I am Feng Jun

Chapter 87
Resigning from the courtyard, Shen Nanzhu stood in the courtyard, focusing on the reclining chair that he liked very much since Ah Ci lost his memory, his eyes were a little bloodshot, and his lips were a little dry.

"Young master, everyone has already been sent out. Beiqing and the others can only search in the city for the time being due to weak tendons, and another five people are sent to the north, five to the east, ten to the south, and ten to the west. .

The second young master only left for one night, and the second young master has no internal strength, no matter how fast he runs, he is no match for lightness kung fu, the subordinates and others will definitely be able to chase the second young master back! "

Although Bei Sang temporarily lost his force value, his leadership ability is still there.

Immediately arranged the guards under him clearly, and went out of the city from four directions to look for Shen Ci.

Bei Lu has been following Shen Nanzhu, seeing that Shen Nanzhu has been standing in this courtyard for a long time.

I thought Bei Sang's report would bring the young master back to his senses, but he didn't want Shen Nanzhu to still have blurred eyes and disordered breathing.

After a long time, Shen Nanzhu sighed quietly.

"If he wants to run away, what's the use of finding him..."

"This…"

Bei Sang didn't know how to reply.

"Beilu, tell me, is my sister a failure?"

Shen Ci's running away from home plunged Shen Nanzhu into severe self-doubt.

"How could it be, young master!"

Beilu was a little surprised when he heard this.

"No one in the entire emperor knows that you are the one who loves my younger brother the most!"

"Then why did Ah Ci run away? Does he hate me so much..."

Shen Nanzhu's eyes stabbed, and he couldn't help but think back to a few years ago.

I came to Ciyuan in the afternoon and sat by the bed watching Shen Ci who was sleeping soundly.

A Ci frowned in his sleep, she thought he was having some kind of nightmare, and wanted to reach out to comfort him.

But she still remembers the deep horror and resistance in Ah Ci's eyes when he suddenly woke up.

Shen Nanzhu's hand stopped in mid-air, the smile on his face froze instantly, and he was a little incoherent.

"Aci, sister, sister came to see you."

Shen Ci didn't speak, but he who was lying down sat up suddenly, then wrapped his whole body tightly with the quilt, and shrank back.

His brows were deeper than just now, and his lips were tightly pursed, as if Shen Nanzhu was something more terrifying than a nightmare.

"A Ci, why are you so wary of your sister?"

Shen Nanzhu pretended to be nonchalant and asked, but who knew how painful her heart was at that time.

If it was Shen Ci, it would be fine to answer her, but Shen Ci opened his lips lightly, and only uttered two words coldly.

"go out"

"What?"

Shen Nanzhu was stunned, and couldn't believe that these words came from her dear brother's mouth.

"go out!"

He deepened his tone, and the short words turned into a sharp arrow and shot into Shen Nanzhu's heart.

Seeing Shen Ci shrink back more and more, as if trying to embed himself in the wall.

Shen Nanzhu stood up in a daze, and took a few steps back. Only then did Shen Ci return to normal, not shrinking back as much as before.

Seeing that Shen Nanzhu was still standing there, he repaired Shen Nanzhu again.

"Don't come in from now on!"

Shen Nanzhu's hands were clenched into fists, and he took a step forward by accident.

Shen Ci's pupils shrank suddenly, then shrank back immediately, and shouted loudly.

"stop!"

Shen Nanzhu stopped and stood on the spot.

"Is that why you bother me so much?"

Shen Nanzhu's voice became colder.

Shen Ci didn't speak, but from his deep frown, Shen Nanzhu had already seen the answer.

Shen Nanzhu lowered her eyes, said nothing, turned around and stepped out of the room.

The swirling hem brought gusts of cold wind, and she said coldly:
"as you wish."

Since then, Shen Nanzhu has never stepped into the resignation court for several years.

Until the day when Shen Ci fell into a coma due to an accident.

No matter how badly he was hurt, Shen Nanzhu was still worried about Shen Ci.

But she hurriedly came outside Ciyuan, and couldn't help but recall Shen Ci's cold sentence 'go out' that day.

Shen Nanzhu asked cautiously if he could go in, so as not to get hurt again if he went in hastily.

Unexpectedly, Ah Ci let her in so easily!

Surprised and delighted, she followed Bei Xia in, and then heard that sister she had been looking forward to for 16 years.

God knows, at that time her mood was as gorgeous as a burst of fireworks, and she couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth and laugh out loud.

The days that followed were like a dream!
He would call her elder sister, cook for her, and chat with her. They were like normal people, and their siblings were in harmony.

But now, the dream woke up.

He didn't even give himself the qualification to hide in the Liangxin Pavilion and peek at him, so he just left.

"Young master, Bei Xia feels that there is a reason for the young master to run away from home."

Looking at the abnormal young master, Bei Xia stood up and said.

"what?"

Hearing this, Shen Nanzhu's pupils gradually focused and looked at Beixia.

"Although Beixia is short by the young master's side, Beixia feels that he knows a little bit about the young master. The young master doesn't seem to dislike you as an older sister!"

Shen Nanzhu was a fan of the authorities, while Bei Xia was a bystander.

"is it?"

Shen Nanzhu asked suspiciously.

Back then, Shen Ci hurt her so deeply that she couldn't help thinking that way.

"Of course, young master, think about it, if the young master doesn't like you, why would he cook for you with his own hands? And during this period of time, have you felt the young master's dislike for you?"

"It's not."

Shen Nanzhu pursed her lips, but she was afraid that all this was an illusion made by Shen Ci in order to escape.

"Then why is he still running?"

Moreover, Shen Nanzhu still has a worry, that is, whether Shen Ci has recovered his memory and hated her as before.

It's not to blame for Shen Nanzhu's wild thinking, it's mainly because Shen Ci's disgusted and terrified expression a few years ago has become a scar engraved in her heart.

"Young master, didn't the young master write in his heart, 'The world is so big, go out and have a look'? This shows that the young master probably didn't want to stay in Shen's mansion, but wanted to go out to have fun, so he ran away from home, not because For your sake."

"But, if he wants to go out, just tell me. It's not like I won't let him go out. Why did he run away alone!"

Shen Nanzhu didn't understand very much.

But Bei Xia, who had been by Shen Ci's side all this time, could understand it better.

"Young master, according to Bei Xia's observations during this period, the young master does not like others to disobey him, nor does he like having too many people around him restraining him.

Think about it, before the young master had only Bei Fan by his side, but now, you gave Bei Xia to the young master, and Fang Rui, the cook, these young masters should be able to accept it.

But now, there were eight more people in the resignation courtyard, and Bei Xia felt that the young master ran away from home because he didn't want to have so many people around him. "

Shen Nanzhu never thought that this would be the reason why Shen Ci ran away from home.

"Will it be so?"

Shen Nanzhu thought about it carefully.

At this time, Bei Sang also said something.

"Young master, this subordinate thinks what Bei Xia said is reasonable. The young master really doesn't like people disobeying him, and he doesn't like too many people following him."

"But, aren't these for protecting him!"

Shen Nanzhu's heart never stopped beating because she was worried about her younger brother.

"Young master, Beiqing and the others are still unable to move their internal strength. Do you think that the young master still needs protection?"

Bei Sang's deep voice revealed this fact.

The second son has stayed behind closed doors for 16 years, who knows what he can do.

Is the Shen Ci in Shen Nanzhu's impression the real Shen Ci?

I'm afraid, not necessarily...

(End of this chapter)