Chapter 155

But when he heard this song, he was still touched.

It was like clear spring water flowing beside his tense and tired body, more like hot spring water warming his aching and sore body, his unknown pain and struggle, but because of this song, most of it healed, his face and The lines of his shoulders gradually relaxed a lot. He took a deep breath and adjusted his breathing.

"The first time I heard you play this piece of music seems to have happened yesterday." Nangong Zheng still closed his black eyes, his faint voice escaped from his thin lips, and there were no more obvious expressions on his face.

Su Min didn't stop what he was doing, his voice was very low, easily overwhelmed by the sound of the piano, as if he was speaking to himself. "one Year."

It has been a year since she became Nangong Zheng's fake princess.

How did she get through this year, almost every day, everything was wrong, and she remembered it tightly. She couldn't think of a year as a day and a night.

Nangong Zheng read these three words, a very plain sentence, but he couldn't ignore the pain in her heart.

He opened his eyes and looked at her concentrating on playing the piano. She also played once a year ago.

Yeah, it's been a year.

What has changed in a year?
Their former identities, their relationship as husband and wife, no longer exist.

But fate pushed them further away from each other.

"If it wasn't for me..." Nangong Zheng suddenly stopped, he couldn't continue, if it wasn't for his misunderstanding and prejudice, his torture and bullying, Su Min a year ago would have been such a pure and kind woman.

That night, she was even willing to spend the whole night playing the divine song for him who had a headache until she fell asleep on the piano.

If they were just one of the countless ordinary couples in the world, if Su Min, who had no plans for the city a year ago, had her as his wife, what more could a husband ask for?
Su Min raised his eyes suddenly, there was a shimmer in his eyes, the eyes were so strong that it made people feel distressed. "I have nothing to worry about." Now, she really doesn't care about anything.

After experiencing these upheavals, she is not ignorant. Although she doesn't know how much emotion this man has for her, at least he will not hurt her anymore.

This change was something she hadn't expected at the beginning.

She lowered her eyebrows, her blue hair was like fine black silk behind her, and the plain robe was close to her body, making her slender and delicate figure even more apparent.

Her eyes fell on the strings, her brows were clear. "Although looking in the mirror now, I feel that the woman inside is too strange, and I don't even know what the original Su Min should look like, but I am very happy that I have become what I am now."

Nangong Zheng stared at her with extremely complicated expressions, although he could hardly see any joy or anger on her face.She was unbelievably quiet, as if her heart was as calm as water, and no one could arouse her true emotions.

Nangong Zheng stared at her with extremely complicated expressions, although he could hardly see any joy or anger on her face.She was unbelievably quiet, as if her heart was as calm as water, and no one could arouse her true emotions.

"Indeed, if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you, I would never be like this." Su Min laughed softly, looked at Nangong Zheng lightly, and spoke extremely calmly and rationally. "But this is my life and my destiny. In other words, it's not just because of you. There are more people and more things that made me who I am today."

When she said these words, Nan Gongzheng couldn't see through her heart.

At that moment, she didn't even have any resentment or hatred, but he felt that she was far away.

He had a vague feeling that he still had a lot of things that happened to Su Min, and he didn't know about it.

And she won't talk about it with anyone.

And he, even though he knew that he had gone too far with her in the past, he couldn't force himself to be good at apologizing and expressing tenderness.In that year, those excessive treatment, for the 16-year-old woman, what a change.Not only the body, but even the heart may have been scarred and become fragments that cannot be patched together.

Even though he knew she was sad, he couldn't come to her side, because of blindness and anger, she never trusted him.

The recalled pictures passed by silently, she smiled slightly, and continued to play the gentle tune with a happy expression. "I have never been a perfect woman. I have inherent blind spots. Maybe I am destined to go through countless ups and downs before I can see the most beautiful scenery."

Nangong Zheng's eyes flashed. In this world, no matter how wise and rational a person is, there will be loopholes and deficiencies in temperament.And Su Min's so-called blind spots, he also has.

A strand of black hair hangs down gently and sticks to the corner of Su Min's mouth. It looks so beautiful, Nan Gongzheng feels a dull pain in his heart, and wants to reach out and hold the hair in his hand, but it's a pity that he can't touch it now. her figure.

"Counting the scars I received in the past, they are all reminding me that I must never repeat the same mistakes, absolutely not." Su Min did not see the complex and difficult eyes of Nangong Zheng, she continued to speak with deep eyes. "Trampled on."

