Chapter 219

"Perhaps after listening to this story, you won't feel so." He became very quiet, not as quiet as he was before.He spit out this sentence meaningfully, and slowly looked away.

She put her lips together and smiled, her eyes were filled with peace, she took the initiative to hold his hand, and responded calmly. "If you feel sad in the past, don't force yourself to say it, I understand."

His eyes still didn't look at her, as if there was a gap between them, making it difficult for her to touch his heart. "More than a year ago, I remember one time, when you saw me, you were very scared and almost panicked. I think you may have heard the rumor outside that I survived by drinking wolf's milk."

She thought about it carefully, then nodded silently, that was so vivid in her memory, it was hard to forget.However, she smiled lightly and said it lightly. "There is indeed such a thing, it's just a rumor, I didn't take it to heart."

"It's not all fiction." He stared at her deeply, his eyes were so deep that she couldn't see where it was, which was the end.

Her eyes trembled, puzzled. "what?"

He was silent for a long time, and finally confessed everything. He didn't want to hide anything from her. Although it was his shadow, he couldn't deceive her to live.The lines on Jun's face tightened, as if he was facing an enemy, which shows how difficult it is for him to tell everything in front of a person.

He never, told anyone that he just needed each other's body for those women before, and each took what they needed, but he never had the idea of ​​opening his heart to each other, not even once.

Because it is not something that can be said to ordinary people, nor is it a dust that can be said arbitrarily to remember.

"In the first three years when the mother and concubine entered the palace, she was the most beloved woman of the father. Suddenly, she attracted a lot of hatred. But that woman who has no intentions only knows to rely on the father wholeheartedly. I know. Her enemy may be the woman who has never been favored by the entire harem, or it may be the woman who sits in the highest position but just watched her husband bring back a new favorite woman from outside."

She just listened quietly, and she could almost take a seat, but she held Nangong Zheng's hand tightly and never let go.She used to be a little curious about his past, but now she no longer thinks about it, and doesn't expect him to say it, and feels that if he doesn't say it, their feelings have nothing to do with each other. "You said it was the queen?"

When he said these words, he didn't have any expression, nor did he appear ferocious and distorted, nor did he appear calm and gentle.It seems to be talking about the past of another person, as if he is an unfeeling bystander. "My concubine gave birth to me in the second year after she entered the palace. She became a man in one fell swoop, and her status in the harem may be even more prosperous. The mother was honored as a concubine by virtue of her son. How could those women see it? Not to mention an inferior woman with no family background, who even used to make a living in a brothel, became a concubine that many people would never dream of becoming. They couldn't tolerate this pure and beautiful woman, and they didn't want to see the emperor continue to pamper her, for fear Because of her relationship, the prince who was born is highly regarded and will pose a threat to other princes in the future."

Her heart tightened suddenly. It was the first time she heard him tell what happened that year. She didn't know why she was so nervous, and she even wanted to cover his mouth to prevent him from continuing.

The strange feeling in her heart made her feel heartbroken. The only thing she could do was to grab Nangong Zheng's hand and hold it tighter and tighter.

Then, she saw Nangong Zheng smiling at her, that smile was light and without any weight, as if a gust of wind could blow it away.

"Of course, the person who is most worried is the queen who gave birth to the prince three years ago."

So, is it Nangong Yuan's biological mother?

No wonder, the two brothers hated and hated each other.

His voice has softened a bit, it is no longer as low and hoarse as when Cai Cai was in a hurry, but his expression still hasn't changed in any way. "After half a year, the child suddenly disappeared overnight. This incident shocked the entire palace. At the moment, no one could find the child who was waiting to be fed in the palace. That poor woman also fainted in a hurry."

She pursed her lips tightly, God knows how confused she was, listening to every detail of his words.

He was very calm when he said it, as if the child was not him, but she couldn't let her heart empathize with everything that the young child who was only a few months old had experienced.

Heartache, heartache, every word that falls on her heart is not without weight.

"When I found the man in black who took the child away, he appeared at the foot of the forest outside the city to the west of the palace. He was outnumbered and finally captured alive. The guards followed the bloodstains along the way, and they were all scared out of their wits." He raised his eyebrows, On the handsome and flawless face, there was an extremely treacherous and deep smile, as if it was self-deprecating, as if it was not just self-deprecating...

"The prince, wrapped in royal golden swaddling clothes, appeared in a wolf's den, sleeping peacefully in the arms of a she-wolf."

