I am Feng Jun

Chapter 530 530. Try hiding one more time!
"Hey, Shen Nanzhu!"

Shen Ci looked at Shen Nanzhu who had suddenly become hysterical, and failed to call her back several times, so his voice inevitably became a little higher.

"me."

Shen Nanzhu, who had slid to the ground by the tree trunk, raised her eyes to look at the person in front of her, her pupils constricted again.

she forgot.
After waking up from a high fever that year, she forgot about it
"What’s wrong with you!"

Because of the abdominal injury, Shen Ci had a hard time squatting down.

He wanted to rest his fingers on Shen Nanzhu's veins again, but he didn't want her to break free again.

Shen Ci's eyes were not good.

You were hiding just now, but are you still hiding now?
"Shen Nanzhu! Try hiding one more time!"

Shen Ci's voice cooled down a bit.

"A Ci. A Ci, don't touch my sister. If my sister is fine, please ask her to slow down."

"Are you all right?"

Shen Ciqi smiled a little.

"I've never seen you come here suddenly while talking like this. Which sentence stimulated you, huh?"

Shen Nanzhu leaned her head back, leaning against the tree trunk weakly, her eyes closed tightly.

The sun shines through the gaps in the leaves, and the spots are like broken gold.

However, according to her somewhat pale complexion, she looked weaker and weaker.

"I had a high fever that year, and I forgot some things."

Shen Nanzhu talked to himself, his tone was weak and cold, and his voice was very low, but Shen Ci heard it.

"If you forget it, forget it? It's important?"

Shen Ci didn't understand what could make Shen Nanzhu suddenly become like this.

"Do you remember? That's why the reaction is so big?"

"I"

Shen Nanzhu didn't dare to open his eyes to look at Shen Ci.

It was only now that she suddenly understood.

Why, the former A Ci would resist himself so much.

There is always deep fear and alienation in the eyes looking at him.

It's her, it's her!
After a day's vigil, resentment arose in her heart, and an extremely crazy idea grew in her mind like weeds after rain.

Dad was suffering from dystocia and died of fatigue.

If there is no brother, daddy will not die.

Dad died because of Ah Ci.

Not only did my mother think so, she thought so too!

It's all her.
Momentary evil thoughts.

The word is like a switch.

When Shen Ci mentioned it in Jinse Hall just now, she felt an inexplicable tremor in her heart.

When Shen Ci mentioned it for the second time on the road.

This is getting closer and closer to Ciyuan, which is Yinjiangyuan.

Walking on the gravel path where she ran wildly in the rainy night.

In an instant, she awakened the memories buried deep in her heart because of fear and guilt.

She almost killed her younger brother with her own hands!

Ah Ci knows, Ah Ci has always known!
Those dark eyes were engraved in her heart.

A Ci, who was born less than a month ago, saw with his own eyes how his sister grabbed his neck and wanted to kill him.

The little boy was so scared, terrified, but he couldn't do anything, so he had to cry loudly.

Under the pain and suffocation, all he could do was cry.

Death was so close to him.

Shen Nanzhu's heart tightened suddenly, and he was sore and unbearable.

Facing Shen Ci's tentative pulse again, he flinched again.

The right hand, with nails embedded in the palm, already exuded a faint smell of blood.

"Damn, what are you hiding, I have thorns in my hand? You are not in the right state!"

The boy's voice rang in her ears, Shen Nanzhu's eyelids trembled twice, but she still didn't have the courage to open them.

She didn't know how to face him.

"A Ci."

She only dared to call softly, to dissipate the guilt in her heart.

Because of the evil thoughts back then, he felt guilty for committing an unforgivable sin.

Even in the future, she forgot about that rainy night, and because of the guilt in her subconscious, she was even more kind to Ah Ci, and wanted to give Ah Ci everything she had.

But she has already lost that opportunity.

Her younger brother already remembered that she was once a sister who wanted to put him to death.

He fears himself, resists himself, distances himself.

His shadow was all brought to him by himself!

Waves of sadness filled Shen Nanzhu's heart.

In the past, she didn't remember, and she would often complain in her heart why Ah Ci resisted her sister so much.

Now that she thought about it, she knew that all of this was her own doing.

she.
I don't deserve my brother's love!
"Give me your hand! Don't hide!"

Shen Ci frowned slightly, and used some tough tactics, not giving Shen Nanzhu a chance to break free.

With his left hand, he forcibly pulled out Shen Nanzhu's hand, and put the fingers of his right hand on her veins.

"It's nothing to you! Why do you suddenly look like you're going to die, isn't it scary!"

After feeling the pulse for a while, Shen Ci put down his snacks, and then forcefully broke Shen Nanzhu's tightly clenched right hand.

Looking at the palm that was pierced by herself, her phoenix eyes raised slightly.

"What memory actually makes you self-harm?"

Shen Ci carried medicine with him, and when he saw this, he took out a hemostatic powder and sprinkled it on the wound on Shen Nanzhu's palm.

A tingling pain came from the palm of her hand, but the temperature from the fingertips where Shen Ci held her cold wrist to prevent her from breaking free covered the stinging pain.

Shen Nanzhu struggled for a long time, and after a tingling pain in the palm of his hand, he slowly opened his closed eyes.

"A Ci."

Shen Nanzhu looked at the radiant young man in front of him, his eyes trembled slightly.

"I'm sorry Aci"

The 16-year-late memory and apology made Shen Nanzhu's eyes burst into tears instantly.

It slid down the cheek and dripped into the palm of Shen Ci's medicine.

Shen Ci raised his eyes and glanced at the strange Shen Nanzhu, with a puzzled look on his face.

"You, the younger brother, are not worthy of saying sorry to the master, okay?"

What did this person forget before?
"Sister. Sister Ah Ci"

Shen Nanzhu leaned forward suddenly, and hugged Shen Ci in front of him, his body seemed to be still shaking.

Shen Ci froze, in the end he held back the subconscious movements of his hands and didn't push her away.

"Huh? What's wrong with you? Hurt?"

Shen Ci patted her on the back and joked deliberately.

"No way, it's just such a small wound! How can there be so much blood pain from the master?"

"Besides, you still hurt yourself, now you know it hurts?"

"A Ci, it's my sister who is sorry for you, my sister is sorry for you"

Shen Ci was helpless.

"So what did you do to apologize to me! Can you explain clearly?"

Shen Nanzhu didn't dare.

Her voice suddenly weakened.

Even though all she had left was guilt, she still didn't dare to tell the truth.

She is afraid.

Afraid that Ah Ci, who learned the truth again, would become the same as before, completely keeping away from his sister as an enemy.

Even though she knew everything was her fault, she had no room for refutation.

But now Shen Nanzhu, who can feel the warm embrace of Ah Ci to his heart's content, still dare not tell the truth.

Shen Ci just asked casually, seeing her suddenly silent, he knew she didn't want to say anything.

"Okay, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. Since you have already forgotten things, why bother to think about them again. Look at me, I don't care about how much I have forgotten!"

Shen Ci's tone was pretending to be relaxed, which eased Shen Nanzhu's complicated mood.

The memory of his previous life has not been recalled until now, so what should he do?
People like Shen Nanzhu suddenly remembered it, and it turned out like this, which shows that it is not a good memory.

　There will be an update tomorrow!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)