Chapter 190

She scolded herself, but couldn't control the flood of tears.If possible, she would like to be by his side when he was ten years old, teach him all the games she knew, play happily with him, and enjoy a seemingly ordinary but real childhood.

If possible, she wanted to cover his eyes for him when he was ten years old, to prevent him from seeing the blood, or hold his hand when he had nightmares and couldn't sleep at night, and accompany him through it those days.

Those were the past that she could not get involved in, she came too late, there was no place for her in those memories, she felt so depressed about it...

The depression and sadness just now turned into pain and bitterness.

It seems that she can ignore what she has encountered because of another person, and unconsciously put herself in his place and experience those emotions for him.

That was the past that he never wanted to mention.

And is she still blaming him for not being gentle enough?
Very slowly, very slowly, she bent down and squatted on the spot, with her hands wrapped around her knees, her skirt swaying silently in the night wind, her eyes no longer had any color.

For the next three days, Nangong Zheng never saw Su Min again.Anyway, he had tacitly agreed that she was free to move in and out of the palace, since she decided not to let go of the responsibility of the Su family, then he let her go.

But in the past three days, it was difficult for him to express the changes in his heart.

If you need a period of time to calm down, three days is far enough, even, it is too long.

What he did to her was really not like treating a woman he really liked, but the uneasiness and confusion in his heart for the past few days had already made him involuntary.

Even, many times, he felt that if that secret was always hidden in his heart, he would not be able to obtain peace.

But once that secret is revealed, he will really lose her.

Will once again, thoroughly, pass her by.

She will finally make up her mind and decide to walk out of his world, there is no way she can turn back.

But for the woman he really loves, is he really willing to hide it for the rest of his life?still.

Su's branch.

The shopkeeper Jin waited respectfully. The man in front of him was the brother of the current emperor. Although he had never heard of his rank and title in the royal family before, it was still impossible to erase the nobleness of this young man. gas.

This little prince is a handsome and coquettish man, with slender eyebrows and slender fingers, and a pair of beautiful eyes raised slightly upwards.Perhaps the only shortcoming is that he has not completely transformed into the tall and burly body of a northern man, and is a little thinner.

He was wearing a long silk gown, with a gold and jade ring around his waist, and holding a silk fan in his hand. On it was the ink of a famous artist from the previous dynasty. It is a priceless treasure. This is the treasure he escaped from the antique shop yesterday, so Carry.

"Little lord, you don't have any confidence that our master will come back, why don't you go back to the mansion first, and once the master returns to the shop, I will send someone to inform you." The treasurer Jin has already seen the dissatisfaction in Nangongtong's face. Yue, after all, after waiting for almost half an hour, the tea was cold.

"Think of people as fools, shopkeeper. I just left, why do you still take me seriously, and send someone to inform me? That's the hell, of course you are facing your master, after all, you are full The one who drinks enough to feed the whole family is Su Min, not me." He said with a smile, but his eyes were like the most vicious snake, staring at the shopkeeper Jin.

Although shopkeeper Jin was sophisticated, his face became a bit stiff after being told by Nangong Zheng.He was indeed talking about the scene, just perfunctory Nan Gongtong, and he really couldn't step down if he was exposed.

"Come here, hurry up and serve tea for the little prince again, the tea is cold." Turning around, the treasurer Jin ordered.

Nan Gongtong glanced at it lightly, with a profound meaning. "This is to drive people away, shopkeeper."

"Don't dare, little lord, am I afraid that you won't feel comfortable after drinking the herbal tea?" Shopkeeper Jin laughed along with him, and hurriedly served the tea, but his palms were already covered with sweat.

This little prince is only about fifteen or sixteen years old, how could he be so shrewd and cunning?After growing up, what's the point?

"Forget it, I don't have the same knowledge as you." Nan Gongtong said, but his eyes penetrated the body of the shopkeeper Jin, and landed on the courtyard not far behind him, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

She has come back.

He reopened the silk fan and shook it slowly, the previous anger was swept away.

When Su Min was at the door, she had already heard from Ah Da that the little prince was waiting inside, and she had already made all mental preparations.

With a silent smile, she Yingying walked into it, gave Shopkeeper Jin a look, told him to back off, and left her to talk to Nan Gongtong alone.

"I just came back from outside, why, are you waiting for me?"

Nan Gongtong gave her a cold look and sneered. "Ask knowingly."

"Is there nothing to do recently?" She never thought that Nan Gongtong would take the initiative to appear in front of her before she took the initiative to find him. However, his temperament is sometimes surprising.

