my guard

Chapter 227

The princess added, "I don't quite know whether a man's thinking, self-motivation and admiration for power can be equated. If you want to get ahead, will you sacrifice something that shouldn't be sacrificed for it... I'm afraid I've missed Huo. Qing, Huo Qing also failed my kindness." She was thinking of Chen Zhao.

Do you say Chen Shizi is a heinous person?
He is not.

He has sacrificed no one except her, and he has principles for everyone.He is gentle and courteous, has a certain amount of advance and retreat, and dealt with the emperor and the king, and never spread the flames of war to his own house.He didn't choose to kill her in the first place—although Chen Zhao should have done so at the moment his father rebelled.The emperor should have issued similar orders, but Chen Zhaoyuan passed them all.

He didn't do anything until he couldn't hold on anymore—he couldn't get his wife's understanding, nor could he gain the trust of the new emperor.He was unable to recover the situation, so Chen Zhao rationally and calmly chose to sacrifice his wife to preserve the palace.

He wasn't a bad person, he was just being bad to her.He had never sacrificed to anyone, but to her again and again.

Princess Yi'an was afraid that Huo Qing would be the second Chen Zhao.

She was troubled for a long time, and Qin Jing, who was opposite him, kept his head down and remained silent.The princess kicked him, squinting, "Speak? Are you dumb again?"

"... Does the princess know Mr. Huo very well?" Qin Jing asked softly.

The princess thought for a while, "I'm sure I'm not the roundworm in his stomach, but haven't I been with this person for several days, what I should understand is almost the same." Playing chess, painting, writing poems, these are all easy to see Show a person's mind.

The princess has been observing Huo Qing for the past few days. He is too similar to Qin Jing in other aspects, calm and slow.The biggest difference between him and Qin Jing is that he is more ambitious than Qin Jing, as tough as a sword leaning on the sky, and it is about to be unsheathed, shining brightly.This kind of person, even if he doesn't show his face now, will definitely be discovered in the future.The princess is quite willing to be his nobleman.

Qin Jing stopped talking again, thinking quietly in his heart: In just a few days, he can see a person so clearly.The princess should pay more attention to this person...

Qin Jing's heart trembled, humble and weak.The sad emotion was stuck in his throat, so he didn't want to say anything.Her care is not only for him, nor is her concern only for him... She is already thinking about Mr. Huo's future, thinking about Mr. Huo's future.Qin Jing knew the princess' bad temper better than anyone else, and he knew better than anyone what it meant when she restrained her temper towards someone.

I like it, why can't I like it all the time?People's hearts, why do they have to change?

He didn't resent the princess, he only blamed himself for not being better, why he couldn't keep the princess' eyes.People are so strange. When you never expect something, it doesn't matter whether you get it or not;Losing something you once had is far worse than never having it at all.

Qin Jing felt that he had become very strange and depressing, thinking about something and nothing.He doesn't like himself like this, he's not used to thinking so much about himself...

"Hey, don't make a fist, the wound is open again!" cried the princess, and slapped him on the arm angrily.

The princess looked at Qin Jing several times suspiciously, always feeling that he was more silent than before.In the past he did not speak, but he was not depressed.But now, the princess always feels that Qin Jing is in a low mood and has been depressed.

What is he sad about?

The princess felt guilty. Could it be that he wanted her to think about Huo Qing's future, but never thought about herself?

This, this... how can it be the same.

(End of this chapter)