I am Feng Jun

Chapter 804 804. I love you so much
The north wind was cold and carried a strong chill. At night, under the gloomy sky, snowflakes floated one after another, falling to the ground with a rustling sound.

The doors and windows in Changle Hall were closed tightly, and sporadic fires were shining in the charcoal basin in the corner.

The thick curtain blocked the cold wind that came in through the gap, but it couldn't stop the sound of the north wind hitting the window.

Like the howl of wild beasts, the shrill sound rang in the ears, making the sleeping boy's hands and feet cold even though he was huddled under the quilt, his eyes were closed tightly, and his slender eyelashes were trembling uncomfortably.

The curtain that was completely drawn down blocked the faint light flickering on the love flower not far from the bed.

The continuous scent of flowers permeated the hall, and in the quiet and dark environment, the boy on the bed fell into a nightmare, raving restlessly.

who I am.

The moment he opened his eyes here for the first time, his mind went blank, as if he couldn't even move, and he couldn't feel anyone or anything around him.

The whole person seems to exist in chaos and void, knowing nothing about himself.

Until a familiar voice brought him back from the void, he turned his eyes to look at him tentatively, and he saw a person full of concern and worry, with some panic deep in his eyes.

There are a bunch of people behind her, some familiar and some unfamiliar.

He seems to know them, but also seems not to know them.

After calling out their names, they all breathed a sigh of relief, but the illusion and fear in the boy's heart never disappeared.

I know them, but who am I and who are they to me?
Who is it!
Shen Ci.

She called him Shen Ci, but no, no, is he just Shen Ci?

Everyone calls him Shen Ci, is she the same as everyone else?

Frightened and helpless, the strange and lonely boy looked into those deep and bottomless black pupils.

It was like a deep trap, knowing that there was no escape, but still desperately wanting to jump into it.

How to do.

Tell her that she is afraid and shows weakness in front of so many people?

No, it shouldn't, but why?I don't know, it's just that he instinctively felt that this was wrong.

So the young man spoiled and stubbornly refuted her address, and when he was feeling uneasy, he waited for a sentence that made his soul feel stable, baby.

Yes, he is not just Shen Ci, he is her baby, and his meaning to her is different, this unique specialness makes him feel endless joy and peace.

It was as if it didn't matter who he belonged to them, as long as he was her baby, he was not alone in this world.

But if she forgets him--
The teenager's dream suddenly changed, and the helplessness that had just been washed away by joy surged up again.

If she forgets him, even if he remembers everything and himself, so what?

The plain and quiet Mo Tong will never cause waves because of him again, and his shadow will never be reflected in the deep and dark eyes.

She was as indifferent, cold, and unfamiliar as others, and even had a little more disgust.

No!

The whole body of the young man was clamoring not to, he would rather forget himself and everything else than see those black pupils that would fluctuate because of him become silent.

"Mu Yuanxi!"

The boy with cold hands and feet woke up suddenly, with sweat on his forehead.

After getting used to the darkness in front of him, but didn't hear the familiar response, he lost his mind for an instant, and fumbled to the side with his hands propped on the bed.

No one, no one!
how come!
Where did you go, where are you!

The young man threw off the quilt and roughly opened the curtains. Before he had time to put on his shoes, he frantically searched among the endless sounds of wind and snow.

Where, where, did she really forget him like in her dream?
The fear in the boy's heart suddenly reached its peak, his back was trembling faintly, and he couldn't help thinking.

He has already forgotten himself, if she also forgets him, what will he do?
What to do, what to do!

"Mu Yuanxi! Mu Yuanxi!"

After the flustered boy got out of bed, he searched in the direction of the outside in a disorderly manner, but he didn't notice at all--
On the upper left side of the bed, not far from Qinghua, under the south window covered by a heavy curtain, Mu Yuanxi, with messy blue hair and pale complexion, was leaning against the wall under the window.

The black clothes almost blended into the gloomy environment, and even the bloodless face was covered by the black hair hanging down.

She was bending one leg, her pain was faintly visible in her covered face, she was panting heavily, and there was a sharp long hairpin in her clenched right hand.

The point of the hairpin is aimed at my heart, and it will pierce straight through the skin with only an inch difference, so that the heart that would cause infinite pain even if it beats stops completely.

The boy's hasty and flustered call stopped the movement of her right hand at that moment, and slightly loosened the jaw that was bitten off by the tip of her tongue.

A look of ruthlessness flashed across Mo pupils filled with strong lust and pain, and he looked down at the long hairpin in his right hand that was shining with sharp edges.

The remaining strength in the pain poured into the left hand, lifted it up, and brushed the tip of the hairpin without hesitation.

A long bloodstain appeared instantly, she clenched her left hand tightly, and threw away the long hairpin with her right hand.

When standing up while leaning on the wall, the slightly drooping left fingertips slowly dripped coquettish blood beads, and fell on the dark floor, splashing a sharp and stern bloodstain.

"I'm here."

The weak and powerless low hoarse voice was caught immediately by the young man who was about to leave the inner hall.

In the darkness, the boy turned his head abruptly, and saw the pair of black pupils all at once.

Even though he was in front of the door and she was in the corner of the south window, and there was an entire palace between them, he still saw his own reflection in the depths of his eyes.

He ran over without any scruples, and the panic in his heart was instantly calmed down.

Mu Yuanxi wanted to catch him, but was a little powerless. He leaned against the window sill, and let Shen Ci, who ran over, wrap his arms around her waist tightly, and buried his head in the crescent of her neck.

Feeling the faint tremor of the young man lying on her body, Mu Yuanxi's heart suddenly tightened, and he was unable to close his eyes.

It hurts so much, it hurts like crazy.

But, how could he be willing to die?

After being awakened by him in that moment of bewilderment, in addition to pain, she felt more fear.

If so, if he didn't wake up and didn't call him, did he stab him in?
"I thought, you don't want me anymore, I thought you were gone, I thought."

The young man helplessly confided his absurd but real dream, with a hint of crying, the sound of wind and snow in the middle of the night mixed with his hoarse voice, which added a bit of coldness for no reason.

"I thought you forgot about me."

He will confuse her and make her forget herself.

Mu Yuanxi was afraid that she would kill herself again because of the stimulation of her unbearable affection, but the scar on her left hand and the smell of blood gave her a little sobriety.

She sighed softly in his ear, her voice was almost empty and desolate, but it was mixed with deep affection.

It is the affection that will make the fragrance of love flowers stronger indoors.

"How could I forget you, I just love you so deeply."

(End of this chapter)