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Chapter 211 Shen Chaosheng Smoking for the First Time (Love to the Bone)
"If your mother said that to me, I would be angry too." Jiangbeiyuan's face was very cold.

He didn't explain why he was angry, and immediately picked up the coat and car keys on the desk and walked out.

Before leaving, Jiangbeiyuan wrote a note and pasted it on the door of the bedroom.

"Daughter-in-law, I'm going out to do some errands and cook for you. It's in the pot. Remember to eat. I want to sleep in your bed at night."

……

Smoky.

When Chen Bai came to look for Shen Chaosheng, what he saw was that he was sitting on the ground decadently, smoking in a strange and embarrassed manner.

He doesn't know how to smoke, never has, but his head is lowered, his hands are shaking slightly, and he can't smoke well.

"San Shen!" Chen Bai snatched the lighter from him.

Ask him what's wrong!
"I just want to smoke, what do you want?" Shen Chaosheng's voice was so cold that there was no warmth.

"Uncle Wang over there—"

"Uncle Wang, besides, I have a sense of proportion."

Chen Bai pursed his lips.

silent.

"Uncle Wang will be fine, so don't worry too much!" Chen Bai put his hand on Shen San's shoulder, thinking that he smoked because he was worried about Uncle Wang.

Shen Chaosheng snatched the lighter and lit the cigarette. After taking a puff, his brows furrowed from choking.

This is his first attempt at smoking.

"Shen San, don't smoke if you don't know how to smoke!"

"Go away, I want to be alone now."

"Shen San—"

"Let's go." A cold and hard word came out around his lips, and entered the buckle sharply.

Chen Bai left.

Because, he would never disobey any order of Shen Chaosheng.

Shen Chaosheng continued to smoke, exhaling smoke rings jerkyly, with no emotion on his face.

He was buried under a mass of ashes.

There is no light.

no love.

No power.

It seems that even if he is dead now, that's all.

Sometimes no matter how mature and stable a man is, there will be moments of loneliness and grief.

Even once this kind of grief permeates into the bones, it is much more subtle than the pain of ordinary people, just like the last straw that crushes the camel, crushing all his defenses heavily.

Shen Chaosheng didn't know if it was the same with other men.

But for him, there are only two things that can make him collapse:

Lose someone you care about.

And, the person you think cares about you, actually doesn't care about you that much.

"boom--"

All the sadness that oppressed the brow was shattered by the loud sound of kicking the door.

Jiang Beiyuan walked around to see Shen Chaosheng's figure from the smoky atmosphere, and picked him up from the ground without saying a word.

"It's just such a shitty thing that makes you so sad? And you smoked? Huh?"

He snatched the cigarette from his hand, stepped on the ground, and extinguished it.

Shen Chaosheng didn't respond.

His pupils are out of focus.

He was completely unresponsive.

Jiang Beiyuan sighed: "You have committed a disease that all men in the world will suffer from, hypocritical disease! Judging from today's scene, you care about my daughter very much. I'm not mistaken, but from another perspective, you don't understand at all. Chuner!"

"I know her... If I didn't know her, I wouldn't be so uncomfortable..."

Shen Chaosheng's eyes were red.

Like an abandoned child.

Even the edification of the scholarly scent could not pull him out of his twisted shell.

How could he not understand Jiang Chunhe?

What he likes is her innocence, straightforwardness, and not beating around the bush when she speaks.

So she said without hesitation, "Then donate your kidney to Uncle Wang!", which was what she said in her heart. If she was a calculating woman, maybe he would feel better, but she was so straightforward Chuner.

Chun'er, whom he loves the most, loves the most, and protects the most, asks him to donate a kidney without hesitation.

He himself wants to donate a kidney to Uncle Wang, and Jiang Chunhe wants him to donate a kidney to Uncle Wang. These are two different feelings.

Shen Chaosheng couldn't bear it.

He couldn't bear her not even asking, "If you donate a kidney, what should you do if you are in danger?"

Jiang Beiyuan grabbed Shen Chaosheng by the collar and threw him on the sofa.

I sat across from him, crossed my legs, and watched him quietly.

"In our Jiang family, I used to be a doctor, and Jiang San'er is now attending a medical university. In Chun'er's heart, as long as San'er and I don't get sick, it's no big deal. She thinks we are gods. It can be cured."

"..." Shen Chaosheng was silent.

"It's not that she doesn't care about you! It's just that she doesn't know the disadvantages of donating a kidney. If you tell her that after you donate her kidney, her happiness for the rest of her life will be gone. Do you think she cares? Don't worry!"

"..." Shen Chaosheng remained silent.

He was in no mood to talk to Jiangbeiyuan anymore.

On his slender and fair fingertips, there was still a bit of cigarette butt residue. A man who never smoked, even if he was beaten so many times by Jiang Chunhe before, he had never felt so uncomfortable.

Because at that time, he knew that Jiang Chunhe had no feelings for him.

After getting along for so long, she bought him a tie and said to him, Brother Shen San, I seem to be falling in love with you soon!

He thought that she already liked him a lot.

"I know how you feel! I have walked your way before, but I am worse than you. My wife has lost her memory and forgot me. She called me and said, don't contact me in the future, and each is safe. At that time I am also like you, my heart is broken, I smoked and drank, and I have been suppressed for so many years, and I can't relieve it."

"Later I came back and married her. At the beginning, she still ignored me, and sometimes I felt uncomfortable. It was because I loved her to the core, so I hated her indifference and carelessness. So I understand you, but Chun'er don't know."

As Jiang Beiyuan spoke, his voice paused.

"Chun'er asked me inexplicably, why did she make you angry, otherwise I wouldn't come to you. She is too young now. Since childhood, our family has protected her very well. She has not experienced many things. So she can't figure it out, you have to teach her so she can understand, that's it! As for Uncle Wang, I've also investigated, and you don't need to donate a kidney, I'll find someone for you before this weekend."

After speaking, Jiangbeiyuan left.

Before leaving, he kicked Shen Chaosheng hard.

"If you're so hypocritical and let that brat Xu Zhengdong sneak in, I won't care about you."

Shen Chaosheng was thoughtful, with ulterior motives.

He just sat like this, and just sat and sat for a night.

sleepless nights.

Its daybreak.

The phone was turned to silent by him, and he went to wash up before taking the phone to look at it.

Jiang Chunhe called him more than 20 times, but he didn't answer.

Looking at the time of the call, suddenly——

It turned out that she also stayed up all night.

My heart suddenly hurt, and my slender fingers were flying on the phone.

"Chun'er, I'm fine, I fell asleep yesterday."

After replying this sentence, Shen Chaosheng's cell phone rang.

It was He Yao calling.

"It's not good, something happened to the company, ah no, something happened to you, you should come to the head office immediately!"

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