The Hickey of the Demon Lord: The Substitute Princess

Chapter 205

Maybe it's because of the state affairs, he doesn't look as energetic as before, Nan Gongtong comforts and convinces himself so in his heart.

"How could it be? Most women are eager to come forward." Nan Gongtong laughed out loud, grabbed Nan Gongzheng's arm, and spoke very loosely.

Nangong Zheng's gaze seemed to be icy cold, so strong that people couldn't look away, but they couldn't make any other responses.

He looked very bad, Nan Gongtong's heart became heavier and heavier.

"You know she's no ordinary woman."

Nan Gongtong frowned, and asked back, not wanting to be easily persuaded by him. "She is gone, Zheng, are you so sad? There are so many women in this world, is she so good? You are the emperor now, the emperor, what kind of woman do you want?"

Nangong Zheng's eyes flashed, and his black eyes deepened. "I just want to say this sentence once. In the future, you will have to change your tone of voice."

"You never say that about me, Zheng." Nan Gongtong clenched his fists tightly, his face changed, and his smile instantly collapsed.Even if he had quarreled with Su Min before, Zheng never told him about his self-willedness to his face, which made him feel that his status was still number one, and no one could surpass him.

But Su Min left, just left, but let his position plummet?

Since when did Su Min surpass himself in status?
This feeling was sour and astringent, like a thousand needles piercing his heart.As if what he had been afraid of all along, the end was coming.

"For a woman?" His voice finally trembled slightly, his smiling mask finally fell to the ground, and he finally revealed his most fragile self.

Nangong Zheng turned his back, a pathetic emotion flashed across his eyes, his voice was very low, but there was no doubt about it. "She is the woman I like."

"I like Zheng, but it seems that Zheng doesn't like me that much." Looking at Nangong Zheng's back, he concentrated all his strength and said softly, the heaviness between his brows became more and more serious.

"Of course I like you, because you are my younger brother, the only family member." Nangong Zheng didn't turn to look at him, his eyes were darkened, even though he was lying on the * bed these few nights, he couldn't sleep at night.

Every time he was half asleep and half awake, he would always see the scene where Su Min was seriously injured, and then he woke up in a cold sweat, unable to fall back asleep.

He still went to the morning court, still approved memorials, and all his life seemed to have not undergone different changes because of the attacks of those few assassins who were not afraid of death.

But only, he can't see her, can't see her.

After the early morning, he still unconsciously walked towards her room. He vaguely remembered the slender figure hiding behind the column, the scene of them sitting in the corridor admiring the moon, and the scene of her secretly sewing clothes behind her back. Cute look.

He was in the study, reviewing memorials and dealing with state affairs. He often felt parched. He wanted to look up and see her sitting at the broken jade round table, drinking tea and eating pastries, but he didn't.He also felt tired, and when he closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to hear that she was reading a book by his ear, with a soft voice, and every word fell on his heart.

He was wandering in the garden, looking at the rockery, remembering that night, when he caught her body, her face was blushing, he looked at the gazebo, and remembering that she often sat there, looking at her. A wave of spring water, with a peaceful and beautiful expression, he looked at that path, and remembered that she often walked on that path, and would occasionally turn back and smile at him, waiting for him to hold her little hand, and the two of them walked together.

But now, the rockery is empty, and she is not lying there.

The gazebo was empty, she was not sitting there.

The path was empty and she wasn't there.

She is not there, but in his mind, in his eyes, in his thoughts, she is everywhere.

It seemed that as long as he turned his head, turned around, and raised his eyes, she would appear in these places, smiling lightly at him with picturesque eyebrows and eyes.

He didn't know if he was crazy about lovesickness.

Yes, this is also a disease.

The disease is incurable.

Even the pain from the onset of poison can't compare to this kind of slight pain. Sometimes it feels sweet and fulfilling, but it is suddenly empty and tortures people's mind.

He didn't have much energy to spend on Nan Gongtong's body. As soon as he closed his eyes and relaxed, Su Min's shadow was everywhere.

"You clearly know that I like it, not that kind!" Nan Gongtong shouted loudly, his face was pale, the moment he spoke, tears fell, but no one saw it.

Nangong Zheng was still ruthless, his attitude was almost indifferent. "Yes, just because I know, I can't continue to indulge you. If this continues, it will harm you."

"It's not just harming me, it's also harming the government and yourself. No one but a lunatic can do my thoughts that run counter to the ethical principles." Nan Gongtong's face changed suddenly, and he didn't want to see Zheng's back, since when did he only get conversations with his back facing?

