my guard

Chapter 43

In the previous life, if someone was willing to say this to her, if Qin Jing said these words...would she still die at the hands of Chen Zhao?Rather than saying that she died at the hands of Chen Zhao, it is better to say that she died of her own frustration.Because I feel that life is not worth looking forward to, so it doesn't matter if I die.

Princess Yi'an has never been so conscious for a moment that she has lost Qin Jing.

The current Qin Jing is very good, but the Qin Jing who lived and died for her is indeed gone.Even if she finds him again, it's not the same him after all.

The princess stared blankly at this person for a while, Qin Jing liked her... she only knew now.Maybe he loved her very much in the previous life, but he just liked her a little in this life, but that's okay.The princess is reflecting on her feelings for Qin Jing.

Why did she have to find Qin Jing?
Because someone loves what she loves and hates what she hates, she is more than everything else to him.

She had hoped that that person was Chen Zhao.

Later she couldn't find that person.

In the end, she knew that that person was Qin Jing.

The princess wants to keep this man - she also likes him.

She knows how painful, tiring, and pitiful it is to love someone. She knows that the joy of love exists for a moment, but the pain of love is astringent for a lifetime. She no longer wants love or marriage. She just needs this person. ——She is afraid of the cold, the dark, the loneliness, the loneliness.She wanted someone to wait for her with a lantern, so that she could always see it when she turned around.

So she insisted on finding Qin Jing, and insisted that Qin Jing stay by her side.Of course there are not only people like Chen Zhao in this world, and of course there is true beauty and love, but it always feels far away.So she often wants to confess the former Qin Jing - treat me like the previous life, don't change, don't leave.

But that person died.

Qin Jing looked at her, wondering why she was crying so miserably.She cried so hard that his heart ached a little bit.

"Don't cry." He whispered.

She is still crying.

Qin Jing hesitated for a moment, and finally stretched out his hand while drunk, and hugged her into his arms.She immediately stretched her arms back and hugged him tightly.She thought he was drunk and didn't know about it, but in fact Qin Jing was always sober.He hugged her just because he wanted to.

Princess Yi'an thought to herself, "Although I missed you again and again, I am so pitiful and only you are left. So even if I am sorry for you, even if you will blame me, I want you. I will treat you very well, I Everything will be arranged—I will force you to completely betray Chen Zhao and come to my side! You can only be mine, my lord guard~"

She admits her mistakes, but never repents!
Afterwards, on the way back to Beijing, the princess stopped looking for Qin Jing and regarded him as a stranger.When Qin Jing breathed a sigh of relief, he also felt a little depressed.The princess in his arms that night was like a dream, and then he woke up, and it was time for him to return to reality.

A month later, Princess Chejia finally returned to Yejing.The door of Prince Ping's mansion opened, and nine out of ten people in the whole mansion would kneel down to welcome the princess back.

Among them, there are naturally some people who are resentful.

(End of this chapter)