I wish you never knew that I loved you so much

Chapter 58

Friendship is like a bright light, it illuminates our souls and makes our past life a little bit brighter, even if one day the friendship deteriorates, we will still miss it.After deciding to study abroad and leave Lanxi, Shengran decided to meet the person who had been silently supporting and caring for him all these years, Mengsen.Although he has known Monsen for so many years, this is the first time he has visited Monsen's house.Shengran knocked on the door, but no one came to open the door, so he opened the door gently.This is a spacious courtyard house, and the middle of the courtyard is full of vibrant flowers of different colors.But the whole yard was empty, lacking some human breath.Shengran was about to go to the back room when a woman came out with a vacuum flask in her hand. "You are..." "Oh, I'm Mengsen's friend Ye Shengran." "It's Shengran, Mengsen often mentions you to me." "Are you an aunt?" "Yes." "Where is Mengsen?" A haze suddenly appeared on the woman's calm face, and her expression was a little sad. "He's in the hospital." "Hospital? What's going on?" "He has an atavistic genetic disease in our family, and his days are numbered." "When did he know that he had this disease?" ?” “It was a few weeks before he dropped out of school and came back, we took him to check and found out.

At that time, we advised him to come back for treatment immediately, but he said that he would come back after dealing with some things in school. As a result, his condition worsened day by day after he came back. "Mother Meng burst into tears as she spoke. At this moment, Shengran began to understand why Mengsen became like that. He didn't want his loved one to leave a sad memory forever because of his departure. He has not changed, It was still the mature and steady Monsen who cared about others more than himself. Shengran ran to the hospital briskly, crying while running. Brother, I blamed you wrongly. I am the stupidest and most useless younger brother in the world. When he ran to the door of the ward, Sheng Ran stopped in his tracks. Seeing Mengsen lying on the bed with his eyes slightly closed, his face pale and wearing an oxygen mask, Sheng Ran's two big tears couldn't stop falling down. How could he let him It was too cruel for him to leave so alone. He must want to see his lover for the last time. So Shengran called Mona and told her everything here. It seemed that he could hear the rain of tears on the other end of the phone next.

When Mengsen opened his eyes, he saw Mona and Shengran who had been waiting for him by the bed, and he showed a faint smile with difficulty, but his eyes were clearly sad, as if saying: "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. I made you worry..." He struggled to sit up, exerting a little force, but he still couldn't get up.Why did this happen... She looked at him sadly, he slowly stretched out a hand, and she held his hand with tears in her eyes.Everything goes without saying, love can be felt with heart.In the next few days, Monson's condition improved somewhat, and he began to be able to move his body and speak.The doctor said that this is due to the patient's tenacious will, but in the end he will not escape the devouring of the disease, so this can only be regarded as a "brightness".The air after the rain outside the window looks extraordinarily fresh, and a curved rainbow of colors hangs in the sky.Monson held Mona's hand and looked at her affectionately. "Do you know why the rainbow appears? That's the way to heaven. I'll be happy there, don't worry about me." "No, I don't want you to go there, I want you to stay by my side forever." Mona burst into tears. "Na, do you know what I like most about you? What I like to see most is your smile. Your smile makes me feel that I am the happiest person in the world." Monson wiped the bruises on Mona's face Tears said, "Fool, don't cry, smile even if I'm not here. Remember?" Mona nodded with a half-crying, half-smiling expression.She looked at him in confusion, without struggling or crying, but just staring at him blankly, looking at his pale and transparent face, and the tenderness in his eyes.Monsen then shifted his gaze to Shengran. "The thing I'm most worried about is you, Shengran. Don't always hide your thoughts in your heart, okay? Otherwise, you will be the one who gets hurt in the end. You don't have to get her to love someone. We also want to bless her if she lives happily. Her." "Well, brother, I understand." Sheng Ran was already sobbing. "Actually, I'm not a good brother. I promised my sister but failed." Mengsen sighed and continued, "Sheng Ran, let me tell you a story. Seven years ago there was a 14-year-old girl Suffering from a family hereditary disease, when she was young, she couldn't bear the blow. She became more and more depressed every day, and felt that her life had lost its luster. In the end, she chose to commit suicide to escape. She pushed back, and she was not injured at all, but the boy who rescued her fell to the ground, covered in blood. The girl clearly remembered the school badge on the boy - Lanxi Middle School, Ye Shengran.

After that, the girl did not choose to continue to be depressed but to face life positively, but the serious illness finally took her young life.Before the girl left, she was still thinking about the boy. She said that if something happened to him, she would not be happy in heaven, so she asked her brother to protect the boy as much as she loved her, and never let him get hurt.That girl is my sister, Mengdandan. After finishing speaking, Mengsen's eyes were filled with tears. "Promise me, Shengran, to protect yourself well, and Dandan and I will always protect you in heaven." "Sheng Ran nodded, tears streaming down uncontrollably. Three nights later, Monson's illness broke out. The doctors hurriedly carried him onto the stretcher bed and pushed him to the emergency room. The wheels of the stretcher bed rolled quickly on the ground, and the doctor While looking at the pale and purple face of the patient, we anxiously pushed the bed and ran, the nurse held the bottle high, messy footsteps, messy silhouettes, the hospital corridor was filled with dizzying white lights, Disordered breathing and frightened heartbeat. Eight hours later, the doctor came out of the emergency room and announced that the last time the patient stopped his heartbeat was at one quarter in the morning. When Mengsen left, his face was very peaceful and happy. Beside his tombstone, Shengran and Mona filled the white roses that he and Dandan liked. On the day of the burial, a rainbow miraculously appeared in the sky, and then slowly disappeared. Watching the rainbow gradually disappearing in the sky, Mona and Shengran did not shed any more tears. Instead, they looked at the sky with a smile, because they knew that Monson must be watching them, watching their smiling faces.

(End of this chapter)