The world is full of poisonous women

Chapter 684 The New Year’s Eve Disaster 18
Helian Longyi pushed away Nangong Ling's hand. Situ Jing wanted to come out and help him down, but he shook his hand and grabbed Zixing with the other hand, leaving her alone left the hall.

Yu Xian led the people and followed them from a distance.

Zixing looked at his father's face that seemed to be suddenly old, and his heart ached slightly.

"Father..."

"Xing'er, my father can give you what you want now, but if one day, my father only has one choice between the emperor and my father, and my father chooses the position of the emperor, will you not agree?" Will you hate your father? Will you be like them and want your father's life?" Helian Longyi suddenly looked at her and asked.

Zixing shook his head firmly, "Father, I will never hate you. As long as Father is willing, I will always be by Father's side, making decisions that Father would make, and thinking of Father's embarrassment."

Helian Longyi smiled wryly, took her hand and patted it twice, "Every time they blame me for not putting myself in their shoes, they always say that in my eyes, you are the only one who is Xing'er. My daughter, I only think about you, never about them. When I heard this, I always wanted to ask them, in their eyes, who am I? Just like what Qingwei said , I am the emperor, because in their eyes, I am the emperor first, and then their father. They respect me, fear me, and in their hearts, I am just an emperor. And only in Xing'er's eyes , I am the father first, and then the emperor. You will not be afraid of me, because you will only respect and not be afraid! How did they ever know what I like? Except for Xing'er, who would secretly buy the candied haws sold on the street? Buy it into the palace and give it to me? I don’t know what they want, but how did they really know what I want? Many people may think that I owe her what Qingwei said today. But she is the eldest princess, my first daughter, and I have never held her in my hand and loved her. But she was afraid of me. When she was the age of Ye Er, as soon as I hugged her, she would I would cry. I wanted to get close to her, but she refused my closeness. Now, she blames me instead."

He sighed and shook his head helplessly.

"Killing the king is such a crime, but I still can't bear to kill her. I'm not a ruthless king, but no matter what I do, in their eyes, I will always be ruthless. Xing'er, you promise my father, no matter what happens Don't blame me for anything, hate me! Because if those words come from your mouth, I will live a life worse than death. I will feel that this life has always been a failure. Even if Xiyue is strong, but I can't have a child who can understand my painstaking efforts. Then I succeeded as an emperor, but as a father, I failed completely!"

"Father, you also remember that no matter what happens, Xing'er will always be your daughter, and she will never change for the rest of her life. No matter what Xing'er has done, it is not to hurt Father's heart. Because there is nothing, It is more important to Xing'er than father and queen." Zi Xing also said.

She didn't expect the situation to become like this, because the person she had to deal with was never Helian Qingwei.

Because she has always known that although Qingwei has unusual feelings for Nangong Yu, she is not Helian Yueru, and she will not do things that hurt the sky and reason.

(End of this chapter)