lazy queen

Chapter 183

"Ya'er..." Feng Mujin suddenly staggered a few steps, and fell powerlessly to the ground.

The floor is covered with several layers of good carpets to insulate the winter chill.

However, Feng Mujin was still trembling all over.

Feng Qingya suddenly felt sad, "If Miss Huang regrets it, Ya'er is willing..."

"Stop talking!" Feng Mujin shouted, "Stop talking!"

"Sister Huang!" Feng Qingya was startled, King Jin, who was always majestic and resolute, burst into tears at this moment, she got off the soft couch from the ground, walked up to her, and said in a panic: "Sister Huang, you..."

"Ya'er..." Feng Mujin yelled sadly, stretched out his hand to twist up two jars of wine on one side, and put one jar in front of her with a bang, "Drink with Sister Huang!"

"Sister Huang..." Feng Qingya's heart ached, did her words hurt her?

Feng Mujin tore open the seal of the wine jar, took a sip suddenly, mixed with bitter tears, and swallowed it, "Ya'er, do you know? I'm really envious, I'm so envious of you!"

Feng Qingya also sat down on the ground and looked at her quietly.

"The virtuous gentleman loves you, the empress loves you, they all gave you all their love..." Feng Mujin murmured in a low voice, with an extremely desolate voice, "Everything in this world, as long as you want, as long as you want You ask, and they will give it to you! Favor, the throne, even Yang'er, as long as you ask, you can get it!"

"Sister Huang hates me?" Feng Qingya suddenly felt that speaking was also difficult.

"Hate?" Feng Mujin smiled, "Yeah, I should hate you, I should hate you! But I still don't hate you! You are my sister... The queen father said, born in the royal family , how can there be any sisterhood, even the Queen Mother... Do you know, Ya'er? The Queen Mother once wanted to kill me! But I still believe that there is still a sisterhood between us, and this whole life Yes! I envy you very much! Because Mr. Xiangui just loves you as a daughter, as long as you are happy, he will be satisfied! And the queen father, he... Yes, he loves me very much, he loves me more than his My life! But everything he did pushed me into pain! He wanted me to become a master, and he wanted me to ascend to the throne. He thought that this was good for me! Yaer, do you know? He is My father, but some people are thinking, how good it would be if he wasn't my father! Then, the empress wouldn't want me to die, and Yang'er wouldn't hate me to the bone! Maybe, I wouldn't be able to inherit The throne, but I can have my father's doting, my mother's love, and Yang'er..."

"Sister Huang..." Feng Qingya said with a hoarse voice, "You regret it."

At the beginning, was her decision to marry Shu Chenyang wrong?

Perhaps, Miss Huang, she should really hate herself!
Feng Mujin took another big gulp of wine, desolate and sad, "But the father is still the father, I have no choice, but Yanger... the imperial sister!" She threw down the wine jar, holding Feng Qingya's cup with both hands. Shoulder, "I regret it, but I don't regret giving up Yang'er, but I regret that at the beginning, at the beginning, I shouldn't have provoked Yang'er! Such a good person should deserve a better person! Royal sister , you married him, that's great!"

"Since Huang Jie couldn't let go, why did she choose to give up?" Feng Qingya said, "It's because he was..."

"Hehe..." Feng Mujin laughed a few times, "That's right, it's because he was tarnished! It's because he lost his innocence!"

Feng Qingya's expression turned cold suddenly, "Sister Huang!"

"Ya'er, do you know?" Feng Mujin lowered his head and murmured, "Yang'er was...all because of me! Because I refused to give up! Because I have an unscrupulous father!"

"It was made by the empress father." Feng Qingya was silent for a moment, then said gloomily.

From the beginning, she guessed it, but didn't confirm it.

Now it is confirmed by the Queen herself...

Yun Siyu, that graceful and noble man, is actually so vicious?

Did he really not spare his own daughter in order to achieve his goal?

"Yang'er's humiliation and the death of his parents were all caused by the queen father!" Feng Mujin stood up suddenly, angry and sad, "But he said that it was all for my own good, and I, even if I feel sorry for Yang'er, I can't do it." Take revenge for him! Yang'er...the man I love the most...I love him so much, why won't my father let him go? Why!"

Feng Qingya lowered her head and remained silent, but her hands were tightly clutching the thick carpet.

General Shu's entrustment at the end of his life, Shu Zhengjun's martyrdom, Shu Chenyang's pain and despair, all echoed in his mind one scene after another. Anger, born from the bottom of his heart, swept his whole body!
She twisted up the discarded wine jar on the ground, and took a sip suddenly. The cold wine entered her throat and fell into her stomach, slowly rising a burst of dryness.

Anger, fueled even more intensely.

"That's how you see it, don't interfere, because he is your father!"

Feng Mujin froze immediately, his excited expression calmed down a bit, and he murmured in a low voice, "He is my father...as long as Yang'er is by my side, the queen father will not let him go..."

Feng Qingya stood up, and a corner of the wine jar in his hand fell down with a bang, "I've been thinking, if Sister Huang regrets it, I will return Yang'er to Sister Huang, after all, there are so many years of friendship between you. Affection, after all, Yang'er just regarded me as a life-saving driftwood, I don't want you all to regret it in the future, but I didn't expect..." She sneered coldly, extremely sarcasm, "Feng Mujin, you have long since lost the right to regret !"

Feng Mujin's whole body was shaken, twisted by the flushed face reeking of alcohol.

"Failing to protect the person you care about is already incompetent, but after he was hurt, he chose to escape and abandon him, which is even more sinful!" Feng Qingya sternly shouted, "You said you hurt him That man is your father, so you chose to give up. You think it is good for him! Only in this way can you protect him better! But have you ever thought that what he wants is your comfort and your inseparable Don’t give up! Sister Huang! Did your father push you too far, or you are incompetent and weak! I don’t believe that if you insist, if you use your heart, you will not be able to protect your beloved, and you will not be able to win your father! Sister Huang , to protect the one you love, you don't need any extraordinary ability, as long as you don't give up, you can do it! And Sister Huang, every time the one you love is hurt, you will only blame yourself here, blame yourself for having a Vicious father, blame yourself for provoking such a good man in the first place, have you ever thought that no matter what happens, you must stick to it to the end! Have you thought about not giving up no matter what threats you receive from anyone? You have not! No matter what Sister Huang is so persistent, as long as your father says a word, you will give up immediately! Push him away immediately! Sister Huang has never thought that the most painful thing for Yang'er is not the loss of his family and the humiliation, but the love he has always trusted. Belonging to give up on him so easily!"

(End of this chapter)