His heart ached.

"Ever since Zheng rescued me from that hell, I have had this thought, why do I have to be your younger brother, your real younger brother." He smiled, but his tears were uncontrollable. I don't want to think about it, but I always rush out at these helpless times.

Nan Gongzheng turned around suddenly, this sentence already made him unforgivable.His eyes were red, like an angry beast, and his deep voice made people feel chilly. "If you say that, Concubine Mother will be sad. Maybe you don't have an impression of her, but she is a gentle, cowardly, timid woman who loves to cry. If you don't want to make her sad, don't say any more."

Nan Gongtong was silent for a while, knowing that Zheng would be terrible when he was angry, he had also seen him stepping on the head of another country's prince with his own eyes, seeing him spitting out blood and not letting go of his strength, his eyes were very cold, iron stone The heart and eyes at that time seemed to be the same as they are now.

Suddenly, he felt an inexplicable emotion flash across his heart.

"You are my brother. I swear that I will not let anyone hurt you in this life." Nangong Zheng looked at him with complicated eyes. The ferociousness just now receded slightly, but he didn't look very kind.

There is a lot of difference with him in the past, but Nan Gongtong didn't want to guess, could it be that Su Min left him, making him so that no one dared to approach him.

"I can give you everything you want, as long as you live happily." He pressed Nan Gongtong's shoulder, and said very solemnly and believably.

But Nan Gongtong suddenly became in a trance, his body and soul seemed to be floating in the air, and the space he could feel became very narrow.

"I seem to understand why Su Min left you. You are very rational and you can control everything, but you don't think well for others. You think it should be right, you think there is nothing wrong with it, you think it should be like this, but you don't. From the standpoint of others, think about whether you really need what you give." He smiled lightly, spoke slowly, and took a deep breath, he couldn't imagine himself saying these words.

He didn't seem to see Nan Gongzheng, who had a bad face, and there was a layer of mist in his eyes, so he couldn't see the fine weather clearly. "You don't know what Su Min wants. You don't know what I want. No, maybe you know it all, you know it all, you understand it all, but your rationality can't let you indulge yourself for a while. .”

"Enough." Nangong Zheng's black eyes tightened, his jaw tensed, and the lines on his face were like sculptures, without any soft light.

Two words, with indifference, are enough to stop.

But Nan Gongtong continued to speak, his face was expressionless, as if he were a different person.

"Because you're not living the life you really want, and you can't imagine what kind of life the other person wants to live."

Nangong Zheng looked at him coldly, that kind of look, as if there was no family affection, he became difficult to talk to, like a stranger.

Nan Gongtong sighed softly, turned around weakly, with a stiff smile. "It's so sad. In the past few years, I haven't found out that Zheng also has shortcomings. In my mind, you are like a god, a bright and noble existence. This time, I found that I was really wrong."

Really, is an end.

Su Min is gone, the brothers have turned against each other, everything is over now.

Zheng is still alone, but is he really happy?

Suddenly he didn't understand himself either.

He was afraid of seeing Zheng at this moment, such a strange, uneasy, cold voice, cold expression, and cold heart.

Maybe, even if he quarreled with Su Min, he didn't reject the soft smile and eyes on Zheng's face?

Do your best, love what he loves, and feelings should be reckless.

He walked for a while, and finally turned around, but still saw Nan Gongzheng standing where he was, on the high steps of the bedroom, with a handsome figure like a sculpture.

It's extremely cold at high places.

His brother, so lonely, so lonely.

He really did something wrong and said something wrong again.

No matter what, he is his own brother, not his enemy. If others are afraid of approaching him, even he wants to leave, it's so pitiful.

He was distressed.

Perhaps, Su Min should really come back, with her company, the political situation will be different.

Really noisy.

I was in a bad mood at first, but now the mood of standing in the garden and enjoying the scenery has dropped to the bottom in an instant.

Who is crying?Is it the stupid court lady who can't do things and was scolded and cried by the mother?
With a straight face, Nan Gongtong walked slowly towards the rockery and stared at the woman in red for a long time, but it seemed that she could not see any characteristics of a palace lady.

She is wearing a beautiful red tulle, which is different from the women's dress here. The cuffs are narrow and the neckline is lower, revealing the most beautiful neck skin of the woman.This set of tight-fitting thin clothes set off the woman's slender figure, her long hair was tied high, and a gold silk corolla, with dozens of golden tassels hanging down, was noble and charming.

(End of this chapter)