my guard

Chapter 229

Qin Jing looked down at his palm, the gauze on his hand was wrapped by the princess for him.In fact, his injury was only a minor injury, and it would not even affect his daily actions, but the princess liked it like this.She really cares about his hand, but also deliberately teases him... The princess likes to see him uncomfortable, and never tires of it.

Thinking of the princess, Qin Jing had a gentle look on his brows.

But there was warmth in his eyes, and he immediately thought of Huo Qing.The princess looked at Huo Qing with such focused eyes, she didn't know that under her focused eyes, someone's heart was frozen inch by inch.

Qin Jing froze, his eyes darkened with murderous intent.But soon, the bitter chill was subdued by him again.Qin Jing sat there motionless. He thought for a long time before his expression became calm again.

He exhales.

Qin Jing's voice was clear, "I don't want to go."

Ji Zhang raised his eyebrows.

"I never took the initiative to provoke the princess. She has always given it to me, and I accept it. But I don't want to be like this all the time. I'm not a wooden person, and I don't feel nothing at all." Qin Jing said calmly, not as Ji Zhang thought So sad, "I want to take the initiative and show it to the princess."

"Active?" Ji Zhang was expressionless, "You are a guard..." He rubbed his forehead, did not continue, and changed the subject, "There are two results, one is happy, the princess tells you that she has nothing to do with Huo Qing, She has always only had you in her heart; another result is exactly the opposite. Can you accept it?"

"I can accept it." Qin Jing replied indifferently.

Ji Zhang stared at him, feeling ridiculous, "Acceptable? I don't believe it."

"What I do is not to be convincing. I just think that I should do it. Relationship is a matter between two people. I have to do what I need to do. Even if there is no good ending, I have no regrets."

Qin Jing looked sideways, and said after a long while, "Ji Zhang, I never had any hope of my love for the princess. I would feel sad and uncomfortable seeing her getting intimate with other men...but I still didn't I counted on her to only love me."

"She is not mine, she deserves the best. I know I am not the best, even if I am better than now, I still think she deserves better."

"I love her without any hope, I just want her to be happy... so I can accept any result."

The deepest love is the love without hope.Lasting, quiet, like a mountain, like a sea.Feeling sad, disappointed, angry, and resentful... But these are normal emotions that people have, and it's not that he wants to threaten her with his love.

Qin Jing's love for Princess Yi'an never held any hope.He doesn't need her to respond, nor does he need her to be moved, he just loves her silently.

So he can accept that she doesn't want to marry him, can accept that she doesn't give him a future status, can accept that she... falls in love with another person.

The princess is actually very nice and gentle.She is just afraid in her heart, and she has a wound that no one else knows, and it will never heal.The princess hid herself in one place and couldn't get out.He wanted to take her out, to bring her a smile and a smile.

(End of this chapter)