Su Min froze suddenly, but there was no combing in her eyes, no trace of panic, and no disgust that Nangong Zheng might have expected.

No, nothing.

His eyes fell on her hand, and she even held his palm, without any gap, it was tighter than before.

She seemed to be more anxious than him, and whispered, "Didn't you find out who did it?"

Nangong Zheng saw it clearly, and her reaction was only worry.

Worry about that child back then, without any dislike.

God knows how contradictory he is, he dare not speak out about the past, for fear that this woman will turn around, leave, and show a trace of disgust.

Just one look, maybe, it will cause a crack in their relationship.

But she didn't, she was more worried, she looked at the whole matter from his standpoint, she didn't care whether he really might have acquired the temperament of a beast?

It seems that it is not just kindness, this woman he loves deeply.Now that he is no longer confused, he can see more clearly that the emotion that haunts his heart is deeper and rarer than liking, making people stupid, crazy, confusing and moving.love.

He has fallen in love with her deeply.

Not just, obsessed with her body, obsessed with her mind.

Her eye sockets were already red, and her nose was like a cranberry, and he could see through her sincere sadness at a glance.

He smiled bitterly and spoke very plainly. "The man in black, on the way back to the palace, bit his tongue and killed himself. This matter has become an unsolved case, and there is no proof of death."

"Did the first emperor know about this?" She couldn't wait any longer, and immediately followed his words, her brows furrowed.

Looking at her anxious appearance, he felt that he should remind her that more than 20 years had passed since this incident, and that child who had no power of resistance had long since turned into a mature and calm man.

"Of course I know. They simply checked and found that there was no wound on the child, but they still couldn't stop the secret gossip."

She lowered her eyes helplessly, Nangong Zheng didn't say anything, she could have guessed what kind of rumors and what they were.Still, she listened carefully.

Nan Gongzheng seemed calm and cold, but in fact, when he said those cruel words, his empty left arm was still tense, and he was enduring it. "Say, that woman is unknown. The prince she gave birth to is actually an evildoer, a bastard. God will reveal the truth so clearly. I hope you will not be confused by her vicious face. That year, the whole palace was panicked. "

"The purpose is to let the first emperor neglect your mother and son?" She raised her sad face, looked at Nangong Zheng lightly, and asked softly.

Nangong Zheng's palm covered her small face, and he didn't like to see her look like this, but he still threw out this sentence with hatred. "Yeah, what a despicable method."

"Although the father didn't vent his anger at the time, he might have been shaken, so in the next two or three years, he only came a few times, and the relationship between the two became unfamiliar." His eyes flashed, and when he talked about that man, he His face became even colder, as if he had nothing else to do but give Nangong Zheng life.

She saw through Nangong Zheng's emotions hidden in her heart at a glance, and she said in a deep voice with a thousand turns in her heart. "Perhaps you hate him more than those women who sow discord."

He pulled his lips into a smile, and said one sentence, and there was no joy in his black eyes. "You can see it."

Knowing more about this woman, he didn't feel panicked.

He may not be able to do otherwise, just like an ordinary person, he also longs for someone to understand him, but he didn't realize it before.

His voice suddenly turned cold, and his eyes became fierce and gloomy because of anger. "If you love that woman, you should at least stand by her side, support her, and rely on her. Otherwise, why risk the world to bring her into the palace? It's better to let her stay where she was. , no hope, at least not despair."

Su Min didn't think so, the current Nangong Zheng was somewhat paranoid.She looked soft and lowered her voice to comfort. "But she met the man she liked, didn't she? Of course, living in the original place may not cause these injuries, but she will not experience true feelings."

How many men who come to the brothel can give their true feelings?How many can give her an identity?How many are able to give her a lifetime of dependence, love and spoil her?

He was silent for a short while. Over the years, he had only told Su Min about his impression of the imperial father. Perhaps the imperial father and the imperial concubine mother really had a bad relationship, and the fact had already been made, so he didn't want to say more, it would be useless.

He came back to reality, looked at Su Min intently, his eyes were like brand marks, resting on the light-colored scar, his breathing tightened. "At that time, I was too young to remember whether it was just the man in black who was instructed by others to hide me in the wolf's den, or whether other things happened to me, so when I thought about the night I and the beast The moment I pounce on you and bite you to bleed, I can't control my emotions."

(End of this chapter)

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