Chapter 208

That night, it was actually Nangong Zheng.

She thought that she could start over without having to think about it or show inferiority complex in front of him.

She was genuinely angry and totally terrified.

At such a tense moment, she really couldn't tell the difference between others.But when she thought that Nangong Zheng had concealed herself for so long, she couldn't let herself become calm and nonchalant.

But now she thinks back, if Nan Gongzheng doesn't tell the truth, can she forget that grudge and knot.

If that man wasn't Nangong Zheng, would she really feel indifferent?

Maybe she was not thoughtful, not calm, and too impulsive.

Is she really willing to separate from him completely and end this relationship completely?

Just like back then, she cut up the robe she sewed by herself and planned to give it to Nan Gongzheng as a birthday present, so resolutely?

she asked herself.

But can't find an answer.

They were only one step away, just one day away, and she was ready to accompany him and spend a birthday that would make him feel warm and unforgettable.

But she never thought that the last word she said to him was to ask him to go away and leave him alone.

Someone once told her that she should follow her heart.

She secretly grasped the corner of the quilt, what happened to her, she would think of that person as soon as she calmed down, would it be the most difficult thing for her to forget his existence?

It's just her heart, can she bear this hardship?

I don't see him for a day, I don't see him for a month, I don't see him for a lifetime.

Do you also feel disapproving and readily accept it?
She told herself that she just liked him a little bit, it was no big deal.If you don't communicate with each other forever in this life, you will live in peace.

Silently closing her eyes, she was full of bitterness.

She remembers him holding her hand and walking, she remembers his tenderness in the bath, she remembers his extraordinarily warm hug, she remembers his voice, which can also gently melt people's hearts...

She thought he was just him.

But at some point, he became many of him, occupying her heart, as if he was as persistent as a weed, even after being burned with angry flames, his face would reappear in front of her.

She thought she only liked him a little.

But this point, I don't know when it became so many, so many that it seemed that her heart couldn't bear it, and she couldn't breathe under the heavy pressure.

She is crazy.

What she suddenly remembered was his bloodthirsty appearance of killing people for her, his slightly distorted handsome face, his growling demeanor, and that heart-piercing roar.

Suddenly, she became distraught.

"Miss, someone wants to see you."

Fan'er walked to Su Min's side, saw that the sweet porridge she was holding in her left hand hadn't touched a mouthful, couldn't help sighing, picked up the sweet porridge, and put it on the table.Handing the warm wet handkerchief to Su Min's hand, watching Su Min wipe his tender hands, he said this sentence slowly.

"Who is it?" she asked softly, she wiped it clean, but her hands could not feel any temperature.

"Yes..." After a pause, Fan'er's expression was extremely troubled. "Mr. Lu."

"What?" Eyes flashed, she heard right, shouldn't Lu Qingyang be in Tongcheng?
She was surprised.

Could it be...he came to ask again?
She thought for a while, but finally she nodded and signaled Fan'er to invite him in.

Sitting up a little, she looked at the figure that appeared at the door. She hadn't seen him for a long time. Lu Qingyang seemed haggard and aged for several years. Although he was wearing a white robe, just like the first time he met, the pure and clean color seemed to suddenly It makes people feel worried and heavy on their hearts.

Like, some kind of ominous color.

Suppressing this undesired emotion, Su Min regained his peace of mind, raised his brows and eyes, and his eyes were clear.

The eyes stayed on Lu Qingyang for a short while, the gentle and refined man in her impression had changed a lot now.Her smile was vague, as if seeing each other after many years, the melancholy was beyond words. "It is you."

"It's me." Lu Qingyang nodded, with a peaceful expression, and stopped at a distance of ten steps.

"Why would you want to come to Los Angeles to see me? Shouldn't you be with her?" She smiled slightly, looked at him, and continued quietly.

"I didn't come to visit you specifically, because I never thought you were sick again." Lu Qingyang also heard about her occasionally. It is said that she has been in the capital for a while, and only returned to Luo City in the past few days, but the Su family business is nowhere to be seen. When she disappeared, he felt as if something had happened again.

Just now when I met shopkeeper Lei, he asked about Su Min's recent situation. Shopkeeper Lei said that she had a serious illness and was recuperating at Su's house, so he came.

He sighed softly, his eyes serious. "Seeing that you are getting thinner, it seems that you are seriously ill."

"Everyone will get sick." She said bitterly with a smile on the corner of her mouth. In fact, the pain in her chest was not as severe as the pain in her heart.

