when you were sick?" I couldn't understand He said to him: "I don't like you making excuses to prevaricate me like this. If you have any unhappy things, you can say it directly. Even if you don't get your understanding after speaking out, at least I have something for myself. The right to explain, isn't it?"

"Don't bother you, I want to be alone for a while." He insisted, as if he didn't want to say another word to me.Just two hours ago, I thought that he had forgotten about Yan Jia. I thought that that woman was no longer among us. Who knew that everything would be different in a blink of an eye.

As if I was his enemy, as if I was the one who snatched Yan Jia away from him.But that's not something I can decide. Cheng Younan took Yan Jia away because he thought I loved Lin Qiao too much, but is it wrong for me to love him?
Could it be that I should cold-bloodedly ignore him when he was sick, that would be the best way to protect him and Yan Jia?
I strode over and grabbed his hand, hoping that he would be gentle and don't be so cruel to me. For him, I even lost Han Lixi who was the best to me. What else does he want from me?
He stopped in his tracks, his voice was a little indifferent, and he said helplessly: "Luo Luo, don't do this!"

The long-lost tears fell unconvincingly, "What do you want from me? I want to know how you feel after reading this letter, not like you who just want to leave without saying a word. You think I hurt you Has Jia separated from you? Lin Qiao, I just like you, I am not a god, I can't decide everything. When you were in the hospital, you told me that you want to cherish me... Now, just for With such an irrelevant letter, you are going to deny what you said before?"

"Luo Luo, don't force me, I just want to be quiet." His voice was cold and full of helplessness, but it made people feel that no matter what I said, he would never want me to continue with him The feeling of going down.

The wind that emerged from hell kept pouring into my body. It was summer, but because of his indifference, my whole body was completely chilled. His voice was hopeless and powerless. I leaned on his shoulder and faced him helplessly. He said: "I didn't force you, you forced me! I just love you, what's wrong with loving you? I didn't do anything from the beginning to the end, if you think you lost Yan Jia, it was my fault, Then I can only say that I was wrong because I loved you too much. Because of you, I said so much to Cheng Younan, so he wanted to take Yan Jia away, but this was not something I could have expected. Or do you think, Should I be sacrificed like last time to exchange Yan Jia back? Is it for you, as long as I love Cheng Younan, as long as I stay by his side as humble as Yan Jia, and exchange your Yan Jia back, Is it the result you are most satisfied with?"

"I didn't ask you to do this for me. I just remembered the phone call she made when she left. She couldn't get Cheng Younan's love, but she was forced to be with him. Cheng Younan never treated her well , won't hurt her, won't take care of her, and he won't take care of her when she's sick..." His tone of voice was extremely sad, it turned out that the indifference he put on these days was just to cover up the hurt in his heart.

He thought that Yan Jia had betrayed him again, so he wanted to ignore her, so he wanted to start a new life with me.

His thinking was the same as Cheng Younan's, thinking that if he fell in love with another person, he could temporarily forget her.However, when he knew that Cheng Younan took her away because of this person he wanted to try to love, he regretted it?
He still loves Yan Jia dearly, to the point that all the decisions he makes can be changed for her.

I let go of his hand and didn't keep him.

Being with him is to make him happy, if what he said becomes his burden, he will not be happy.So, just let him be happy.

I wiped away my tears and said to him: "Since you want to go, you can go! I just want to know, after leaving here, in the world, can you still find someone who loves you like me. It has always been me In love with you, even if you hurt me for your sake, I will completely forgive you because of your injury. I have never received any love from you like Yan Jia, but I can say for sure , I will not do less for you than her. But, I also know that all the sacrifices in this world are meaningless if they are not affirmed by the other party. "

For this relationship, I have been working hard. Although in the end, I may be doomed to lose, but I am always worried that one day when I look back, I will find that I have done too little.

(End of this chapter)