Chapter 294

He knew why this woman stayed by his side all the time. If he still didn't understand the reason, he would be a complete fool.

His life has always been a game in the world, the truth is unpredictable, he pretends to understand when he doesn't understand, he really understands in his heart, but pretends not to understand.

She would blame him, but there was nothing he could do.

He was trying, but this time, he failed again.

He had already reached the door, but he didn't dare to open it.

He had already seen her, but he didn't dare to fight and tell all the truth.

He's just a poor, hateful coward.

Slowly, slowly, he bent down and sat by the door, the sun fell on his feet, but it couldn't warm his body.

He was dressed in fine clothes, leaning against the stone wall, sitting at the door, so gorgeous and weird, so lonely and gorgeous.

By the lake, green weeping willows sway with the wind, drawing circles of water patterns on the water surface, beside the moat, the scenery is unique.

Zhen'er looked at the young man who was already sitting on the stone bench, but her heart suddenly stopped her from going any further.

It seems that if she doesn't follow her heart and act recklessly, she will regret it for the rest of her life.

The man waited a little anxiously, and suddenly turned his face to the side, only to realize that the person he invited had already arrived, but she hesitated, her face was a little pale, and her expression seemed in a daze.

He stood up. He was not a particularly good-looking man, his facial features were just correct, but he was a gentle and polite man. It could be seen that his family was well-educated and cultivated.

He smiled slightly at Zhen'er, and wanted to go forward: "What's wrong? Zhen'er?"

"Don't call me that." However, her expression suddenly changed. She no longer expected Nan Gongtong to give her an answer, but why did she still feel unbearable heartache when she heard other men calling him that?Her heart kept tightening, and it seemed that even breathing became difficult.

Her footsteps are not forward, but backward.

The two have met each other five or six times, which lasted for several months, and Yu Qian almost believed that as long as he worked harder, he could embrace the beauty.

Although he is so looking forward to it, he doesn't seem too enthusiastic in front of others. He doesn't want others to speculate that he pursues her because he wants to climb the other party's identity. He doesn't like others to misunderstand his sincerity, so when he sees her retreat, he is just indifferent. Asked: "I think it would be too unfamiliar to be called a princess, haven't we been together for a few months?"

"I'm not sincere to you." The little feet in bright yellow embroidered shoes took another step back, her heart didn't let her sell her soul to get close to this man, because she didn't like him at all.

Although many people will say that feelings can be cultivated slowly after getting married.

But why, she didn't even have the courage to indulge herself in acting?Because she is not a woman who can lie, nor would she want to deceive anyone.

Whatever she did was wrong, even if she ignored her own heart and married this man, Nan Gongtong would not be jealous, let alone angry, he would just continue to listen to his plays, watch his scenes, and be carefree.

So, what is she still stupid about?
Why should she lose herself and get nothing in return?
Nan Gongtong will not be sad, just like before, he never chased him even a single step.

Because, it is not necessary.

Her heart became even colder, because the truth was so naked.

Yu Qian frowned, but didn't fly into a rage, but his smile disappeared completely in an instant: "What did you say?"

"I'm sorry, I can't accompany you to the peony exhibition." She clenched her hands secretly, her eyes were clear, and the other party couldn't doubt the authenticity of what she said.

In the next moment, she almost turned around and ran.

He could tell that her complexion was very bad. The past few meetings made him feel that she had something on her mind, so he didn't ask any more questions. This time, he couldn't bear it anymore and asked in a low voice.He reached out and touched her without any malice, but her heart was shocked. "What happened? I'll take you back."

"Suddenly thought of something, I want to go back and get it, you can find someone else." Shaking off his hand, she walked decisively.

Yu Qian was a little panicked, because her determination was another side he had never seen before.She made him mistakenly think that she was a weak woman, but he ignored that she was originally a princess and should have been a little arrogant.

"What's missing, I'll help you find it together, or else, I'll wait for you here..."

"No, you can't find it for me." After she finished speaking, she turned her head and never looked back at him again.Because of what she lost, even she couldn't find it.

No, that was what she secretly hoped for but never got, so there was no way to talk about when she lost it.

In the middle of her walk, she suddenly bent down in the street where no one was walking, leaning against the wall, covering her face and crying.

If she hadn't met Nan Gongtong in the back garden of the deep palace back then, would there be no hope and no despair in this life.

Her heart was hot, but it turned cold in the next moment. She cried out of breath, because she didn't like him laughing at her weakness, so she learned to grow up and stopped being a crybaby.