With a smile on her lips, she sat quietly on her seat, her eyes shifted to him.

"Don't laugh at me, I said those words to you, you don't have to pretend to be nonchalant, it will make me feel disgusted." Nan Gongtong's gaze touched Su Min's smile, that soft and bright brilliance , as if instantly stinging his eyes.With a pain in his heart, there was no smile on his face in an instant, and he seemed to be angry. "After all, ordinary people can't stand those words."

Su Min raised her eyebrows, her expression was so calm that it was almost scary. "Because I heard the sincerity from your words, I can't curse, and even look at you like a lunatic."

Yes, lunatic, he was originally an unhealthy lunatic.

How can this woman hit the nail on the head every time?
He laughed out loud, and his attitude was almost arrogant to the extreme: "More than a year ago, you said in the palace that my heart is sick, don't you remember?"

Su Min read that seemingly excited face, but the color in her eyes became deeper and deeper. If she also treats Nan Gongtong as her young family member, he is actually still a child with bad behavior in his bones. In fact, she couldn't erase her heartache for him.

Seeing that she was silent, he was dissatisfied with her keeping silent, and the words that were suppressed in his heart had not been told to anyone in the past two years, and there was no way to vent them.

So, he has to say it all!

He stood up suddenly, leaned down, looked at Su Min, and said loudly: "Didn't you cure all my physical illnesses? I would like to ask, what are you going to do about my inner illnesses?" Look, I'm also very interested. Only by successfully getting rid of my crazy obscurity, can you have a positive result with Zhengxiu, right in the end?"

"You also feel very lonely, otherwise you wouldn't say such things." Su Min didn't have the slightest flicker in his eyes, and bravely and sincerely looked into his eyes. These clear eyes are more beautiful than others. Young woman, if she can change, she wants to restore these beautiful eyes to their original peace and innocence.

Even a little childish ignorance is fine, but don't be so insensitive, so indifferent.

Nan Gongtong clenched his fists tightly and gritted his teeth. His feelings for this woman were extremely complicated.

He didn't want to hear her preaching, but she was the only one in this world who could tell his unknown feelings.

There were flames in his eyes, and he was very emotional, but he couldn't say a word.

It was as if he had suddenly fallen into a disadvantage.

Su Min didn't give him more time, and her tone was aggressive, not letting him relax, "I feel that these emotions are out of control, they take root deep in your heart, come out from time to time to confuse your reason and emotion, you also feel You are about to collapse, you are about to be driven crazy, but you can’t help it. You will also feel that there is only one person like yourself in the world, and you are the only one left, so you cannot be under the eyes and judgment of the world, live."

"Don't talk about it, you seem to understand everything." Nan Gongtong's heart was filled with a strange emotion, he thought he was really crazy, otherwise, since he didn't want to see her, why bother to scold her again?

Even though she is wordy and not easy to fool, there is no doubt that she can understand herself, can't she?

Why is it her?

Her smile, like soft silk, wrapped her petite face, and her voice was like a clear spring on the mountainside, gurgling out, with a convincing effect. "I have also experienced your feeling. I feel that their eyes can turn into poisonous snakes and sharp swords, which is enough to kill me a hundred times, a thousand times."

"How could you understand? People who have never experienced it will not understand." Nan Gongtong suddenly opened her eyes wide. Although her tone was calm, it was not soft, but an inexplicable force hidden in it.

Su Min chuckled, picked up the hot tea and looked at him lightly. "Or are you actually expecting me to call you a lunatic or an asshole in your heart?"

The fan in Nangongtong's hand gradually stopped, and he lowered his eyebrows, as if he was thinking about something.

She stood up, put her hands on his shoulders, and looked soft. "You are willing to tell me, tell me the secrets that you can't share with ordinary people, and show that you don't hate me in your heart."

Slowly raising her eyebrows, a very weird smile was hidden deep in those eyes. "No, you're wrong. I'm starting to hate you now. In order to make you retreat, I would rather reveal my secret in front of you. Most people will start to make a new choice when they know it, because they understand that I won't let the other party Have a good time and be happy.”

He pulled her hand down, kept a distance from her, looked at her coldly, with an arrogant attitude and a cold tone. "A person like me with a sick heart, what else can't I do?"

"Are you here today to threaten me and leave your brother?" She said lightly, her eyebrows and eyes stretched, and she took it calmly without changing her expression.

(End of this chapter)

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