That stern look, like the cold wind on a winter night, appeared in the eyes of such a delicate and sweet woman, it seemed wrong.

If it is a fault worthy of condemnation to let go of the defensiveness that is difficult to let go of, and if it is regarded as stupid because of this, is it doomed that she will never be able to treat anyone with sincerity in her life? man?
If the fate given to her by the gods is that she will never be able to show her sincerity, and she must guard, hide, and hide her whole life, then so be it.

If even a man like Lu Qingyang can do that, if other men appear in the future, if she still trusts her, the world will laugh at her.

Nangong Zheng stared intently at the expression on her side face, watching her smile become more cold and stagnant, those beautiful eyes were black and white, but people could no longer find the original coquettishness.

What happened to her, he suddenly wanted to know, and he didn't want to let go of everything.

Su Min's eyes turned, and his smile became weird and blunt. "Being trampled underfoot, whether it's being used, calculated, or deceived, is something I cannot tolerate."

"Su Min." He was slightly taken aback. He rarely saw such an expression on Su Min's face.

For some reason, it seemed to imply that she had closed and locked the door of her heart. In this world, she would never trust anyone easily again.

Looking at Su Min like this, Nan Gongzheng couldn't help feeling cold, and couldn't explain why he felt so inexplicably sad, maybe it was because she looked so much like a person at this moment.

Very much like the former him.

It's not what she said, there is no hatred at all, her hatred is hidden in her bones, in a deeper and darker place, even she herself cannot detect it.

"Being deceived and deceived, this feeling seems to be very uncomfortable. Only now can I understand your previous feelings, and I even feel that it was not for no reason that you treated me that way back then." Su Min smiled. Smiling, she cast her eyes on him, her tone decisive.For a man like Nangong Zheng who hates being manipulated by nature, how could he treat him kindly if he was given a woman with a bad reputation as his wife?
That kind of marriage was not a good marriage in the first place, but a big joke.

Such words made Nangong Zheng's expression even uglier.

Ordinary people would absolutely not be able to empathize with him.

"These words tonight don't seem like what you would say."

Nan Gongzheng's mood became more entangled. This kind of tolerance and forgiveness came from more pain in her heart. She couldn't explain why the current tune sounded more depressing and painful to him than it did at the beginning.

Is it because the person who plays the piano has already set off a turbulent emotion in his heart?
Hearing this, Su Min's smile deepened, as if it was enough to fill the sweet dimple. She looked into Nangong Zheng's eyes and smiled seriously. "Stop thinking about Su Min from a year ago, I almost forgot."

"Don't laugh like that." His displeasure spread wildly in his heart, but this kind of smile made him unable to read the chill behind him.

Not laughing because of happy contentment, but.

"Compared to crying, I prefer to laugh, because tears are useless except to make people cheap and pitiful." Su Min looked straight into Nangong Zheng's cold eyes, his voice was cold and emotionless. "It's completely useless, tears don't change anything, do they?"

"You are becoming more and more like a person..."

Nangong Zheng whispered, the similarity between the two of them was increasing day by day, but the warmth in her body was gradually swallowed up by his similar personality.

Su Min glanced at him indifferently, and finally withdrew his gaze, as if focusing all his attention on the guqin in front of him again, without any distraction.

If you are too similar to him, then you will be as lonely as him.

Putting her hands on the strings, she stopped, and looked at Nangong Zheng after a long time, seeing that he had breathed evenly, and he seemed to be asleep.

Carrying Guqin back to the long platform, she lay on the soft couch, curled up, even though she was covered with a silk quilt...

No one knows, as today is getting warmer, but she still feels cold.

Smiling slightly, she couldn't tell whether it was a relationship between the body or the relationship between the heart.

She silently turned her face away, facing the wall, and pulled the silk quilt up one by one with both hands until it covered her fair neck.

But Nangong Zheng opened his black eyes in the next moment, looking at the body curled up on the soft couch, his eyes gradually sank.

She gave up the bed to him, perhaps because of his current status.

Perhaps, it also implies that even the relationship with the same bed and different dreams in the past will no longer exist.

But she didn't know, he gradually realized that there had never been a woman who could make him fall asleep so easily.

Perhaps, because she didn't need anything from him at all, she seemed even more indifferent.He was a suspicious man, not unsuspecting if he slept with any woman.

But at some point, he wanted to have a woman who he could get along with safely without doubting.

(End of this chapter)

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