Even if you have blood blood, when you should be sick, when you should be injured, or even when you should die, you are no different from ordinary people.

Seeing that Lu Qingyang was silent, as if her heart was heavy, she couldn't help turning her pale face and asked softly: "However, if you said you didn't come to visit me specially, what else can you do with me?"

"I'm here to confess and atone for my sins." Lu Qingyang still stood where he was, his face pale.

These words caused a trace of inexplicable uneasiness in Su Min's heart.

There was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, but that smile was very peaceful, as if there was no emotion in the world.

Su Min was surprised, and when he took another look, he suddenly felt that the smile had become so desolate and desolate.Only Lu Qingyang's voice could be heard slowly drifting over. "Everything I worked so hard to get disappeared in the end. God is fair, and I got retribution."

The word in his words, retribution, penetrated into her skin like a biting cold.

He left a sentence with a moved expression: "Because Master Su, seeing the letter I sent, couldn't get angry for a while, so...

What?She seemed to be unable to hear his voice for a moment.Just resisting the pain in her chest, she didn't know if the wound had opened, and she could hardly breathe.

"The letter explained that the reason why I found the Su family was because of you. Knowing what I want to do with your special status, he is eager to protect his daughter, and his emotions will fluctuate at the moment. Although I never thought about him I will see that letter, but it is indeed my fault." He still stood there, like a clay sculpture, with no expression on his warm and kind face in the past, just talking about the past, his eyes were full of tears. haze.

Originally, Master Su regarded him very highly, so he suddenly returned to the study, wanting to find the letter he had left behind, but saw Master Su falling on the ground holding the letter paper.

That scene was the past that he didn't want to recall.

Su Min couldn't believe it, her eyes shone with light, she listened quietly, tears overflowed her eyes silently.

Her heart tightened, and she rushed in front of Lu Qingyang, her chest was heaving and she was so excited that she couldn't say a word.She seemed to be crazy, hitting him with countless fists, as if she hadn't vented enough, she couldn't forgive this man.Lu Qingyang was as immobile as a mountain, she hit him with all her strength, but he didn't fight back, because he didn't have such power.

Even if she is holding a knife now, he can't blink, he should accept it.

Although he had never been helpless, Master Su died at that time, but he did escape shamefully.

It was because he couldn't let go of this guilt day and night that he appeared in front of Su Min and taught her the principles and skills of business.

He didn't dodge, his eyes darkened, and he said in a deep voice. "My unintentional mistake caused Master Su to fall to the ground and cause you to lose your only relative. Now, I am enduring this pain just like you."

"You say." Her fist suddenly stopped in mid-air, her eyes were slightly red, and she was staring closely at his face.

"Zicuckoo is gone." He said lightly, as if he couldn't see any extra sadness, as if he had seen through the desolation of the world.

She froze in place, her hands and feet were cold, she never thought that everything would end so early.

If Lu Qingyang had a joking personality, she would almost suspect that he was joking.

But it's a pity, based on her familiarity with him, he is no longer lying, let alone joking about the life of the woman he loves.

So, all of this is true.

She frowned slightly, and her gaze fell into the distance. In the distance, the sunlight was so strong that people couldn't open their eyes.

Then, she saw him smiling, and he was smiling, as if recalling the warm past, with a somewhat infatuated expression. "I told Zijuan together that this time, no matter how many more days we can let her watch the sunset and bright moon, or how many more days she can live, we don't force her, as long as we live our married life comfortably and happily. All right."

Her eyebrows and eyes were covered with haze, she hated him and pitied him.

He pretended to say these words calmly, his tone was soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something. "Zicuckoo's illness is very serious. It has been there since I was a child. In the end, I coughed so badly that I saw blood. Every doctor was helpless. Later, I often fell into a coma and became unconscious... After drinking your medicine, the three months At that time, her life was not too painful."

Everyone has their own destiny.

"One hundred days, you allowed Zicuckoo to live one hundred days longer. Being able to find you and persuade you to help us is the greatest blessing in my life." It suddenly seemed hollow.

Although he is still alive, it seems that his soul has been vacant.

She looked into those slack eyes, she really never thought that the woman would end up with such a fate, but she couldn't easily let go and forgive Lu Qingyang's mistake, so she responded lightly. "I'm not a god, and my blood is already impure."

"What right do I have to blame others? As early as the days when you went to the capital, the doctor told me that Zijuan's time is running out, and told me to prepare early." He lowered his head with a smile, and moved away. He lost his sight and slowly opened his mouth.

(End of this chapter)

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