Chapter 73

When An Yale returned to "Tonight", it was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

In fact, she left work very early.But, she doesn't want to go home.As soon as she got home, Xia Chenxi would definitely ask her what happened when she saw her eyes swollen from crying.It's not that she didn't want to tell him, but that he was afraid of hurting his heart again.In fact, she knew Chen Xi's affection, but she couldn't respond to him, and she didn't want to respond to him.He is so good, there should be someone who really likes him to accompany him.In her opinion, Xiao Xiang is a very suitable person for Chen Xi, so she deliberately went back late to help them create some opportunities.

Walking on the street with people coming and going, thinking about what happened today, she was really sad.Mo Zixuan, he said that he no longer loves her, but he doesn't know that she still loves him, her love has not changed with the passage of time.It's just that she knows that he is so good and outstanding, and her status is not worthy of him.Even though she had worked hard for five years to change for him and do things for him that she would never do, she still couldn't change, couldn't change her identity, and couldn't change his identity.Just like Xia Yulin said to her back then, if she loves him, she should smile and let go.

Before entering "Tonight", An Yale took a deep breath, she was not very nervous.It's just that I don't want people who have nothing to do with me to worry about me.

"Lele, you're back." The words were still the same, the difference was that it was not Xia Chenxi who greeted An Yale today, but their clerk.

"Where's Chenxi?" An Yale looked around, but couldn't find Xia Chenxi.

"Uh...this..."

"Lele, miss me, don't you?" Just as the clerk was wondering whether he should say it, Chen Xi's nice male voice sounded behind Anya Le.

"Yes, yes, I miss you, where have you been?" She used a fake smile, trying to deceive everything that happened today.Because, she didn't want Chen Xi to get involved, it would only make things worse.

"No...no..." Chen Xi seemed to have something on his mind, when he said this, his sapphire blue eyes frantically avoided An Yale's sight.

"Chen Xi, did something happen?" An Yale knew that if something hadn't happened, Chen Xi wouldn't treat her like this.

"No, don't worry." Chen Xi said, patting her chest.It's just that those beautiful sapphire blue eyes seem to have lost their former charm.

"Is Xiaoxiang here today?" Since he didn't want to say it, she wouldn't force it.An Yale changed the subject in a timely manner.

"She...I don't know..." Chen Xi glanced at the seat where Xiaoxiang would sit when she came here before, and then quickly lowered her head, so that An Yale didn't notice the sadness that flashed in his eyes.

"Maybe she didn't come today because she didn't have time." Anya Le seemed to be comforting Chen Xi, and also comforting herself.As Chen Xi's good friend, An Yale could tell that Chen Xi didn't have feelings for Xiao Xiang at all.So she also worked very hard to help Chenxi do ideological work.

"Probably." Chen Xi said, walking into the counter.In fact, he didn't know why he suddenly felt so upset because of the woman he thought besides An Yale.

Looking at Chen Xi's back, she instinctively told An Yale that something must have happened to him today.It's just that he has been unwilling to say it out, and she is too embarrassed to ask.

"Chen Xi, can you give me a glass of wine?" An Yale walked to the counter and said to Chen Xi who was fiddling with the mixing glass.She still remembered that Mi Yan said that alcohol is a good thing, once drunk, she can see the person she misses the most.Then, when she was drunk, wouldn't she be able to see Mo Zixuan?The man she left for his happiness, the man she loved with her life, the man who said he didn't love her.Even though he has said that he no longer loves himself, she still misses him so much.

"Lele, why do you suddenly want to drink?" Chen Xi put down the cups for mixing and looked at An Yale.In the past two years, he has opened a meeting bar.Except for the last time Mi Yan appeared, An Yale had drank.At other times, she doesn't drink at all.Why do you suddenly want to drink today?This made Chen Xi a little puzzled.

"I just wanted to drink suddenly, and I just realized now that the wine you made is really delicious. No wonder our bar's business is so good." Anya Le went to the bar counter.

"Did something happen?" If nothing happened, she wouldn't be so abnormal and flatter herself.

"No, I just want to drink."

"Okay, but don't drink too much." Seeing An Yale's particularly haggard face, he really felt distressed.She is his angel, his favorite, but her heart has never been on his body.

"Hehe, Chenxi, you are the best." He was really, really kind to her. When she was sad, he was by her side; when she was wronged, he was by her heartache.If she had met him earlier, maybe everything would have been different.However, when she met him, she already had another him in her heart.This is his sorrow, or her regret.

"If I were really that good, you would have been with me long ago." Chen Xi muttered.Two years, two years, he tried everything to take care of her, but she still didn't respond to him.

"Chen Xi, let's drink together." An Yale picked up another glass and held it in front of Chen Xi.

"Yeah." Taking the glass of wine in her hand, Xia Chenxi swallowed it all.He knew that he was once again rejected by her.Every time, her rejection was so obvious.

Seeing that Chen Xi had put down the empty glass, An Yale followed his lead and swallowed the whole glass of wine.The stimulation of alcohol immediately made An Yale cough violently.

"Really, why are you drinking so fast?" Xia Chenxi hurriedly walked behind An Yale, and gently patted her on the back.

"Chenxi, I want another cup." Anya Le raised the empty cup and smiled at Xia Chenxi.Why, he has to be so gentle to her, even knowing that she doesn't have him in her heart.Now, An Yale just wants to use alcohol to numb her nerves, so that she can ignore all this...

"Lele, you are very tired today, go to sleep." Looking at her haggard, he couldn't bear to scold her.

"No, Chen Xi. Don't you love me the most? Can you give me another drink?" An Yale still raised his glass to Xia Chenxi.

