my guard

Chapter 61

Chen Zhao stared at the young man in indigo clothes surrounded by everyone. He saw that Qin Jing was surrounded so far, his body was covered with rain, and the people around him might attack him at any time, but he stood upright and should have been in a mess, but instead His eyes were dark, his expression was flat, Youyuan was like a distant mountain, and it seemed that there was nothing in his eyes.

Qin Jing is always like this, always condescending like an invisible person, neither humble nor overbearing, neither happy nor angry, he doesn't seem to care about anything.He called himself "Master" and obeyed his orders, but when he killed himself, he also acted indifferently.It seems that killing one's own master is no different from killing a chicken.

In the previous life, Chen Zhao died at the hands of this seemingly hopeless Qin Jing.

Chen Zhao had complicated feelings towards Qin Jing.

Everyone probably thought that he didn't know that Qin Jing loved the princess, but Chen Zhao knew it all along.He knew it when he sent Qin Jing to the princess.

Where does Princess Yi'an go every day, what are the people around Princess Yi'an, what does Princess Yi'an say... Chen Zhao doesn't visit the princess, but she knows everything about the princess.How could it be possible for him who paid so much attention to the princess not to notice Qin Jing who silently watched over the princess?
In that indifferent Nanming Palace, Princess Yi'an was alone.She is proud and stubborn, and will not look back until she hits the south wall.She is always alone and never bows to anyone.Even if she loves him, she can still deal with him at the same time.

Whether the princess loves him or hates him, to Chen Zhao, it makes no difference.There are too many estrangements between them, not only the cousin, but also the emperor's balancing technique, power struggle... He himself can't help but turn to the princess just because he loves the princess, so how can he expect her to be patient with him?
So it showed that Chen Shizi treated the princess as he did to him.They are the same people and deserve to struggle in hell together.Even if life is a tragedy, he wants Yi An to go on with him, even if they hate each other.

One night, he saw the princess standing under the crabapple tree, dressed in white and with black hair, standing silently, looking haggard.That time, their quarrel was very deep, originally Luange could be saved and he could be freed from this, but Yi'an got in the way and ruined everything.She was always happy to see him sad, happy to see him disappointed.

Chen Zhao went to visit her, and she looked at him with a look of hatred, but not as much as usual.Her eyes were as black as the stars, as cool and silent as a pool of stagnant water, which faded away when the wind blew, without any hope.

She said, "You said to do it all over again, what about me? My life was ruined by you, why do you say it all over again? Chen Zhao, you are dreaming."

"Chen Zhao, I really feel very boring. I obviously hate you, but sometimes I look at you, but I can't hate you...Life is really boring."

Probably from then on, Chen Zhao was terrified, and he began to be afraid that she would leave him.So, he sent Qin Jing over there.In that dark and cold world, he hoped that someone could protect the princess at the cost of his life.

The fate is really ridiculous, he hoped that Qin Jing would protect the princess, and hope that the princess would live even in pain.With Qin Jing around, no one can kill the princess under his nose.The only one who can distract Qin Jing is Chen Zhao himself.The only one who can kill the princess is Chen Zhao.

Chen Zhao didn't care about Qin Jing's betrayal of himself. When he and the princess were torturing each other, and when he personally poisoned the princess for the future of the palace, he didn't care about anything.As he had always done, he was to himself what he was to her.She was dead, and he didn't want to live.

Qin Jing killed him, very good.

It's just that later... it was good, and it became bad.

(End of this chapter)