But this time, she couldn't bear it any longer. After three years, everything was still the same.

She thought that he should at least care a little more about her feelings for her and her. It turned out that everything was her wishful thinking, which made herself fall into such a passive and embarrassing situation.

How did she walk back, the whole person seemed to be walking on the clouds, staggering, in a trance, the tears ran dry, she wiped away the tears, and walked back step by step with her head down.

Because of crying for a long time, her body became weak, she didn't want to say a word, and it was time to get home after turning another corner.

Zhen'er sighed softly, at least after returning to the mansion, she didn't want the servants to see her in such a distraught state.She took a deep breath and silently raised her eyebrows.

Then, she was stunned and froze.

Who was that, sitting at the door, with his head bowed, his black hair hung wildly behind his head, he was motionless, his hands were folded, and the noble aura on his body was impossible to ignore.

She looked up, it was already dusk, and he was still here?
Have you been sitting for a long time?
Why wait for her, because you have something to say?still……

She didn't dare to guess anymore, because she felt that she still couldn't get into his heart, and couldn't guess the correct answer.

Everything is in vain.

Just like this time, as long as he waits for her for a day, she will feel soft-hearted.

But is it going to be the same as before?As long as he said a few good words, she would smile at him and dispel the melancholy in her heart?She walked forward slowly with a feeling of not knowing whether it was considerate or not, at a distance that was not too far or not close.

He is touching, and even more heartbreaking.

"You seem to have a lot to say to Mr. Yu." Nan Gongtong finally raised his head when he heard the familiar footsteps, and looked at her. His eyes suddenly became sharp, as if she was overwhelmed.

She felt that this sentence was neither painful nor itchy. After all, Nan Gongtong was well-known in the capital for his meanness. It seemed that he was not serious about himself after all.

She smiled faintly, but she didn't know that the smile on the corner of her mouth had unknowingly troubled Nan Gongtong.

He stretched out his long arm suddenly, strangled her slender wrist, and remained silent dangerously.

"What do you want."

Her heart was aching slightly, but she didn't show her sadness, she withdrew her smile, and wanted to reach out and grab his palm, because his palm was like a fire that was about to devour her.

Her voice was cold, and she looked at him with big round eyes, her eyes no longer evading. "Will you give me what I want?"

Even if he said yes, she wouldn't desire it anymore, because that was the feeling she wanted to come, and she felt it was meaningless.

Without saying a word, he suddenly grabbed her shoulders and brought her into his arms. He was silent for a while, ignoring the surprised eyes of passers-by.

He just hugged her, but it made her want to cry. This was just the second hug between them.

Their touch is very young, very occasional.He should wake up tomorrow and feel that this is the same as a good friend, holding hands and playing house, just a hug, what's the big deal?
"If you like the hug I give you, I will give it to you in the future, once a month."

His words were too unexpected. She felt a little bit bitter in her heart, but she also had the urge to laugh. Nan Gongtong was a weird man, she couldn't deny that.

Once a month, she is one of the unknown among the three thousand in the harem, waiting for the emperor to flip the sign before she gets her turn to appear on the stage?

His words didn't seem like sincere charity, but they also made her feel very pitiful.

That's right, she was just waiting for him to look at her more and give her a more hugging woman.

"If I really like you, I can hug you every day." Zhen'er gently pushed his chest away, this time, she was really relieved.With a very shallow and soft smile, she looked into his beautiful eyes, and her voice sounded obviously fragmented.

This kind of words came from the woman's mouth, and it seemed too direct.But at this moment, she didn't care too much.

Nangong Zheng was slightly taken aback, as if he finally realized where the soreness in Zhen'er's eyes came from.

Zhen'er's smile, like the dew in the morning, will disappear after a long time. "We are different, but the distance between us seems to be far and near. This makes me painful, and it will not make you feel better."

Nan Gongtong clenched his fists secretly, he couldn't hold her hand, and he also felt more and more uneasiness in his chest, like stagnant water, about to fill his mouth and nose and make him overwhelmed.A trace of complicated loneliness flashed across his eyes, and after a while, he uttered a sentence faintly. "This is different, can't you accept it? If you think a month is too long, half a month is fine, or ten days is fine, as long as I practice hard."

It's just a sincere hug, does it also need practice?Nan Gongtong's remarks really made Zhen'er a little dumbfounded.

It turns out that it's not mean, it can also make people feel heartless.

(End of this chapter)

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