"But didn't you just say that it was the last cup?" If he remembered correctly, this was already her sixth cup.That's what she said after every drink.

"No, Chen Xi. Can you give me another drink?" An Yale, who had already started to feel drunk, didn't know what she was doing anymore.

"Lele, shall we go upstairs to sleep?" Xia Chenxi tried to coax An Yale.

"No, Chen Xi. You don't love me anymore, woo woo..." An Yale began to suffer like a child.In fact, she couldn't figure out what she wanted now, she only knew that she really wanted to drink.

"Lele, be good. It's fine if you don't drink, and I'll give you whatever you want." Seeing her tears, his heart was about to die of pain.

"Give me everything really?" Hearing Chen Xi's answer, An Yale stopped crying and looked at him blankly.

"Well, really." Chen Xi's beautiful sapphire eyes were also shining.

"Then I want...I want... Mo Zixuan." An Yale looked at Xia Chenxi with incomparable sincerity.She has loved Mo Zixuan so deeply since before, and it has never changed.Even knowing that he doesn't love her anymore, her love still hasn't diminished a bit.

Xia Chenxi looked at An Yale in surprise, he never thought that the drunk An Yale still wanted only Mo Zixuan.

"Chenxi, did you hear... I want Zixuan." An Yale looked at Xia Chenxi quietly, tears slipped out of her eyes again.

"Lele..." Xia Chenxi hugged her tightly into her arms.He loves her so much, but in her eyes, he still doesn't have himself.

"Chenxi, I love him so much...why doesn't he love me anymore...why can he not love me...why..." An Yale shouted while crying, telling Xia Chenxi all the grievances of the day cried out.

Xia Chenxi didn't speak again, he hugged An Yale horizontally.While walking up the stairs, he said to the staff behind him, "Close."

"Chenxi, why can everyone see that I love him, why can't he see..." An Yale seemed to vent all the grievances he received today, crying and shouting, his hands still shaking Waving.

"Lele, good boy, you'll be fine tomorrow when you wake up after a nap." Chen Xi also became at a loss when she saw An Yale like this.But even if he knew that she still couldn't put himself in his heart for two years like now, he still couldn't let her go.

The moment Xia Chenxi put An Yale on her bed, An Yale's hands suddenly wrapped tightly around his neck.Xia Chenxi's mind went blank...

At this moment, An Yale, who was in front of him, had a faint blush on his face because of being drunk.Her eyes became very blurred because of being drunk, and her originally neat suit became wrinkled because of her struggle just now, and the beautiful spring on her chest was exposed because of this. .

Such An Yale was something he had never seen before.He didn't know that the beautiful goddess with wine-red hair in his impression could be so lazy and charming.

"Xuan...".An Yale has completely regarded Xia Chenxi in front of her as the Mo Zixuan she misses day and night, and Chenxi has been completely stunned by such a lazy An Yale.

Looking at the person who was so close in front of her eyes, but didn't move at all, An Yale pursed her pretty lips angrily.

"Lele, you go to bed first. I'm going out." Chen Xi said in a panic, and then hurriedly turned to leave.If he didn't leave again, he was afraid that he would do something deviant to An Yale. After all, he was a normal man and could resist such a beauty, even though he knew that An Yale had already regarded himself as another man.

But he never thought that at the moment when he was about to leave, that white arm like a lotus root was tightly wrapped around his waist. "Xuan... I really need you, do you know? I really... really... love you very much. Don't go, okay? Stay with me." An Yale's words had already become sobbing On and off.

Xia Chenxi turned around, and saw that the person nestled in her arms had been completely soaked in tears.

"Lele,..." Xia Chenxi leaned over, and her warm lips touched the corners of An Yale's eyes, helping her kiss away the tears that kept oozing from the corners of her eyes.Lele, in fact, my love is no less than your love for Mo Zixuan.It's just, why you have never seen my love, why after two years, you still only have him in your heart... But I don't blame you for all of this.I know, maybe I'm not good enough, maybe I'm not gentle enough, that's why you are like this.

Lele, do you know?Waiting too long for someone is really tiring, and I've lost the patience to wait.I don't want to wait any longer, I know it's hard to forget him with your own strength, so let me help you.I believe that as long as I do a little better, as long as I am more considerate and gentle, you will soon erase him from your life.And tonight, forgive me for possessing you under such circumstances...

This, I think, is the best way to accelerate our progress.Forgive me, forgive me for wanting you so desperately; forgive me, for getting you when you lost the ability to resist.

Chen Xi begged An Yale's forgiveness over and over again in her heart, and her hands had already started to hug An Yale tightly.In fact, he was not sure whether he could get An Yale's forgiveness for doing so.In the past, he always thought that as long as he was good enough, one day, An Yale would be moved by him and fall into his embrace.Before, he always thought that it was only a matter of time between them.As long as there is time, they will be together.But An Yale's crying tonight made him lose his original self-confidence.He no longer considered the time that lay between them a problem.Because he has already discovered that An Yale's love for Mo Zixuan has not disappeared with the passage of time, but has instead brewed into a deeper love.

And if this continues, it will definitely be more difficult for him to enter An Yale's heart.So he decided, even if he didn't get An Yale's heart, tonight.He wants to get her too.As for the relationship issue, just keep it and cultivate it slowly in the future.

While thinking this way, Xia Chenxi unconsciously increased the intensity of her kiss to An Yale.Tonight, he must get her, even if she still doesn't have him in her heart.

But almost at the same time, an indifferent voice sounded from behind them: "It seems to be disturbing you."

(End of this chapter)

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