Divine Doctor and Farmer's Girl: Buy a husband to farm

Chapter 83
After Su Qinghuan came out of Lin Sanhua's room, she leaned against the wall and collapsed, and simply sat on the ground with her knees curled up, her head buried in her knees, and she cried silently.

Just a little bit.

If she didn't bring the bowl of soup, but let Lin Sanhua sleep for half an hour, then I'm afraid my body would be cold by now.

She has long noticed that she is abnormal, does not name the child, always says something similar to Tuo Gu, and is unhappy... It is clear that she has long wished to die.

Maybe for a modern woman, she can counterattack after being betrayed and abandoned, but for a girl like Lin Sanhua who has only been to the county town the farthest place in her life, and all her upbringing comes from her parents and three aunts and six wives, her The world has already collapsed.

Guilt and self-blame surrounded Su Qinghuan.

After Du Jing waited for Lin Sanhua to fall asleep completely, when he came out, he saw Su Qinghuan hugging his knees and crying bitterly.

"Ma'am, is she okay?" He said unnaturally, "Don't be too sad."

Su Qing raised her head joyfully, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, a lock of hair around her ear was blown by the wind, she burst into tears, and said slowly: "At this time last year, I came back here from outside, had a fight with my grandmother, and left alone. Everyone in the village thinks that I am notorious and refuses to associate with me. Only Sanhua does not dislike me. Her family is difficult and she cannot eat eggs all year round. Her mother only gave her an egg during the Dragon Boat Festival, and she used it to share with me. Cut a person in half; she taught me how to wash clothes by the river, how to make a fire... I was almost sold to a butcher by my grandmother, she knocked on the door in the middle of the night, brought me things, gave me ideas..."

She is poor, but within the scope of her ability, she treats her friends with the most sincere sincerity.

Du Jing didn't know how to persuade her, so he said with difficulty after a while: "You are also very kind to her."

Su Qinghuan lowered her head, sobbing slightly, her shoulders shrugged up and down from time to time.

She can be nicer to her.

If she loses Lin Sanhua today, it will be her eternal pain.

"My lady, my lady—" Dahuan and Mrs. Wen put the child down to sleep together, and said, "Is Sanhua all right?"

"Well, it's okay." Su Qinghuan said, but since she had the will to die, no one could stare at her for twelve hours.

How should she untie her and help her?

"Amitabha." Da Huan clasped his hands together, and said reverently, "Why is Sanhua so indifferent? Instead of looking at the two children, she always thinks about that scum. When she wakes up, I will scold her severely!"

Shizi and Du Jing sat side by side under the eaves, listening to their conversation.

"Once upon a time, my mother and concubine had a handkerchief in her boudoir, and she married the Yunnan General Soldier. They had a close relationship and were sisters." When she got the bad news, she took out her handkerchief to hide her tears, and all the maids and women around her, as well as me, advised her to take care of herself. But the next day, she heard that her father favored the newcomer, and she dressed up to show off her father; The beloved concubine of the dead aunt gave birth to a son, and the concubine conferred a generous gift..."

It's also sisters.

"My mother won't." The son's voice suddenly became higher, with a look of pride on his face, "She values ​​love and righteousness, and she is not inferior even in front of the most righteous man. When Aunt Sanhua was hurt, she I don't want to see anyone from the Song family anymore. She is decisive, and I will quit if you are ruthless, so my cousin took advantage of it."

Du Jing's heart: You say that, are you sure the general won't beat you?
He raised his eyes and looked at the woman who had calmed down and stood up again. His heart was like a breeze blowing across the water, causing slight ripples and rippling.

After getting along, he probably understood why the general fell in love with her.

She is like the most inconspicuous and independent orchid, but she knows how thrillingly beautiful she is when she gets close, proud and tenacious.

She lives frankly, laughs and scolds, all of which are determined by her heart; she is kind-hearted and treats people frankly...

Compared with these qualities of hers, her outstanding appearance is not worth mentioning - and a few days ago, he thought that Lu Qi bowed because of her beauty.

At night, after the effects of the sedative medicine had worn off, Lin Sanhua woke up, looked blankly at the roof, then looked at Su Qinghuan's red eyes from crying, closed her eyes and said, "Qing Huan, why waste medicinal materials to save me?"

"Dahuan, bring the child in." Su Qinghuan said.

"No, I won't see you!" Lin Sanhua waved her arms emotionally, her voice was sharp, "I don't want to see them!"

The girl was frightened and cried with a "wow", and her brother seemed to be infected, so he also cried.

Da Huan held one in each hand, and suddenly became flustered.

But Lin Sanhua seemed to have made up her mind, and let the two children cry heart-piercingly, but didn't look back.

Su Qinghuan sighed, waved her hands and said, "Take it back and let Sister Lin feed her some milk to put her to sleep. Such a small child wakes up many times at night, so you should work harder."

Da Huan hurriedly said: "It's not hard, it's not hard, I'm happy!" She looked at Lin Sanhua again, and shouted, "You really don't care about the child? Don't regret it when I bring you back to the capital!"

She was just joking to provoke Lin Sanhua, and she didn't want to hear her reply: "Then thank you very much."

Da Huan stomped her feet angrily, "Where is there a mother like you", and went out with the two children in her arms.

"Sanhua, do you still want to die?"

"think."

"Do you think that after you die, Dahuan and I will treat the two children as our own, and your past will not affect them?"

Su Qinghuan thought about it all afternoon, and finally thought of this reason.

Lin Sanhua remained silent.

"But have you ever thought about how guilty these two children will feel when they learn that their biological mother sacrificed their lives for them, but there is no way to make up for it!" Su Qinghuan said.

Lin Sanhua closed her eyes.

Su Qinghuan spent most of the night persuading her, exhausting all the reasons, but Lin Sanhua didn't want to enter, and only wanted to die to escape.

"Sanhua," Su Qinghuan really had no other choice, "How about this, I know there is a nunnery in the county. If you are really sad, you can go to the nunnery to practice for a year. If you still don't want children, then, then Get shaved and serve the Buddha all your life. Since you are cut off from the world of mortals, Da Huanming and I can justly raise your children for you; in the future, if you miss your children, you can know their situation; if they miss you, at least know that you are living well , I also have a thought in my heart, okay?"

Lin Sanhua was silent for a long time, so long that Su Qinghuan thought she had fallen asleep, and heard her sigh.

"Okay, I'll go."

For the sake of the two children, and not to make Su Qinghuan sad, although life is not easy, she is still willing to live with difficulty.

Thank you for the tears you shed for me, which became my last fetter in this world.

(End of this chapter)